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andrew minyard never skips therapy. his best friend is a born-again knife-wielding christian ex-gangster. his other best friend is a 6'2" lacrossehockey prodigy/recovering alcoholic with a face tattoo. he doesn't smile. his situationship got him to stop doing drugs by buying him a maserati. he didn't meet his own twin brother until they were fifteen years old. he's been to jail. he is five feet even. he's the best goalie in the league and he couldn't care less. he gets in the shower fully clothed to give neil josten a blowjob. he's a chainsmoking pro athlete. he's getting a criminal justice degree as a joke. he picked the guy with a dozen fake names and a mafioso daddy to be with forever. he's a scorpio. the closest thing he's ever had to a father is his college exy coach. he loves hot chocolate and ice cream and clubbing with his cousin.

andrew minyard character of all time.

prokopetz

You are an unreliable narrator because your coping mechanisms for your deep-seated trauma forbid you from acknowledging the reality of the situation. I am an unreliable narrator because I sincerely have no idea what the fuck is going on.

heyjude19-writing

Laurent v Damen

dykekarkat

falling asleep at 7 pm so i'm dropping omega neil now please enjoy my fic #myfic

selkielore

#andrew

dykekarkat

fuck it im making a poll

who should b damen in my capri au

neil

andrew

Voting ended onMay 28

dykekarkat

everyone look at my list for this au #mylist

#fun!!!!#im so into this #idk if you've read ancels side story #but he's a really interesting character #that I could see shades of Nicky or Renee in too #nicky: the over the top compensation for struggling and a social lubricant #sometimes puts his foot in his mouth and oversteps boundaries but means well #renee: pulled himself out of gutters himself and is underestimated also becomes a bit of a spy/ally to Laurent #sorry for rambles I just looooove aftg/capri

finally working on my zombie apocalypse fic again. the world is healing

#but I did ☝🏻 lose like 2k words when my computer crashed last week #LMAO #so now I have to redo that part but I hated it anyway #next week is a heavy work week so im not how much art time I'll have #so I may be able to do more writing #rambling

fishgummy

#in a way this is also andreil....

plantbvn

boyfriend first, then cigarette

tall

#neil josten

serafinapickelda

Kevin thinks that exy will save Andrew, because exy saved Kevin. Nicky thinks that romantic love (e.g. dating Renee) will save Andrew, because Erik saved Nicky. Aaron thinks that Andrew is beyond saving, though he desperately wants to be wrong.

But Neil? Andrew is what saves Neil. Andrew saves him in so many ways, but mainly by giving him the strength to stop running and by forcing him to own himself (Take the contact lenses out! Lean into the attitude problem!! Bury Nathanial in Baltimore!!!).

So Neil knows that the only thing that will save Andrew is Andrew himself. Getting sober, finding his own things to want, building his own life. Neil isn't the only person who loves Andrew, but he is the only person who trusts Andrew to be himself, who trusts that Andrew does have feelings and the capacity to wish good things for himself.

Kevin says "I will give Andrew something to build his life around"; Neil replies "we should give him something of his own".

Nicky doesn't think that Andrew is good enough to date Renee; Neil doesn't understand why Andrew wants him, but he's buzzed at the idea of Andrew wanting anything at all.

Neil says "You're going to have to come up with something of your own to hold onto", and Andrew replies with a set of matching armbands.