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Sorry for not posting a lot! I am busy at my internship (archaeology company) and Im not always the best dressed all the time. Especially not in the field (gross orange workgear outift check soon? 👀). Im also busy trying to keep up my life and friendship and dating my lover every other week and going to shows (Golvad Grävling this past weekend!) when possible. My meds are making me tired and a little bit lacklustre unfortunately but Im much less anxious. Also since I wear my crustpants like every weekend all my outfits look the same lmfao. I want more tattoos and cut my hair AGAIN although I just did 😔

Some colours might be missing

#sashya is emo #diy or die #i look for emotion everywhere but my world is turning grayscale #SoundCloud

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Finally got to see my daughter again yesterday!

So the story is she was found skeletized in a student area by my friend. The area is called Delphi. She lived in our lunch room freezer for a while (archaeologist moment) and then I helped him clean her. After that I aged (6+ years old) and sexed her (clear female pelvis and mandibula). So I named her Rakel after the Oracle of Delphi :D

My friend has custody of her, and she lives in a box in his apartment close to where she was found like 2 years ago. It was very nice to see her again 🖤

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Finally got to see my daughter again yesterday!

So the story is she was found skeletized in a student area by my friend. The area is called Delphi. She lived in our lunch room freezer for a while (archaeologist moment) and then I helped him clean her. After that I aged (6+ years old) and sexed her (clear female pelvis and mandibula). So I named her Rakel after the Oracle of Delphi :D

My friend has custody of her, and she lives in a box in his apartment close to where she was found like 2 years ago. It was very nice to see her again 🖤

Is it my period or a true experience of my lack of worth in the world? Lets find out 😍

#sashya is emo #im gonna #do nothing but wow my meds are truly not helping #i dont feel connected to people at all i feel like im dreaming #i feel disliked and like everyone is just nice to not feel like shitty people #i fear i will feel like this the rest of my life #it doesnt matter to me apparently that i have family and friends and people who text me and a sweet lover #i feel so disconnected and my reaction to literally everything is to shrug its so sad #but I dont want to feel manically anxious anymore

Fighting with my friend because she got a boyfriend and suddenly he is invited to everything and always included like he is a child without his own friends or a dog that cant survive without her 🙄 i like him but he is not my best friend

#fuck your boyfriend #sashya is emo

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Sorry for not posting a lot! I am busy at my internship (archaeology company) and Im not always the best dressed all the time. Especially not in the field (gross orange workgear outift check soon? 👀). Im also busy trying to keep up my life and friendship and dating my lover every other week and going to shows (Golvad Grävling this past weekend!) when possible. My meds are making me tired and a little bit lacklustre unfortunately but Im much less anxious. Also since I wear my crustpants like every weekend all my outfits look the same lmfao. I want more tattoos and cut my hair AGAIN although I just did 😔