ISLE GIRL

manuela hidalgo. resident evil: darkside chronicles. private. mun +21. written by claudia.

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rpdxfinest‌: KENNEDY, LEON.

░ ░ ❖❖–@combusther​​ continued from here;;

Lips part for a moment only to realize the words he looked for weren’t found. There was a line where honesty stood that he couldn’t bear to cross- at least not with Manuela…. he knew his truth, and it wasn’t kind. Bitter nights drowned with warm spirits as his only friend.  Old tracks looped on repeat while he struggled to find that one place where the memories didn’t hurt. Where he didn’t hear screams. Where the dead didn’t ‘speak’ into his dreams– Where the innocents he failed still were…. and hopes and aspirations thrived. No. He couldn’t tell her the truth. Callous hands brushing over the other, steely blue eyes stared off before returning back to her. ❝ It’s never going to be easy, Manuela …but time-    Time…helps. Moving forward will always be a challenge    but we owe it to those we lost to keep    going…and remember the good things…   I’m sure thats what your father wanted    for you… ❞

her father. the man responsible for the virus to be now coursing through her veins. and yet, manuela could never hate him, for while what he did to those girls was awful and vile, she knew his intentions had been to protect her, to stop her from dying as her mother did with the decease. “el peso del mundo, leon. you have the weight of the world on yours shoulders.” a heavy burden she can see. even when they met all those years ago, manuela saw it, he always seem older, wiser, troubled. she only knows the pointers of raccoon city and other virus and plagues he had to fight but she knows it’s something that keeps him awake, if he is anything like she is. 

“you helped me. you helped so many.” he had been there from the first moment, never faltering when she needed his help. no second questions asked. the younger woman smiles and lets herself reach over, catching her hand with her own. “but do you have someone? someone who helps you?” she worries then, because they all need someone. specially him. “you deserve someone.”

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small abscence.

from today until the 4th I will be away. Uruguay is celebrating Carnaval this weekend and I will be going to a summer house and spend my days there with a friend going to parties and such, so I will be away but I shall return!

[honeyboychangbin]

Sentence Starters

“I’ve never seen one of these completely to my taste so i decided to make my own!

ANGST

“I can’t do anything right.”

“Please don’t cry.”

“Why are you awake right now?”

“Why are you lying to me?”

“Wake up! Please wake up.”

“Forget it, you’re a fucking asshole.”

“Don’t you ever do that again!”

“Is that blood?” “…..No?”

“Please don’t lie to me again, I can’t take it.”

“Do you even still love me?”

“Nobody’s seen you in days.”

“Why are you awake?”

“I’m worried about you.”

“Can you shut up for once in your life?”

“Holding everything in doesn’t help, you know.”

“Are you hurt?” “No.” “Then why are there bruises all over your face?”

“If you don’t hug me right now I think I might fall apart.”

“Leave! Me! Alone!”

FLUFF

“Go with me?” “As long as you hold my hand.”

“Is there a reason you’re blushing like that?” 

“Have you seen my hoodie?” “Nooo.” “You’re wearing it, aren’t you?”

“Have you always been this beautiful?”

“OH you’re jealous!”

“Can we stay like this forever?”

“Please just kiss me already.”

“I think you might be my soulmate.”

“Sleep over? Please?”

“Are we on a date right now?”

“I think I’m in love with you.”

“He’s so pretty I think I’m gonna faint.”

“Are you flirting with me?” “You finally noticed?”

“Am I your lockscreen?” “You weren’t supposed to see that.”

“I missed you so much.”

“Do you think the moon is jealous of how pretty you are?”

“I’m here for you.”

“I wish we could live together already.”

MISC

“All I do is drink coffee and say bad words.”

“Quit touching me, your feet are cold!”

“I think I just ripped my pants.”

“Sharing is caring, now give me the hoodie!”

“Can I pet your dog?” “Do I know you?”

“Did you seriously just get your foot stuck in a toilet?” “Maybe.”

“If I die, I’m haunting you first.”

“But I’ve never told you that before.” 

“Stop being grumpy, it’s lame.”

“So, uh, I locked the keys in the car.”

“Is the cat in a onesie?” “Uh, no?

“Can we please stop running? I think I’m dying.”

“You come here often?” “Well, I work here. So I think I’d have to say ‘yes’.”

“Aren’t we supposed to be working?”

“Give me attention.”

“YOU SAID TO BE HONEST STOP HITTING ME!”

“Okay, so maybe I didn’t see that coming.”

“I’m too sober for this.” “You don’t even drink.” “Maybe I should start.”

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THE T-VERONICA VIRUS IS INSIDE HER. like for a starter.

[combusther-blog]

small abscence.

from today until the 4th I will be away. Uruguay is celebrating Carnaval this weekend and I will be going to a summer house and spend my days there with a friend going to parties and such, so I will be away but I shall return!

[combusther-blog]

small abscence.

from today until the 4th I will be away. Uruguay is celebrating Carnaval this weekend and I will be going to a summer house and spend my days there with a friend going to parties and such, so I will be away but I shall return!

[rothelp]

miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

[combusther-blog]

Manuela is a cute girl who can murder you with her blood. She is everything I aspire to be.

[combusther-blog]

reminder that manuela has never been kissed and that is not okay.

[combusther-blog]

forsaken--lullaby‌: krauser, jack.

how unexpected this was for him. at first, all he was told is someone wants to talk to him, alone and nothing else was said. it’s made him believe it must be really important so he wasted no times and when he got there and close the door behind him. he recognizes a familiar face. before he had the time to say something she already has her arms around him, he isn't used to something like this…only the violence of the war is everything he knows not affection but he returns the embrace as he listens to what she had to say after all those years that passed since their last meetings he’s sure a lot has happened but at least she seems to be alright.“ kid, you are not to blame i did chose to protect you.” he sightly pull himself away a little bit. this is rare but he was smiling, as an attempt to reassure her.and, of course, he’s aware she’s no longer a kid but this is how he knew her and that’s not something that will change anytime soon unless she says something about it, maybe.

“you saying that only makes me wish you didn’t.“ a soldier who could no longer be one, and it was on her.  she is comforted by the smile though and she tries to ease up on the matter. at last she pulls herself away, hand going to grasp her infected arm to reassure her. “i wished to visit you. and leon. but they said he is not here.” it saddens her that she cannot see them both but she was told to wait a few weeks as the other was in an assignment, and that only meant one thing for them. baby blues look up and spark up as she continue to speak. “they are making me an agent, you know? so many years they kept me checked and now, i’m free.” as free as someone working for an agency is. but manuela has no family or land to go back to, as such, she doesn’t mind doing some good in the world. “you two inspired me.”

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MANUELA HIDALGO: Concept Art + FACECLAIM.

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❝ Things won’t always hurt this bad.❞

miscellaneous angst starters.  || interactions ;accepting! ||  rpdxfinest

he talks and she listens. Leon knows better than she does, she believes. he had seen more horrors than she had, surely he had more experience and therefore, could advice her properly on how to move forward? “how do you make the pain stop?“ a hand moving to her heart, pressing there, the other, hesitant, moves to rest where his should be and blue eyes look up to find his very own; she had always found them comforting. “in there. how can you ease the pain?” can one forget the pain or it will always be there? she is worried that her compassion will consume her. her father often said she was too soft for the real world. and while this is not the real world, it was hers, and it was beginning to take a toll on her.  “how do you manage that feeling of knowing you didn’t save everyone?”

[combusther-blog]

there was nothing more you could have done. ( krauser )

miscellaneous angst starters.  || interactions ;accepting! ||forsaken--lullaby

“there is always something more to be done. estas asi por mi culpa.“ and she shakes her head, a hand ghosting over the wounded arm and she feels it deep inside. guilt. even if he had been following orders and in the end, choose to protect her. “i promise i will try to make it better.”

[combusther-blog]

there was nothing more you could have done.

miscellaneous angst starters.  || interactions ;accepting! || fortanach

“i could’ve tried.“ and she did nothing, FEAR PARALYSING HER. she was meant to be a weapon, help others and yet, when it came to use her abilities, god or human given, she froze in place, fearful it would consume her like it consume her father, like it consume her mother and others who had used the power and took a liking into it. “this is the second time people have died because of me, claire. i’m a failure.”

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discandi  || interactions ;WESKER,ALBERT & MANUELA HIDALGO

FEET TELL HER TO RUN. this man is not worthy of fighting, and she isn’t sure she could, her little experience on the field and less controlling her own blood made her more of a liability. she knows little about the man; they told her very simple things; albert wesker was dangerous and has been in cahoots with umbrella at the beginning. the brief file she read also described he had been the one in deals with her father; even more so, the responsible for selling him the t-veronica virus that now run through her veins. at least she hops that would be enough for him to not try and kill her, see her as a possible experiment, curious about her as many were back at the DSO. “how could one man cause so much damage?” and she mumbles under her breath as blue eyes settle on the man, hand wrapped around her infected arm and shakes her head in disbelief. “you sold the virus to my father. i’m like THIS because of you.”

[rothelp]

miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

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“IF I FEEL PAIN IT’S BECAUSE I’M HUMAN. AND WHEN I STOP, I WILL NO LONGER BE ONE. I CHOOSE TO DIE A HUMAN.“ independent manuela hidalgo from the resident evil franchise. written by claudia. read about page for more information and/or headcanons!