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tashi duncan - heat dies down by kaiser chiefs

my favourite master manipulator who has never done anything wrong in her life <3

#i just love her so much #she literally has a wider knowledge of the world (tennis) than anyone can comprehend #clocked patrick and art immediately and made sure she got to watch some good fucking tennis at the end of it all !! yayyy #art and tashi fail marriage we love you. they are so miserable but yes they do love eachother btw.#fire and ice... you quite literally need to have both or it's too explosive or too cold.. she had no choice but to do what she did #bc she is both!!#tashi duncan #art donaldson #patrick zweig #throuple truther #challengers #challengers 2024 #edit #video #amv #challengers edit #music

when I was going through my horrors last year and deleted tumblr and then started making posts in my notes app instead bc i missed challengers so bad

#this one specifically was a month after I fell down the stairs #and also right after I tried to make a jalapeño martini for myself by just pouring vodka and jalapeño brine into a mug #newsflash it tasted really bad #drinking my horrible martini alone out of a mug and imagining being at a stupid cocktail bar with tashi

written like 12k of this chapter this week and it's still not done. Or even near done 😁 my beautiful uncontrollable nonsense that I am splattering all over a google doc

#it's okay. we're getting there.#I would say I just need to do another 10k but I have a patashi moment coming up and those always end up 2x longer than planned so...#and sorry for describing my writing process in a way that sounds vaguely seminal.#my bad. it might happen again

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"time heals all wounds" WRONG! time is ripping into me with a cheese grater

#tashi :)

ceramicbeetle

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

The problem is that Art used to work with her, used to be her partner in this instead of the opaque, detached roadblock he'd turned himself into recently. Again and again, Tashi had looked at him and asked: What do you need? What do you want? What do I have to do? and Art would stare past her and insist it was nothing, he was just rusty, it was just a confidence issue, nothing was wrong. "No one's asking you to." Tashi had known she was missing something, but she's realizing now that she may have underestimated how much.

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#EVERYBODY GO HERE NOW. get in the tashi centric fic and be cleansed of any bad takes you've had to hear about her #soooo good <3333

there was a time when this was my FAVOURITE clip in the world for some reason

#anyway I'm posting this bc it's a spoiler for the next chapter of my fic. just letting you know what I'm on rn #wrote a scene for ch 5 and immediately this flashed in my head after. perfect #I was going to just post the gif version in my inevitable ch5 moodboard but the clip is so necessary as well

hiiiii it's my birthday <3 time to steal the spotlight from josh o'connor once again

#my amazing and useful image^#im writing strange challengers fic on my birthday. what is josh o'connor doing 🤔

I had planned to come back with a chapter to drop tomorrow but it's not ready yet </3 it's coming together though and I'm locked in. I've missed challengers fic so badly these last two months

#genuinely been dying to get back to writing I just haven't had the energy or ability.#and also reading!!!! need to go through and keep up with fics...#missed challengers anniversary 💔💔💔 my beautiful best friend challengers I'm sorryyy

HELLO. Hiiiiii everyone

I don't even know how to explain my vanishing this time except to say that I found out I passed my masters and would be graduating with a distinction (highest level to get) and so this of course sent me into an insane two month long depressive episode bc I always have normal emotional responses to events ❤️

my brain being like 'okay so you achieved this thing you worked really hard for and was really difficult and you even achieved this with flying colours... Hmmmm... I think we should get suicidal about it

I still don't know what that was all about but I can feel myself being freed from it's claws <3

#the way I hid the fact that I was graduating from everyone in my life for no reason.#seeing the email that I got my degree and my heart immediately dropped as if I had just received the worst news of my life #ANYWAY. now I just have to find a job 🫩#and people did you know that being disabled and looking for work is really difficult and awful. I might be the first person to notice this

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#i miss her so much #my tashi who gives me an awkward wave every morning ❤️

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me analyzing my favorite characters:

#tashiii #how it feels writing any tashi fic

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This flopped on tiktok bc no one gaf abt challengers anymore so I went here because I know some of yall mfs are lurking here❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹(hi ily)

#TASHIIIII #love love love her tired expression ❤️ gorgeous

looking back at the fic stuff I wrote while procrastinating my essay, and the dubious consent themes are even more apparent in this chapter than the last two. oops . It's just that when you have a character as repressed as art donaldson it kind of comes with the territory. Sorry. Art is not enthusiastically saying that he wants it. In fact a lot of the time he's probably going to be saying "I don't want this" whilst actively doing something that he wants to do. And tashi understands art so she's like "this is fine". meanwhile Patrick is trying not to start crying and throwing up because he's so stressed out. um Anyway ❤️ it's complicated.

#like art could want something really badly. and he's still not going to say yes #Which patrick finds both extremely stressful and emotionally difficult. yayy #there are also dubcon themes in patrick's mind again but that's a whole other thing I won't get into rn #tashi is so strong ❤️ but also she is not doing anything to help at all and is kind of judging patrick for freaking out #she's so awesome wow <3 I love my tashi

took some days off from writing bc I underestimated how exhausted I was. And life is really hard. but we're back for real this time. I want to get this chapter done soon. I'm having fun though! let's put these characters in some situations. 😁 smiles sweetly

#quick scene of some bad weird sex before we get to the depressing stuff. it's all part of the plot don't worry about it #just got to put patrick through a meat grinder real quick

okay finally getting back to my google doc for chapter 5 so i can be reunited with tashi art and patrick again. ive missed playing with my friends

#and slutting them out heavily. sorry #well not sorry actually you will be glad I added in some previously not planned slutting out #a spoonful of sugar to help the medicine go down if you will :)

this is artashi mindset at their rock bottom to me. and what a beautiful marriage they have!

#not even necessarily rock bottom either. might just be a regular day for them #image i created to stare at when writing artashi bad and/or weird sex. of course!#not currently writing that but... soon. I have my plans #also I could've edited the names for art and tashi as well but i liked keeping them as abomination 1 & 2. gave me joy

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forcing myself to use more unforgiving brushes

#PATRICK ZWEIG EARRING!!!!!!!!#so good

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