❛ ᶤ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᶰᵒᵗ ᵍᶤᵛᵉᶰ ᵘᵖ ʰᵒᵖᵉ

[unerwunschtemoved-blog]

                          JUST BECAUSE I MISS YOU.

friends. followers. acquaintances. people i admire from afar. people i’ve lost touch with. people who i’ve never spoken to. people who have continued communication with me even though i’ve disappeared and desperately wish to return. i wanted to make a sort of recognition list – like a shout out to those of you who i adore. this is for all of you in hopes for people to perhaps not be so mad at me for leaving and then returning after so long. this list is in no particular order. and there is a possibility i will miss people. please don’t be offended. i just want to love on you all. p.s. here is an updated bump photo from this weekend when we went to the coast to celebrate our anniversary.

@vigiilance || @vindiicem || @halfawolf || @path-of-sorrows || @prophetry || @spireborn || @ravenedhair || @rebelliontales || @howeabout || @unseenmockingjay || @slytherrus || @sovereigncrown || @pcriah || @scettcio || @insurrects || @herunfailingkindness || @fragiliis || @pvgnator || @lionheartiing || @kapuletov || @wiingedwolf || @maidofwinter || @littlewinterdove || @deathwaking || @motherofasgard || @harvalle || @burzxm || @ofmiidnight || @piiratescave || @vitivory || @fcithfacade || @xnjolras || @lipsoftheredrose || @siihas || @myshkas || @shieldarmed || @northernis || @anicelybandiedword || @gilxath || @queenuntouched || @oftarth || @bandiitry || @kingsdeputy || @steelunderneath || @aurcrean || @ofwalks || @forcedfromwaiting || @oathsayer || @affinityforsecrets || @lymskur || @indxstress || @lady-cassiia || @datseabass || @bloodiedwolf || @ofwolfmaids || @iindiscriminate || @cerynitiis || @rubere || @killianns || @lionswrath || @postvoided || @praesaga || @travmsoldat || @voleurtour || @lordiism || @ahkmenrxh || @toshootfirst || @mutinouscaptain || @littlclight || @darkinherheart || @wiickcd || @audaciia || @battlewrought || @showmaxter || @charmerattack || @newsavior || @ancnomes || @pondelistic || @ravenedscot || @riddarii || @littlefiinger || @inferuxs || @purratheon || @compromisedking || @arcusignis || @bctterman || @makersent || @wolfsouled || @wardentheo || @porticosdaughter || @wearingwar || @marbleskinned || @lycangene || @timeweary || @warrsong || @gammamade || @ofabnegation || @lowborns || @adeloes || @dcvoidofcolor || @coldblxxded || @oathbroken || @imperrator || @confiidant || @allthrice || @carovniik || @combatsituations || @moranument || @arkhealer || @numbking || @maimedlion || @snaremaker || @answersnobody || @tiiedknots || @insensiibility || @offireandrebellion || @thecapitoldarling || @idleprayer || @heraldofdoubt || @paragcns || @sxmniare || @learnedskill || @edhelhernil || @femulan || @coalskin || @hangedmcn || @taughthate || @theinfamouscaptain || @ponyvoros || @discbedience || @noealla || @malevolents || && many more i’m sure.

[jeanqrey]

frary + hugs

(requested by @sixteenthcenturyballerina)

[jeanqrey]

insp.

[karolinadeanarchive-deactivated]

“I’m only going to ask two things of you. The first is that you stop making me promises you know in your heart you can’t keep.” “And the other?”

[reigningdaily]

Our lovely children. Anne, and James. Yes, Anne and James.

[compromisedking]

forcedfromwaiting.

   he’s lying . she hears it , buried . but he enters anyways . THANKFUL . she can’t possibly be more . the silence of the room is deafening . a regret begins to fill her quickly at the idea of asking him to stay for even a little while . lips part to dismiss him , though he’s free to leave at any time but his words beat hers . “ my life ? or the one i can remember with mary ? “ she teases , shaking her head lightly . though of the queen reminds her that it’s francis sitting here with her and she instantly composes . “ mary , whom you should be tending to right now , and not me . go ahead . i apologize for asking you to stay . i should be fine , i’m sure he’s not far now . “ 

                                        ❛ MARY CAN WAIT. ❜  he's decided to give her & his mother the time they need to BREATHE         to get themselves together in the privacy of their own rooms, pick the scattered piece the attack has LEFT BEHIND.  perhaps even tomorrow may be a better option to see mary, after she's rested & recovered.  ❛ i'm not leaving until nostradamus arrives, lady kenna. what will i tell your queen when she asks me about you if i do ? ❜  his tone makes it obvious that he's JOKING ( it is his duty to see her safe & he will respect it ).  ❛ i meant your life when you were a child         a little DISTRACTION might do us good. ❜  

[compromisedking]

forcedfromwaiting.

      a tug of her lips , and she shakes her head . “ you needn’t apologize . you are my king , you may ask whatever of me it is you please . “ it was the truth , was it not ? as she served mary , she would serve francis . though , he answer to her inquiry was in fact vague . had he asked for clarification , who was she to deny him that ? a missing husband , a distracted queen , friends long gone . the castle simply started to get  l o n e l y  . “ that is – very kind of you to offer . should my husband ever return home enough for a solution to present itself , i will come to you if necessary . “ the words slip past guarded lips without thought . there’s bitterness in words that were not meant for his ears ; half the problem revealed . 

                                  ❛ KING OR NOT, i'd like to respect the privacy of those who belong to my family. ❜  never would he want to overstep ; just as he had always respected BASH he would extend the same courtesy to KENNA ( no matter the state of their RELATIONSHIP ). perhaps talking to his brother will prove more ENLIGHTNING         maybe even a SOLUTION will shine through.  ❛ good. either me or mary will be waiting. ❜  another worried FROWN taints his expression, at the ACERBITY in her voice & the expresson on her delicate features. does he dare ask ? no, he's done enough. kind words abandon his lips with an APLOGETIC smile as its companion.  ❛ i truly hope for his safe return, lady kenna. things might be resolved then. ❜

[compromisedking]

faiirmaiden.

        ‘Do you make it a habit in sitting here alone – or is it a royal thing?’ the young blonde inquired, setting eyes on the dauphin as she dared ease herself into the room where he sat quietly in such deep thoughts that she was curious as to what or who consumed them.

                                ❛ LADY AYLEE. ❜  comes the reply, surprised at the interruption but still mantaining the POLITENESS he's been taught since birth.  ❛ i was merely taking some time to myself          it's become quite RARE, finding a spare moment between duties. ❜

[reigningdaily]

Nostradamus had a vision; of your death, brought about by me if we wed.

[waitingforthefireflies]

[compromisedking]

waitingforthefireflies:

I’m told I look like the Dauphin of France, only taller.

The king of class and sass, everybody.

[compromisedking]

reignoftheflorentine.

     A harrowing look of disappointment across her fair features, Catherine could only sigh. Her golden son having been caught with that Olivia D’Amencourt? Oh, what an embarrassment. Francis was turning out to be more like his father than she’d thought. 

     “Francis. The boathouse. If you and Olivia together didn’t look bad enough you brought her to the boathouse? Honestly. What were you thinking - no, don’t answer that. I don’t want to know.” Another sigh as she pressed against the growing headache in her temples, she closed her eyes for a moment. “How do you think this will look should Mary find out? Did you think of that at least?”

           at first he's staring down, embarassment cursing through his veins at the thought of his own mother knowing so much ( too much ! ) about his PRIVATE LIFE. heavy sigh tainted with ANNOYANCE forms in his chest, crawling its way up his throat to come out. gaze flickers, looking at everything & nothing ; avoiding catherine's face.  ❛ i was not thinking, that is quite obvious. ❜  words come out as a mutter, regretting his choice of such a public, easily accessible place. he remains stoic, however a pang of GUILT resonates against his heart at her distressed expression.  ❛ i'm sorry       i should have been more CAREFUL. ❜

          it's her name that sets him off, an ANGERED roll of blue eyes & repentance has evaporated.  ❛ why does everything seem to concern her ? she lives in a CONVENT ! i truly doubt the nuns are known for spreading gossip. ❜  

[compromisedking]

darkinherheart.

 ❛ Would you rather I endure the pain of dancing with one of them instead? Would you find joy in my suffering? I didn’t know you to be so cruel, dauphin. ❜ She can play along for it is not just dance that is so easy for them to fall into step with together, but this. Their words themselves are familiar — the smiles hidden beneath proper façades, the knowing looks — these too are steps to a dance of another kind. All that was lacking was the music of their laughter ( but it had been so long since that particular sound had rang within castle walls with such abandon. ) She gives him a solemn inclination of her head in response to his request. ❛ Whatever the dauphin wishes, his sword will oblige. Your guests are assured protection. ❜ From her, but that wasn’t the point. Mirth dancing along her lips ( though hidden to all but him ) the moment she sees how drastic a change the mere mention of the Scottish queen causes. ❛ You cannot know that for certain! ❜ She takes his hand in acquiescence. ❛ Oui. I would be honored. ❜ Head tilts ever slightly to the side in response to his words. ❛ Might ask me what? How I deal with the ladies at court? ❜

               eyes roll almost on their own account, an action that loses all SIGNIFICANCE when it is accompanied by a gentle stretch of his lips. gaze settles on his dear friend      the young woman he affectionately calls a SISTER ( not bound by blood, but by OATH & time )      with something akin to FONDNESS & a grateful feeling.  ❛ of course not. i'd prefer to see them hurt than YOU, yet we must also take their importance into account. they would not be here if the king of france did not require so ; unless they're found guilty of a SERIOUS offense, i'm afraid they remain untouchable. ❜  fingers tighten around her own, faux pity coloring amused features. his left hand finds its way towards her waist & settles lightly as the music begins to play.  ❛ we could, however, simply IGNORE them & pretend this is just another DREADFUL dancing lesson. ❜  a sigh abandons his lungs, mouth pursing in response to her claim, for he unfortunately does know ( yet he doesn't understand, why his chest feels so HOLLOW when he thinks of her. should he not be stronger ? should he not put his country before a queen he's determined not to LOVE ? ).  ❛ i do, actually. trust me, she would rather dance with MY FATHER than me at the moment. ❜

[inkedsnack]

                                                                      ✖✖✖  so this is my first time actually doing one of these. i’m usually too lazy for it or i just don’t stick around long enough to have this many followers. i’m actually a pretty low-key rper in general who doesn’t like to follow a lot of blogs, but i’ve become so attached to jace and you all have been so incredibly wonderful to me that i just had to write a little something. you are all so talented and have already made me grow so much as a writer in such a short period of time like i can’t thank you enough !! i feel extremely lucky to have all of you on my dash and i do mean every single person i follow tbh so pls never stop being amazing. <3 xxx trish.

( the assholes who torture me with feels & who i absolutely adore.)

@angelicveined | @shctteredheart | @rvenbow | @schattenjaegcr | @dugoutofashes | @defenderofmxnkind | @skaiforged​ | @straniul

( the lovelies i rp with and hope to do all da plots with. )

@sorcierc | @serpenthand | @thearchxr | @offershope | @silverwilled | @gingerunes | @lostmcmories | @heartguided | @killerjewelry | @mundaneraised | @magnumbang | @shxpeshiftxr | @gcnercgue | @mercycries​ | @breakablexhearts | @shespsychic | @steelgiirl

( the ones i stalk from afar & aggressively wanna do things with. )

@clariel | @offershope | @firedriven​ | @remembcr | @itsjustflu | @compromisedking | @glorybred | @hangedmcn | @heartguided | @hexenmeistxr | @finestglitter | @haveheirlooms | @fangforced | @dirtrepellent | @shewailed | @philosophiesofwar | @shadcwbcw | @runescreator | @xgraceless | @reinahada | @steelvxins | @laughteratafuneral | @createdhavoc | @bravecrux

[compromisedking]

herkill.

                            was it not a smart place to train? — a small, nearly empty room; one of the castles many spares that had rarely seen use. her sword clangs against a makeshift practice dummy (made of scrap metal & cloth). most of her armor is still in place, but as the afternoon’s heat permeated the room she tossed aside the helmet, leaving her hair a tangled mess.  she doesn’t hear the creak of the door, but her weapon crashes to the ground as her name rings in the air. 

                            she turns, her chest heaving for breath, sweat dripping down from her temple to her collar bone,  ❛ my lord! ❜  her voice is full of dread. she curtsies, but there’s no dress to assist it, rendering the whole motion awkward. full of shame, she refuses to stand up straight; leaving her in the absurdly low bow, her hair shrouding her ever reddening face,  ❛ — i am so sorry. ❜ 

              cerulean eyes sweep over the room       from the dummy to the helmet left on the floor, to the armor she's wearing & to the SWORD held by thin fingers. it almost looks out of place, such delicate hand in possession of a mighty weapon ; one meant for kings & fighters & knights. yet it strangely suits octavia's FIERCENESS, the fire he's always recognized burning inside her gaze. yes, he's SURPRISED, although not completely so. lips part as confusion furrows his brow, arm reaching to close the door behind him ( it would be a CATASTROPHE were someone else to witness such a travesty ! ) before he speaks.  ❛ perhaps you could start explaining what you're apologizing for. ❜  head is tilted & his voice is curious, for he truly wishes to understand.

[compromisedking]

industrialsandpaper.

                  she can’t help the grin that spreads across her face ( and the flush of her cheeks ) that she hopes he doesn’t notice. her bow is carefully handed over to her ( unfortunate !! ) archery instructor before she returns her attention to her ( very welcome ) guest.  ❛ please – call me mia. and i’m so sorry you had to witness that. ❜ 

             her words bring a WARMER smile to stretched lips, laughter slipping through them in an almost silent chuckle.  ❛ on the contrary, i found the show to be quite entertaining. will you be doing that very often, PRINCESS ? ❜  the jest in his tone is clear, & his features turn apologetic as soon as he's finished talking.  ❛ i'm sorry      OLD HABITS die hard, mia. ❜

[scodelarioss]

[compromisedking]

┊ &ˑ ❛ ( ooc ) new tag drop. also i have free time tonight so i might be able to actually write some drafts, sorry for the lack of activity lately !