yester year soon

a loving curmudgeon in a 27-year-old's body my name is Chitra. I like it when you can see the cracks in people. let's be friends.

[blossoming-princess]

Reminders:

Don’t let anyone treat you badly because you’re scared of losing them.

Someone who comes in and out of your life isn’t worth the stress.

You are not a reflection of those who could not love you properly.

You are a priority, not an option.

[distantvoices]

Amy Adams for So It Goes Magazine Issue 12 by Boe Marion

[logarto]

[botan]

[s1ncewelastmet]

couldn’t have watched this at a better time 

[lifeinpoetry]

“You do not know / How little I loved / Before I loved you.”

— Joan Naviyuk Kane, from “Love Poem,” Hyperboreal

[condorave]

I hope that I do not miss you forever.

I hope that one day I wake up and forget what it was like to love you.

my therapist said to give myself space to feel the heartbreak and that this will lead to forgiveness. 

“you say I choose sadness, that it never once has chosen me maybe you’re right”

[evilbjork]

[myspacebabe2007-deactivated2021]

[kingofthehillcaps]

[lamalmalma1-deactivated20190323]

I love her so much 

[filmeditors-deactivated20230605]

mitski saying Nobody for 48 seconds… MAYBE she snapped

[condorave]

this thanksgiving, I...

1) got scammed out of >$200 for Warriors tickets that never showed - thanks, Craigslist!, 

2) got food poisoning that sent me to the ER and wiped me out for a day and a half, and still can’t eat solid food,

3) as a result of my boo and I getting food poisoning, didn’t see any of my friends for the remaining 5 days,

4) met my 18-year-old cousin for the first time as he talked about wanting to kill my uncle aka his dad, even though his mom is the psychopath and the reason why I’ve never met him in the first place, and

5) woke up to screams and yells from family, for not the first time, as my cousin ran away from the house, for not the first time.

6) oh yeah I have like 18 classes in grad school and got absolutely nothing done and wanna pretty much die.

7) my cousin’s still not home.

8) fuck this fucking piece of shit Hallmark holiday

9) I am thankful I’m not my cousin and thankful to be going back to Portland

10) jesus christ 

[condorave]

hulloween

[condorave]

unsolved mysteries

why the fuck am I still alive

[condorave]

I’m so tired of Portland

[condorave]

The irony of me being asked to dog sit at the house right across from this sign, over three years after I first saw it.

[zodiacmitski-blog]

Mitski