BEST BEAST EVER

monstrous swedish artist 16 she/it/sie lover of cat games, the arts, niche myspace bands who broke up in 2010, well-known one-person musical projects who are still ongoing, having the upper hand, object-based characters, being absolved of emotion, cohesive stories, beast motifs, motifs in general, troubled toughgirls, and conlangs art archive: @sustained-effrontery

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^ their gay little jaunt

[conlanglover259]

some people do really well under deadlines and find that they give them the extra push they need to finish something, but i rarely hear about the inverse: people who do HORRIFICALLY BAD under deadlines (me). i lose my personhood. i get so stressed i forget my own name. the only thing i can think about is every single way that it could go wrong. that i might not finish it in time, or i might do it wrong according to some rule i was never informed of, or that i might pull it off flawlessly and still get scolded just because whoever is judging me wanted to. high school is a HORRENDOUS environment for people like me. you tell me that if i fuck up once i'm gonna get barred from the rest of the world and die a slow painful solitary death and then you put me in front of a rabid pack of teenagers who will slit my throat and throw my head around like a basketball if i do anything they consider weird

[conlanglover259]

every time i play a deltarune chapter for the first time i always do the stupidest shit. when 3+4 came out i got all the things i needed to be able to fight gerson and then i just didn't. fully did not know about his fight until i finished the game and went on twitter. in chapter 5 i had nine pink coins and parkoured on the evil yellow flowers and died like fully game overed about five times to get the last one i needed and then when i got the mysterious key i went to go fight pink, died once, fully gave up and finished the chapter

[conlanglover259]

catgirls in space

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IDK why more people don't needle felt shit 4 their cosplays....... u don't need to pattern anything u don't have to rely on a sewing machine u don't have to think about different fabrics and IMO it's a lot more technically simple all u need is 10x more wool than u think u do and a needle. it takes a shit ton of wool and time but i think it's worth it

[conlanglover259]

tell me to grow wings

[conlanglover259]

Visit Original Link

finally figured out garageband...... XP noelle fansong except not really because it doesn't have any deltarune motifs in it

[conlanglover259]

i've been obsessing over toby fox works for the majority of my life at this point i think my biggest fear is being bad at deltarune theories

[conlanglover259]

maybe this is just discourse that they're having on twitter but i earnestly do not give a shit if someone with a gazillion billion tiktok followers puts their characters up on artfight without the intention of attacking other people. nobody is owed a revenge unless that is something that has been explicitly agreed upon between the parties involved. IDK how u guys are playing artfight i just draw the characters who look fun to draw

[conlanglover259]

i'm making a susie deltarune cosplay should she have a tail or not

yes tail

no tail

Voting ended onJul 6

[conlanglover259]

they should make one of those educational animal games a la animal jam but for adults. your awesome wolf character can smoke but you have to click thru a presentation about lung cancer before they let u equip the cigarette item. DUI minigame

[conlanglover259]

there's this one deltarune fanart where the artist drew susie with stretch marks in her armpits and it meant a lot to me because i am also a fat butch with stretch marks in my armpits and since most attempts to normalize stretch marks only depict people who solely have them on their thighs i thought mine were abnormal and wrong for the longest time but also that deltarune fanart was a redraw of a picture of charlie kirk with susie in his place. susie charlie kirk deltarune fanart positively altered my perception of my body

[conlanglover259]

it's so hot that i have to spray myself with water from a spray bottle and i feel like a beloved houseplant

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diagram of stupidity

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the rebirth of venus

[conlanglover259]

i haven't played creatures of sonaria in like four years but i remember i had a bunch of creatures can someone tell me why i don't have any creatures anymore. did they go extinct

[conlanglover259]

i feel like trash just generates in high school halls. like even if there are no kids there and people are cleaning it still shows up. i had to go clean out my locker like two weeks after school ended and i saw a janitor walking around but the hall my locker was in was still FILTHY. there was a whole dented locker door on the ground