The Sharpened One

my sweet little thoughts with a sense of sarcasm

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I'm just an insignificant something who will die once, but she builds herself a small, insignificant world with insignificant emotions in this universe and yet, these insignificant things will mean a whole world for the girl. While in the universe's eyes, she'll still be a little, insignificant something.

Isn't it poetic?

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There is this irresistable thing

Called love

I can't resist

And you can't be stable

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Not so sober mind

Would make hundreds of regrets

But unfortunately, you don't want them.

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When I die

It'll only be a lie

That I ever loved.

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It's often so hard to desire

We should let our pain go

Crash the walls down between you and the world

And now darling, open your heart

Because you deserve the world, even if you don't think so.

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The searching for redemption

Won't redeem you

All the reblogs you make

Won't redo you

Could you do one goddamn favour for yourself?

Don't try. Just flow.

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your body smelled like

the deepest destructed lie

that wants to get out

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What would you say if

I went down on you

Watching every breath of yours

Seeing every yes or no-s

Going to a brighter place

Fearless nights have never been the same

Oh tell me, what if?

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Under the pressure of what's coming next

I'll be right here next to your bed

Watching the stars, ask them to shine

On our endless wars with us

What a scary night

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I'm full of all this shit

My mind is a maze

I'm always just trying

Trying

Lost and can't be found

Or can be found?

Trying to get out

But I can't

I just can't anymore.

Where's the exit?

But I can't

I will be lost

Eternally.

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I don't think I know what I'm talking about

But maybe nobody does

We're all just trying to make sense for everything

But what we can't recognise is that

Everything

Is

Meaningless.

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You're smoking your cigarette

Messing with my mind

You're looking through me with your fire burning

What a beautiful lie.

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Make me beautiful

Oh I'm craving

To be beautiful

That's a messed up thought. You are beautiful just the way you are, it isn't depending on other people. Nobody has to make you beautiful. Make yourself beautiful.

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The society needs its aesthetics To survive the day in front of them They don't know anything Just trying to copy an image for themselves

You won't be that aesthetic. Never. Ever. Too much trying won't bring you another personality And that's what needs to be understood.

You are beautiful the way you are.

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The problem with the truth

Is that you cannot see it The problem with it is invisible Cause you are blind You have to be blind to overlook the problems

And that's who you are.

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This world is an illusion You think you've solved your problem but There it is again No matter how hard you try The pain will suffocate you And it won't stop It'll always be in you You can never run away from your sadness.

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Every feeling you give to others Is a piece of you Be fire and shine bright Let others shine Or be the deep, blue ocean Let them drown in your thoughts.

Nobody said they can have it.