angry and anxious overachiever

kim | they/them | basically an aftg blog | fiGHT ME | being ace and obsessed with aftg are my only personality traits | knife wife | malewife manipulate manslaughter

[constantly-questioning-reality]

how do you think Andrew, who has again and again been condemned for being “out of control,” felt when Neil told him “i want to see you lose control”

[stepharies5]

After the ravens-foxes game in TGR, Andrew and Neil are in Abby’s office and alone for a second as she went to go grab something and Neil is worried Andrew hurt himself further by intervening to keep them from hurting Neil further and Neil says “you promised to let me fight my own battles” (their conversation before he got taken after the game by Lola when Andrew ended their deal). And Andrew looks his ass straight in the eye and says “if it means losing you, then no”

[skribblegurl]

some people think writers are so eloquent and good with words, but the reality is that we can sit there with our fingers on the keyboard going, “what’s the word for non-sunlight lighting? Like, fake lighting?” and for ten minutes, all our brain will supply is “unofficial”, and we know that’s not the right word, but it’s the only word we can come up with…until finally it’s like our face got smashed into a brick wall and we remember the word we want is “artificial”.

[heywriters]

I couldn't remember the word "doorknob" ten minutes ago.

[bumblewyn]

ok but the onelook thesaurus will save your life, i literally could not live without this website

[breelandwalker]

REBLOG TO SAVE A WRITER'S LIFE

[nerdreamer]

[korakos]

talking to tashie about bk3 and she sent me this image

happy thursday lovies

[constantly-questioning-reality]

this is fine 😃

[korakos]

alas, life trots on 😔 let's just say 2.22 so I hold myself accountable

[constantly-questioning-reality]

OH MY GOD ITS HAPPENING

[princesscas]

"edit images with AI-- search with AI-- control your life with AI--"

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[catchymemes]

Claimed

[constantly-questioning-reality]

ngl i needed this

[selinas-deactivated20251210]

Professor McGonagall HARRY POTTER AND THE PHILOSOPHER'S STONE | 2001 dir. Chris Columbus

R.I.P. Maggie Smith o/*

[shymagnolia]

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

[shymagnolia]

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

[flagellant]

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

[coffee-or-hot-cocoa]

i need all the help i can get for finals

[finnglas]

Hey so

the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like. 

So you know. 

This might be the real one, y’all.

[azaraspirit]

what the hell? i could use some luck *hits reblog*

[i-love-you-beautiful]

You know what I could use some luck

[bookisposts]

I could use some luck this week

[constantly-questioning-reality]

applied to several jobs, so this post crossed my path at the exact right time <3

[korakos]

we are behind (long story, longer year). but unless anything goes horrifically sideways, best guess is sometime December for 2 and 2025 for 3. please do not ask me WHEN in 2025 or I will kms, thx lovies bye <3

[constantly-questioning-reality]

we get to stay with them for two more books <3

[depsidase]

[juicegremlin]

fishing in stardew valley is like trying to orgasm with a vagina

[masochisticallygrumpy]

There's a joke about using a finger to press a button with the right rhythm here

[constantly-questioning-reality]

not me agreeing with the og post because yes both things are very difficult and most of the time I just cannot be bothered .

[constantly-questioning-reality]

never in my life would i have thought i'd write the following sentence in my master's dissertation: 'for my argument, I have choses three primary works of fanfiction that are based on the All for the Game trilogy by Nora Sakavic'

[rekikiri]

you can’t just say this and NOT tell us which fics !!!

[constantly-questioning-reality]

oh my god, of course !!

so the main fic I'm using to argue my point (bc it literally had everything I needed in one) is 'A Flame into Being' by lady_flash, which is trans neil in the plot of Lady Chatterley's Lover

the second fic is a slowburn romance with kejerejean, which prioritises jean's healing over the romantic aspects with jeremy and kevin called 'what softens' by bluulight

and the third, which I haven't gotten to use a lot, but I'm hoping to finalise my second chapter with it, is a sexually explicit renison fic by the name of 'Bedroom Hymns' written by @juicegremlin

( all fics are on ao3 (: )

i love these fics and my topic <3

[sunriseabram]

I know many people have said it. I know everyone knows. But I'm going to say it again.

Andrew never intended to survive the car crash.

ANDREW NEVER INTENDED TO SURVIVE THE CAR CRASH.

[constantly-questioning-reality]

never in my life would i have thought i'd write the following sentence in my master's dissertation: 'for my argument, I have choses three primary works of fanfiction that are based on the All for the Game trilogy by Nora Sakavic'

[achillean-heartbeat]

DO YOU EVER STOP AND THINK ABOUT ANDREW GRADUALLY GETTING OFF HIS MEDS AND HAVING TO COME TO TERMS WITH THE FACT THAT WHAT HE FELT FOR NEIL WASNT REAL AND GRIEVING THAT UNTIL HE WAS OFF HIS MEDS AND REALISING HE DIDNT HAVE TO GRIEVE IT AFTER ALL BECAUSE ITS REAL NEIL IS REAL HES NOT A HALLUCINATION NOT A PIPE DREAM

[constantly-questioning-reality]

i have. in fact, it keeps me up at night.