Control Is My Quiet In The Storm

I'm sick and this is how I vent. If you are sick get help. Not promoting illness.24. 5'5". California. SW: 235 CW/GW1: 135 UGW: 115 Kinesiology degree, nutrition background, ask me about anything :)

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[thinmoooon]

The struggle when you don’t even look close to the before picture…..why did i let myself get this way. Depression is a son of a bitch. No control. Disgusting.

[backformoreboy-deactivated20220]

I go from wanting to never eat again to wanting to eat normally to wanting to eat everything in the kitchen and then back to not wanting to eat again multiple times a day and I’m just very tired of it okay

[blood-drops]

There's a difference between "you're so skinny" and "you're not fat".

[blackcoffeesadness]

fuck calories and fuck being fat, I AM GOING TO GET TO MY UGW

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please reblog if youre an active thinspo blog in june 2017

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“I think I pay more attention to calories rather than anything else”

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[notsotinyhineyalexis]

Wanna binge on fast food?

Remember that you are just wasting your money on something that will ruine you emotionally and set your goal weight back by a ton. You’ll physically and emotionally feel fat all over again. I don’t think you want that for youself.

[control-is-life]

Honestly this is hard. This is what so many ask me about and one of my biggest insecurities... "loose skin" I tried to take pics in clothing that shows it best, for lack of better terms. The first is me on my back, second is relaxed and over on all fours, the third is me sucking in on all fours. But here's why in doing this! It's isn't for me! I'm insecure but I don't hate my body, just how people perceive the scars of my past. I lost almost 100 pounds in under a year, and this is nothing compared to how I felt when I was overweight, that was true insecurity. I'm happy with my progress and I love what I can do now :) don't let loose skin discourage your progress! It's worth it!

[control-is-life]

How long did it take for u to get to ur current weight ? And do u have any loose skin ? -have a great day xx

It took me about 6 months to get to a bit above my current. That's when my plateau started and I only lost maybe 10-20 since January. I was 230 and now I'm about 137. Loose skin. I get this question a lot. Only in some positions is it somewhat loose. On my back or standing, I look totally normal. On all fours or like in a plank my tummy fat hangs a little. I imagine once I lose more, I will have a bit. Like if I go for a 6pack I will maybe have some.

[control-is-life]

Thank god the scale is moving!!!

Back into the 130s!!! Gonna hit low 130s maybe 120s this time around... one month then it's been a year since starting. It would be amazing to be 100 pounds lighter on that day!

[control-is-life]

It's been fucking months

Of restricting and exercising and counting. I'm at the same fucking weight. I want fucking lipo.... sorry for the rant I'm so damn frustrated.... this shouldn't be humanly possible! A 1000 deficit minimum daily should have me losing weight even if I gain muscle! My body has to consume something! 😩

[lily-shrinks]

Yeah, that ice cream might sound good. 

But doesn’t being skinny sound better?

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It’s all about perseverance, you know you can lose this weight, yes you might have gained a few pounds but you can lose it so easily, because you’re you, and you are amazing

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Think before you eat

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