Gem

[convergence-insufficiency]

my father and his new wife are having a baby. I barely knew the man growing up and I am already insanely jealous and sad. I still barely know him. he's so hard to talk to and he never opens up.

two years ago for xmas i got him one of those books to fill out about facts from his life bc i thought our relationship was improving and it would help me know him better. he was uncomfortable/awkward when he opened it and then my now stepmom and him opened to some random pages and were laughing at it. haven't seen that book since.

that tidbit hurts the most when i think about having a new, much younger (20+ year age gap) sibling. they're going to grow up with both parents around and actually form relationships with them. it hurts super fucking deeply and i feel like i am going to be forgotten.

[vixvigil]

it’s never a normal temperature anymore it’s always some fucking bullshit

[animentality]

[what-even-is-thiss]

Health classes really ought to teach people what the beginning stages of addiction are like because a lot of people don’t realize they’re addicted to something until they’re years deep into it.

[depsidase]

[mreullogy]

[convergence-insufficiency]

you know you're done w/ a final paper when you can't even be bothered to proofread it even once

[nastybabysitter-deactivated2022]

i am extremely off putting want to be friends

[somafalls]

dawg i literally dont want the world to see me cuz i dont honestly think they'd understand

[justmossyaps]

(voice of a woman who has a debilitating disability) aw man i feel like such an attention seeker when i have symptoms. everyone probably thinks im curled up in the fetal position for sympathy. im a bad person :(

[loveridden1999]

[lovething]

it’s all bout being a sexy girl and a weird dude @ the same time

[pukicho]

Whats wrong, you barely touched your pellets

[mosscaller]

I need a mix of wet and dry food.

[pukicho]

What the fuck. You talk?

[clown-guitar]

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

[convergence-insufficiency]

I was having a good day until I wasn't. Spent too much time with my classmates, started feeling really separate from them. They all had alcohol with lunch, I didn't. When I asked the person who drove if I could have their keys to drive, I got pushback from them and another person in the group. I felt so shitty and removed from their culture. As far as I know, they're all straight. They're all so online in spheres I have never been in. Trying to relate to them was so hard for like 2h at that restaurant. I feel like crying. I am exhausted. I wanted to connect with them as people but somehow I feel worse now. All we really share is negativity about the program we are all in.

[sobertwobit]

you can take my 5th iced coffee of the afternoon from my cold hands. theyre cold because the coffee is iced.

[uhhhhmanda]

Just came home from a dinner party with the friendgroup at which several people kept saying "Ask Pedro" or "Pedro will know" and I was terrified that they were referring to an AI like Claude but no, thank fuck, they were referring to a cardboard cutout of Pedro Pascal that someone left upstairs and who has been designated a kind of patron saint status in the household.

[daveagainstthemachine]

I’m going to violate his HIPAA