MY WEEKEND! + RECONCILIATION OF FAITH! + RADIO + FUN!!
Okay, so i'm quite possibly the happiest kid on the dayme planet tonight!! it's 9:15 PM and im still buzzing from the excitement of this weekend and the reception of my radio appearance tonight!
This weekend i decided to dedicate myself to my friends completely, lose myself in life and see if i can finally push myself over some hang-ups that have been weighing me down... i'm proud to report.... IT WORKED!!
i went to college, came home. boring day. my brother offers his flat to me and my friends for the weekend, but it's our job to clear it out (no easy job if you'd have seen it!) WE JUMPED FOR IT! and none of us regret it! we tidied that mother****** like a swarm of rubber-gloved hornets!
we decided to go and buy a crate and enjoy our night... THE RESULT = i passed out better than a Tinie Tempah song.
same story really, went out briefly to town, but it was pretty shocking, 9 guys for every gyal and we did not fancy the meat fest of Sleaford. We drank a little more, went back to the flat and had another lads night in, we contemplated going out again in search for some grenades but none of us could be bothered (until one of us disappeared at 2 in the morning in search of some damsel in distress who would offer him some. sorry mate, it had to be said :P) i passed out once more and woke up on the edge of a chair... very wierd, made my way to bed and died haha!
12:00 - the time we got up, because we're lazy bums with nothing to do on a saturday! it'd be a looonnngggg time since i'd let myself have that much of a rest but i decided i ought to and i felt so much better for it!
we decided to go out for something to eat for dinner, i got this £2 offer thing thinking it'd be really cool, a todler would not have been satisfied with the portion, i was crying inside, but did what every customer does when the till guy is 3x the size of you and his biceps look like they could hold up a small building... and said "thanks, that's great"... smh.
it gets to 4:00PM - still no sign of my friend who decided to follow his crotch early in the morning! :L he rang me around this time and told us what'd happened... as well as calling us c***s for letting him out! :L :L
aight so we all meet up, get dressed up, getting ready to go to this lovely girls 18th party, we hardly know her so we're a little hesitant but im assured she's lovely and it'd be cool! so meh :L we all go down about 9PM, get there, we decided we should not really drink as we've probably done irreparable damage already but within 5 minutes of crazy kids running around us, reminding us we are at a family party, we proceed to buy more beer! great!
it was a fair while until i met this girl i've been talking to for ages... after being interrogated by her friends about my "intentions" and my ability to "provide for her" i appeared to have passed the "possible boyfriend scan" as they all seem to like me now :L it's good considering im a nice guy!
everybody seems to have reserved feelings for someone who's just come out of a long term relationship... that really annoys me, it's been a month now! let it go people! I'm 18 years old for God's sake! i'm not killing myself about it, i don't want to be with my ex anymore, i still love her but not in the same way i used to, it's more a respect thing than anything but i consider myself to be a completely free self now which is an amazing feeling!
finally the girl i was waiting for turned up! it was really nice talking to her and being with someone who wanted to be with me to, as you can imagine it'd been a while since i'd had that with anyone else other than my ex, so i'm still getting used to it but i thought it'd take me MUCH longer! im not looking for something serious yet, i've jubut im not going to stop something from developing it if it chooses to :) we would've had a better time, but apparantly being the talk of the party, getting interrupted every 5 seconds is normal!
my life seems to have come full circle recently! i'm so happy about it! my friend about half hour ago said to me that since i prayed to God, i seem to have moved on a lot! and i do believe in that! he's certainly given me good friends, good opportunities, good memories and a good life! i cannot complain about the cards given to me right now! :)
NIGHT NIGHT guys! i'll have more for you tomorrow! sorry i didn't blog all weekend!
BTW... my radio interview was awesome! :L
