i dont care anymore

she/transF/australia/ late-twenties

[coolthesomething]

i got arrested for activism

acab

[heycallmered]

They should make cigarettes with estrogen instead of nicotine, and instead of giving you cancer they make you pretty, and you can put them out on a masochist to make its tits bigger.

[coolthesomething]

put cigarettes out on me. put cigarettes out on me. put them out on me. put them out on me.

[recoverr-deactivated20250621]

i don't know who needs to hear this, but guilt, self-hatred and shame are not sustainable sources of growth and healing. you can't hate yourself into feeling better, or being better. you can't repeatedly punish yourself for your flawed humanity and expect wholesome results.

[coolthesomething]

i have been seeing a psych for ages and he tells me this in new ways every week for two hours and i tell him i really would like to not be this way but sometimes you've been just sort of raised to feel one way forever. 28 sooner than i realize. death creeping ever closer.

[coolthesomething]

im so embarassing

[coolthesomething]

destroy the world and everything inside

[coolthesomething]

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[coolthesomething]

i deserve to be this hurt

[mypronounsarehehehaha]

[miss-mossball]

fallen dragon queen

[coolthesomething]

you're a raw newborn that just shed its old skin. it's all painful right now. but it gets so much better.

i'm 25

[coolthesomething]

it's just hard anon. sorry. i have to remain positive.

[coolthesomething]

hey anon where are you i just wanna talk about empty promises and karmic retribution

[coolthesomething]

Anxious about, well, everything!

[coolthesomething]

27 going on 28 soon

its awful. i wasnt anxious enough

[coolthesomething]

i transitioned and became in touch with my inner self who is a twisted husk of a ( wishes to be a woman ) that has such an intense inferiority of everything due to how much pain i had to deal with that i just outwardly project EVIL HATE forever . forever. forever. i fight it as much as i can.

[coolthesomething]

im getting too old you should hurt me before its too late

[coolthesomething]

why the fuck is there so much COD fanfiction

[coolthesomething]

god, let me die

[coolthesomething]

everything horrible happens to phoebe

[coolthesomething]

Hey, Did your art account get banned? You never even posted anything ban worthy

Yeah, i dont know, it just got banned, i woke up to a ban, i have to assume its because of the banwaves on openly trans people. i was pretty shook about it. I didn't do anything wrong