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welcome to my blog!

there will be triggering pictures and topics on this blog, including;

-s3lfh4rm

-disordered eating

-intrusive thoughts

-trauma

-parental abuse

ect.

if a topic triggers you just the slightest bit leave my blog immediately. no discussion.

if you are under 13, i will block you for your own safety.

he/she

stay safe and take care<3

the way my body dismorphia is coming back is so fucking annoying. like im the same weight but i feel like i look so fucking big

he triggers my ed? but he also helps, like he doesnt want me to lose weight. but i wanna look pretty for him.

i just ordered sm clothes. if they dont fit im literally gonna kms

im losing weight!! im not sure if i actually wanna reach my gw i look pretty good now and im already underweight..

having bpd and an ed is so frustrating cause everytime i get a bpd episode i relapse so hard it's horrible

my grandma keeps talking about her weightloss and eyeing how much i eat and i feel so bad

i think that I would be more loveable at a lower weight and i hate that im starting to think that again

seriously fuck this shit i want to look sick again

im relapsing and i like it.

i dont even hate my body, i just hate that other people have to see it??

i want people to look at me with worry whenever i wear tight clothes again.

i sometimes wish i had stayed miserable but skinny.

its been a year since my last post, im so sad that im back but theres some kind of comfort in it.

i should really just kill myself but the survival rate is 90... i dont wanna suffer 🙄

do NOT watch bsd if u struggle with selfharm dazais bandages triggered me so bad i relapsed HARD🤣🤣🤪

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