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I'm sat in silence living in a world of noise

[sylviaplxth-deactivated20180424]

this new skirt is fit x

[mysilentconfessionstoyou]

For the first time in my life I walked away from someone with closure. Yes, I did the walking and not the watching. Damn it’s so empowering.

I just wish that others had the decency to give me closure. -m.t.t. (via mysilentconfessionstoyou)

[avriltenorious]

[corinevans-blog]

I want to try heroine

[corinevans-blog]

After doing magic on Saturday I feel so happy

[thingsmustpass]

when you come to my mind now all i can think is “fuck you”, i seriously hate every thought i get of you now. you kept taking pieces of my heart and it’s not like i stopped giving you any, because i didn’t stop. but every time i felt like it was right, i felt like you knew exactly how to treat it because things changed since the last time. and every damn time i was wrong. i gave and gave and have nothing left for myself. the only thing i wanna do is talk to you but i don’t even know how. i’ve been trying so hard to act like i don’t care, cause maybe one day that’ll help ease the pain. i just want to know what finally clicked in your brain that you decided i wasn’t enough. i want to fix it, you know i always do. i was told that i could never hate you by someone who knows us both too well. and i was told that you could never hate me either. half of me wants to believe it, but i don’t think that’s true. i just want to know what i did so i can fix it. i want to fix us. when we’re good, we’re great. you are the only thought on my mind and the only one who knows more about me than me. losing you is worse than anything i could imagine. and i feel bittersweet about it. i know i’m sometimes the worst person in the world and i don’t always act like i should. and maybe it’s better for you to lose me, because you’re much too happy and i’m much too sad. but losing you felt like millions of little needles prying my heart open. when the realization came, i wanted to scream into the air for hours. i ripped up our picture and i tried to picture what it was like if you never existed in the first place. if you must move on, i understand. if you must fall for someone who will be better than me, because i know you deserve it, then i understand. but i wish i got an explanation beforehand. i do know one thing, and that is that i could never hate you. even if i do get mad at you.

a bittersweet letter to you.  (via thingsmustpass)

[sylviaplxth-deactivated20180424]

💞

[sylviaplxth-deactivated20180424]

is it the drugs or is it the devil

[goodvibesandchilltimes-blog]

[wnq-writers]

Too many relationships lack true connection
Just revolve around materialism and the need for affection.

sickassliv  (via wordsnquotes)

[thelovejournals]

We mistake sex for romance. Guys are taught that pushing a girl up against a wall is romance. Sex is easy; you can do it with anyone, yourself, with batteries. Romance is when someone you like walks into a room and they take your breath away. Romance is when two people are dancing and they fit together perfectly. Romance is when two people are walking next to each other and all of a sudden they find themselves holding hands, and they don’t know how that happened.

John C. Moffi (via thelovejournals)

[thequotejournals]

I want to talk about what happened without mentioning how much it hurt. There has to be a way. To care for the wounds without reopening them. To name the pain without inviting it back into me.

Lora Mathis, If There’s A Way Out I’ll Take It (via wordsnquotes)

[rae-babyy]

“But see you were the first person who really fucked me up. You’re the first person to have me laughing till I pee one minute then the next be balling my eyes out. Our relationship was real in my eyes, that’s the bad part. But you were just there for games and you still are. You’re still trying. So yeah maybe instead of falling back in that hole of shit, I’ll just be a rude bitch towards you. I mean you really fucked me up pretty bad. Maybe you should see how it feels to be used too. Maybe that’s what you need.”

10:33 and still thinking (via gay-pls)

[spaceisart]

[bled]

[heartbreakhur]

[bled]