✦ hazy cosmic jive ✦ kryptonian!reader
(series, ongoing) the hail mary is pulled into adrian, threatening to end grace and rocky's mission to save the stars. the stars send a savior of their own.
THOR ODINSON (MCU)
✦ gold rush ✦
(drabble) like everyone else, you just couldn't take your eyes off of him. luckily, it seems he feels the same way about you.
PETER PARKER (TASM)
✦ labyrinth ✦
(one-shot) peter finds love again nearly a decade after gwen's death. he thinks he doesn't deserve it, but fate has a funny way of making him see the truth.
VIKTOR (ARCANE)
✦ somethin' stupid ✦
(one-shot) the ever-brilliant viktor finds himself drowning in feelings for his colleague, so what does he do? bury them, of course... until he learns that love is not something you can just ignore.
SAM WINCHESTER (SUPERNATURAL)
✦ last kiss ( one | two | three | four | five** ) ✦
(series, complete) you and sam were inseparable; two like-minded souls brought together by a life of saving people and hunting monsters. when the world is about to come to an end, he's forced to make a choice, one that might just haunt you forever.
BENEDICT BRIDGERTON (BRIDGERTON)
✦ don't they know? (it's the end of the world) ✦
(series, ongoing) ravaged by a relentless virus, the world as you knew it falls into ruin. survivors are hardened by the blood on their hands and the horrors in their minds. amidst the end of everything, benedict proves that there is still hope, and perhaps something more, for the two of you.
꩜. you met colt first on a movie that you guys were the leads doubles and immediately clicked.
you guys developed a flirty friendship that held A LOT of tension, but neither of you acted on it. but there was a whole lot of teasing and playful banter.
and it definitely helped that you guys were constantly in close physical contact with one another for fight scenes.
꩜. you guys managed to get on a lot of sets together and grew closer as friends.
꩜. though the flirty side of your guys' friendship had petered out when colt met jody on a set that he had been hired on, and she was the camera operator.
꩜. and you could tell he was much more interested in her and would fawn over her whenever the topic of your guys' love lives came into conversation after the job had wrapped (you had noticed over time that when he was filming, the volume of texts you got from him were sliced in half).
꩜. but you were still a supportive friend (despite your growing feelings for the man).
꩜. and you couldn't bring yourself to dislike jody because you understand why colt liked her in the first place, when you eventually got to work with her on set (hell, you'd be crushing on her if colt wasn't in the picture).
꩜. she was effortlessly funny, incredibly intelligent in anything film or camera related, which made her a real visionary, ambitious, and had the quick british wit that could sweep you off your feet (maybe you did have a crush on her).
꩜. anyway, so you kept your distance as the connection between jody and colt grew.
꩜. but you sucked it up and continued on with your life, and pretending that your heart wasn't slowly breaking because you were pining after colt.
꩜. but the day you (formally) met driver, that's when everything shifted.
꩜. you were already not in the best of moods because you had accidentally caught jody in colt's trailer after you were sent to retrieve him for the stunt coordinator (they were sitting very closely as they were talking).
꩜. you sucked it up and played the good friend and teased him about it (even though it killed you inside) as you guys walked to set, you had wrapped earlier, but you were sticking around to help colt out (it was his first job as a stunt coordinator).
꩜. then you were pulled away by the director, saying that the lead actress was complaining about the stunt you just did and had to do it over again (they were lucky that you hadn't changed out of the costume yet).
꩜. which made you huff silently but nodded stiffly (you were surprised the AD was allowing it).
꩜. you stalked up to the platform for the stunt and waited to get hooked in so you could swing across a 20-foot gap in the sky to the other platform about 25 feet in the air (it was scary for the average person, but you loved the rush).
꩜. you let yourself be hooked in by some of the stunt crew, but one in particular caught your eye.
"you're not ben." you addressed the blonde who was adjusting the harness, and your breath got stuck in your throat as his pale blue eyes slowly met yours.
his gaze flicked over your face before he replied. "he got called away—family emergency." his voice was low, a hint of an accent in it that you couldn't place. if you had to hazard a guess you would assume it was from the east coast.
꩜. you had seen him around the set, from what you remember from the safety meetings, he was the technician/mechanic for the stunt team and vehicles, and you heard some talk about how quiet he was.
꩜. you nodded, not wanting to give him a verbal response. but he didn't seem to mind. you saw a toothpick nestled right behind his ear and smirked.
"kicking a habit?" you asked after a beat, gesturing to the toothpick.
he stared at you for a second, neither of you breaking eye contact before paul's—another crew member—walkie went off asking if you guys were ready. the guy in front of you quickly finished up and nodded at paul who responded on the walkie.
꩜. the crew members dispersed, and you mentally prepared for the stunt, taking deep, calming breaths.
꩜. before they called action, you glanced down, and you could see colt's nearly dirty blonde hair right next to the camera jody was operating, and something ugly grew in your chest.
꩜. you ripped your gaze away and tried to focus on the stunt.
꩜. you heard action, and you started running. the camera that was rigged behind and above you started to follow.
꩜. though that moment of distraction threw you off and you jumped earlier than you meant, meaning that you almost missed the platform that you were supposed to land safely on.
꩜. a cacophony of gasps echoed through the set, but you ignored them as you managed to catch yourself on the ledge and pulled yourself up before continuing running.
꩜. cut was immediately yelled as soon as you hit your last mark and you could hear everyone around you start to buzz around the set.
꩜. you made you way down to the ground floor and everyone from the director, jody, colt, and the medic was surrounding you but you waved them off.
"oh my god, i'm fine! i don't see what's so surprising? i was on a wire and caught myself." you said once you shushed them all.
colt said your name in a concerned tone. "one of the wires snapped and no one had set up the mat. if you fell, you could have—" colt shut his mouth, cutting himself off as his jaw clenched.
"well, luckily i caught myself then." you could help but snap at him before turning to the director, "did we get the shot?"
"well, yes—"
you cut him off. "great, do you need another take?"
the director sighed. "no."
"then i'm off for the day." you said curtly before weaving through the crowd of people surrounding you and off set, passing by the new guy who had adjusted your harness, you barely caught the look of concern in his eyes before you stalked towards your trailer.
꩜. but then you changed direction, walking in the opposite direction of your trailer, knowing that you'd be cornered by anyone who wanted to talk to you (colt).
꩜. so you went to the edge of the lot and leaned on one of the picture cars that they were going to use for the next day. you took a long breath as you let the fading adrenaline leave your system and the fatigue from the day settle in.
꩜. you set your eyes on the horizon, the sun was getting lower, but it was nowhere near sunset, and wrap was at 8 pm, so you had a couple of more hours until you could leave.
꩜. you didn't realize your eyes had fallen shut until they snapped open at the sound of footsteps approaching. it was the guy from earlier.
꩜. he stopped a couple of feet away from you once your eyes had met. you took the time of silence to study him for a moment. he was was dressed in a plain white t-shirt, a lanyard for the production hung around his neck, some jeans, his walkie clipped to the waistband, sturdy work boots, and you could see some leather gloves peaking out from his front pocket.
you snapped out of your staring when you realized where you were. "oh, sorry, did you need to drive the car over to set?" you apologized as you stopped leaning on the car.
꩜. he shook his head. he continued to stare at you, eyes roaming over your tired figure.
꩜. you looked away from him and his imploring gaze. you should have been uncomfortable with how quiet he was as he just stared at you, but you weren't. you only looked away because you weren't sure if you could stare back at him.
"wanna go on a drive?" his voice cut through the silence that had settled between the two of you.
your eyes landed on him again, a small smirk pulling on your lips. "aren't you still on the clock?"
he shrugged, and you could see the beginnings of a smile form on his face. you noticed that the toothpick was in his mouth now.
you laughed through your nose and stood up straighter. "sure. why not?"
there was a slight smile on his face, and you followed after him. he led you to his car and even opened the passenger door for you, making you shake your head at his chivalry.
꩜. he drove smoothly, a stark contrast from the driving you were used to from colt, which was reckless, but it could be fun if he was being safe.
꩜. you couldn't help but stare at how the car seemed to act like an extension of his body as he drove through the streets near the lot (he didn't want to stray far from the studio just in case he was needed, but his walkie never went off).
꩜. you guys drove in silence, but it was nice. you never felt the need to fill the dead air with conversation (besides he didn't seem like the chatty type), and you guys had the windows down, letting the wind blow through your hair and onto your skin.
after about an hour, he pulled back into the lot and into a parking spot. but neither of you moved to leave the car. you sank into the seat and glanced at him to find him already looking at you.
"do you have a name, or do i just call you by the name i have for you in my head?" you asked with a playful smile on your lips.
there was a slight furrow in his brow. "what have you been calling me?" he sounded amused.
you smirked. "the guy who did my harness today, or driver."
the corner of his lips pulled up. "driver?"
"you asked me to go on a drive, what else was i suppose to call you by?" you couldn't help but let out a small chuckle.
"my name." he pointed out.
"i don't know your name, that's why im asking."
he looked thoroughly amused, but stayed silent, making you cock a brow at him.
"you're gonna make me work for it, aren't you? he nodded, which made you shake your head.
you stared at him for a moment before you got out of the car and poked your head into the open window of the passenger side. "by the way—" you gave him your name, "—i'll see you around driver." you teased before patting the car and headed back into the lot the slowly setting sun casted your form in a other-worldly glow as you left, driver was entranced by the sight.
꩜. there was a relaxed smile on your face as you walked farther into your trailer to change and head out for the day, but you were intercepted by colt as soon as you reached your door.
he called your name, making your smile drop. you turned around to see a slightly stressed and disheveled colt. "where have you been?"
"around." you said vaguely before entering your trailer, colt following close behind and entering after you.
"you weren't answering your walkie, i needed you talk to you after what happened earlier." colt frowned at you.
you took a deep breath, holding back a snarky retort. "i left it in here." you gestured to the walkie on the counter.
he looked at it. "oh." colt looked back at you. "where did you go? i wanted to make sure you were okay."
you couldn't help but soften slightly hearing the concern in his tone. "i just needed a breather, but i'm fine, okay? nothing hurts and i didn't fall. we're all good."
colt's gaze swept over you for a second before nodding. "okay. okay, but could you go to the medic at least?"
you couldn't help the groan that escaped your mouth. "colt. i'm fine." you stressed.
colt's hard stare unnerved you, and you groaned again. "okay, fine! i'll go now."
꩜. colt smirked and led you out of your trailer, followed you out, and guided you to the med tent (which you rolled your eyes at him following you).
꩜. once you got a clean bill of health from the on-set medic, you and colt walked back to your trailer and you saw driver walk by.
"hey driver." you waved at him. he acknowledged you with a nod and kept walking past you and colt.
"driver? that's not his name." colt said with a growing frown on his face.
"i know." you shrugged. you guys had made it back to your trailer.
"then why do you call him that?" colt asked as you climbed the stairs and opened your door. he stayed at the base of the stairs, looking up at you.
you shrugged again."because. anyway, night colt, i'll see you tomorrow." you said to him before closing your trailer door.
"…goodnight." colt was left confused at the sudden dismissal and stood there for about a minute before leaving.
꩜. since that day, you had been unintentionally gravitating towards driver whenever you had free time or in between takes. he always seemed to be there wherever you were, and you welcomed it. most of the time, you guys just sat in each other's company, not talking, but if you were, you were talking for both of you, which you didn't mind.
꩜. colt obviously noticed your absence around him, which confused him as to where you would disappear to, because before, if you had any free time, you'd spend it with him. colt went to jody about this and laughed at him for how oblivious he was.
꩜. it was clear to jody that you thought colt and her were an item (even though they weren't colt would only talk about you when they hung out and tried to get advice from her). she explained it to him, making colt frown.
꩜. colt was determined to show you that he didn't like jody, and actually fell for you.
꩜. so, he was on a mission to be the first person you saw in between takes, giving you 'notes' (but not really), be by your side during lunch, and if you guys had any spare time to hang out on and off set.
꩜. little did colt know, driver had always noticed you as soon as he stepped onto this set. he was content with just observing from afar, just watching you as you interacted with everyone on set (and noticed how close you were with colt, which stirred something inside of him). he kept his distance, though, until the day that ben had to leave, and he stepped in for him.
꩜. driver liked spending time with you—he saw how kind you were to everyone (even if you were frustrated), and you didn't force any kind of conversation onto him. you were also content to just exist with him. he realized he was in trouble when driver took you out on a drive once after wrap, and he took you to one of his favorite spots in LA.
it was late, and he took you to a spot that overlooked the city. you guys sat on the hood of his car, just watching the city. but he wasn't looking at the view—he was looking at you and how the lights of the city illuminated your features. something shifted in his chest, and he realized that he'd do anything for you if it meant he could steal moments like this with you all of the time.
꩜. after this night, driver was determined to also stick by your side, even if it meant doing it from a distance a lot of the time.
꩜. now with you, on the other hand, you had noticed the shift of behavior from both men, and not that it was unwelcome (jody had come up to you at some point and emphasized that her and colt were just friends), but it built a conflict within you.
꩜. you knew that you had liked colt (and for a handful of time), but spending time with driver had made space in your heart for him, and you had no idea what you were going to do.
a/n: here are some rambling head canons that i wanted to get out bc this idea WOULD not leave my head but i couldn't write it properly in a fic lol. but this might be turned into its own universe... also shoutout to danny and bibi for looking over this for me!!
TAGGING: @corinthianism . @bibigo-lover
summary: with fall semester in motion, you have no idea how you're going to keep up living with ryland. he's (shockingly) easy to like and your feelings for him are growing exponentially. (part 2/???)
pairing: ryland grace x gn!reader
word count: 4.5k
tags: (set in grad school, ryland and reader both in their early/mid-20s!) slow burn, more domestic fluff, mutual pining, roommates-to-lovers, friends-to-lovers, developing feelings, rom-com logic, unresolved romantic tension, cocky!ryland, jealous!reader, linda cameo if you squint, gn!reader
cross-posted to ao3 / previous chapter here!
a/n: ty for your patience guys... fic writer = employed — also thanks @sinsilk and @corinthianism for keeping me company and letting me use them to screen my fics LOL <3
It’s almost past midnight and you’ve already gone through the motions of laying all of your things out on the coffee table. You’ve been liking the living room more and more—for a wholly unacceptable reason. There are, as you’ve noticed, acceptable and unacceptable things to think about Ryland to prolong your ability to live together. Acceptable things: he does his laundry promptly, he’s clean, he knows when to be quiet. Unacceptable things: he’s attractive even with the sass, the graphic t-shirts are… kind of cute, and you like seeing him read in the living room with his body laid out across the couch.
Neither of you have talked about that night after the bar since it happened. It’s a good thing, because there’s no normal way for that conversation to be carried out. Ryland doesn’t have to acknowledge that he thinks you’re “observationally” pretty, any more than you have to acknowledge that you liked laying that kiss on his cheek. All appears well the next morning when you two are slightly sluggish and fail to talk it out. Breakfast like normal, on the quieter side—and you and Ryland agree with certainty, and without a single word exchanged, that if you want to keep living together, it’s better to just sweep an incident like that neatly under the rug.
You couldn’t be more thankful for the start of Fall semester. Your schedule, paired with Ryland’s, results amicably in the apartment being a little more empty than it was during the summer. He’s in class or working, you’re in class or working—and the two of you barely have the opportunity to see one another aside from late nights or early mornings.
Your phone buzzes on the coffee table. A text from him: Grading running late, camping library till closed. That crosses out your late night sighting. A good thing, you think. Ryland won’t have to see you torturing yourself over heaps of computer work. And you won’t have to have that passing, heartwarming feeling you get when he asks you what you’re working on—and inevitably decides to sit and work with you.
—
You wake up on your side, arm draped down and fingertips nearly brushing the rug. From this angle on the couch, you realize you must’ve fallen asleep doing your work. Everything’s still as you left it—laptop half-open, notebooks, and a favorite pencil. Except, there’s a blanket strewn over you and a memory-foam pillow slotted just beneath your head. The pillowcase is a dark-blue, smells like dryer sheets—not yours, and there’s only one other option in the house.
Ryland must’ve tucked you in after coming home from the library. The thought of him unlocking the door, slowing at the sight of you knocked out in the living room, and tiptoeing to grab you a warmer, comfier setup makes your chest tighten.
You have to find your phone somewhere by you on the couch; it’d been at your side when you fell asleep, and when you find the cold glass screen, it’s nearing being wedged between the cushions. A click of the side-button, and the lockscreen reads: 7:36 A.M. You don’t have to get up for another hour or so, but Ryland should be up by now. It’s best practice, you think, to return the pillow and blanket back to its owner, before wandering back to your own bedroom. So, you get up on wobbly, half-asleep legs. The blanket gets folded as neatly as possible, with the pillow stacked on top, and you carry them with both arms over to his bedroom.
You give a soft couple of knocks on Ryland’s door. “Hey, you awake?” There’s a thud, a muttered curse, and footsteps padding over on the other side of the door. Definitely awake. “Sorry,” you say, “I just wanted to make sure you get your bedding before you head out for the day. And I also wanted to say—”
Ryland’s opening the door with one hand and tugging his shirt over his chest with the other. You get a good look at his bare stomach while pushing out a meek, “Thanks.” You don’t know how you’re going to get that image out of your mind for the next twenty-four hours. He’s… more toned than you would’ve expected—abs soft and tight. That’s an unacceptable thing to think. You give your attention over to his eyes instead, the usual murky blue, twinkling with amusement.
“Well, you were fetal positioned on the couch,” he considers, “I would’ve woken you up, but you seemed pretty comfortable where you were.” It doesn’t help that Ryland’s hair is wet—having just gone through his morning shower, blonde hair all damp and unstyled. He takes the folded blanket and pillow off your hands with a small grin, before turning around to drop them on his bed.
The wide crack of the door Ryland leaves open allows you to peer into his bedroom uninhibited. You’ve rarely gotten a good look like this in the past couple of months you’ve been living in the apartment, considering how private he is and how little you want to pry. But now, you’ve got a great picture: his gridded sheets, the PC display on his desk, a bedside table with a small, ceramic lamp, a rack of sweaters on the side. It’s all tidy, and a little plain—save for the few posters. You can pick out… a big periodic table? “Is that…?”
Ryland turns back to you with a couple steps, nearly chest-to-chest in the doorway of his room. He’s turning over his shoulder to trace your gaze, then peering down at you with a lightly dazed look. “Yeah,” Ryland says, picking at his nail, trying to feign disinterest—but it’s very apparent there’s some kind of sentimental value in the poster. It’s placed conveniently over his headboard.
“Hm.” You nod, completely unsurprised. It’s perfectly him. “Do you count floating molecules to go to sleep, too?”
“Okay. You—” he stammers. “You could do with a little bit more manners. I made sure you wouldn’t catch a cold last night, and suddenly you’re coming to my room and taking a shot at the decor.”
“I’m kidding. Don’t get butthurt,” you tell Ryland. “It’s super cute.” He seems even more worked up by your choice of words, already beginning to shut the door on you. “Okay—it just goes. You’re, like, the most science-y guy I know, and I like it.” ‘I like you’ seems like a more fitting translation of the words, and the pointed way in which you let them slip out of your mouth.
Ryland keeps his door open with a small crack left for the two of you to peer at each other. He murmurs, eyes softened, “There’s extra coffee in the pot. Don’t waste it.”
—
As the weeks pass, you find yourself in an odd back-and-forth with Ryland with the matter of favors. It’s a good thing on paper. He leaves you coffee in the pot, and you make sure to charge his laptop if you find it left on the dining room table. He restocks your snacks, and you make sure to make him an extra portion of your dinner on his harder study days. It’s a fully functional exchange that exceeds cohabitation. You’re both so programmed into the care that it's second nature.
Like, now, when you’re staring at the metal thermos in the fridge—having been in search of milk for your morning cereal. It’s his. Ryland is supposed to be between classes for the rest of the day, with a fifteen minute break to eat. And his lunch is wedged between your leftovers from last night and your communal carton of eggs. He’s a grown-up. He can fend for himself, probably grab a quick bite to eat at the student union. But you know he’s been trying to meal prep more, cut down on costs. You should take his thermos to him; you’d be a crappy roommate if you didn’t.
You slot your phone out of your back pocket, trying to check for his location. He’s on campus—and you’re sure that you could fit in dropping his lunch off before your class. With a soft breath, you pick the metal thermos up off the shelf of the refrigerator, and toss it onto the counter next to your breakfast. You’ll pack it with the rest of your things—the laptop, the notebooks—and Ryland will probably be very thankful for you later.
—
You’ve never been to this building before, let alone up to the third-floor and over to the student labs. It takes a fair bit of navigating, seeing as the hallways—all decked out in research posters and flyers for student job opportunities—are laid out essentially like a labyrinth. It’s strange to think that your roommate spends the larger part of his time on-campus in this hall. He probably has a certain air of authority weaving past these offices and labs, having earned it on the way to his Masters degree. Ryland is smart—cocky, of course—and walks with his head far too high. But he works hard, stays here even when he’s allowed to go home. You like that about him.
You’re very sure you’ve made a full loop of the third floor before you actually get to where you’re supposed to be. This is the room, as clinically white and void of decoration as it is. There’s a bunch of undergrads here, all in white lab coats and lab glasses. They look at you with an undercurrent of stern judgement. You don’t seem like you’re supposed to be there, because you’re not. They’re watching you, baby-faced and all, like curious, wide-eyed hawks. “Sorry, is Ryland here?” you ask them.
A girl with tied-back, coiled ginger hair answers first: “He’s grabbing a fresh set of agar plates from the fridge.”
Then, another girl, her lab partner, pipes up next: “Are you his—?”
“Roommate!” Ryland coughs out from right behind you. It’s difficult not to flinch at the exclamation, and your shoulders are still tensed up tight as he continues to speak. “This is my roommate who’s supposed to be at home until 2:00PM. What are you doing here?” Ryland is quick to drop the stack of agar plates off onto the nearby countertop space. The small cohort of students in front of him are clearly trying not to snicker at you both. You can practically see his right eye twitching just beneath the lens of his glasses. He’s not embarrassed, per say. But it’s deathly apparent that he’s getting worked up.
“I have your lunch in my bag. Here.” You’re just about to pull that small thermos out of your shoulder bag, but he’s putting his hands up to stop you.
“Wait, wait. C’mere.” Ryland takes his bright-blue medical gloves off and snaps them into the trash can with a foot on the pedal. Then, he’s shrugging his lab coat off, hanging it up, and making his way over to the sink. You stand a good distance away, watching him lather his hands carefully with soap, scrub them together, and rinse them clean. You rarely get the opportunity to see him like this.
Then, you’re following him out of the lab. He takes the thermos out of your hands gingerly, palms brushing unnecessarily over your fingers. “You didn’t have to drop it off,” he tells you, hands clinging around the cold metal of his thermos. You wish he’d stop looking down at you with that look about him. He has his jaw clenched, and there’s a light dusting of blush across his cheeks.
“It’s not a big deal.” You look away, shooting your gaze anywhere but his face. In the hallway outside, there’s a bookcase with an index card reading “free textbooks” taped to its top. He sets his thermos down on the top of it, before leaning on the expanse of wall right beside it. “I hope it isn’t weird for me to pull up to your work—” you tell him.
“Oh, no. I don’t mind it at all,” Ryland says. There’s a hesitation in his voice and makes you squint. “It’s just that they’ve been spending the entire semester so far trying to pry into my private life. And I’m pretty sure one or two of them have crushes on me, which is a no-go.” Ryland takes his glasses off with one hand and massages the bridge of his nose with the other. “Zero boundaries, very territorial—because I happen to be a pretty decent teaching assistant.”
“You think that’s why they have crushes on you?” you scoff loudly.
“...Yes?” he murmurs. He looks pensive. There is no good reason for you to doubt his claims—but, he’s acting absurdly clueless. There are particular reasons for why this cohort might be fascinated with Ryland, and you don’t think it’s his teaching skills.
“Hm.” You give him a curt nod, trying your hardest not to give yourself away. He takes your silence uncomfortably, hands first held behind his hack in a tight clasp of his long fingers.
He can’t hold it in. “They’re going to think that you’re—we’re—” Ryland gestures between the both of you in some haphazard way, an altogether efficient means of stating the obvious. Seeing each other. Screwing. Dating. Whatever he’s trying to say, it’s all very unanimous and completely unnecessary. You raise your hand up, nearly brushing against the center of his chest—a wordless means of telling Ryland to not even try. His jaw tightens. “Okay. I’ve got a lab waiting on me.”
“Right,” you say warily. “I’m gonna go grab something to drink before class so… see you at home.” The half-smile you give Ryland—all nerves, and only half-genuine—is matched by his own.
Ryland nods, “See you. And thanks for the lunch,” before turning on his heel and traveling back through the doorway you both came out of. You make sure not to linger around, walking in wide steps toward the nearest elevator. Even halfway down the hall, the little giggles and murmurs are audible. It sounds like a middle-school class in there, and the same couple of undergrad students are chirping away. Out of the overlap, you can hear mimicries of your voice—“I have your lunch bag, Ry.”—that are certainly inaccurate and a little bit rude.
Then, Ryland’s stern tone cuts through the noise. “I’m still your TA.” It must work at least a little, because the ceaseless giggling seems to tire. In your head, you can imagine him shrugging that lab coat back over his shoulders, then crossing his arms over his chest in an attempt at being strict. The thought of him being flustered about all this teasing—you’ve never seen him this red before—makes you giddy. You have to get into the elevator with a hand tight on the strap of your shoulder bag, choking down a grin.
—
You’re the first to get home that day. Torturously, you’ve had him on your mind throughout all of your classes. His messy hair and his lab coat and the way he attempts some semblance of strictness as a graduate teaching assistant. All unacceptable. There’s no good way to excuse the way in which you’re picturing Ryland now. It’s all muddled with your own uninhibited attraction. Hormones, you try to tell yourself, and proximity. You know that any other reasonings would be nothing but trouble.
This festering conflict lasts through the afternoon. You hang around the living room with your laptop, legs crossed over the cushions of the couch as you type away. There’s work here and there, a couple e-mails to send—and you think you’d like to finish these up slowly so you might catch a glimpse of Ryland before he sequesters himself away in his bedroom.
According to schedule, Ryland can be heard plonking his Converse soles across the narrow hallway of your complex. Hearing the familiar, low jingle of his keys and the turn of the doorknob makes you straighten up a bit on the couch. You’re about to give him a soft greeting, maybe mention that you’re about to cook dinner, when you see that Ryland has a shadow. A sweet-looking girl shuffles in behind him through the front door—your front door—with honey-blonde hair tied into a soft ponytail. You can feel your throat dry up at the sight.
“You’re home. I was trying to ring your cell,” he says. “Sorry. Hope the visitor’s okay.”
You can feel your eyes shutter, a few rapid blinks interrupting your otherwise relaxed composure. “No, of course! It’s totally fine,” you say, a bit of a nod programming itself onto your reaction. It’s instinct and embarrassment all coalescing together, from the way you run your hair into your scalp to the way your fingers grip awkwardly at the corners of your laptop. “Hi,” you say sheepishly to the blonde.
She has a little bit of a glow to her, all too excited to be peering around into the apartment and getting a good look into Ryland’s everyday. Her gaze practically breezes over you. You know that look all too well. Ryland introduces you first, then her, before they’re quickly escorting themselves down the hall and to his room. This feels like punishment for enjoying him too much earlier—and the doting from his cohort of undergraduate students. The girl is pretty; you didn’t quite catch her name. Something starting with an L. All you know is that this is definitely a matter of the universe keeping your ego in check.—
You don’t know what to do with yourself after the door to his bedroom closes. The best course might be to go to your room—or out to a bar. You’re on the verge of closing your laptop and getting off the couch when you hear a light set of footsteps. Suddenly, you’re leaning back on the couch with your laptop balanced on your knees again. Ryland comes out of his bedroom with a gentle open-and-close of the door. You have an acute feeling of dread as he travels over to the cupboard to grab a glass. Then, the fridge for your shared pitcher of filtered water. “Stop staring,” he says. You huff. He can’t even see you. There’s no possible way for him to know—
“Thought we agreed on no hookups?” you say with a hushed tone. The best you can do is try to keep it light. It’s a good attempt.
“That’s not a…” Ryland guffaws. He turns around to face you, glass in hand. “We’re in the same grad cohort, nosy.”
You hum, “I’m pretty sure she wants to get in your pants.” Ryland is exasperated with the implication, placing the glass down on the counter with his hand still wrapped around it.
“She is my… colleague! She wants me to read over her research proposal.” You’re praying it’s not a girlfriend from Canada kind of situation. Ryland reads the skepticism on your face easily. He reiterates, “It’s a real proposal. We have a conference in Spring and she’s prepping the submission. I have one, too. We’re trading.”
“Well, if you end up accidentally trading proposals in bed, I’m just telling you now that I’ll have my headphones on. Noise-cancelling, just blasting straight rock,” you say, shrugging your shoulders slightly. Ryland picks the glass back up with a shake of his head, padding back down the hall and towards his room.
“I’m still not like that, but great,” he tells you, “Good to know.” You’re still settled in on the couch as he opens and closes the door. You can’t even see the girl anymore. You wonder if she’s sitting at his desk or on his sheets. It’s probably better not to think about it.
—
As promised, you have your earbuds stuffed tightly into your ears—music a good few decibels louder than they should be to be considered healthy. You’ve been tucked away in your room for the last hour and a half, still typing away on your laptop. It’s difficult not to imagine what’s happening in the room over—but it doesn’t seem to last long. What you do eventually hear, past your blasted music, is a slam of the front door. You have to tiptoe from your bed to your door, then crack the door open a good inch.
You peek outside into the hall, the wire of your earbuds hanging over your neck. The girl is gone. Ryland is at the front door, head hanging low. He turns with a miserable blush peeking out from beneath the rims of his glasses. He seems to catch your eye almost immediately, and you realize it’s virtually pointless to conceal your prying. Ryland confesses briskly, “She tried to kiss me. On the mouth.”
You let out a breathy laugh—and curse yourself for feeling relieved. “Didn’t I tell you? Couldn’t be more observant.” You let your door swing open wide. He hangs his glasses off his face and scrubs his face with his palms. Ryland groans, and then he’s walking over. He leans against the closed door of his bedroom, parallel to your own. Your socked feet are facing each other as Ryland pushes his glasses back up, hands locked together over his head. His t-shirt is riding up, and he doesn’t seem to mind it much. You try not to pay any mind to his arms, either. This stressed posture he’s holding up is doing wonders for his biceps. Another unacceptable thing to think about him.
Ryland grumbles under his breath. “And here I was thinking you were getting jealous. Obviously, I know now that you’re just looking to be right.”
“And I am,” you say. “—right. I’m right.” You cling sheepishly to the frame of your bedroom door, fingers jutting against the jamb. You can’t believe he thought you were jealous. You were, a little. It couldn’t have been that obvious, and obviousness aside, you don’t know how he could bring it up so easily. Ryland does have a pretty full-of-himself attitude. A change of topic is probably best. “So, she tried to kiss you, and you…”
“Practically fell off the bed,” he nods. You can’t help but clasp your palm over your mouth, holding back a guttural laugh. Ryland drops both of his arms, mirroring your lean with his arms crossed over his chest. “It’s really only half as funny as you think it is. She was really embarrassed—said she had to go meet a friend downtown for dinner.”
You can feel your eyebrow tick up a bit at the thought of this girl dismissing herself from Ryland’s room and straight out to the front door. Aside from your very expected qualms with the entire situation, she did seem pretty sweet. You’d be embarrassed, too. Ryland seems just as unnerved, and he wasn’t even the one to make the move. You click your tongue against the roof of your mouth. “You weren’t feeling it?”
Ryland tilts his head, “Well, last time somebody tried to kiss me, I had a kind of similar reaction. Total stasis—” You. He’s talking about you, that night out with Marissa and Co., the hourly allegations of possibly-dating.
“I kissed you on the cheek! Don’t be weird,” you shoot back vehemently. Now, he decides to bring it up. After weeks of no resolution, Ryland decides that this is the perfect opportunity to play it all out. You’d expect nothing less. He really is a strategist.
Ryland blurts, “Nobody kisses their roommates on the cheek. I’m just saying.” Now, you’re feeling heat crawl up your neck, and Ryland’s looking a little bit more relaxed at the sight of this levelled playing field.
“Yeah, I think I’ll maybe think it through the next time an opportunity arises,” you retort sarcastically. He couldn’t be more on your nerves. You’re just about ready to retreat back, shut the door in his face with a hasty goodbye. The second you step back, Ryland steps across the hall, hand placed flat over your door. Your eyes flit from his face, down his arm, to his hand, and back again.
Ryland lowers it slowly, biting down against the inside of his bottom lip. “Sorry.” There’s plenty that you’d like to say—maybe, that it’s Ryland’s fault for calling you nice things, his fault for letting you room with him. Or, maybe it's your fault for deciding to reach out. It’s certainly nobody’s fault for the two of you residing within the same-enough social circles to connect. You wonder if you would’ve ended up on each other’s radars regardless. “To answer your question, no. I wasn’t feeling it. She’s not really my type,” he admits.
“Oh.” You can feel the exasperation on your face melt into something more sobered. You can’t tell whether or not Ryland knows how it’s coming across. It’s certainly dangerous waters. Ryland looks more serious than you’ve ever seen him, and the lump in your throat tells you that you’re on the more excitable end of hearing what he has to say.
He murmurs, “And I’m a dissertation-first kind of guy.” Right—that makes a little bit more sense. You straighten up, narrowly avoiding his chest with your own. With your soles sliding against the wood floor, you start to slip into the hall, out of his proximity. You can hear him shuffling behind you in a quiet trail.
“Obviously,” you say tightly. You’ve got to tick that off on the more acceptable things about Ryland. He’s scholarly. It’s a really good thing. You’re scholarly, too. Decidedly, you’re thinking of being wholly scholarly together, and nothing else. Roommates-friends-study buddies will likely be for the best. “You should probably shoot her a text or something. Courtesy and all,” you say to Ryland, a little more of a tease livening your tone.
He seems to think about it for a moment, running a hand through his hair. Then, Ryland murmurs, “You’re good at e-mails, aren’t you? Would you maybe help me draft it?”
You make an exerted effort to wander into the kitchen and make it to the fridge in search of leftovers. This leaves a good distance from him for you to think this all through. The opened fridge shoots a soft gust of cold air against your warmed face. You mutter under your breath, “It’s a sorry text, not a cold app.” You take the opportunity to peek over the door of the fridge at him.
He’s got a bit of a pout on his face, something you’ve really never seen before. His blonde hair casts a blurry shadow over his forehead. It conjures up a twisting feeling in your gut. You hate how easy it is for him to make you feel so obligated. You opt for taking a cold can of soda from the fridge instead (though you barely want to drink it). The condensation makes it slippery in your hand, and with a sigh, you shut the fridge. “I’ll proofread it. That’s all you’re getting out of me.”
“You’re the best,” Ryland says, shortly and simply, clapping his hands together in a bout of success. He’s far too proud of himself, and you have to keep a strong will slipping past him, out of the kitchen and straight for the couch. “While you’re at it, my research proposal could use a second look-over.”
part three to 'MAKE PEACE WITH IT' + 'WISH YOU THE BEST'
you guys are taking it slow, colt struggles with taking this slow, but powers through until you guys have a beach day
✶.🏷 7.7k — cw: pt. 3/2. no use of y/n. 18+ CONTENT. fluff. soft smut. plot with porn. they have their beach day episode. colt in a backwards hat. colt manhandles reader. fun day at the beach. kissing. making out. dry humping. handjob + fingering. colt calls reader 'pretty girl' and 'good girl'. car sex. protected p in v. sweet ending. title pulled from 'stupid song' by olivia rodrigo. kinda edited; all mistakes are my own
a/n: surprise there's a secret third fic for the best duology!! this started off as an exclusive but i thought i shouldn't deprive the people of colt seavers nation of this fic LOL. and i unintentionally made this fluffier and softer than i expected LOL but shoutout danny and bibi being my unofficial beta readers on this fic LOVE YOU GUYS <33
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COLT WAS DYING TO KISS YOU AGAIN.
Okay, 'dying' as a description for how much he wanted to kiss you might be an exaggeration, but he was joking (he wasn't). When he kissed you for the first time in a year that day in your trailer—and Colt swears that he's not trying to be dramatic about it—but it felt like he could finally breathe for the first time since he fucked up and pushed you away.
After you guys shared one of the most heartfelt kisses he'd ever had, the two of you were called back to set and had to do your jobs (Colt loved being a stuntman, but sometimes it could get in the way of important stuff, like your and his relationship). But as soon as the day wrapped, the two of you rode back to the hotel with each other and talked in your hotel room to discuss the next step in your relationship, which was friendship.
You had wanted to take this slow since you were (rightfully) wary about entering a relationship with him immediately, but you guys made up (but not totally, some things needed to be talked about). Colt knew that he had shattered the trust you had in him, and he was totally okay with taking it one day at a time, as slowly as you wanted, if it meant he could have you in his life and you be in his in any capacity.
Though taking it slow was a real test of Colt's impulses and his nature of falling over himself when it came to the people that he was head over heels with, which he was usually good at (that's a lie), but being in this close of proximity to you for over a year—and now that he knew that you didn't totally hate his guts—might be killing him even more than disappearing after his accident.
Once Metalstorm had wrapped, he found himself giddy at the discovery that you guys had the same flight home and were even seated next to each other on the 15-hour flight (but Colt had a suspicion that Jody might have had a hand in that). The two of you spent the time catching up on the past year or sleeping, since you guys had been wiped out by the past few days.
Colt couldn't resist the grin that split across his lips when he felt your head fall onto his shoulder, and he immediately readjusted so your head lay more comfortably on him. He had to cover his mouth when you snuggled further into his shoulder, a soft smile on your face. He ended up falling asleep not long after you. Colt's head fell on top of yours, a satisfied smile playing on his own lips.
But that moment had gone and passed. You didn't acknowledge that you had practically cuddled Colt the entire flight, and when the plane landed and you had gotten your bags, you parted ways with him, giving a small hug before leaving the crowded and bustling LAX. Colt looked after you longingly and was already thinking about the next time he'd see you, which was about a couple of days later, when you guys came back, and he texted you to see if you had any plans.
After a few text exchanges about plans, you guys ended up having a plain old movie night, as the two of you had before, well, you know, before Colt had kissed you. You were surprised by how natural it felt; it was like no time had passed as you guys watched the movie, laughing and making passing comments throughout. Soon enough, you guys started hanging out frequently, and with no work lined up, your schedules opened up. You had been hanging out with Colt most of the time, but you made sure that you hung out with people outside of him.
But Colt always cherished the time you guys spent together, and you never turned down a hug from him at the end of each night after you guys finished hanging out (which he saw as a huge win). But, he could only go so long without kissing you (Colt had gone to bed each night since you reconciled about kissing you), so he had plans to rectify that, which brought him to your apartment at 9 AM waiting for you with some breakfast and his truck packed with a cooler filled with food, towels, an umbrella, some chairs, and his surfboard.
Colt texted you the night before, saying he wanted to have a beach day. Despite it being late April, it was warm enough to go down to the beach, have a nice day, and avoid swarms of people, since it had yet to hit the summer months. You agreed since you had missed California's beaches, and you weren't going to pass up a beach day if Colt had planned it all.
Colt walked himself up to your apartment and knocked on your door with the bag of breakfast burritos in his hand.
"It's open!" Colt heard your muffled voice through the door.
He opened the door with a shake of his head and entered your apartment. You weren't in the living room, but Colt heard you shuffling in your bathroom, so he placed the bag of food on your coffee table before heading down the hall.
"I told you not to leave your…" Colt started to say as he approached the open bathroom, but his words trailed off when he caught sight of you in your bikini-clad chest and jean shorts. The strings of your black bottoms peeked out as you applied sunscreen to your face. "…door unlocked." He finished saying as his eyes raked over your form, swallowing thickly.
Colt had to clasp his hands behind his back, resisting the urge to reach out to you and pull you into him and kiss you silly.
You scoffed at him, never looking at him as you rubbed the sunscreen into your face. "You know I don't. But I saw that you were here and figured you come up. So I unlocked it." You shrugged.
"Doesn't matter. It's a matter of principle." Colt's tongue poked the inside of his mouth as he just managed to rip his gaze away from you.
You rolled your eyes at him, grabbed your sunscreen, and opened it again. "Do you know the principle of applying sunscreen? Because it doesn't seem like you do." You squirted some of the product onto your fingertips, closed the bottle, and warmed it by rubbing your fingertips together.
"Don't and try and change—" Colt was cut off by your hands starting to rub the sunscreen into his face. "—the subject." He grumbled the rest of the sentence as his eyes fell shut at the sensation of your hands on his face, letting you apply the sunscreen.
"Too late. I already did." Colt could imagine the grin on your face as his eyes were closed.
Colt scoffed. "I was going to do this at the beach."
You clicked your tongue at him. "You're still in sunlight even if it's not direct, Colt. I gotta take care of your skin, lord knows you don't. Your hands were gentle, and you finished rubbing the product into his skin.
Your voice carried a scolding tone that Colt was used to. Colt had heard this lecture from you multiple times after you had seen his skincare routine one night, after he offered you to spend the night since it was too late for you to drive back to your apartment after the movie night you guys had (he offered you his bed while he took the couch, even though his back would hurt the next morning).
Colt's eyes snapped open at your remark, "Hey! I do." He said indignantly.
You snickered at his reaction before lightly tapping his cheeks with your palms and pinching his cheek. "Yeah, after I nagged you about it."
Colt huffed and grabbed your wrist as your hand retracted and pretended to bite at your fingertips. You were quick to rip your hand out of his wrist and shook your head at him. He smiled at the furrow in your brow as you rolled your eyes at him.
"Come on, I've got a breakfast burrito with your name on it." Colt said.
Your eyes lit up at the mention of food. "Great, I'm starving! I just gotta grab a shirt and my bag and then we can go." You went to leave the bathroom, but Colt didn't move out of the way and stayed in the doorway.
"You don't need a shirt," Colt said as his eyes were trained on your chest (What? Your boobs were right there, what was he supposed to do? Not look at them?).
"My eyes are up here." You said with dry amusement in your voice as you placed a hand on his chest to push him out of your way.
The push to his chest snapped him out of his dazed state. He moved out of your way and trailed behind you as you nabbed the shirt hanging off the back of your couch and slipped it on before grabbing your stuffed tote bag and slung it on your shoulder. Your sunglasses were already perched on your head, and you grabbed your phone and keys, slipping on your flip flops at the entrance of your door.
Colt grabbed the bag of food from the coffee table, grabbed your keys, and replaced them with your food. You smiled at him, and the two of you left your apartment, the keys jingling in Colt's hands as he locked your door. Colt couldn't help but throw an arm over your shoulder and pull you into his side as the two of you walked down the hallway of your apartment complex.
The breakfast burritos that Colt had gotten for the two of you were eaten quickly as Colt drove down the PCH with the windows down. The playlist you had made filled the comfortable silence that settled between the two of you. While Colt was driving, you couldn't help but admire him through your sunglasses as he drove.
He was wearing a fitted white tank top and some plain navy blue swim trunks. Your eyes lingered on the sculpted muscles of his arms and how his pecs subtly bulged from the tight fit of the tank top. The blonde strands of Colt's hair were tucked underneath the baseball cap he was wearing backward, with a small tuft of it sticking out of the small hole where the closure of the hat was—but what made your heart flutter was the sight of your last name embroidered on it.
Then your eyes drifted down his side profile—they traced the slope of his nose and the curve of his lips, pulled up into a knowing smirk.
"See something you like?" Colt asked with amusement coating his tone as he glanced at you over his own sunglasses.
You blinked, then dragged the sunglasses down the bridge of your nose to meet Colt's mirthful expression. "Maybe." You said coyly, a smile growing on your face.
No matter how much Colt wanted to admire you as you sat next to him in his truck, he had to keep his eyes on the road, but a wide grin grew on his face as he shook his head at you.
Soon enough, the two of you made the hour-and-a-half drive in record time, and since it was technically the off-season for beaches in California, the parking lot was virtually empty save for the few cars that were scattered across the lot. It also helped that the beach Colt took the two of you to was one only locals knew about, so it was pretty secluded.
You guys hopped out of the truck and started to unpack it, and you stared at the surfboard for a second. "You're gonna surf today?" You asked.
"Probably not, it looks like the waves are pretty calm today." Colt shook his head as he grabbed the cooler out of the truck.
"Then, why did you bring it?" You pulled out the chairs and the umbrella.
"For aesthetic purposes, you know, to fit the vibe of a beach day." Colt quipped as he closed the truck bed.
You chuckled. "You're ridiculous."
Colt smiled proudly. "I'm taking that as a compliment."
"You're a weirdo." You shook your head at him before going to grab the cooler, but Colt batted your hands away from it. "Colt!"
Colt tsked at you. "I got it. Just grab your chair and my towels, I can get the rest."
You huffed but did what he said. You slung one of the chairs (which was in one of those bags with a strap to carry it) over your free shoulder, then grabbed the towel on his shoulder and draped it over your arm.
Colt slung the umbrella and the other chair over his shoulders before grabbing the cooler. He jutted his chin towards the ocean that was just a couple of feet away from where you parked. "Lead the way."
It didn't take very long to find a spot, and the two of you set it up pretty quickly. There were maybe ten or so people on this beach (including you and Colt), so the beach was very peaceful, and the waves gently lapping at the shore added to the serene ambiance.
Once the two of you finished organizing everything, you had taken off your shirt and jean shorts, which made Colt let out a low whistle, to which you whacked his abdomen with the back of your hand, though the small smile pulling at your lips betrayed your amusement.
Colt raised his hands in silent surrender, but had a grin on his face. He took off the hat alongside his tank top, and you had to physically turn around and busy yourself with digging through your bag, otherwise you knew you would start drooling at the sight of him shirtless. But you still caught a glimpse of the spattering of chest hair and dark blonde hair on his stomach, leading down and underneath his swim trunks.
Colt clocked your reaction and chuckled to himself. He was glad that he could have as much of an effect on you as you did on him.
You grabbed the sunscreen from your bag and composed yourself for a second before facing Colt. "Turn around." You gestured to the bottle of sunscreen you brought.
"Yes, ma'am." Colt teased before doing as you said, and you were faced with his toned back.
Your eyes lingered on the scar on his lower back before you uncapped the sunscreen, poured a generous amount onto your hand, capped it, and tossed it onto your chair. You smiled at the Colt's small flinch at the cold sunscreen once you started to apply the sunscreen to his back, making sure it was all rubbed into his skin. Your eyes traced the planes of muscle that shifted with each small movement that he made.
"All done." You said as you tapped his back.
"Thanks." You had expected Colt to move on, but he just stared at you.
You raised an eyebrow at him. "What?"
He gestured to the sunscreen on the chair. "Aren't you going to do the rest of me?" Colt asked cheekily.
You picked up the sunscreen bottle and sent him a sarcastic smile. "No." You responded before shoving it into his chest. "You broke your back, not your arms."
Colt huffed dramatically. "You love to hit where it hurts the most." Colt winked, letting you know that he knew you were joking, and started applying sunscreen to the rest of his body.
"Oh, don't pretend you don't love it." You said, rolling your eyes. "Make sure to do your face again." You reminded him before sitting down on your chair and grabbed your book, waiting for him to finish with the sunscreen.
Once he was done, Colt tapped your head lightly with it, making you look up at him, and he gestured for you to stand up. You saved the place in your book, stood up, gathered your hair over one of your shoulders, and had your back facing Colt. You heard the sunscreen cap open, then close once more.
Then you felt Colt's warm hands spread the sunscreen over your back, and you held back the shiver that threatened to zip down your spine. You could feel how big his hands were as they were rubbing the sunscreen into your skin and under the straps of your bikini in a soothing motion.
You couldn't help but imagine them moving down to your hips and gripping them to pull you back into Colt's chest. But his hands were gone as soon as he was finished, and you sent him a smile over your shoulder before taking the bottle from him and applying sunscreen to the rest of your body.
You tossed the sunscreen back in your bag, and you looked at the water for a second before you turned to Colt with a sly smile.
Colt noticed your smile, and it was his turn to raise an eyebrow at you. "What's up with the smile?"
"Nothing," you said as innocently as you could, taking a step closer to Colt and looking up at him. "How do we feel about a small wager?"
"What kind?" Colt's interest was piqued, and he was fully mesmerized by the mischievous glint in your eyes.
"We race to the water, winner gets to pick the movie for our next movie night." You proposed as you stuck out your hand.
Colt clasped your smaller hand in his. "You're on." A smug grin slid on his face. Your smile mirrored his as you shook his hand, you knew that Colt wouldn't pass up a bet no matter how small it was.
You leaned forward and planted a lingering kiss on his cheek before pulling back to see a shocked look spread across his face.
"See you at the shoreline!" You winked at him before pushing him hard, making him stumble back, then you dashed out from under the umbrella. Your giggles filled the air and mixed with the water crashing on the shore.
Colt regained his balance. The shove you gave him snapped him out of his stupor, and he immediately sprinted after you. His laughs followed yours as he swiftly caught up to you (curse him and his longer strides). Colt was quick to sweep you up into his arms; your giggling turned into a small squeal as he kept moving until his feet hit the water.
Colt jostled you in his arms. "That wasn't fair! You cheated."
"You have longer legs than me!" You exclaimed through laughter. "I was just leveling the playing field." You were clutching onto Colt's shoulders as he held you by your waist.
You guys didn't necessarily register how close your faces were until you'd calmed down from your laughing fit. You guys stared at each other with gentle smiles on your faces. Colt had started to put you down gently, but as soon as one of your feet hit the water, the cold zipped up your spine, and you clutched Colt tighter, pulling your foot back up.
Colt couldn't help the laugh that rumbled through his chest, making you throw a glare at him.
"Don't laugh at me. It's cold!" You pouted at him.
"S'not that cold." Colt shook his head at you before a roguish smirk appeared on his lips, and you knew exactly what that smile meant.
"Colt." Your voice was laced with warning, but he ignored it as he moved further into the water. You started to protest and try to wiggle out of his arms, but his grip was iron-clad around your waist.
"Please, please, please don't do this! I'll let you pick the movie, I'm sorry that I cheated!" You started to plead with him as the water began to hit his thighs.
Colt shook his head. "It's a little late for apologies sweetheart, you should have thought about this before you decided to play dirty."
You could feel his grip loosening on you, so you clutched onto him tighter. "Colt, please." You sent him your best puppy-dog look, pout and all (but you could never do it as well as he could).
Colt's eyes softened for a split second before the smile was plastered back on his face, and he threw you into the ocean. Cold, salty water enveloped you as you landed in it with a splash. It was a shock to your heated body, and you felt goosebumps rise on your skin as you stood in the water, wiping the water clinging to your face and eyelashes, glaring at Colt as he laughed.
"You're an ass." You spat out as you moved a strand of your hair from your face.
"There's always consequences for your actions." Colt said while shrugging, a shit-eating grin on his face as his eyes trailed down your now wet figure.
"Mhm, really?" You asked with derision in your tone as you smiled mockingly at him.
"Yep." Colt popped the 'p' a bit obnoxiously.
Instead of responding to him, you splashed him with water, and Colt flinched from the sudden feeling of the cold water hitting his heated skin. Colt looked down at his now-wet chest and back at you.
"Just remember, you started this." Colt lunged at you before you dodged him with a yelp-turned-laugh.
The two of you swam around, splashing each other, and roughhousing in the water like you guys were kids again. You had spent about an hour in the water before getting tired and hungry. So the two of you went back to your little setup on the nearly-vacant beach, dried off, and ate some lunch that Colt had meal-prepped the night before. You guys were chatting between bites and sips of the drinks Colt also brought from the cooler.
Once you guys were done eating, you opted to tan for a little while, resting your head on an extra towel that Colt had rolled up for you, and read while Colt ran back to his truck to grab his surfboard. The waves had gotten bigger as the day went on, and so he was going to try to surf for a little while. He tried to coax you into joining him, but you wouldn't go in without a wetsuit (which neither of you had). You also didn't know how to surf well, so you waved off Colt and dived into your book.
Colt surfed for maybe thirty minutes before he came back, and you were now lying on your back, sunglasses perched on your nose bridge as you flipped through your book. Colt was quick to dry off and lay next to you, but rested his head on your lap, the two of you in an 'L' shape near your things. You didn't protest Colt lying with you, and your free hand found his damp hair and raked through the strands, gently detangling them with your fingers.
You heard Colt let out a soothing sigh. "Can you read to me?" He asked in a relaxed voice.
"Sure." You replied before jumping into the page you were on, and you continued to comb your fingers through his hair. Your voice was just as soothing as the ocean's crashing waves, and soon they blended for Colt as he was lulled into sleep.
You had stopped reading altogether when you noticed that Colt was sleeping soundly. You placed your book beside you after bookmarking it, and you let your mind wander as you watched the water, your hand still playing with Colt's hair. After a couple of minutes, you sat up to admire Colt's features.
He looked younger while he was sleeping, but he also looked younger when he had a bright smile on his face. Your hand left his hair, and your fingertips traced his brow bone lightly, then the ridge of his nose, before skimming the edge of his parted lips, the soft hair of his upper lip tickling your fingertips.
"I'm starting to think that you have a staring problem." Colt murmured with his eyes still closed.
You just smiled at him, saying nothing in response. You placed your hand on his cheek, making his eyes crack open. The late afternoon sun painted your features in an orange hue that made you look like Colt's own personal angel, looking down on him, with the light making a halo around your head. You leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to Colt's forehead, making his heart simultaneously melt and explode at the affection.
Colt swallowed hard before speaking. "What was that for?"
You shrugged. "I just wanted to."
Colt nodded. "Cool. Cool." God, you had no idea how much Colt wanted to fist-pump the air right now, but he contained himself. "You know if you ever wanted to do it again, it's totally fine by me."
You laughed a little, having to stifle it before responding, "Good to know." You sent him a small smile before looking back at the water, your hand returning to his hair and combing through the now dry strands.
"Wanna go back in the water ?" Colt asked after a beat of silence.
"Not fully," You shook your head. "It's going to be really cold if we swim in it, now."
"That's fine. We can walk for a little." Colt suggested, and you nodded.
Both of you got up and dusted some sand off yourselves before you guys walked side by side to the shoreline. Colt felt brave and grabbed your hand. You said nothing, laced your fingers with his, and you guys walked in silence, holding hands as you walked along the edge of the water.
At some point, you guys stopped walking and just stared at the vast expanse of the Pacific. You had ended up in front of Colt, resting against his chest as his arm was slung across your chest. The two admired the sun slowly setting; the sunset made the ocean look like it was made of diamonds and precious gems as the fading light danced across the water's surface.
Before the sun was fully set, you guys headed back to where your stuff was and packed up. Once the truck was all packed up, you guys rinsed and dried off. You changed out of your swimsuit into some lounge pants and Colt's hoodie, while Colt just put his Miami Vice jacket over his tank top and wore some sweatpants before the two of you went and ate at the nearest burger joint before going to grab some ice cream to share.
Then Colt drove you guys to a lookout spot overlooking the sea from a cliff. You guys ate the half-melted ice cream through delirious laughter and sputtered words, but the two of you were having the time of your lives with one another.
The ice cream was quickly finished, and you were calming down from your laughter. At some point, Colt had taken off his jacket, and you were sitting the wrong way in his truck, your back was braced against the glove box, and your bare feet rested on the bench seat.
The moon was high in the sky, illuminating the sea, and it filtered into the truck, casting both of you in a soft, dim white glow.
"This was really fun. I had a great time." You admitted with a soft grin.
"Yeah?" Colt mirrored your grin as his arm rested on the wheel, his thumb tapping on the edge of it.
"Yeah." You confirmed as you looked at him.
Colt looked at you with such fondness in his eyes that it almost made you feel shy under his gaze, a silence settling in the truck cabin.
You broke eye contact with him, looking out the window into the darkened night, and fiddled with the cuffs of the hoodie.
"Hey," Colt murmured, pulling your attention back to him. "C'mere." Colt reached out and tugged on your sleeve.
You did as he said so easily; the low timber of his voice was like your personal siren song. You sat up and slid towards him as your knees pressed into the leather of the seat. Colt's hand was hesitant as he lifted and placed it gently on your cheek.
Colt leaned closer to you, and just before your noses touched, he stopped. "Can—" He swallowed thickly, nerves rattled his core. "—can I kiss you?"
A small but giddy smile pulled at your lips. "Yeah."
Colt let a small but relieved breath before pressing his lips against yours. Your eyes fluttered shut as you leaned into the kiss. It was just a simple press of your lips together, but Colt felt like he had died and gone to heaven. Finally, after months of waiting, Colt was finally kissing you.
Colt had pulled back and rested his forehead against yours. "God, I've been wanting to do that for a while." He admitted breathlessly.
You chuckled at him. "Then why didn't you do it earlier?"
"Didn't want to mess up with you again. You wanted to take it slow so I wanted to honor that." Colt's thumb was caressing your cheek as he pulled back slightly to look into your eyes.
Your heart swelled at Colt's words. "I love you." You couldn't hold back the words as they burst from you.
Colt felt like his heart was going to break his ribcage with how fast it was pounding as he stared at you dumbly. You had broken his brain. "R-really?"
"Yes. I think I have been since we traded hats." You said, letting out a wet laugh; tears of glee lined your eyes. "But today just solidified it."
Colt let out a relieved laugh before he pulled your face to his again and pressed multiple pecks to your lips, mumbling 'I love you' in between each kiss, making you laugh at how infectious Colt's joy was. You guys weren't even kissing anymore, just smiling into each other's mouths and basking in the happy bubble the two of you were in.
You managed to calm down enough to capture his lips once more for a longer kiss, pouring all of your emotions into it. Colt returned your kiss with the same fervor. Colt couldn't help himself and pulled you into his lap with ease, and you were straddling him. The steering wheel was digging into your lower back, but you didn't care as Colt's tongue swiped and the seam of your lips and licked into your mouth.
Colt could feel how warm your skin was from the sun, even though it had gone down hours ago. But he savored the feeling of your bare waist and hips underneath his calloused palms as they roamed underneath the hoodie you had borrowed (stolen) from Colt as the two of you kissed. If nothing else happened tonight and he just got to kiss you, then he could die a happy man.
Colt loved how your lips moved against him and the little sigh that escaped your nose when he nibbled on your bottom lip. His tongue danced with yours, and he couldn't help but smile at the taste of the sweet vanilla on your tongue as he sucked on it lightly. He was re-familiarizing himself with your taste, your sounds, and how your body reacted to him.
Your hands wove themselves into the messy blonde strands at the back of his head as one of his hands moved from under the hoodie to cradle your jaw, and deepened the kiss even further. Your hips had a mind of their own as they ground against the rapidly growing bulge underneath Colt's sweats.
A groan escaped Colt at the feeling of friction against his groin, and the rumble of his voice sent a zap of arousal down your spine, making your hips roll against his once more. It was like the two of you had a feedback loop of desire feeding into your bodies as the kisses increased with heat and passion.
Your body was getting hot from the layers you were wearing, and you pulled away from Colt for a second, ripped off the hoodie, sent it to the floor of the truck, and attached your lips back to Colt's. Colt barely managed to capture a glimpse of your bare chest, a low whine escaping him that was muffled by your lips. His hands couldn't help but glide up the length of your back before they diverged; one of them stayed on your upper back, while the other one traveled down to your ass and squeezed it.
You had tugged at his hair, and that dull pain snapped Colt out of his lust-induced haze. "W-wait." Colt just barely managed to pull away from you, a moment of clarity hitting him.
You tried to chase his lips but stopped when you heard the breathy nature of his tone. "Yeah? What's wrong?" You asked as you sat back a little, but you backed up further than you meant to, and you managed to elbow the horn of the truck, making it blare out in the quiet night, making the two of you jump in surprise.
Once your heartbeat reset to a normal pace, your eyes met Colt's, and the two of you shared a small laugh, and the two of you shuffled across the bench seat to where you were sitting, giving you ample space to lean back if you needed.
Colt kept his eyes trained on your face (no matter how much they wanted to slide down and trace the shape of your breasts). "Are you sure about this?"
"Yes. Are you?" You threw back at him as you gently scraped your nails through his scalp.
Colt's eyes fluttered at the sensation (god, that was like his kryptonite). "Yeah. But my truck wasn't what I had in mind."
"Oh?" An amused smile pulled at your lips. "And what exactly did you have in mind?"
"Well, for starters, I would have asked you out on a date—" Colt couldn't help himself and leaned in and pressed a kiss to your collarbone, "—wined and dined you before inviting you back to my apartment for a night cap—" His lips trailed up your neck, pressing an even softer kiss to the skin before it reached your jaw, "—where I'd ask you if I could kiss you and then I'd rock your world." Colt's lips finally reached your lips, where he kissed you so gently that you could barely call it a kiss.
You couldn't help but laugh against his lips. "Colt, honey, I'm literally topless in front of you and you're worried about doing it right?" You pulled away from him slightly.
"I'm worried about giving you the best and doing it right." Colt corrected as he looked deep into your eyes.
Your eyes softened when you saw the glint of fear in his eyes. "Hey," You said gently as one of your hands found his cheek, "I don't need the best. I just need you."
Colt looked back and forth between your eyes that were filled with sincerity as he swallowed thickly.
"Besides," You continued with a growing smile on your slightly swollen lips. "When have we ever done this right?" You gestured to the two of you before leaning closer to him, your lips brushing against his. "We can have that nightcap at your apartment as a round two." You whispered sultrily before kissing him again.
Well, when you put it that way, Colt couldn't help but silently agree with you as he pressed his lips harder against yours. It was like the dam had broken and Colt's hands had skated up your rib cage and cupped your breasts in his hands, and he started to pinch and tweak your nipples as they hardened underneath his touch.
You let out a breathy moan against him, and Colt's lips made their way down your jaw, your neck, and chest before they were wrapped around one of your breasts, and he started to suck and nip at the area. You leaned back and threw your head back, letting a small whine escape you.
Your hips started to grind against his slowly, and you could feel how your underwear was sticking to you with how wet you were getting. The friction felt great against your sensitive clit that was begging for attention.
One of your hands found itself trailing down Colt's chest before they slipped underneath the waistband of his sweatpants, your knuckles brushed past the patch of hair on his stomach, and you couldn't help the soft laugh that escaped you when you found no barrier between you and his hardness.
"No underwear?" You asked before you grasped him, making him choke on a groan as he pulled away from your boob.
"I should ask you the same thing. You had no shirt underneath my hoodie." Colt muttered as he nipped at the soft flesh of your breast before he moved on to the neglected breast and sucked a mark on top of it.
Your lip twitched. "Touche." You responded before Colt had groaned again as your hand slowly squeezed his cock before your thumb teased his tip, collecting the pre-cum that had leaked out, you dragged your hand up and down to spread it.
To even the playing field, one of Colt's hands slipped past the barriers you were wearing, and he smirked when he felt how slippery your slit was as he dragged his fingers through it. You let out a soft moan as he rubbed at your clit.
The two of you teased each other with how slow the other was going. You leaned forward to kiss him again and he responded in kind, his tongue diving into your mouth as one of his thick fingers slipped further down and prodded at your entrance before it dipped inside of you smoothly, there wasn't a hint of resistance because of how wet you were for Colt. Your hand faltered on his cock as his finger started to move inside of you, sending waves of heat through your body.
Another finger slipped in beside his first one, and Colt let out a breathy 'fuck' at the feeling of your tight walls stretching to accommodate his fingers. "You're so tight f'me. Gonna have to stretch you out, sweetheart."
You moaned at his words. "Please. Wanna feel you." You continued to move your hand on his cock, before giving up and rolling your hips onto Colt's hand, riding his fingers.
Colt didn't mind you stopping—he was too focused on trying to make you come on his fingers. He shifted his fingers slightly, and suddenly, he was hitting the spongy spot inside of you that made you see stars. His other hand had moved from your chest to rest on your throat, not squeezing, just resting as you panted against Colt's mouth.
You were close, you knew it, and Colt knew it and responded in kind, moving his thumb to rub at your clit as he aimed your g-spot with every thrust of his fingers. "You gonna come?" Colt's voice was thick and rough with desire as his eyes were trained on your lust-addled expression.
"Yes! S-so close." You choked out as pleasure threatened to rack your body.
"Be a good girl f'me and come," Colt commanded, and you couldn't help but listen, and you fell apart on his fingers as your vision went white. You slumped over Colt's body, as your hips mindlessly continued to ride his fingers as you came down from your orgasm.
Once you caught your breath, Colt's fingers slowly retracted from your slit, covered in your slick, he looked you dead in the eye and sucked your arousal off his fingers. Your breathing had turned heavy as he pulled them out of his mouth and kissed you, letting the taste of you mix with the taste of him.
You groaned into his mouth, and you remembered where your hands were and grasped his cock once more and started to move your hand up and down on it, using various amounts of pressure once you got to his sensitive head.
"Fuck." Colt grunted before he grabbed your wrist, stopping you. "Things are going to end a lot sooner than I want." He responded to your look of confusion, sounding out of breath.
Colt pulled your hand out of his sweatpants. He took off his tank top before dragging his pants down to his thighs, his cock springing up and hitting his bare stomach.
You swallowed at the sight of his hard cock, you had nearly forgotten how big he was (but you couldn't, you remember exactly how it carved you out anytime you and Colt fucked), and your mouth started to salivate.
Colt tugged at your own pants, and you helped him get rid of them completely, leaving the two of you naked and bathed in the light of the moon that leaked into the truck. Colt kissed you again as he reached behind you, opened the glove box, and searched for something blindly.
You couldn't help but laugh as he let out a frustrated groan against your lips. You pulled away, and he pressed a quick kiss to your shoulder before hooking his chin over it to be able to see what he was looking for. You heard him say a little 'ah!' before leaning back into the seat, and you saw a condom wrapper in his hand.
You raised an eyebrow at him. "You keep condoms in your truck?"
"I put them there this morning."
The eyebrow you raised climbed higher on your forehead; you were sending him a bit of a judgmental look.
"Wishful thinking?" Colt said sheepishly.
You broke and laughed, shaking your head. "You're so lucky that you're cute."
Colt sent you a smile before he ripped it open with his teeth (which shouldn't have been as attractive as it actually was, but you blame it on Colt's natural charm), and you had taken the condom from him and rolled it down his cock. You shifted on his lap to hover over his cock.
You didn't know who leaned in first, but Colt's mouth was on yours once more, and the two of you moaned in each other's mouths as you slowly sank on Colt's cock. You took it slow since it had been a while since you've been with anyone, and even longer since you've been with Colt. Usually, it took a bit more prep time when it came to Colt filling you up, but you were impatient, and you craved to have Colt fill you up to the brim.
You had to take a second for yourself when your pelvis hit his own. God, it felt overwhelming with how he stretched you out, and it was like he was in your throat with how full your cunt felt.
Colt's eyes were squeezed shut, and you could see the tendons in Colt's neck strain with effort. Colt was holding back from immediately shifting his hips and moving inside you, trying to give you time to adjust, but your fluttering walls were really tempting him to throw caution to the wind and start moving.
But soon enough, your hips started to move, and he let out a stuttering breath once you did. Colt's hands found refuge on your hips, just resting as he let you move at your own pace. Heavy breathing and moans filled the truck cabin, and fog began to coat the windows as the heat built between the two of you.
"You feel so good wrapped around me, sweetheart." Colt groaned. "Missed you so much. God, you're so pretty, my pretty girl." He praised.
You moaned at the praise, and your hips started to move faster. Colt couldn't tear his eyes off of you as you moved up and down his cock. He could feel the heat of arousal pool in his lower abdomen, but tried to stave it off, wanting you to come on his cock first.
Colt's grip on your hips tightened, and he started to thrust up to meet your hips, and the sound was obscene as the slap of your ass against his thighs started to mix in with your moans and whines. Colt felt your walls start to clench repeatedly around him.
"I can feel you clenching around me. You close?" Colt groaned out as his grip on your hips almost turned bruising.
"H-harder, please!" You babbled out as your hips continued to rock up and down on Colt.
Colt obliged and angled his hips in a way that the thick tip of his cock hit your g-spot with each thrust before he sent a hand in between your legs and started to work at your oversensitive clit. You practically sobbed out as the pleasure started overwhelming your senses and you fell apart on his cock, your cunt spasming around his cock.
Colt couldn't help but finally let go of the coil that was wound tight around his abdomen, and his cock twitched inside of you as he filled the condom with his spend. His thrusts slowed down as the two of you came down from your highs. Your head had fallen into the crook of his sweaty neck as you came, and as you finally had caught your breath, you inhaled his musky scent.
Colt was softening inside of you, but neither of you cared—you both liked being this close with one another. Colt coaxed you from the crook of his neck and pulled you into a kiss that was so sweet that it could have given you a cavity.
"I love you." Colt mumbled against your lips.
"I love you too." You murmured back.
The two of you knew that you should clean up, but all Colt did was crack open the window a bit before wrapping his arms around you, hugging you close to him, and the two of you listened to the crashing waves of the ocean and let the feeling of contentedness wash over you and Colt.
Your hearts were full of each other, and everything finally felt right once more.
7/14/2026: this chapter has been edited!
author's note: after this chapter, we're officially caught up to speed with the rest of the story! completely new chapters will be published moving forward <3 thank u all sm for reading !!
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CHAPTER 4 - KENT - FAVORITE
One of the biggest things Grace and Rocky seem to have in common is their curiosity. What they don’t have in common, though, is restraint. While Grace knows when to keep his questions to himself, Rocky does not.
Or more accurately, he just doesn’t seem to care. Thankfully, Kent doesn’t mind. Ma and Pa did raise them to earn their keep wherever they are, even if where they are is on a spaceship light years away from home.
They sit criss-cross applesauce on the floor where Rocky has them cornered. With how chipper he is, no one would know that he’s still in recovery if it wasn't for the hardened mercury on his carapace. Kent chalks it up to the excitement of meeting yet another alien—they’re pretty excited about this whole thing, too. Second contact doesn’t sound quite as cool but, oh well. Grace deserves the honor of being first anyway.
“Why Kent human but not human, question?”
“I’m not from Earth, but I was sent there as a baby. I don’t know why,” Kent answers honestly.
Rocky sways side-to-side in contemplation. “Is weird.”
“Yeah, I guess you can say that,” Kent hums fondly.
“You not need to breathe?”
“No. I just got used to seeing my parents doing it, so I copied them.”
“What about food?”
“I don’t need to eat, either. I just eat ‘cause food is delicious.”
“Where you get energy?”
“Stars, I’m pretty sure. Right now I’m getting most of my energy from Tau Ceti.”
“What?”
Kent giggles softly to themself at Rocky’s visible confusion. They reach out to pat his ball. “I wish I had the answers, man.”
“Rocky not man. Rocky Eridian.”
The sound of Grace’s heart pounding cuts through the wholesome moment.
“Oh my god. Oh my god! Guys! Get in here!”
The sound of his urgent calls has Kent stumbling into the lab within seconds, carrying Rocky’s ball. His frantic chitters are accompanied by his synthesizer repeatedly spamming “what happen what happen what happen” while Kent is already laser-focused on scanning the entire lab for any threats. When they find none, their eyes land on Grace himself, who seems perfectly fine besides… the tears in his eyes.
“Doc! What is it?”
“You find answer, question? You find answer, question???”
Grace does his best to compose himself, but seems to think better of it when he lets his shoulders drop. He grins widely at his friends. “It works. The organism from Adrian is killing the Astrophage.”
Holy shit.
He did it. He actually did it.
Kent sets Rocky down gently before rushing over to pick Grace up in celebration. He yelps in surprise, but quickly accepts Kent’s hug when they pull him in for one. It’s a feeling they can’t even begin to put into words. The sun will be saved. The Earth will be saved. Before they know it, hot tears are running down Kent’s cheeks, matching Grace. This time, it’s not out of fear or doubt or guilt. It’s just joy.
They’re practically glowing with pride when they pull back to look Grace right in the eye.
“You guys did it!”
“I did it! We did it!”
Rocky joins in on the fun by making his jazz hands, his melodies going up an octave with excitement. “Grace Rocky complete big science!”
Grace encourages Kent to check out the microscope, giggling like schoolchildren as Kent shuffles over to where Grace was standing just moments before.
“I never thought I’d be so happy looking at this stuff,” they murmur, in awe at how such tiny things could be the key to saving both Earth and Erid and every planet out there with an infected star. They pull away from the microscope to look at Grace, smiling, “What’ll you name them?”
“Yes yes. What will you name Astrophage destroyer?” Rocky immediately agrees with the notion. “Cannot say no. Is Earth culture.”
“Yeah, Doc, is Earth culture,” Kent parrots, grinning.
Grace smiles and mulls it over for a moment, his eyes scanning the labelled containers scattered across the lab.
“How about… Taumoeba?” He suggests tentatively.
Rocky makes his jazz hands again, pleased with the name, much to Grace’s bewilderment. Still, he moves over to the taped-together laptops (and phone!) that make up Rocky’s translator to encode the new word into his vocabulary.
“Taumoeba good name. Amaze,” Rocky clenches his claws, pressing them against his ball. “Fist my bump Grace!”
Kent doesn’t immediately process what Rocky just said, but as soon as they do, they lose it. Their normally perfectly wholesome laughs turn into maniacal cackles as they slowly fall to their knees. At some point the cackles turn into wheezes. The stainless steel desk bends from their grip.
“Okay, yeah, yeah. Laugh it up,” Grace sighs but he’s still smiling. His hands are on his hips when he turns to Rocky, “You just love to embarrass me, don’t you?”
Rocky does his best attempt at a shrug, something he picked up from Grace. He taps the xenonite with his fist again. “Fist me!”
Kent is practically writhing on the floor, one hand trying to reach for Grace. It doesn’t work. Their cheeks are starting to hurt from laughing so much.
“Rocky, no!”
“Do it!” Kent manages to squeeze out between gasps.
And so he does.
“Amaze.” Rocky makes his celebratory jazz hands again. “Now what?”
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The Taumoeba died as soon as it came into contact with nitrogen.
This, of course, means that it can’t survive on Venus. This awful, awful discovery had nearly sent Grace and Rocky into a downward spiral; thankfully, their big, beautiful brains were quick to come up with a solution in the form of xenonite breeder tanks. What could’ve been a massive wrench thrown into their plans was reduced to a tiny hiccup and Kent can’t help but be in awe of the two of them.
Admittedly, they feel a little useless.
Yes, they saved Grace and Rocky. The two scientists are incredibly vocal about how grateful they are for that (wouldn’t anyone be?), but it falls flat against the overwhelming pressure that Kent feels to do good. What good exactly means, they don’t know—all they know is that they have to be useful. And useful they try to be. Whether it’s repairing the ship, helping Rocky get more supplies from the Blip-A, or simply providing the crew with some company, they’re happy to do it. They try their best to push away the feeling of it all not being enough.
Breeding nitrogen-resistant Taumoeba is a painfully slow process. Grace announced that morning that they’re officially on Taumoeba-23, which is still a far cry from where they need it to be, but progress is progress. Everybody’s just happy that this plan has been going smoothly so far. Unfortunately, it takes no time at all for three people to run out of things to do on a 47-meter ship.
Which is why Kent is lying flat inside the tunnel portion of Rocky’s “bedroom,” content to let him just plop down on their chest. It feels exactly like how you think it’d feel: like a big rock sitting right on top of you. This rock, however, is warm and rumbles with what Kent now recognizes as happy purrs. The weight of Rocky on top of them isn’t so bad, and they’ve never been more grateful for their powers than in this moment because it really does feel quite nice. It makes it easier to ignore the pungent smell of cat pee in the air… not by much, though.
Grace walks into the two of them effectively cuddling, and he nearly jumps in surprise.
Kent opens one eye to look at him just standing there, frozen with worry.
“Are you… good?” he asks slowly. They give him a thumbs up, which seems to help. He sits down on the floor, scooting closer so that his back is against the xenonite panel separating him and Kent. “How is it in there?
“Humid. A little hot. Smells like cat pee,” Kent murmurs with a lazy smile. “Worth it, though. This is so awesome.”
“Sure looks like it.” Grace presses his palm flat on the see-through xenonite, feeling the warmth radiating from inside Rocky’s tunnel. “I’m a little jealous, to be honest. You get to be so close to him.”
“I’ll experience it for the both of us, then.”
“Mm… can you leave out the bit with the cat pee?”
“Sorry, dude, you get the whole package.”
Grace laughs. “Yeah, okay.”
Rocky shifts his position on Kent’s chest, eliciting a startled “oof!” from them. “Grace be quiet.”
Both Grace and Kent gasp in surprise, though the former is very clearly offended.
“You did not just—”
“Quiet,” Rocky repeats.
Kent pats his side. “Be nice to him, Rock.”
“Fine. Grace can stay.”
The man beside you is gaping like a fish when he sees how easily Rocky follows your request. “Unbelievable.”
Kent tries their best to look apologetic—they really do—but having the favor of such a charming individual outweighs any sympathy they have for him. Grace scoffs and turns his attention to the floor, tracing circles on it. A few moments pass.
“You never told me much about your life back on Earth.”
Ah. There it is.
Kent has been avoiding this for a while now. Though Grace’s tone is light, there’s no missing the undercurrent of eagerness in it. He’s been wanting to know more about his new companion, and honestly, it’s only fair. They’re a human-looking alien who claims to be from Earth despite having a freakish set of powers that lets them do all sorts of crazy things. They’d be asking questions too if they were in his shoes.
But they’re not. They’re the one being questioned and though the question itself hasn’t been asked yet, the unsaid words sting like salt on a wound. What do they even say? They doubt he’d be calm knowing how much they know about him. It was Kent’s job to know these things, after all. They were a journalist, and a damn good one at that.
“You don’t… have to answer that. I just thought it would be good if I got to know my new crewmate?” Grace adds, offering them an out. It’s sweet of him to do so, and it matches everything Kent heard about him on Earth.
Many of Grace’s students were contacted by news outlets all over the country, some international ones, too, and the Daily Planet was one of the privileged few to get exclusive interviews with the last class he taught before he went aboard the Hail Mary. They had nothing but wonderful things to say about him, spending months wondering where he went before his involvement with the Petrova Taskforce was announced to the public. A memorial for Grace was built on school grounds shortly after.
“It’s okay,” Kent says. They’re beginning to understand more and more why his students loved him so much. “I just don’t really know where to start.”
Grace sucks on his teeth, thinking it over. “What did you love to do?”
Kent chuckles. It’s such a middle school question—not that that’s a bad thing. In fact, it’s the opposite. The effect of it instant: Kent’s muscles, previously tense with anxiety, relax with the easiness of the question.
“I loved my job,” they whisper, more longingly than they intended. “I always wanted to be a journalist, you know? I thought it was the best way for me to help people without… getting my hands dirty, I guess. I thought if I could help tell the truth, then maybe I could help the world be a better place.”
“That’s the kind of answer I’d give my students an A+ for,” Grace replies sincerely.
Kent pictures Grace in a classroom, and though they’ve always known he was a teacher, it doesn’t dampen the pleasant surprise of imagining him fitting so perfectly in the role. The image is clear in their mind’s eye: Grace in a room full of kids, surrounded by models of the solar system and a Rube Goldberg machine somewhere in the corner because he thinks it’s fun. It’s no wonder he was everyone’s favorite.
“Did you always want to be a teacher?”
Grace looks up at them, humming softly. “No, actually. I wanted to continue my research but,” he inhales, “y’know, stuff happens. So… stuff happened. Got all my funding pulled, I went back home, and there was an opening at GCMS. Seemed like the next best thing for me at the time.”
“It really does suit you, though. Being a teacher.”
He chuckles. “Well, yeah. I didn’t think I’d have a knack for it, but I guess I do. But a lot of it was just me growing into it. Those first few years were rough, trust me.”
Rocky speaks up again. “Rocky can imagine.”
“Hey!”
Kent cuts through what would be yet another argument between Grace and Rocky with a soft, “Rocky, can I get up now?”
“Why?”
“My muscles are getting pretty stiff.”
He bristles in disapproval, even as he complies with the request simply because it’s Kent asking. “Hm. Kent body strong but still poor design like Grace.”
“I’m afraid I’m just a sturdier version of a leaky space blob.”
Kent carefully crawls back up to the bigger, cove-like end of the tunnel. A thicker, airtight panel of xenonite hisses with a little pressure from their hand, opening like a regular door to another section. Rocky, being the genius that he is, scraped together an entire airlock chamber just for Kent. It’s really for his safety and not theirs, but the chamber is great for sparing Grace’s nostrils from inhaling the scent of Eau de Urine off Kent after every visit inside Rocky’s room. It’s only neat that smells don’t stick to their super suit (as Grace likes to call it).
They pat the xenonite once they’re out. “Thanks for the cuddles.”
“Yes yes. Grace banned from next cuddle session so no interruptions.”
Grace groans. “Oh, come on!”
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It’s so surreal being in his presence after so many years of just knowing about him. To Kent, he was always just a distant figure to be seen in photos, fragments of his life remembered in newspaper clippings.
It’s just so odd, they think. Kent had spent the last thirteen years surrounded by his myth. Ryland Grace: the science teacher from Grover Cleveland Middle who went off to distances never-before- explored by man, all in the name of trying to save the world. Nobody knew if he would ever come back, so it was just silently agreed upon by everyone who knew his name that he’d go down in history as a hero, for however long humanity might have left.
Seeing him now, kind and gentle and very much alive, stirs some strange feeling in Kent. He looks almost exactly the same as he did in all of his pictures. When they decided to come here to Tau Ceti, they’d been half-expecting to be met with the cold hard evidence of everyone’s fears: that the Hail Mary carried nothing but ghosts.
The shock of finding Grace still kicking was almost great enough to stop them in their tracks when they did find the ship spinning violently through space. Kent looks down, noticing that their hands have been trembling this whole time. It was such a close call. Their failure to act fast enough could’ve been the reason for humanity’s doom. They clench their fists, trying to steady themself. They’re here now. That’s what matters.
The central hub is now home to Rocky’s bedroom, where a large window lets in light from Tau Ceti with every rotation of the ship. It’s by this large window where Kent sits with Grace, watching their Eridian friend slumber. Kent can sense Grace’s unease at seeing Rocky so still, no doubt bring back memories from a few days ago. It’s all still a little fresh.
“I get to go home because of him,” Grace says softly, fiddling with his loose shoelaces.
Kent’s heart squeezes with something they can’t name. Pity? Sadness? Anger? None of them is the word they’re looking for. They knew the Hail Mary was a suicide mission. People all over the world bled their hearts out for the three astronauts sent on this voyage, but it’s different when you’re actually facing one of them. Kent can’t imagine being the person who sends these people off to their deaths, no matter how necessary it was. Especially not the sweet man sitting right next to them who, in the last couple of days, has been nothing but welcoming to someone any other person would be afraid of.
Before they can say anything, Grace adds, “I get to go home because of you, too. So. Thank you. If I haven’t said it already. I don’t think I can say it enough.”
“You don’t need to… do that…” Kent chuckles awkwardly.
He laughs. “Gosh, you’re worse than me when it comes to taking a compliment. Never thought I’d see the day.”
“Oh, stop. I just did what anyone else would’ve done,” they mumble.
“That’s objectively not true, because not everyone can do what you can do. Even if they could, I’m not sure they would.” Kent doesn’t expect the jadedness in Grace’s tone. He sighs when he sees their confusion. “All I’m saying is you chose to save us. You’re… good. My students would’ve loved you.”
“...You’re welcome.” Kent replies. “And for what it’s worth, it was the only decision worth making.”
Grace smiles.
They both sit in silence for a while, backs pressed against the big, round window. Two people floating across space, connected by a Petrova line.
Kent steals a glance at Grace, taking in the wounds on his face that have now healed into scabs, and the wrinkles that only serve to make his existence more real. This is not a dream, and he is not a ghost. He is alive. The man who haunts all of Earth with his legend—he’s alive. And he is also so much more than just that. They can see that now, why he was chosen to go on this mission.
They take in how the taulight shines on his face, kissing every freckle and scratch all the same, and they’re suddenly struck by such an acute feeling of knowing—that whatever may happen between now and the future, they’ll do everything in their power to make sure that Grace and Rocky save the stars and go home. They’ve never been more certain of anything else.
author's note: WOOOOO first chapter from kent's pov!!!
use your words — ryland grace x shy!f!reader ; basically just ryland “use your words” grace who gets off on hearing you say what you want + the glasses stay tf on (1.3k words)
18+ !!!! mdni !!!!! this is smut !!!!
(freak o’ clock is backkkk! you are needy and horny, there is piv penetration)
“Ryyyyy.”
You’re whiny and putty beside him on the bed as he works through his thesis.
It’s ass o’ clock in the morning, and there are papers strewn everywhere and his glasses are barely hanging on his face, and his eyes are fixated on the screen of his laptop.
From his peripheral vision, though, he can see you squeezing your thighs together, trying so hard not to be obvious. But he knows exactly what you want.
You’ve been trying to kiss him all night, trying to get him to do something. And while he enjoys the contact, he’s just very very close to being complete with his Review of Related Literature. After one last draft, he’d be done for the weekend.
“Rylandddd.” You wrap your arms around him, working hard to pull his mouth to yours.
This time, he finally relents, letting you taste his lips after hours of effort. And he loves it. Ravishes in how your arms tighten around him, the way you set his laptop aside so you can climb on his lap.
You’ve always been so shy. His sweet, shy girl. Barely initiating, and always blushing when he does. So, when you’re needy like this, he relishes every second of it.
“Not mad?” You’re still on his lips, so your words come out in a mumble. Your boyfriend easily annoys when he’s distracted from his work. You need to make sure he isn’t annoyed at you.
“Surprisingly not.”
It entices you, excites you as you dive back to keep nipping at his lower lip. He likes you like this. Likes how your fingers feel tightening around his biceps to keep him close. Likes how you roll your hips desperately against his clothed cock.
“Naughty girl.” Ryland pulls back, and you’re already trying to chase after his lips, eyes drooped and tunnelvisioned on his mouth. You only whine when you feel him bury his hands on the dip of your hips, halting your movements. “What is it you need, hm?”
“Ryy. Please. Please. Please.”
The words are desperate when they leave your mouth, your fingers transferring from his biceps to his hands on your hips to try and pry them off. You were starting to feel so good.
“Use your words.” He whispers against your ear, rough and raspy and so fucking dirty.
“Ryyyyy.”
You’re still shy, still unable to tell him what you need from him but Ryland wants to hear it so bad. Wants to hear you say you want him to fuck you, to use you.
“Words.”
One of his hands moves to bring your wrists together when you keep trying to pry wordlessly. “Don’t upset me, baby. You’re already on thin ice.”
His free hand traces your mouth, which is slightly open and trying to form the words he wants you to say. He sends a love tap against your cheek, encouraging you to tell him exactly what you need from him.
“Want you.” You whisper, eyes trailing down at his own lips before bringing your attention back to his eyes that are already looking down your loose top. His tongue moves over his lower lip as he drags a finger down your own bottom lip, stretching it out.
He wants nothing more than to shove his fingers in your mouth. “Be specific.”
“Want you to fuck me. Please.”
His hips buck up at the lewdness of your words, at how you’re so desperate for him to fuck you and fill you up. At the sight of your mouth forming those words, the sound of your sweet voice in sharp contrast with the filthy things you’re begging from him.
“You want me to fuck you? You’ll let me have you?”
“Please, please, please, please. Fuck me.”
“Good girl.”
He releases your hands, and it’s instant the way you latch your lips back on his. How you mimic your movements from earlier, trying desperately hard to create friction. How you pull at his shirt, tugging at it to let him know you want him to take it off.
“What did I tell you about using your words?” Ryland moans against your mouth, one finger hooking at the band of your shorts to pull them down your legs.
“Take it off, Ry, please.”
“Well, since you asked so nicely.” His shirt is immediately discarded, taking yours with it.
Ryland lets his eyes roam over you for a moment, at the cute matching underwear you’re wearing for him, at how you’re still grinding against him desperately. Almost needy. His cock twitches at the sight of you and your fucked out eyes and your swollen lips from kissing him so harshly a few minutes ago.
And you’re so fucked out that you don’t process how he’s suddenly left the bed, at how he’d pulled you by the legs and dragged you by the foot of the bed, at how he’s hooking his fingers into your underwear to pull them down your legs. He’s moving so slow, and you can’t help squirm at his pace. It’s exactly what he wants you to do.
He’s stood there, one hand stroking his hard cock at the sight of your squirming cunt while his other hand blindly fishes out for a condom in his drawer.
You’re getting more and more impatient as he works the condom down his cock, and you’re whining and being such a brat, and Ryland loves it. He loves the breath of relief that leaves your mouth in between your little moans when he finally hovers over you.
One of your hands grip at his arm when he moves to remove his glasses, and you’re shaking your head desperately. “No, no. Keep them on. I want them on.”
“Oh, you want me to keep my glasses?” He smirks, pushing it up his nose as you whimper at the sight of him above you, and how close his cock is from your heat. “What do you say when you want something?”
“Please.”
You’re pulling at his arm, bucking your hip to try and feel him. And you almost moan out when he finally reaches down to grip his cock, when he finally guides himself to press his tip against throbbing cunt. “Yes, yes, yes.”
God, he almost comes at your desperation, almost comes when he pushes himself deeper and you moan out so loud, so pretty. The sounds he’s making as he pushes himself in and out of you makes your cheeks turn pink, makes you wetter, makes you louder. And, the glasses do eventually fall off from how hard he’s fucking you.
“This what you wanted, huh?” His voice is rough, breath hot against your ears, and you can do nothing but repeatedly switch between ‘yes’ and ‘please’.
A very limited vocabulary as you’re so fucked out by the pleasure.
It only encourages him, fucking into you harder as you close your eyes shut at the overwhelming pleasure that’s filling you. You’re pulling at his hair and gripping his back and clawing at him and your hands and mouth can’t behave as he fucks you.
“God, your pussy feels so good around me. Open wider baby, I know you can do that for me. Be a good girl.” He grunts.
Ryland is a loud man during sex, whimpering and moaning into you just as much as you are. “You’re so sexy when you’re needy, baby. Fuuuh. So good.”
He’s still fucking into you, hard and fast. And when his eyes aren’t closed, they’re scanning your pretty face and the way your tits bounce after every thrust.
Your moans start to muffle when he drops his head down to kiss you as he keeps thrusting, keeps fucking you. And you’re so full of pleasure that you’re ill-prepared for the feeling of his other hand reaching down to your clit. The pressure of his length and his fingers together make you come around him, and Ryland whimpers at the way your pussy suddenly clenches around his cock.
“That’s it. That’s it, baby. So pretty and perfect letting me use you like this.”
He quickens his pace, hands gripping at your hips as he fucks himself into you until he finally comes, cock twitching inside of you as his hips stutter. He doesn’t draw out immediately, lets his cock keep filling you up even when you’re both trying to recover.
You’re breathing so heavily. Erratic. And he only pulls out after pressing a sweet kiss on your lips, letting himself drop down beside you on the bed.
i would take this one step further an au of an au of sorts:
coltand twins star wars au
im sending this into the void, do as you please with this idea LOL
heart palpitations daisy. literally too excited reading this because the thought of ryland who’s a molecular biologist and basically re-discovers the existence of midichlorians (after the fact of jedi becoming myth and m-counts no longer being a thing) and his twin brother colt who races speeders in the outer rim.
and eva stratt who’s a resistance general and comes to ryland trying to recruit him for research—and when colt finds out ryland actually said yes, he’s tracking his brother down and trying to get him to come home because war is a no-go.
AND reader who’s force-sensitive resistance intelligence (the twins are. enamored) and stratt somehow sending all three of them on a mission to research a vergence on an unclassified planet.
OHHH BIBI I KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO TAKE THIS AND EAT IT UP!!
i literally have no notes this is TEW good!! i can see this beautifully in my mind oh my godd!!
but i wanna add some things teehee :P :
colt finds ryland after scouring the galaxies and sees that he's adjusted (somewhat) to the resistance and colt is jealous that ryland as astromech (rocky or we can have eridians exist here too, the au is our oyster). stratt is surprised (not really though) by the appearance of colt and manages to wrangle him into the war and becomes one of the best pilots in the resistance.
force-sensitive reader who doesn't know they're force sensitive but knows something is different about them and its only until ryland looks at their m-count do they realize it and they have to keep it on the down-low otherwise things can go awry. OOOH that bit about being sent off to an unclassified planet to do research and reconnaissance is so perfect like. i have nothing to add to it (LIES check the tags LMFAO)
but trust when im like the coltland twins, im a fucking nerd and geeked out about your post and this LOL
ryland would be a competent partner. he’s a grown man who has lived on his own for years and doesn’t need to be told when to do the the things that are glaringly obvious and impossible to ignore. once he’s in a relationship, he doesn’t rely on his significant other to do the more mundane or tedious things that are required in day to day life. he just does them like he should. and he doesn’t expect praise for the meeting bare minimum requirements of being an adult and capable partner.
the trash is getting close to being full? he’s already tying it up and slipping on his shoes to take it outside without a word or making a fuss. he doesn’t leave the lid off and not replace the bag either, and when he notices the box is getting close to empty he makes a mental note to pick up another container of trash bags at the store.
every day at 3:15, like clockwork, your phone will buzz with a message from him asking if you need anything before he comes home. a sweet treat or a fun little drink from the store? something for dinner that you forgot to grab when you were out? and he knows you well, some days when you tell him that you don’t need anything, he still arrives home with your favorite candy and flowers “just because”.
he’s a planner, too. he takes the initiative to thoroughly plan and schedule dates. one outside date and one at home date every month, at least. it’s a requirement, he says, something for the two of you to look forward to. and it doesn’t just end after a few months of dating either. he keeps up with it, still going strong a few years into dating.
he helps cook dinner. then helps clean the dishes. the two of you are a unit that works together. you’ll rotate, some nights he’ll be doing the washing and you’ll be doing the drying, other nights you’ll be doing the washing and he’ll be doing the drying. he puts them back exactly where they belong too.
he doesn’t rely on you to remind him of deadlines or things going on that the two of you need to know about. he keeps a small pocket calendar in his backpack with important dates and messy scribbles of things he needs to remember. he writes down appointment dates and when bills are due as reminders for himself.
he knows how to do his laundry and doesn’t expect you to do it for him. he’ll even do yours too if he notices your basket piling up. he doesn’t have to ask which setting to use on the washer or where to put your clothes after they’ve dried. they’re folded and hung up exactly the same way you would do it yourself.
he’s emotionally mature. he doesn’t give you the silent treatment or make you wonder if there’s something wrong in your relationship. he talks through issues and he never raises his voice in anger towards you. he will give you space if you need it, but he’s always there at the end of the night to discuss problems and work through them.
he’s also competent in the bedroom, making sure to learn exactly how to work you up and where you like to be touched the most. he knows which words to whisper against your skin, when to give you praise, and when he needs to be a little more firm.
some nights he enjoys making you cum and expecting absolutely nothing in return. if you even mention that you’ve had a bad or stressful day to him, it’s not long before he’s got you spread open on the bed and he’s fucking into you with his fingers. he’ll do anything possible to alleviate any of your stress he can through pleasure.
he enjoys watching you fall apart for him, often times making you cum more than once before he’s even properly fucked you. he knows just how to angle his long fingers to reach that sensitive spot that you can’t reach yourself. he knows where to press his tongue and what parts of your skin to nip at with his teeth because it drives you insane.
he makes sure you’re ready for him, all wet and worked open before he finally does properly fuck you. and even then, he still makes sure to make you cum all over his cock before he lets himself release inside of you, or onto your stomach if you ask him not to cum inside.
that’s another thing, he never pressures you into things you don’t want to do, and he absolutely never makes you feel bad if you just aren’t feeling up to it some nights. he knows that he is more than capable to take care of himself on those nights.
ryland grace is a capable partner and he knows it, but it’s not something he thinks he should pride himself on, it’s just the default to him. in fact, he’s absolutely astonished at some of the man-child horror stories you’ve told him from past relationships, but while you’re with him, there won’t be any new stories to add to that list.