cari

perpetually flustered mainly strike but kinda multifandom

[hauntedbyshakespeare]

[cormoranstruck]

I’ve finished it

I cannot cope

[cormoranstruck]

Waterstones haven’t dispatched my book yet and I’m getting angrier by the hour

[cormoranstruck]

Where on earth do I find this German sample? If someone sends me a link I’ll love you forever!

[cormoranstruck]

I found it and I have THOUGHTS

[cormoranstruck]

Where on earth do I find this German sample? If someone sends me a link I’ll love you forever!

[cormoranstruck]

I’m ovulating so I’m writing fanfiction about accidental pregnancy to soothe my empty womb

Will it see the light of day

Who knows

[cormoranstruck]

Okay well it works great for two different fandoms and I can see how both pan out as I write them

I’m gonna have to do two stories aren’t I

[cormoranstruck]

I’m ovulating so I’m writing fanfiction about accidental pregnancy to soothe my empty womb

Will it see the light of day

Who knows

[cormoranstruck]

sorry corm trying to tell ilsa that he was trying to tell robin he loved her before he died are you categorically fucking shitting me

[cormoranstruck]

I need some angsty strike fic, gimme ur recs

[hjellacott]

All my Strike fics are drama/angst/romance

[cormoranstruck]

consider me sold

[cormoranstruck]

I need some angsty strike fic, gimme ur recs

[mysteredelanuit]

dissociation

the bell jar (1963) by sylvia plath // sputnik sweetheart (1999) by haruki murakami // "i hear a star, i spoke to god (study 1)" by madeline hutchinson // digital print by bahira motaz shaheen // love is a laserquest from suck it and see (2011) by arctic monkeys

[neverbesokind]

family martyr

my mother & I - lucy dacus | matilda - harry styles | miss americana - netflix | I just wasn't made for these times - the beach boys | first love / late spring - mitski | tropic morning news - the national

[cormoranstruck]

Well this hit me like a socker to the fucking guts

My whole childhood was defined by my gender and place in the family - the youngest by a good many years, and the only girl. I was the different one so I needed to break the mould - I needed to be the bright, clever, hardworking peace-keeper. But, I also needed to be quiet, timid, girly and polite.

When I grew up to be someone with the capability to be brash, defiant, stubborn and forceful, this didn’t suit anyone. I became too clever and too bright to the point I could see through them all and call them out on their bullshit, which people don’t tend to enjoy. It was liberating sure, but it was exhausting and led to many many many fights. My inherent need to protect my mother, the sweetest person, not similarly blessed with my levels of verbal self defence, led to some wild arguments. And then it all got too much, and I left. But the guilt of “dissenting”, of “dumping” them, weirdly still remains.

[dcigenehunt-deactivated20231112]

UPTOWN GIRL (Ashes to Ashes)

[selquet]

Love is awful! It’s awful. It’s painful. It’s frightening. Makes you doubt yourself, judge yourself. Distance yourself from the other people in your life. Makes you selfish. Makes you creepy! Makes you obsessed with your hair. Makes you cruel! Makes you say and do things you never thought you would do! It’s all any of us want and it’s hell when we get there! So, no wonder it’s something we don’t want to do on our own.

FLEABAG | 2.06

[cormoranstruck]

still not over him

[cormoranstruck]

ok why have I been followed by 50+ porn bots

[cormoranstruck]

my brother wanted help with an application to work where i work so i “helped” him write a pretty poor application to avoid an argument, thought there was no way they’d progress an application that bad, only now he’s been invited to an interview and my anxiety is through the roof

he’s a horrible person and would be terrible at this job, plus i love my job and it’s MINE, why does he need to copy me when he spent so long patronising me about my work only to ask for help applying for the same thing??

if he gets this job i will be so upset, i worked so hard to get where i am and now he’s riding my coat tails

[cormoranstruck]

i read enough spencer reid fanfic I’m genuinely surprised I’ve never written any