I just got broken up with. I don’t know how to feel. I just kept saying lol and I can’t bring myself to cry. Though my chest physically hurts. I know you had problems I just wish you let me in more and let me be by your side. You don’t have any friends and I’m concerned for who you are going to go to. I appreciate your concern for me but I will be okay. I’m just so numb right now. I don’t know what to do. Do I give back the necklace I wore everyday that you gave me. Do I delete our pintrest board with visions for our future. I really thought you were the one. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to tell my parents. I don’t want to tell my friends. I don’t want to tell our pervious bosses. I don’t know how you could do this to me. You says it’s all on you and I shouldn’t feel bad. How could I not feel bad. As I read your text I laughed because I couldn’t cry. I felt silly like this wasn’t real life. I still have really cried. I love you and I don’t know how to stop doing that. Tomorrow will come and I won’t tell you good morning for the first time in over a year. I really wanted you to be the one. I was going to give up on having kids for you. I was going to move to Austin for you. I’m not saying this for you to feel bad. I just need you to know.
