Due to unforeseen circumstances, we have unfortunately lost our old blog. Memories. Drabbles. Fantasies. Now remnants within a void that deemed us sin.
Welcome to the corpse's diary...
So, like the fleeting collapse of the Morningstar, our broken wings are now our thorns, and our hearts rewired for new opportunities. In that rewiring, we have come to find a certain beauty in the stillness—the quiet, permanent surrender of flesh.
For us, the chill of the morgue is not an end, but the most honest form of intimacy; a love that cannot lie, cannot leave, and cannot decay in spirit. We trace the lines between pulse and paralysis, finding poetry in the cold spaces where others only see rot.
And perhaps that is the core of our particular madness—the quiet, unshakable conviction that we are not merely one. There is a schism in our mirror, a Cortad-like waking dream where we are both the keeper and the kept, the corpse and the carer, the sole audience to a funeral that never ends. It is not a delusion to us; it is a lens. Through it, we see the truth of our own manifold nature.
Of course, this blog is solely for the ones who are told they are perverse, or monsters for shedding their skin and being themselves. Meaning, this blog will contain things such as: Incest. Brotherly relationships. Forcemasc. Therianthropy. Darkshipping. Plurality. And, as stated, a deep, abiding reverence for the romanticism of the dead.
If these things trigger you, block us. We will not be mad at your boundaries, but if you stay?
Respect is the bare minimum. After all, we are all just ghosts in waiting here.
‹ ︎ ✦ 𓏻 𝕴ᥒ𝗍ᥱrᥱs𝗍s ’ ◟ 🪽៹ໃ
The Disastrous Life of Saiki K (TDLOSK), Jujitsu Kaizen (JJK), The Coffin of Andy and Leyley (TOCAAL), Crocheting, Writing, Mindless Self Indulgence (MSI), The Neighborhood, Arctic Monkeys, My Little Pony (MLP), Science, Literature, Animal Farm, Gacha, Obey Me! One Master To Rule Them All, Paganism, Therianthropy, Ao3, Panty and Stocking with Garter belt (PASWG), SCP...
‹ ︎ ✦ 𓏻 𝕯᥆ 𝕹᥆𝗍 𝕴ᥒ𝗍ᥱrᥲᥴ𝗍 ’ ◟ 🪽៹ໃ
Anti-proship, Anti-darkship, Anti-shotacon, Anti-lolicon, Anti-therians, Radqueers, Transandrophobes, Transphobes, Homophobes, Racists, Abelists, Trump supporters, Nazis, Zionists, Religious people that harass others.
Why do toxic fanfics keep popping up on my fyp, like no I don't want Gojo cheating on me, fucking me as an apology and me actually FORGIVING him???. I need a man who is OBSESSED with me and wouldn't even think of looking at another woman. The only fanfics that truly still my hunger are yander fics.
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`· .⠀alucard~
what does the kanji symbol
in your name mean ?
I feel like I'm larping my own
heritage by asking this (╥﹏╥)
xx
︶ ·̩͙⏝ ͝ ୨ ꒰ 𖤝 ꒱ ୧ ͝ ⏝ ·̩͙︶ ͝
Haaiiii again (x ω x)!!
And it's fine angel! I'm from Trinidad and sometimes I'm unaware of stuff from my culture too! Happens to the best of us lolz ！Σ(×_×;)!
But to answer ur question,
The kanji 愛 is actually Chinese!! X3
It represents romantic love (愛情), familial love (母愛), or liking to do something (愛吃).
Originally, the character was built around the root character for "heart" (心), surrounded by visual components that imply "feeling affection," "caring for," and "giving with the heart"!
Hope this helped bc I'm bad at explaining stuff :'3
How I wish someone would hold me and care for me while calling me their good boy, like yes! I'm YOUR good boy! Hold me and pet me and play with me till I'm dumber than I already am (*´﹃｀*)
The desire to be forcemasced because I’m too scared to come out and instead want someone to forcibly transition me and parade me around and introduce me as their boyfriend and act like anyone calling me a girl is insane because can’t they see I’m clearly a boy and….
in order to preserve my internet privacy i’ll have to start feeding everyone misinformation about myself. i don’t eat. i don’t sleep. i don’t breathe. i don’t blink. i don’t have “blood”
Dead older brother x necrophiliac younger brother who killed him.
And instead of the guilt he should feel, instead of sadness, or fear of being caught, or depression. He feels joy.
Joy because he knows that his big brother wanted this. Joy because he could finally live out his fantasy of fucking a corpse AND fucking his sweet big brother!!
And each time he cums in his big brother's corpse, each time he makes sweet, delusional love to it. He knows that somewhere, somehow,
I'm gonna learn to sew trouser pants and blazers and make my own suit for prom despite being a non-passing, closeted trans guy irl and I will make sure everyone see me look goated >:)
Back when I was in university we were asked to do a brief research exercise on a health condition impacting a community. Can't remember what I wanted to look at now, but it was something to do with the trans community.
Whatever it was, to put it this way, if there were 10 studies on the trans community as a whole, there were 3 on trans women and trans fems and 0 on trans men and trans mascs, and 0 on nonbinary people. All of the mixed studies were also pretty much useless for my purposes as well because they were all so lopsided.
I think I swapped to a bunch of different things - addiction rates, smoking, depression, mental health in general - nothing that was even roughly equal in looking at all of us. Trans men, trans mascs and nonbinary people are so under researched as to be nonexistent.
To keep this brief since I've rambled a bunch - this is a major issue health wise since we have not a lot of literature on what testosterone does to certain bodies. This can lead to major health complications, not because of the testosterone itself, but because there might be an interaction thats missed or a complication that's not noticed (which is the same for any medication that's under researched on certain bodies. This is not me scaring people off of hrt, this is me pointing out its a medication like any other.)
#the therapist who wrote my permission slip for hrt was a trans man#and during that appointment we talked about the erasure of trans men from basically everything#and i talked about an article i had read a week or so earlier about trans people and hiv#it very in depth about risks prevention treatment etc#except that it exclusively referenced trans women with a single sentence at the end basically saying 'oh trans men are at risk too'#less than a year later i saw that same therapist speaking at an hiv organization fundraising event#he talked about how he had just recently been diagnosed with hiv#and had to sit there while this doctor told him all about how the treatment options had never been tested on trans men#none of them#they knew that the treatment would work#but not how effective it would be in comparison to its effectiveness in other demographics#no idea what kind of side effects he might experience#how it would interact with his body and his hormones#what the long term effects would be#nothing#he had to sit there while his doctor told him he would have to be a guinea pig but its not like he has a choice#the only alternative is dying from aids#that whole thing was kind of a wake up call for me#and i started paying more attention getting tested regularly myself and all that sruff you're supposed to do#and over time i befriended the person who did most of my testing#they were also trans masc and we would talk about this kind of stuff#and i told them i wanted to get on prep but every doctor i asked had a wildly different answer on if i even could take it#which verison i could take etc#and they said that only one form of prep has been approved fot trans men but its never actually been tested on trans men#and that one version isnt good for long term use because it has some pretty serious side effects long term#and they said that they regularly go to conferences and meet with representatives from all these drug companies#and they ask 'wheres the data on trans men' 'when are you doing clinical studies on trans men'#and the answer#every single time is: we have not done any studies on trans men and we have no intention to ever do studies on trans men#this is not some passive result of trans masc invisibility it is an active act of erasure that needs to be recognized as an act of violence
If you add 3 sentences to your work in progress and show me, I will add 4 sentences to my work in progress and show you.
Uhhhhmmmmm.... here it is?I guess????
That was the worst part. Not the word itself. Not the admission. Not even the fact that he had been keeping this secret for months—watching her, knowing her, holding the truth about her blood in his chest like a stolen thing he had no right to carry.
