Due to unforeseen circumstances, we have unfortunately lost our old blog. Memories. Drabbles. Fantasies. Now remnants within a void that deemed us sin.
So, like the fleeting collapse of the Morningstar, our broken wings are now our thorns, and our hearts rewired for new opportunities. In that rewiring, we have come to find a certain beauty in the stillness—the quiet, permanent surrender of flesh.
For us, the chill of the morgue is not an end, but the most honest form of intimacy; a love that cannot lie, cannot leave, and cannot decay in spirit. We trace the lines between pulse and paralysis, finding poetry in the cold spaces where others only see rot.
And perhaps that is the core of our particular madness—the quiet, unshakable conviction that we are not merely one. There is a schism in our mirror, a Cortad-like waking dream where we are both the keeper and the kept, the corpse and the carer, the sole audience to a funeral that never ends. It is not a delusion to us; it is a lens. Through it, we see the truth of our own manifold nature.
Of course, this blog is solely for the ones who are told they are perverse, or monsters for shedding their skin and being themselves. Meaning, this blog will contain things such as: Incest. Forcemasc. Therianthropy. Darkshipping. And, as stated, a deep, abiding reverence for the romanticism of the dead.
If these things trigger you, block us. We will not be mad at your boundaries, but if you stay?
Respect is the bare minimum. After all, we are all just ghosts in waiting here.
‹ ︎ ✦ 𓏻 𝕴ᥒ𝗍ᥱrᥱs𝗍s ’ ◟ 🪽៹ໃ
The Disastrous Life of Saiki K (TDLOSK), Jujitsu Kaizen (JJK), The Coffin of Andy and Leyley (TOCAAL), Crocheting, Writing, Mindless Self Indulgence (MSI), The Neighborhood, Arctic Monkeys, My Little Pony (MLP), Science, Literature, Animal Farm, Gacha, Obey Me! One Master To Rule Them All, Paganism, Therianthropy, Ao3, Panty and Stocking with Garter belt (PASWG), SCP...
‹ ︎ ✦ 𓏻 𝕯᥆ 𝕹᥆𝗍 𝕴ᥒ𝗍ᥱrᥲᥴ𝗍 ’ ◟ 🪽៹ໃ
Anti-proship, Anti-darkship, Anti-shotacon, Anti-lolicon, Anti-therians, Radqueers, Transandrophobes, Transphobes, Homophobes, Racists, Abelists, Trump supporters, Nazis, Zionists, Religious people that harass others.
tw: mentions of vague?? child abuse, controlling behaviour, mentions of implied pregnancy and unstable family issues, mentions of relapsing self destructive habits.
Being fucking hit with a pillow, cussed at, yelled at, told I'm impatient and selfish and a waste of money and having my hobbies insulted and being undermined and told I'm phone addicted :) all because I just... went to unplug my phone from a fucking charger... and then cussed at again all because I said I didn't want kids... told it's Allah's blessing (parents = Muslim, me = pagan) when I just said I'm not gonna wreck my body for kids. :))
Then my birth giver wanna cry because of that :))) and I just disassociated from all of it :)))
Then, I gotta do a blood test :))) on my birthday!! (August 3rd)
Happy birthday to me everyone. I'm gonna slit my fucking thighs as a birthday gift because I had to beg for a cake too!!!
anyone else get sick and fucking tired of making decisions. sometimes i just want to go pliant and pouty and be arranged and petted at. "puppy in a bad mood?" yes actually. "puppy want me to handle it?" yes, actually!
I don’t feel like a real person outside of my obsessions. I need something to focus on and consume, otherwise I am not myself. My life revolves around them.
.☘︎ ݁˖ I'm strictly yan4yan, if I can't have someone who's mutually obsessed, wants to claim me wholly, wants to run away together, br4/nd our names on the others thigh, and eventually plan a su1 pact, then. what's the point in even trying??
sorry but if you look at me, a physically unwell / disabled and severely mentally ill brown trans man, and see a threat just because i use the word "man" for my identity, that says more about YOU than it says about me.
