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•he/them/its• https://toyhou.se/wyhoku I’m a miserable mess of a man

[corvalolumn]

Mad dog Norman, emokid Norman and adult Norman portrait 🦦🦦🦦

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Happy Clay Man

This is my new oc for a story I’m writing. Their name is The Clay Man because they change their face sometimes. Their skin sheds and their face changes its form to look like a recently deceased person. And they can’t control it, so they have a lot of problems with their identity. I’m planning to write a small “book” about their life, maybe around 30 pages long, and I’m currently on page 10! The story will be quite grotesque and with a bit of body horror, and this painting is just them being happy in spring time haha

It was actually drawn for the xp pen challenge “the gentle illusion of spring” and I’m hoping to get a new graphic tablet cus mine is falling apart a little lol

[hypodermicflies]

juliet and the bird

[irgerge]

"the trip"

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A few days ago I came out as non-binary to my mom!💛🤍💜🖤!!!!

For a long time I felt extremely miserable and hopeless. It was quite a weird state of being, I was still alive but I couldn’t function like a normal human.

Now I’m seeing a therapist and I take meds! They really help me to be more me if that makes sense. At some point I thought that taking meds would make me less me, I would somehow loose some kind of quirk or whimsy that I have in me. But it did the opposite!! My whimsy is shining like never before, I am happy and fulfilled, probably for the first time in my life. If before I thought that coming out would make everything horrible, that I would ruin my life by doing it, then when taking meds it made me full of hope and joy. I was still quite nervous about telling my mom I’m non-binary, but at the same time I had this unexplainable feeling of confidence that everything will go well. And it did. It went wonderfully and my mom was thrilled to know something so personal about me, it brought us closer and I even think that she loves me even more because I was honest with her!

Of course, this isn’t the case with everybody. People can be mean and disrespectful, even with their own children. Some people may get kicked out just because they are “wrong” or “weird”. But at the end of the day, the most important thing is that YOU yourself is comfortable and secure with your identity. So, this is my message to y’all queer folks - no matter how much the world hates us - I will always love you. Seek help, if not from your parents or friends - then from a specialist and people online! Live your life and hope for the best, because I know that it’ll get better eventually!!

[hypodermicflies]

i miss u

[grilled-chez]

i’m obsessed with him

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I ONCE DRESSED UP AS HIM FOR HALLOWEEN AAAAHHHH

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My Lovey Dovey Munchkin Man 💗💗💗

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It’s… a… SHOW STOPPIN NUMBER!

A real show STOPPER!

A show stoppin number C’MOOOOON!

I desperately want to draw Henry and his 6 dead exes together if you have any ideas for poses or maybe headcanons for their appearances I’m happy to find out!!!

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IM DRAWING THE WORKIN BOYS TOGETHER GANG

[corvalolumn]

It’s… a… SHOW STOPPIN NUMBER!

A real show STOPPER!

A show stoppin number C’MOOOOON!

I desperately want to draw Henry and his 6 dead exes together if you have any ideas for poses or maybe headcanons for their appearances I’m happy to find out!!!

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It’s so funny how I only got in starkids NOW… I’m drawing Henry again lol

[ranuunculus]

I translated my essay on the converging themes of Kafka's Metamorphosis and Dir en Grey's The Blossoming Beelzebub into English if anyone wants to give it a read :]

you dont have to download the pdf, you should be able to read it on the site no problem!

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BESTIARY OF DREVOMOR

Chapter 2 - The Living Earth

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BESTIARY OF DREVOMOR

Chapter 1 - The Doppelgänger

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My sweetest communist daughter

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Unfortunately I CANT FIND a damn way to change the interface keys into English so the game will probably be fully in Russian when I first release it… but I’ll try to find a way to make it into English later on

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THE SUBLIME vol.1 is now in development! A video game full of mastery and misery!