Just Kade As Hell

A place to smoke the hell up, and trip the hell out.

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Escalator spin trick

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Art by Erlend Robaye

[cosmic-pineapple420]

Need to escape, life is just the worst nightmare on repeat. Nothing seems like it should be happening, or like it should have happened. I need to escape, but there’s nowhere left to go. Trapped inside my own head, pushed up against the wall, with no turns, no options. Where is next? Overwhelming thoughts fill my brain, as everything in my life becomes dull and grey. there’s no where left to go. life has somehow left this world. It is silent. the color has vanished, the feeling is gone. there is nothing left. nowhere left to go. nothing left to find. I don’t want to be here anymore, experiencing, learning, yearning, hurting, Suffering. Robbed from experience and emotion. Most feelings pass, this one has learned to take a hold of me. use me. I’m addicted to what was. with the illusion things can still go back to how they were. with the delirium that I somehow, through all this, am ok. I worry I can’t hold on much longer. In some form or another, “I” don’t exist anymore, I’m already long gone, a memory of who I used to be. filled with regret and hatred. Can I go on. I need to escape

[cosmic-pineapple420]

You didn’t break me

All your efforts were in vein. You mean nothing to me. All you are doing is hurting your child. I know you were cheating on me. All you are doing now, is making me regret ever have meeting you in City Park. I hope you’re happy with the way things turned out. I can’t blame you for this learned behavior. You’re the absolute worst person I have ever met. Have fun losing your kid in 4 years.

[cosmic-pineapple420]

Regrets

Unfortunate I had to run into and meet someone as awful and viscous as you. I regret letting you into my life, and allowing you to cause this much torture and pain to my family and myself. If I ever had the hindsight of knowing what kind of person you were and what your family was capable of. I NEVER would have been with you. You were Manipulative, and emotionally abusive. The most toxic person I have ever had the pleasure of crossing paths with. I have never felt so much pain or regret. She goes on to make my life a living terror at every moment she can catch. She does not hesitate to make things worse at every turn. Yet somehow, I am the one with a problem. I will have my son.

[cosmic-pineapple420]

I Never Want to See you Again

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[cosmic-pineapple420]

https://www.health.harvard.edu/blog/medical-marijuana-2018011513085

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https://www.healthline.com/health/medical-marijuana/benefits-of-marijuana

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Reblog and see if you get a color.

[dmt-in-my-brain]

PURPLE: We near never speak, but I do enjoy your presence on my dashboard.

FUCHSIA: I wish I could become your best friend through the internet.

GREY: You leave me with jumbled words.

RED: I'm in love with you.

PINK: I have a crush on you.

TURQUOISE: You're hot.

CHARTREUSE: I sincerely wish you would notice me.

TEAL: We have quite a lot in common.

BLUE: You are my Tumblr crush.

ORANGE: I dislike your page.

YELLOW: PLEASE FUCK ME.

WHITE: PLEASE MARRY ME.

GREEN: I find you cute.

BLACK: I would date you.

BROWN: I dislike you.

[sakuralolita]

[valorieloduska]

Imagine: a forest clearing and a cottage. you’re drying herbs and your favorite record is playing on your record player. you’ve got muffins in the oven, and a gentle breeze is coming through the windows. you’re happy, and everything is right.

[olbaid-st]

Mandelbrot Landscape #52 Voxel-brot

This is a 4th power #Mandelbrot Set zoom #fractal video rendered with #Blender. 

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Shallow Mandelbrot #30 North Star

This is a #Mandelbrot Set zoom #fractal video rendered with #UltraFractal6. This video is based on the following fractal art still image. https://www.deviantart.com/olbaid-st/art/Mandelbrot-188-North-Star-868841970

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hype

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[trancowboy]

i don’t know who decided that happy endings were boring but i wanna fight them. happy endings make all the bad shit that characters go through worth it, there’s nothing boring about that.