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24 He/Him this is where a space dog goes to hide from the eyes of god

[cosmic-puppy-hideaway]

Time for a pinned post

Yo, I’m 25, trans male, and an unowned puppy. I made this side blog to hide my more...shameful. kinks. If you’ve seen my main no you haven’t. Call me Nix, or Nico, or good boy.

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Help me out

Venmo: @Biknix

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DNI if

Fat fetishists, detrans, sissy, radfem, “gender critical”, any kind of nazi bullshit

KINKS

-Omorashi (bladder control, wetting, holding)

-Petplay/Puppy play (sub)

-ABDL/babyfur

-Orgasm control/denial

-Ageplay

-Edging

-Oral fixation

-Maw play

-frotting

-waxplay

-intoxication

-somno

-faceshots

PASS

-scat

-emeto

-eprocto

-sniffing/huffing

-degradation

-dubcon/rape/kidnapping

-painplay

This list is nonconclusive and may be updated at a later date. Im learning more and more about myself every day.

*to an extent, and the people around need to have consented to what they see

[cosmic-puppy-hideaway]

It is such a pain tryna find fuckin,,, jag off material when you're not into regular porn. Like im either on FA, or that one E website you know the one. And im always browsing the same 3 or 4 tags ive run out of new stuff smh

[cosmic-puppy-hideaway]

Lets break it down

I hate babytalk. I didnt "pee pee" or "tinkle" or god forbid "weeweed" its just pee.

I dont need a "baba" its bottle or maybe sippy cup. Or just cup. Call it a cup. Sippy cups are too small anyways i drink a lot of water

Onesies are cute but give me pants. I need pants. And i prefer long footie pajamas when possible anyways. Do not make me tommy pickles i hate not wearing pants unless im in bed going to sleep.

Pacifiers are nice because my teeth clench and gives me an excuse to not speak.

Do not condescend me

Do not infantalize me

Yes i stil like diapers but not because i need them ive never needed them i have 100% control over my bladder (and dont call it potty training im grown)

1-4 is no longer accurate. More like 8-16

The diapers are not because im "too little" for the "potty" its cuz if im in little space i want one less thing to worry about and not having to go in and out of the bathroom every time i need to, which is often, is excellent. Plus i just...I just *like* pissing myself. It feels good.

So if i had a cg, they would be in charge of checking me and changing me every once in a while. I wouldnt need 24/7 care just like. A few days a month lemme just...be. no expectations of maturity. Experiencing every big feeling and every bit of fussiness and childlike wonder without judgement. Playing with my toys and watching fun movies. I need gentleness, not condescension and not full parenting. And its just like casual about it. Checks are a hand down my pants and a casual "did you pee?" And they don't even expect me to answer, because they dont expect me to speak. Thats the kicker. I dont want to be required to speak up or rely on my own perception.

Im grown. Im just a little childish.

All this to say, im a middle now.

[cosmic-puppy-hideaway]

Im also really not into ageplay anymore. Honestly im not much into any sexual stuff anymore. This blog only remains open because i do still have a piss fetis, but only in specific circumstances and ways. I still am incapable of having accidents or getting desperate and i still dont like watersports in the way it's usually done. Clothes stay on and it stays below the belt. Unless im the one doing it. Then its free game.

[cosmic-puppy-hideaway]

Lets break it down

I hate babytalk. I didnt "pee pee" or "tinkle" or god forbid "weeweed" its just pee.

I dont need a "baba" its bottle or maybe sippy cup. Or just cup. Call it a cup. Sippy cups are too small anyways i drink a lot of water

Onesies are cute but give me pants. I need pants. And i prefer long footie pajamas when possible anyways. Do not make me tommy pickles i hate not wearing pants unless im in bed going to sleep.

Pacifiers are nice because my teeth clench and gives me an excuse to not speak.

Do not condescend me

Do not infantalize me

Yes i stil like diapers but not because i need them ive never needed them i have 100% control over my bladder (and dont call it potty training im grown)

1-4 is no longer accurate. More like 8-16

The diapers are not because im "too little" for the "potty" its cuz if im in little space i want one less thing to worry about and not having to go in and out of the bathroom every time i need to, which is often, is excellent. Plus i just...I just *like* pissing myself. It feels good.

So if i had a cg, they would be in charge of checking me and changing me every once in a while. I wouldnt need 24/7 care just like. A few days a month lemme just...be. no expectations of maturity. Experiencing every big feeling and every bit of fussiness and childlike wonder without judgement. Playing with my toys and watching fun movies. I need gentleness, not condescension and not full parenting. And its just like casual about it. Checks are a hand down my pants and a casual "did you pee?" And they don't even expect me to answer, because they dont expect me to speak. Thats the kicker. I dont want to be required to speak up or rely on my own perception.

Im grown. Im just a little childish.

All this to say, im a middle now.

[cosmic-puppy-hideaway]

Tag your scat you nasty fucks.

[cosmic-puppy-hideaway]

Im not a little. At least, not in the baby sense. I want my autonomy. I have perfect control of my bladder and faculties. I just...want help sometimes. I want to be allowed to let go and just ..be. without expectations that i need to act a certain way because im grown. I want to be able to stomp and yell and cry about how unfair the world is. I want to be able to squeal and dance and giggle when something fun is happening. I want to be silly and line up my toys and kiss my stuffies on the face and dance to blues clues and care bears.

Im a grown ass man.

Im just...desperate to be childish.

And i dont want to sexualize it anymore.

Do NOT touch me do NOT tease me and do NOT FLIRT WITH ME. i dont WANT IT. I am a HUMAN BEING with STANDARDS and there is MORE TO LIFE than SEX. sex is WEIRD.

[cosmic-puppy-hideaway]

I dreamed i had an accident. I usually go to bed bottomsless but i woke up at some point to use the bathroom and ended up in bed with my boxer briefs. In my dream i was sitting with someone, and i could feel the fabric of my briefs slowly getting wet, but i didnt even notice i was having an accident until i felt the seat get wet. It was trickling out so slowly and so steadily i thought it was just... regular crotch wetness that happens.

I wish it wouldve happened in waking world too 😔

[cosmic-puppy-hideaway]

I kindve hate babyfurs.

Why do i hate babyfurs?

they dont use the tag systems

whats the 2 main things i hate in abdl?

Messing, and Spanking. Spanking is a vague trigger but i dont hate it as much as messing. messing is disgusting. its nasty. it makes me feel nauseous.

What do babyfurs almost NEVER FUCKING TAG?

THEIR MESSING.

it is such an EASY THING TO DO

JUST ADD

THE MESSING

TAG

JUST ADD THE FUCKING TAG AND I WILL NEVER HAVE TO SEE YOUR SHITFILLED BROWN STAINED DIAPERS I DONT WANNA SEE IT

TAG YOUR SCAT

[justpottytime]

cute thought: a nonverbal little, sitting on the kitchen floor where they can spread out, playing with blocks or something. suddenly, CG hears little one going "mmm... mmn!" and whining, and when they look over, they see little one wiggling and fidgeting... they've even got the hem of their shirt lifted in their lil fist, and they're looking down at their lap, but they're partially turned away from CG, so CG can't quite tell what-- oh,

CG spots a gently expanding dark patch creeping across the fabric of their little's pants as their butt starts to get wet, and soon, a faintly yellow puddle starts to creep out from where they're sitting and spread across the floor. it's obvious now that little one is peeing in their shorts.

CG goes over to them, nice and calm, and asks little in a soothing voice if they're wet. the answer is very obvious from looking at them... their crotch is still glistening and burbling with a trapped stream of fresh warm urine... but little one looks up at them, brow furrowed, and nods as though they're glad they were asked, so they could respond without having to try and talk to report their condition.

CG had grabbed a towel from the hamper in the hallway on their way over... it needed a wash anyway. CG holds it lightly between their little's legs, so it can help soak up their puddle a bit. it's as if that gave baby permission, because little lets out a small sigh, and their stream starts hissing very loudly. the liquid is still trapped by the fabric of their shorts, so the stronger pressure makes the wet spot spread higher up their abdomen, all the way to their waistband, and tiny waterfalls of pee are cascading out of the leg holes... the towel is barely doing anything to contain it all.

after they're done, CG has their little strip off their pants and undies, leave them on the floor, and walk their still damp little bare behind right into the bathroom for a quick shower.

How cute! Nonverbal littles can't really be expected to let their CG know when it's potty time, so an accident was probably inevitable, and CG was prepared for it... If perhaps a bit surprised by just how much came out of their little one once the towel was in place! That floor's going to need a proper cleaning once little's done with their shower...

Thanks for the ask!

[cosmic-puppy-hideaway]

"You changed your pants?" My cg says as i shuffle into the room.

"huh?" I play dumb, looking down at my pants and picking at the fabric, "oh yeah, they were too warm."

"your thin pants that you wear specifically when its warm? They were too hot?"

"...yeah."

"And you didn't, say, pee your pants again?"

"No, i dont do that." I huff, ignoring my reddenig cheeks as i cross my arms. "I have impeccable bladder control and you know this."

"so if i go to the laundry room right now, i wont see a pair of potty soaked pajama pants?"

"n..no...no definitely not." I deny as usual. It wasnt exactly a lie. Unless they went digging through the basket i doubted they would find my hidden evidence.

"uhhuh..." My cg sighs, setting aside whatever it is they were doing. "Come on."

"wh- you dont need to check now i told you i-"

"i said come on." They give me a stern look, and lead me off down the hall. Im confused as we pass right by the laundry room, and head instead for the...nursery? The back room, which was once a guest room, now converted into a room full of toys, soft furniture, a changing table, and blankies.

My cg says nothing as they lead me into room. I know whats coming, and i stare down at the ground as I come in, my face a bright red.

"hop up." They pat the changing table.

"bu- but i dont- i dont need a-"

"eithe get up here right now or there's gonna be trouble." They put on that stern voice that has me feeling a stroke of fear, and i can only whine as I climb up onto the changing table as commanded.

"lay back."

I want to protest, but one look from my cg has me laying back as told. With one motion my fresh, dry pj pants are pulled down and off, leaving me fully exposed from the waist down.

"if you think im gonna be following you around with towels and new pants every 20 minutes just because you decided you dont wanna use the potty, you got another thing comin lil buddy. "

I cover my face as the powder goes on, and the thick, cartoon patterned diaper is taped up around my waist.

"there, isnt that better?" They give a couple pats to my diapered crotch. I sit up, letting out a whine as i look down at myself.

"i don' need it..."

"and i dont need you leaking on my furniture just cuz you think its fine to potty in your pants. If you're gonna reject your potty privileges then you can play the part you so clearly wanna play."

[pericrinkle]

[penisu]

[cosmic-puppy-hideaway]

My libido has been dead for a while. I dont feel like doing, looking at, or even thinking about anything sexual for a few weeks now. I havent even gotten diapered, havent felt like it.

This morning, for the first time in a while, i peed myself. On purpose, just because i like the sensation. I spent a while in bed letting out leaks as they came, my laundry's currently being washed. I did it for fun, for no one else, jsut because i like the feeling of peeing myself.

Im diapered now, and i intend to be all day

I want a friend group where thats normal. Like once in a while someone just checks my diaper to see how much ive peed and changes me. And theres no need for babying or regression talk its just. Normal. Like its just expected. And if im not wearing one then thats also normal. Im not in the mood to be a pants wetter and thats fine. If i went the bed i can jsut wash it and its fine. I like the idea of just. Going. Going when i went. Who cares if its in bed on my floor or in my pants? Itll get cleaned up one way or another. I like how it feels so why worry?

[cosmic-puppy-hideaway]

I love the idea of shuffling up to someone, hugging their arm and tell them i peed.

And they go, "oh didya?" And they check, feel my drippy bottoms and go "oh yeah, you definitely did. Cmon, lets got you chsnged." And then we get me dry and its fine! And normal!

[cosmic-puppy-hideaway]

My libido has been dead for a while. I dont feel like doing, looking at, or even thinking about anything sexual for a few weeks now. I havent even gotten diapered, havent felt like it.

This morning, for the first time in a while, i peed myself. On purpose, just because i like the sensation. I spent a while in bed letting out leaks as they came, my laundry's currently being washed. I did it for fun, for no one else, jsut because i like the feeling of peeing myself.

Im diapered now, and i intend to be all day

I want a friend group where thats normal. Like once in a while someone just checks my diaper to see how much ive peed and changes me. And theres no need for babying or regression talk its just. Normal. Like its just expected. And if im not wearing one then thats also normal. Im not in the mood to be a pants wetter and thats fine. If i went the bed i can jsut wash it and its fine. I like the idea of just. Going. Going when i went. Who cares if its in bed on my floor or in my pants? Itll get cleaned up one way or another. I like how it feels so why worry?

[cosmic-puppy-hideaway]

Im not really interested in sexual shit any more.

[justpottytime]

Car rides are such powerful ageplay scenarios. Doesn't even have to strictly be omo-related either, just the relaxing idea of being buckled into a booster seat in the back, diaper crinkling as the straps bunch up against it. No more adult responsibilities and worries about gas or going in the right direction or whatever; just a sippy cup, a portable console loaded up with kid-friendly games, some tasty snacks, and maybe some comic books all courtesy of a considerate Caregiver.

Oh man, does that ever sound nice... The excitement of a road trip with none of the adult stress and pressure! Littles aren't responsible for driving or directions or even choosing the music, they get to just sit back and let it all happen around them! Bliss...

Thanks for the ask!

[beanblogsabit]

Daddy’s learned to make sure I’m on padding even on my air out days 🥰