CosmicChaos

Evren - 26♏ Agender💚(they/them) Asexual artist/writer - Stressed, depressed, & chronically a mess

[femservice]

Here is the secret to fandom:

Give zero fucks about what anyone else is doing.

Seriously.  I mean it.  Because inevitably you will love something that no one else loves.  Or you will love something that everyone loves and people will shit all over it because it’s “so trite and unimaginative and done.” Or you will love something that no one else has ever heard of.  Or you will love something dark and edgy and or obscure and people will roll their eyes and say, “What, do you want people to think you’re dark and edgy and obscure?”

Alternatively, you will not love the thing that everyone else loves, and you will wonder what precisely is wrong with you that the sight of that thing is aggravating the shit out of you now when the whole world sings its praises as one.

People will irritate you.  They’ll irritate you with headcanons that make no sense and misinterpretations of canon.  They will make the same jokes 500 times.  They will overwhelm your corner of fandom with something you either are tired of hearing about or don’t care about.  They will post art that isn’t theirs.  You will meet people who think you are the greatest person ever and bombard you with messages  only to wander off when they find someone new or shinier; you will meet people whom you admire and who do not really seem to notice you exist. 

So give zero fucks about it.  Seriously.  Like what you like, blacklist what you need to blacklist, and ignore everything else.  Be friends, play nice, enjoy it.  And in the meantime, just do you.  Like what you like, love what you love, and to hell with all the rest of it. 

[cosmicchaos1998]

This applies now more than ever...

[elsa-fogen]

Incompatiable Frequencies (18+) | Part 1

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HERE WE GO. OH BOY OH BOY. I LOCKED TF IN and finished it now. Little bit late from my usual time, but i really can't wait myself to drop this angsty brick on you. I'm not throuwing it right now, just weighting it in my hand menacingly and kissing it mockingly

Totally real repulsed ace experience, thinking that maybe you're not as repulsed and can give it a try for your partner, but when it comes to it, you realise that NO, ACTUALLY, YOU DON'T WANT THIS AT ALL. And feeling stupid for being scared.... not like i went through any of it, but i just have good imagination. I've never even had a partner.

Um, anyway. Alastor got in it on his own, because of his poor judgement of himself...

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If you read from a reblog, check the original post/masterpost, there may be a link to a new part. Or may not.

Tag list under cut, if you want to be added/removed from the list, lmk in the comments or reblogs! For tag to work you need to allow people tag you in your settings.

@broadcasting-screams-since-33 @lego33452 @whymustwebehere @ihateeveyoneandeverything @rainbowsandgayness @kurokitsune93 @mischievouspixie @dreamswapnoot @wrigglestheclown @stoopyxp @diaphanedreams @starbug-0713 @enderbookwyrm @azazelhazel @shadowsystem666 @whatsupwithjinx @s0ftwave-r3ality

Sorry if i didn't tag you, even if you meant that you want it. Since it's an AU with much more sentitive topics, i'm tagging more carefully and only people who said "tag me" in any way x)) Consent and all of that jazz yk

[cosmicchaos1998]

This is how I felt any time I tried to be sexual with anyone. I'm asexual and sex repulsed, and I have severe sexual trauma. And this is pretty much what my brain goes through

[elsa-fogen]

Incompatiable Frequencies (18+) | Part 1

AU Masterpost || Next >>

AU Masterpost || Next >>

HERE WE GO. OH BOY OH BOY. I LOCKED TF IN and finished it now. Little bit late from my usual time, but i really can't wait myself to drop this angsty brick on you. I'm not throuwing it right now, just weighting it in my hand menacingly and kissing it mockingly

Totally real repulsed ace experience, thinking that maybe you're not as repulsed and can give it a try for your partner, but when it comes to it, you realise that NO, ACTUALLY, YOU DON'T WANT THIS AT ALL. And feeling stupid for being scared.... not like i went through any of it, but i just have good imagination. I've never even had a partner.

Um, anyway. Alastor got in it on his own, because of his poor judgement of himself...

AU Masterpost

If you read from a reblog, check the original post/masterpost, there may be a link to a new part. Or may not.

Tag list under cut, if you want to be added/removed from the list, lmk in the comments or reblogs! For tag to work you need to allow people tag you in your settings.

@broadcasting-screams-since-33 @lego33452 @whymustwebehere @ihateeveyoneandeverything @rainbowsandgayness @kurokitsune93 @mischievouspixie @dreamswapnoot @wrigglestheclown @stoopyxp @diaphanedreams @starbug-0713 @enderbookwyrm @azazelhazel @shadowsystem666 @whatsupwithjinx @s0ftwave-r3ality

Sorry if i didn't tag you, even if you meant that you want it. Since it's an AU with much more sentitive topics, i'm tagging more carefully and only people who said "tag me" in any way x)) Consent and all of that jazz yk

[cosmicchaos1998]

This is how I felt any time I tried to be sexual with anyone. I'm asexual and sex repulsed, and I have severe sexual trauma. And this is pretty much what my brain goes through

[alastors-totally-canon-deertail]

[nonameoww]

um 👉👈

[thesociallyanxioussociopath]

Post Finale Quite hopeful of you to think Lucifer "can't-be-bothered-to-know-any-sinner's-name" Morningstar would remember your existence after a tour in The Scary Box, Alastor

[cosmicchaos1998]

I can't believe it. 148 hours of frustration, a new hatred for curtains, and a tiny bit of hope that it would turn out how I envisioned, it is FINALLY done.

I'm barely on Tumblr, but I hope this is a sign of me getting back into art a lot more. I love how this turned out. The pose, the details, the way they are looking at each other... There's room for growth, but I would dare say this is the best art piece I've ever completed.

Inspired HEAVILY by KR_Luna's fanfiction on AO3 #bitingintoapplesandblood

You all should check it, and her many other works, out!

@krluna13

[cosmicchaos1998]

Oh my god, someone call the press. I actually finished a piece! Here's my take of Lucifer going doe for Alastor.

I would like to thank @morningstarwrites fanfic Of Saints and Sinners for the snake scale idea. It's been stuck on my mind since I read that chapter. The idea of subtle snake scales covering Lucifer really adds to the whole "snake of eden" idea.

[cosmicchaos1998]

All rise for the return of my wallpaper making phase.

So I recently got back into my Detroit: Become Human hyperfixation via an amazing fan made film called Detroit Evolution and it's mini-sequel Detroit Reawakening by Octopunk Media. Let me tell you, I am blown away by it. The writing is beautiful, the acting incredible, and the effects aren't half bad.

But it also brings us to something I've always wanted to talk about; asexual and trauma representation in media. Asexuality is barely even touched and trauma is so heavily sexualized that you can't talk about the reality of trauma. This movie is so real for how it approaches both of these things, and I love it.

Thank you to all all the cast that represented us, to the crew for their hard work, and to Octopunk itself for being so inclusive.

Time: 3 hours and 42 minutes

*NOTE: I do not condone David Cage and his views. I bought the game years before I found out about it*

[cosmicchaos1998]

And now it's time for a piece dedicated to my two favourite boys; Hank and Connor. This piece was simple, and as soon as I started it, I knew what I wanted for it. Hank and Connor back to back, and as always, Hank protecting Connor as he struggles with his identity. I hope that came through in the piece.

As always, you are welcome to use it as your wallpaper, but please don't repost it 💙

[cosmicchaos1998]

So I got a bunch of requests to make a Kara, Alice, Luther piece. I hope I didn't disappoint. Now this is based on the good ending where they successfully cross the border and they hug as snow falls around them. I did choose to use their original outfits as Kara's look changes depending on who's playing the game.

I hope you all like how it turned out. Please don't repost (though you are welcome to use it as your wallpaper) 💙

[cosmicchaos1998]

So it turns out I can still make pretty good wallpapers lol. So I've recently become OBSESSED with Detroit: Become Human and thought I would make a wallpaper for myself. Then I realized it actually turned out good and posted it on instagram and Facebook. People loved it. Then I got a request for a Kamski version, the second piece is the result of that. Feel free to use these as wallpapers, but please don't repost 🙏💙

[thisdiscontentedwinter]

Some amazing book dedications: 

[doodled93]

PEOPLE WOULD HAVE DIED

[nathleeng]

@laziestgirlintown

[steampunkpirate131719]

Bill Nye for most of his career: Imma do science for kids. Science without politics. Nice, tame science for the kiddos.

Bill Nye now:

[hydro-homies]

Relevant contrast

[catchymemes]

[charlesoberonn]

[cosmicchaos1998]

This took me a week to draw on my phone, but the end result is so worth it. I wanted to pay homage to my favourite YouTuber, and since I probably won't get the chance to ever meet him and shake his hand, this was the best I could do.

Thank you Jacksepticeye.