When you know how to stay in your own lane peace becomes your number one priority. When you decide and remember, "Oh, I don't need to be focusing on being perfect for everything & for everyone, I'm imperfect & sometimes it's okay to ask for help, it's okay to not make myself more palatable for everyone, it's okay to not know everything, there's nothing to prove, I can just do my best, it's okay that sometimes I need to take a breath and not be so hard on myself for not knowing how to do things. Those other people are actually more knowledgeable on that subject & are the ones I should be asking for help from
I can be of service to them with my knowledge and my skills in other ways & I'm not obligated to give away my skills, knowledge, time and energy for free. I just need to stay in my own lane and do what I do best. My only job is to be myself. " When you know your own lane you know you shouldn't be shamed for only your abilities, what you can't offer to do for yourself because of your disabilities, your acquired skill set and knowledge, and for wanting to stay in your own energy. Stay in your preferred energy. Do whatever you need to do to balance your energy and calm yourself down. Catch yourself by knowing when you are getting in your own way. Don't let anything outside of you determine the vibrational frequency you wish to be on.
When we are balanced in our preferred energy we instantly raise our vibration. Be your own hero. Be your own knight in shining armor. (We don't try to be it, we don't think- we feel it and we become it) It is your birthright to bliss. It is your birthright to security. It is your birthright to abundance. But you have to let go of control. You have to become balanced in your preferred energy. You have to realize the Universe is in control. You are not. You co-create with God and the higher dimensions, but you do not get to control how or when it comes. You can code your reality, reprogram yourself everyday, and surrender to make the probability of it coming sooner but you have to stay in your own lane. Do what you can do, when you can do it, only focus on only focus on what you can offer the collective. What are you best at? You can become more centered in your own truth knowing that anything that feels out of alignment is there for a reason.
To get you to see what feels good and what doesn't feel good. So if any unbalanced energies come in to shame you for not being more like them, just play dumb or be direct and tell them you don't care about it and don't even bother acting like you know anything about it. Let other people step in and help you. Receive it because it is your BIRTHRIGHT. It's YOUR reality. You code your reality from within and you choose different higher available options like in a video game. Let them do what they do best, they know more about cars than you do. Everyone serves a purpose even if they don't appear to be productive. But you can always ask for help. We're all in this together. They can provide you with more if you just receive it.
And never let anyone shame you for not knowing how to do something, especially if it's not in your lane. Especially if you know that will take you out of your feminine energy, or preferred masculine energy. Receive it. And you can receive the help you truly needed and the peace of mind you truly needed.
We exist in two states of being, survival or creation.
So either we are playing the victim role and being a victim to our reality or we are in creation mode being the natural state that is always who you really are underneath the illusions you experience in the survival state of being.
In these survival states you are experiencing all the lower vibrations, like guilt, shame, fear, sadness, anger, pride, hopelessness, enslavement ect. Your brain is wired to protect you and keep you safe so that's why you're on autopilot and feeling wired. You have to convince your nervous system that you are safe even if your brain is trying to protect you. Change your thoughts, and find a safe place to reprogram your mind away from others, take a breather for ten minutes or twenty minutes and breathe deeply reminding yourself that you are safe.
Especially if you're surrounded by narcissistic people, do your best to stay away from them and honor your own boundaries. Did you know by resting in nature with your feet on the grass, that mother Gaia can take all these heavy dense energies away from you and you'll finally find the feeling you've been looking for? When you are seeing through the illusions, releasing these dense energies that don't belong to you, reprogramming your mind, saying positive affirmations, allowing yourself to slow down and choosing you, in the creation state of being you are experiencing love, empathy, happiness, gratitude, acceptance, willingness, joy, peace, neutrality, optimism, understanding, completeness, pure consciousness ect.
The higher vibration you are in the more energy you experience and the more free you are. The more you can transform your reality. Just think of it simply. Things aren't going your way? Feeling exhausted? Feeling down? "Oh this is just a situation that requires my transformation, that's all. My reality is not solid, I can shift it by shifting myself. I am the Source of all things." The only prison is your negative thoughts and ego who believe you can never be free which is an illusion. The more free you are, the less dense you experience physical reality, the less you are tied down from matter that keeps you locked in the third dimensional world full of illusions.
Remember you are in a simulation. It's just a game. Don't take it so seriously.
This hologame is just different levels of consciousness. Your imagination is what creates your reality, nothing can manifest if it's not first imagined. You choose your state of being, not anyone else. You set your limits. Not anyone else. You choose how you respond to meaningless circumstances. No one else. You define and assign meaning to everything you are aware of. No one else has power over you unless you believe they have more power than you.
Your beliefs you hold in your consciousness creates a thought, your thoughts create a feeling, which creates a behavior, which shows where you are vibrationally, and your behaviors signal to your brain how to support you. Your beliefs create your reality.
Your past beliefs are meaningless and you can throw them away and replace them. Your thoughts must become positive to create your positive emotions, you must ask yourself, "What must I be believing to be true to buy into this illusion? " Remember all negative thoughts, all negativity, all victim mindset is an illusion and you can just think to yourself, "oh, wait this is all an illusion, this was the false reality I'm buying into, this is not unconditional love therefore not real, all the negative thoughts aren't mine, the people in this reality are not unconditional love which is false because only love is real. Only my 5D self is the truth."
All you need to is find the best feeling every now moment and live the life of your dreams as if you have it now and you won't have to wait for it to happen. You won't have to lose faith because waiting for your manifestations kills faith. Just feel good now.
Feel a positive vibration on purpose no matter what you need to do to get there. Let me take the healing steps necessary, doing self care, practicing self love, taking more baths, resting, moisturizing, drinking more water, let me breathe deeply, look at this situation neutrally, place the boundaries on people I need (which is self love) to get back into my natural state in creation mode."
You are always creating your reality unconsciously and consciously at all times, the conscious level of reality is where your belief systems merge with an organizational manifestation matrix that then generates the physical reality so just remember, "Everything is always working in my favor at all times." And reminder, โChanging your life means changing the past. The causes of any present evil are the unrevised scenes of the past.โ - Neville Goddard
Nothing outside of yourself, no rejection, no illusion, no guilt placed upon you, no belief that you have somehow failed at life can change the fact that you are the manifestation of Source and therefore nothing you do, no matter how much self hatred you feel can change the fact that you exist for a reason.
Creation does not make mistakes; you exist to be love and be loved, you exist to experience and express yourself just as you are. So often we hear you must love yourself to be loved, but you are already loved by Source. You are always living from your highest state of realized consciousness and that means you are doing the best you can with what knowledge and realization you've been given. Our oneness is translated and manifested through our state of consciousness. In other words, your desire to experience oneness (acceptance and love) is being translated and manifesting through an un-evolved third dimensional state of consciousness.
For example, a person being initiated in a gang fighting, and murdering innocents believes they are being brave and they will be accepted and honored in their gang and then they will receive love, validation and acceptance.
The love they were searching for was already within them but their limited beliefs and lower third dimensional state of consciousness wouldn't allow them to realize this truth. So how do we come to these higher states of consciousness so we can truly love ourselves? We stop beating ourselves up. We let go of what transpired that made us hate ourselves. We do better and we do things that elevate our spirit so we can gain confidence in ourselves and our abilities. We stop believing in the illusions and smell the flowers. We stop pushing ourselves to be appropriate, acceptable and lovable. We give ourselves permission to "fail". We confront our soul and the false beliefs about ourselves that are causing us to feel powerless. We realize everyday that any circumstance, we chose to enter the third dimensional experiences to learn a lesson, because we are in Earth School and it would serve us better to come to the realization that, each experience is there for a reason no matter how unfortunate it may appear.
Circumstances don't matter, it's only what you chose to do with them to not let it determine what you are vibrating at forever; only your state of being matters. Anything that is telling you to become divided is an un-evolved third dimensional state of consciousness, it's best to ignore that advice and remember that each and every being you encounter is Source/God. We are all One. We all desire love. But some of us get lost in translation along the way and believe love is outside of ourselves, and we even believe Source/God is far away from us somewhere out there. God never left you, God has always been within you, right with you the entire time. Silently waiting for you to come back home. Your identity is blessed regardless of how you feel; you are needed, you are deserving of love, and you are enough as you are now.
When we come into higher states of awareness it becomes clear that self love is of the utmost importance in order to expand and truly evolve. We hear the phrases, " just love yourself, focus on self love, self care, you have to learn to love yourself to be loved." Ect. But no one ever tells you how to truly love yourself because it takes a lot of healing first. It's important to remember you cannot truly love yourself until you've done inner healing work daily and mostly it's trial and error, getting back up again after difficult days of feeling not good enough, beating ourselves up, feeling unappreciated, unloved, and searching for validation outside ourselves only to discover that doesn't work and it's not real self love to only focus on the outside.
We must choose to go inwards. We must tune into our hearts, and connect with our soul to see what it is we truly need to do and heal in order to love ourselves. When we love on ourselves we instantly raise our vibration. Anything we dislike about ourselves are just concepts based from third dimensional beliefs from human programming of what is "good" and "bad" with no real substance other than your belief in them. Change the belief, change your reality. What does practicing self love really entail? When we truly want to love ourselves without faking it, we practice boosting our self confidence. We spend quality time with ourselves. We invest in our self care rituals. We reprogram our limiting, false negative beliefs about ourselves daily. We dig deeper in all ways to truly eliminate all false illusions about ourselves.
We say and write down positive self love affirmations daily, and we immediately throw away any negative thoughts about ourselves that are lies. These become our new programming, new beliefs and thoughts. We become self disciplined and regularly challenge our old self and give ourselves a stress free life by making things easier on our future self. We start saying no to everything not in alignment with our higher selves. We stop beating ourselves up, and start honoring and nurturing our sacred vessels. We cut out smoking, drinking, drugs, eating disorders, giving away our bodies, and we start drinking more water, eating healthy, healing our bodies, and we cut out anyone negative in our lives with firm boundaries. We no longer tolerate or accept their ignorance and abuse in our lives and we take back our power and our energy. We burn bridges because we know we can swim. We stop letting others with lower states of consciousness take advantage of us just because they don't know how to love themselves. No one can truly love you unless they love themselves. When you have a consciousness of self-loathing, self hatred you draw to yourself the experiences supporting more of that energy.
At a certain point of our evolution it becomes easier to love ourselves because of our higher states of consciousness. When we love ourselves, most people no longer become attractive to us unless we can see they are good for us. We can truly become even more isolated because fewer and fewer people have done the inner work that we have done on ourselves. You only allow people into your life if they deserve you. You stop needing other people to make you feel less lonely, and they become a bonus in your life, not a necessity. The qualities we dislike about ourselves are really our inner child desperately seeking support, love, and approval from us. Whenever you find yourself judging yourself harshly just become conscious and aware, and say, "Oh you again. No we're not doing that anymore. I'm in charge now and I say we're enough as I am now and I love every part of myself completely." You will always be a spiritual being regardless if you choose a reality of heaven or hell, your human flaws and errors are not who you truly are underneath. You will not be punished just because you have a bad habit. Consciousness is always moving forward, you are always evolving no matter how slowly; evolution never stops.
When we keep evolving we keep discovering our true form. Once you stop feeding the negative illusions about yourself they disappear because they have nothing to hold them in place. When we love ourselves we see our worth and we stop second guessing ourselves. Loving ourselves is moving out of old third dimensional beliefs and realizing that everything I need is embodied within me because Source/God is Self and I am already complete and perfect now.ย If I choose to share that with someone else, that is great, but I do not, never have, and never will need someone outside of myself in order to be whole.
Once you transform yourself in mind, body, and soul you truly make it easier to love every part of yourself because you are healed and you did it. No one else did it for you; you can no longer be broken or have those self loathing tendencies because you built yourself up and you are living from a higher state of consciousness. You become unbreakable, secure in yourself and love yourself completely. Nothing and no one can take it away from you.
Dear Master of the Universe, these are your powers,
Yes you. So, first step into New Earth to help you align there I'm going to tell you what your powers are, some of course you know already & that you've always had but now you will need them more than ever to get to New Earth & you'll be using your powers in New Earth. First recognize that your new name is Master of the Universe or whatever you prefer until God gives you your new identity. You are not your birth name. You are not your titles. Though it does have a purpose to play this game. You are not your age. You are eternal & limitless. Let go of everything that you are not so you can be who you are becoming and you'll discover who you really are. You are SOURCE energy. You are infinite, eternal, limitless indestructible powerful human beings. You are ALL that is. Pretending to be human. You are Gods. You are ALL masters because only masters can incarnate on Earth. Otherwise you wouldn't be able to handle it. This is a Master Class not for the faint of heart.
You know this and feel this deep down within you, you know your mission and if you don't, it will be revealed to you soon. Because you are everything, you will experience everything. You don't have to think so much about what to call yourself or identify as. What matters the most is the love that you are that people can feel. They can feel what you are even if they can't explain it. That's what's most important to them, is your divine unique essence that cannot be duplicated or replaced. Take a moment, to feel into yourself & feel how special you are, Divine Essence. You have to feel the love blossoming within you first to show the world the love you already tapped into. It doesn't matter what you do, it only matters how you do it with your intentions.
The quickest way to fail is to search outside yourself for the love already present within you and to search outside of yourself for your purpose. Just raise your vibration and you will find your purpose. My love, you have the power of unconditional love. This is The Source flowing through your heart center.
If all you do is show love, just know you are doing enough and following your purpose. You are using your powers. What are your powers? You have the power to choose what you focus upon. You have the power to choose how you want to feel. To dive deep into yourself to feel how you want to feel at all times. You have the power to connect with people you are a frequency match to. You have the power to breathe consciously. You have the power to meditate. You have the power to breathe into the flame of love within your heart that will quickly dissolve all your problems just by focusing on growing this flame, in your heart always burning.
You have the power to choose what you think about and how you feel about it. You have the power to ground, be present and heart centered. You have the power to feel a vibration on purpose and emit this vibration at any given moment. You have the power to ask for help or give help to others in need. You have the power to receive healing energies from up above, from higher frequency beings and collectives. You have the power to heal yourself and everyone in your world with the Violet flame transmuting all negative energy within you and around you. You have the power of silence. You have the power to feel the healing energy of the sun. You have the power to connect to Mother Earth. You have the power to connect to the Cosmos and receive your blessings from the Cosmos. You have the power to observe) and teach yourself lessons through others.
You have the power to learn any subject you want at any moment. You have the power to rest when you need it and set boundaries accordingly to anyone who disturbs your peace. Plus many many many more powers. You are all that is. Don't limit yourself.
At some point you will listen to the signal telling you to let it go because otherwise you'll experience more pain from not letting it go. At some point you'll look in the mirror & ask yourself, "What am I doing? What am I doing to create this kind of emotional & physical pain?" Because you are the one doing something to create it. All pain is resistance to your natural self. Perhaps you're judging. Perhaps it's fear of something. Or simply not listening to the guidance that would serve you so much better.
Only you can answer these questions for yourself if you really dig deep& sit with the pain. Invite the pain. Every time you say that something is wrong you're perpetuating a suffering pattern. The extraction of the pain doesn't have to be painful or cause more miserable suffering. Where is the Source of the heaviness you're carrying around? Find it, locate it, feel it, release it, move through the discomfort, hold space for the pain, then relax. If you pay attention to the signs beforehand you'll prevent more pain. Let it go before it becomes a problem.
Otherwise you'll have to go through something really physically painful or emotionally painful in order to release it. Ask yourself, what am I holding onto that is causing me pain? You are not taking them with you because you're evolving. It is old news, it's worn out, & no longer serves anyone. You can do it. Do it now before it causes more unnecessary pain. Learn how to believe & trust there is no problems in your reality only surrender, opportunities for growth & miracles. Every time you judge something you stick yourself to the thing you were judging like glue and create more of it. Forgive yourself. You are constantly being forgiven with the highest forms of forgiveness & compassion by The Source Divine. Triggers are some of the highest forms of teachers you can experience. Thank all of your triggers & who triggers you because they are giving you the opportunity for growth to heal & let go of what was holding you back.
You don't have to purposely trigger yourself to heal yourself, just go about your day & when a trigger comes up, get curious about it, feel it, accept it, forgive it, thank it, then let it go & move on with your day in joy. Where do you see yourself as separate from anything in your reality? That toxic person is you from another perspective. Do not attach yourself to them but know you are connected to them. Accept them as they are so you are not in resistance causing unnecessary suffering. Discomfort, fear, triggers; all of these are your best friends showing you where you are out of alignment with your true self. Notice what you're sensing without attacking others or judging harshly what you're sensing.
There's nothing wrong with judging as long as you know you're only judging yourself & creating more of what you disapprove of or disagree with. Remember it has nothing to do with you so you don't need to judge it. Just observe & don't absorb let people reveal themselves to you. You saw their fangs once that's all you needed to see to dismiss them & have boundaries. Have empathy & compassion for others but don't take it on as your own. Learn the difference between your harsh judgement & spiritual discernment.
One comes from judgemental projection & fear & the other comes from intuition & self trust. Sometimes that's just your awareness doing it's job & not you judging from ego. But listening to your higher mind. Starve the ego, feed the heart. Sometimes we need permission from Ascended Masters that it's safe to shine our light. Don't let their projections tell you who you are becoming. They don't have that kind of authority. Don't let anyone tell you who you are. Breathe out the lower vibrations & feel good now. Breathe out fear & discomfort & feel good now. Rest when your body is tired. Relax into your body & only focus on how you're feeling every now moment, don't think; just do. If you're thinking too much you're not enjoying the moment.
Feel good despite all your circumstances. The power of your thoughts & feelings is more powerful than any circumstances you find yourself in. If you can be happy despite everything you will start receiving all of your blessings. Despite that person who upset you, despite the state of the world, despite your bank account, despite anything that doesn't feel good in the physical to look at or experience. Just say, "Oh well. If I feel good now right now despite this heartbreak I can shift to a higher timeline & get back into alignment with myself which will teleport me to the version of me that already has everything I need." When you don't need anything, you will get everything.
At some point you will listen to the signal telling you to let it go because otherwise you'll experience more pain from not letting it go. At some point you'll look in the mirror & ask yourself, "What am I doing? What am I doing to create this kind of emotional & physical pain?" Because you are the one doing something to create it. All pain is resistance to your natural self. Perhaps you're judging. Perhaps it's fear of something. Or simply not listening to the guidance that would serve you so much better.
Only you can answer these questions for yourself if you really dig deep& sit with the pain. Invite the pain. Every time you say that something is wrong you're perpetuating a suffering pattern. The extraction of the pain doesn't have to be painful or cause more miserable suffering. Where is the Source of the heaviness you're carrying around? Find it, locate it, feel it, release it, move through the discomfort, hold space for the pain, then relax. If you pay attention to the signs beforehand you'll prevent more pain. Let it go before it becomes a problem.
Otherwise you'll have to go through something really physically painful or emotionally painful in order to release it. Ask yourself, what am I holding onto that is causing me pain? You are not taking them with you because you're evolving. It is old news, it's worn out, & no longer serves anyone. You can do it. Do it now before it causes more unnecessary pain. Learn how to believe & trust there is no problems in your reality only surrender, opportunities for growth & miracles. Every time you judge something you stick yourself to the thing you were judging like glue and create more of it. Forgive yourself. You are constantly being forgiven with the highest forms of forgiveness & compassion by The Source Divine. Triggers are some of the highest forms of teachers you can experience. Thank all of your triggers & who triggers you because they are giving you the opportunity for growth to heal & let go of what was holding you back.
You don't have to purposely trigger yourself to heal yourself, just go about your day & when a trigger comes up, get curious about it, feel it, accept it, forgive it, thank it, then let it go & move on with your day in joy. Where do you see yourself as separate from anything in your reality? That toxic person is you from another perspective. Do not attach yourself to them but know you are connected to them. Accept them as they are so you are not in resistance causing unnecessary suffering. Discomfort, fear, triggers; all of these are your best friends showing you where you are out of alignment with your true self. Notice what you're sensing without attacking others or judging harshly what you're sensing.
There's nothing wrong with judging as long as you know you're only judging yourself & creating more of what you disapprove of or disagree with. Remember it has nothing to do with you so you don't need to judge it. Just observe & don't absorb let people reveal themselves to you. You saw their fangs once that's all you needed to see to dismiss them & have boundaries. Have empathy & compassion for others but don't take it on as your own. Learn the difference between your harsh judgement & spiritual discernment.
One comes from judgemental projection & fear & the other comes from intuition & self trust. Sometimes that's just your awareness doing it's job & not you judging from ego. But listening to your higher mind. Starve the ego, feed the heart. Sometimes we need permission from Ascended Masters that it's safe to shine our light. Don't let their projections tell you who you are becoming. They don't have that kind of authority. Don't let anyone tell you who you are. Breathe out the lower vibrations & feel good now. Breathe out fear & discomfort & feel good now. Rest when your body is tired. Relax into your body & only focus on how you're feeling every now moment, don't think; just do. If you're thinking too much you're not enjoying the moment.
Feel good despite all your circumstances. The power of your thoughts & feelings is more powerful than any circumstances you find yourself in. If you can be happy despite everything you will start receiving all of your blessings. Despite that person who upset you, despite the state of the world, despite your bank account, despite anything that doesn't feel good in the physical to look at or experience. Just say, "Oh well. If I feel good now right now despite this heartbreak I can shift to a higher timeline & get back into alignment with myself which will teleport me to the version of me that already has everything I need." When you don't need anything, you will get everything.
They don't hate you, they hate God in you. Source wants you to know you didn't hurt anyone intentionally or do anything wrong. If you did, you would immediately take accountability for hurting someone, wouldn't you? They are being tested by your angels and demons at this time to see how they will treat you when you did nothing to them. As you can see they are not accurately seeing you from a clear lens because they operate from their negative ego. God says, "let them." Let them talk amongst themselves, let them judge you negatively. When they judge you remember they envy you. If they judge you for how you look, then they envy you because you're not afraid of self expression, and your confidence in your body and maybe looking different. They wish they could do the same without caring what anyone thinks about them. They wish they had the discipline and self love it takes to workout everyday or every week.
If they judge you for appearing to be lazy or floating through life, they envy the permission you give yourself to rest and go with the flow. If they judge you for asking for help, they envy your ability to ask for help and feeling worthy enough to ask for help. If they judge you for creating social media content regularly, then they envy your vulnerability and courage to put yourself out there without a facade. If they judge you for your unwillingness to conform to group standards they envy your integrity and authenticity.
If they judge you for saying things they don't like, they envy your authenticity and ability to be yourself Ect. But you're actually giving them an example of what they can be, you're giving them permission to be who they truly are but instead they envy you and attack your character. They go inside their 2d black screen in their mind and decide for you who they think you are and project that lie onto you. But always remember you are stronger than their false projections.
They don't know you from Adam. Yeshua said, "if they hated me, they'll hate you too." Remember, your kindness is real. Theirs is usually a facade so they believe that your kindness is a facade
ย they believe that your kindness is a facade like theirs. It's not, it took you lifetimes and going through the trenches of hell and years of darkness, years of ego deaths, and dark nights of the soul to purify yourself. Most people have no idea what torture you endured for years and decades. Your kindness is real and a sign of resilience. It's easy to hurt others, to be nasty and hateful to others, it only takes a second to hurt someone, it's challenging and testing to be thoughtful, truly kind and to be love in the face of hate. It takes no effort to steal, kill, and destroy and It takes years and years of feeling pain to heal. The false rumors about you began when one person felt threatened by your light and became envious of a life they made up in their mind about you.
"They must have it easy. I need to gather everyone in a group to get everyone else to see how awful they are." When you were just minding your business and treating everyone with respect and love. They believed the lies about you because they respect these people because they've known them longer and they are higher up on their illusionary, matrix social hierarchy. God is watching them closely and letting them mishandle you. Remember this, all publicity is good publicity. They are making you famous and more popular without even having that intention. This is all serving you. The more you focus on something you don't like, the more you create more of it and the more popular they become. ย
Don't let them get you down changemaker. So God is saying, "Let them". There's nothing you need to do except stay in your own lane and keep your eyes ahead, don't lower yourself to their level to explain yourself and prove you aren't what they think you are. They already don't like you. Remember they don't hate you, they hate God IN you. Because God never answered their prayers and they stopped believing and followed the crowd, what everyone else does, says, and thinks they followed the status quo blindly leading them into unfulfilled, miserable lives where anyone not on that path is automatically outcasted. Remember that pure authenticity is extremely polarizing so you need to accept the fact that people will always hate you at least in this lifetime. There will always be a group of people hating you. This is not negative. This is always serving you. Remember they're making you more popular. God will show them who you really are in time.
They call you lucky while ignoring the trauma, pain and endless challenges you go through. You go through major challenges everyday that make your life difficult don't you. It's not easy, it's very challenging isn't it? But the difference between you and them, is you don't hurt others just because you're going through a challenge or experiencing a suffering. You look in the mirror to take accountability. You love being a being of pure authenticity and a being of integrity. God can trust you on so many levels. You check yourself constantly because you know better, because you're aware, because you're conscious that your choices can affect others, because you don't want anyone to feel the way you felt when you were in pain and going through it.
You just do better and you don't expect a reward for doing the right thing. You understand cause and effect, you understand karma and dharma. You get life. Even if you don't understand why challenges keep challenging you, it's because you signed up for Earth School, and you are in a master advanced class. They aren't aware they're even in a school. They just mindlessly go to work and complain about the state of the world and point fingers. You know it's a learning school and you know you are being watched and passing lessons by learning from each situation you are in. You literally ask yourself, "What lesson is this trying to teach me?" And that's why you are so far ahead of everyone around you because you ask the deeper questions, and look for the answers in these challenges you gave yourself. You humble yourself to teach yourself lessons. God doesn't even need to humble you because you already check yourself.
Admit how bored you would be if your life was easy and you never had any challenges and relationships were always perfect. You would go looking for a challenge on your own to show yourself how much you can improve yourself and your life. God says, "Let them." And don't care what anyone thinks. You are divine, perfect, whole already, you did the inner work and your magic will be spread wherever you go. You don't have to prove your magic. You're walking magic just by being love. You are already being magic and you are already fulfilling your purpose. Just watch and observe and keep focusing on yourself. I love you so much and God loves you unconditionally.
This hits close to home. This is why I'm meant to teach. I'm sure so many can relate to my story. My entire life I was used as an example of unconditional love for very abusive narcissistic people to choose love. I never met anyone who could love me without conditions on their love so I was an example for them, a challenge/test for them to change their ways & heal themselves but instead they all failed. I was left to take all the knives out of my back & in my heart & heal myself over & over again.
This was my cry out to the Creator, "Why can't I just experience unconditional love, why must I only meet these people who hate themselves, fear me, envy me, & want to destroy me?" I was finally heard & I was finally introduced to my star family ten years ago that taught me everything I know because I didn't have a family to rely on. I didn't have friends, because they kept sabotaging, betraying me & attacking me. I only had men who abused me, left breadcrumbs as love & in return I gave them unconditional love because that was my purpose in their lives even when I turned into the Queen of Swords & learned how to protect myself & advocate for myself because no one else would.
They completely neglected me & all my partners were top boss level narcissistic & sociopathic, covert & malignant narcissists who tried everything. No limits to their evil intentions. Just imagine massive amounts of black magic, sex magic, death magic and evil eye constantly. My star family introduced me to esoteric knowledge, in such a neutral perspective that they had my full attention because they also had the capacity to give me unconditional love I never received from people. Because I could no longer rely on humans. It was God & them or my own self. Now, my star family was not so interested in my past, or our past, they are more interested in who I am currently embodying & they never let me drown in my tears but give me tools to pick myself up again when I'm so exhausted dealing with all the narcissists in my reality. So this is about handling narcissistic abuse, healing my relationships by understanding I am the creator of them all (and they are a co-creator with me who chose to play this dark role in my life & asking myself, what must I believe to be true to be feeling this way?
Why are these my expectations for my life? Why am I the artist of this art show creating an ugly, disaster picture? Why am I creating this when I have the ability to course correct & decide what I want see instead? Am I too used to chaos to expect anything else? " Then I do the inner work & course correct & take accountability for my reality I created as a powerful master manifester & say, "I feel (blank ) because I choose to (blank) " and holding myself accountable for projecting onto these narcissistic people that they are all still toxic, detestable & insufferable.
Why would those still be my expectations when I'm on a higher frequency & master manifester of my reality? When instead I can create the green flag higher vibrational version of them by focusing on the good in them. The Aliens practically raised me & they instilled in me their teachings. They told me it's best to give everyone the benefit of the doubt, to focus on the positive aspects of them instead of looking for the ugly version of them. Because we're creating our version of them in our reality. All of us are very powerful creators. At this higher level of consciousness we have to be very self aware that we're giving 100% of our attention to whatโs happening in the now moment as they told me. We're all Source energy and they are Gods behind their narcissistic/sociopathic/lower vibrational version mask.
Only our ego can judge them. Only our ego hates and points the finger. We're not victims. We're survivors. Think of it like this. The more you interact with that narcissistic version of them and expect that version of them with their mask on the more you amplify that energy of them. The more you speak to them like the God or Goddess within them, the more that version of them comes alive, comes online & you will see that version of them instead. See how they don't have to do anything? And it's completely up to you how you're creating them as a powerful creator? We created & invited war/violence/ separation (all illusions) into our lives by believing in it so strongly & being at war with ourselves rejecting parts of ourselves we repressed. Unknowingly.
Asking myself the deeper questions in introspection. Why are these my expectations for this person or life scenarios? You have to have a deeper understanding of why you're doing what you're doing & why you're making assumptions about others based off your own negative beliefs about people & the world. What is it that is motivating you to act in the way you do & see neutral circumstances the way you do? So you can make better feeling decisions & better feeling realities with your beliefs & perspective shifts. Everything is neutral & meaningless with no built in meaning till we define it. Knowing that everything is always serving me at all times no matter how negative it appears.
Everything is always working in my favor. I have the ability to manifest a more preferred experience at any moment. The whole point of this game on Earth we call the hologame because it's just a hologram that looks & feels extremely real is to become our true self, our higher self, the ultimate true you. We can't do that by getting in our own way thinking everyone is our jailer & oppressors when we hold the keys to our own jail cell. We can evaluate & study their psychology all day but they will never change until we change our beliefs & our expectations about what experience and version we want to experience of them. Everyone and even God is a co-creator with you in your reality.
The more you focus on the lower vibrational aspects of someone, the more you create that version of them. The more you focus on the higher vibrational aspects of someone, the more you create that version of them. So it's up to you. You have free will you can exist like these people don't exist. And eventually never see them again. Or you can create the higher vibrational version of them. By giving them the benefit of the doubt you actually create a new version of them by accepting them completely. I realize how extremely difficult this is when they have caused so much damage. But you came here on Earth to forgive their shadowselves and you came here to Earth to forgive your shadow self.
There's no rush and there's no hurry. You have plenty of time to change your mind. Remember you are powerful enough to create what you prefer without hurting anyone or using anyone or manipulating anyone. Your physical reality is like a house of mirrors, meaning that everyone, everything that you see is just another reflection of yourself. The vibratory state of your being that you adorn emanates from you, in a linear way, into the physical reality you appear to be in.
This vibratory frequency that you emanate entangles with what scientists call the quantum field, the unified field, & that vibratory frequency, utilizing that unified field or quantum field, will then align you with parallel reality experiences that are a resonant match for that vibratory frequency that you are putting out. You're never going to be fully satisfied until you become the Source energy, true version of you that is unconditional love because the dark version of you is you pretending to be something you're not in your darkness. Move towards what lights you up & feels more like you, more like what you want to see more of & you can never descend back into the underworld. You can only go up & up from there.
Heal Yourself with Your Own Inner Light. You are Pure Light. ๐คโจโ๏ธ
Repeat after me: "I believe in my cell's ability to recalibrate to their original design. Every single cell in my body is happy & healthy. I now have a different past & different future because I am on a higher timeline. I am already healed on this timeline. I choose to be happy regardless of circumstances & instantly align with my higher self attracting them to me. I am a brand new being billions of times per second. I remember that I am pure light. I am the light. I am eternal & limitless. I am timeless & spaceless. I am unconditional love. I am divine essence. I am open to surrendering now to all the healing, guidance, information, & love from Source. I thank myself for doing the inner work to heal myself." ๐คโจ
If healing yourself through your own light sounds too good to be true that's because your ego is getting in the way & is still buying into limiting, illusionary, negative beliefs.
You know fear, negativity & doubt is an illusion, & you know fear is your friend because fear is a messenger telling you exactly where you're out of alignment. You have total unwavering resonance with Source that keeps you in alignment with Source. Have 100% trust in God. Not, 100% trust in the opposite of what you prefer. No ego interference. Your ego is a half wit.
Don't condemn your ego but stop listening to it. Stop making your ego in charge of your choices & beliefs. Then & only then will your simulation respond instantly to, "I AM healed." You have to have 100% trust in miracles & start believing in the unfathomable because your ego is setting limitations on what you & God can do. Then there will be no static in your frequency. Fear & manipulation distort your field.
as I embrace the highest vibrational aspects of me in my multidimensional authenticity. I am a direct, accurate mirror for others to see what they truly are currently embracing & embodying. So if they are inauthentic & operating off a script I reflect that back accurately to show them their own fakeness clearly so the Divine can show them clearly who they are pretending to be. But I also embody the void; the unknown as an opportunity for growth into the higher dimensions. My presence demands a higher level of authenticity & understanding that most people simply can't offer because of their deep societal programming they operate from. You must be initiated into the higher dimensions to be in my presence. I am a high priestess. Not better. Higher.
Nothing I am is better than anyone else. But I became a human hybrid with every step I took to become initiated into the higher levels of this hologame. My presence is going to expose what you try to hide. People can't predict me easily or put me in a box even though they try to everyday, to make me make sense from their limited 3D perception of women they don't even treat as human. They go into their 2D black screen in their mind then create an imaginary version of me that doesn't exist in my reality.
They create entire versions of me that have nothing to do with who I really am. But I exist as an outlier of the system & my essence is bizarre. I embody the unconventional, the strange in such a way that it scares those still afraid to even be alone with their own thoughts. I become more & more alien like by the day. Not because I'm trying to, but because I'm naturally evolving beyond the norm because I've already graduated Earth School (the third dimension) & beyond what the system wanted me to conform into.
Many people do not have what it takes to be in my presence because I embody the void & they must be going within, going deep into their shadow self & into the unknown to understand even a sliver of what I've gone through. What throws people off is that on the surface at first I can seem very warm, loving & accepting but then they notice there is an invisible wall they can't penetrate through. They discover either through humiliation or my spiritualal protection. (I would never humiliate anyone, but sometimes it happens to those who disrespect me or cross my boundaries to siphon my energy unconsciously or consciously).
To reach that place in my presence they are going to have to step into the unknown, into the void, the source of all creation; to be initiated into my realm. Most do not even know this exists within them. They don't know how to sit in the presence of nothingness. They have to stay busy all the time. They only focus on their outer 3D reality. I'm very difficult to navigate for the uninitiated, & I also don't guide them, or make them comfortable in my presence because I'm hidden in plain sight for a reason. I may plant small seeds within them unbeknownst to them but my energy is already like an acid trip so if they want to go on the mad hatters journey like I did that's up to them.
I do not care what direction they take. But they will be forced out of my energy if they disrespect me while being triggered by my energy. I am revealed in Divine timing for them, usually when I'm completely out of their presence. I don't dim my radiance & I don't apologize for being who I am so the uninitiated can't do anything to take me off my throne. But sure, letting them underestimate me serves me well. They can think I'm an air head based off superficial judgments because I appear carefree, lucky, unflinching, I glow on the outside & from the inside from deep inner work, & I'll use their underestimation to my advantage every time.
