Cosmo 🕷️

puppy boy ˚.🦴 ᵎᵎ certified LOSER .˚⊹. ࣪𓉸 ࣪⊹

[cosmo-starzies]

INTRODUCTION!

"How could such a good girl love a vampire?" -Lil Tracy, Your Favorite Dress

hai! my name is Cosmo, but you can call me Cos, Cossie, osmo, or osmi!

i am a tboy, and go by any pronouns other than she/her!

"I'm the (wo)man that killed Jack the Ripper, drunk his blood and threw him in the river." -Scary Bitches

anons: 🐕, 🩷🪽, 🐾💋, ♡, 👻👑, 🎭, 🦴🖊️, 🧟‍♂️

DNI: bigots, transphobes, homophobes, etc. if you want to say something bad about me or anyone mentioned on my blog, dm me.

please DO interact: puppies, tboys, gays, basically anyone!

i'm a puppy and a vampire! :0

"I know that you're in pain, but if we die at the same time, does it still scare you?" -Pierce The Veil, A Match Into Water

fandoms im in! :

south park, dhmis, euphoria, mlp, steven universe, uncle grandpa, creepypasta, minecraft, roblox, mha, FNAF, sanrio, death note, brewstew, juno, spongebob, flamingo

music I like! :

sublime, car seat headrest, lil peep, ICP, big thief, nirvana, MCR, weezer, alex g, mitski, p!atd, the dresden dolls, sorry mom, penelope scott, everybody's worried about owen, blink 182, msi, pixies, caroles daughter, fall out boy, bowling for soup, PTV, the front bottoms, mccafferty, MOBO, everclear, rainbow kitten surprise, kimya dawson

TW for inappropriateness

"Skin stained with blood. I'm the only one you love." -Cannibal Corpse, Fucked With A Knife

kinks (red for extreme): somnophilia, degrading, praise, humiliation, collaring, size kink (kinda), knife play, double penetration, cnc, forcemasc, pet play (kinda), necrophilia (kinda and extremely mild).

absolutely fucking not: gross bs, ageplay, anything that involves anyone who can't or doesn't consent

theres others but too many to put. these are the main ones.

i am a switch but mostly sub. sometimes on occasion or with certain people i will be dominant.

i am okay with being called: pup, puppy, sir, mister, little one, vamp, and anything else you wanna come up with!

i do NOT like mommy/daddy names. please do not call me those.

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hello puppy boyy~~

congrats, i may not be the first but now you’ve got me lying in my bed sucking on a carrot thinkin of you ~~

-🐾🥕

youre so so so cute!!

hehehe :3

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BONER MONEY!!!!1!1!1!1!

-🐕

BONER DOLLA 🤤🤤🤤

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oh yeah okay..

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i used to hate furries

then i thought "theres not anything wrong with that. i probably shouldn't make fun of people for that."

....and then i started dressing up like a dog! :3

rude asshole to kemonomimi pipeline

[centeroftheearthintheparkinglot]

what up lucius that's pimp lucius don't get it twisted man, he can call you whatever the hell he wants

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"get that racist OFF ME!!"

-Adam

[pawsnsaws]

Put my puppy down to sleep cuz he's too little to understand when he needs things like rest. Don't worry pup, Owner can handle those big boy things<33

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well I'm happy you're feeling better, you're such a kind person :]

-🐕

youre amazing mr coyote :3

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hey! be yourself! believe in yourself! i love you for you! never let the sadness win! you are cared for!

(>w<) love you, cosmo!!

~♡

thank you sweet thing <3

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You're a great person and we're lucky to have you, so please don't get caught up in the negativity sweet boy :[

-🐕

youre fucking awesome. thank you

i'm okay i just had a lil episode over some dumb bullshit, don't worry about it puppy. i promise i'm fine <3

i appreciate this more than you think.

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im so fucking upset i might hashtag jump

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i fucking hate living here

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when i say "i like giants, especially girl giants." and no one gets it :C

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cosmo osmo, i love you, you're so cool and fun and nice to me! (>\\\<)

~♡

THANK YEWWW >w<

[tboy-cock]

ex addicts and addicts struggling/trying to get sober i love you and you deserve the world

[devillseyes]

⭐️The star⭐️

“a person trapped in their own head will go crazy”

“a person trapped in a world as cruel as this one will go manic”

Hello! this is my first time posting a original story on tumblr so if its a bit wonky I’m so sorry😰😰

tw for this chapter !!

self harm

Chapter One

As the star got up on stage everything came at them at once. The binding lights, screaming fans, the background music, the adrenaline felt good.

Everyone knew of the star

Not their true self—almost nobody remembered that anymore but just the mask they put up. After the small gig the band played that night the star went backstage into the bathroom, closing the door behind them before going over to the sink and splashing water on themselves.

”Smile”

The voice came from behind them

The star looked up and into the mirror. It was nobody. Just their mind.

”You look tired”

”I am tired.”

”Then stop looking like it”

The star laughed, not because it was funny.

The manager, that’s what the star called this voice. The manager never seemed human. He always appears at the worst moments, whispering into their ear.

You need to work harder.

You sounded awful tonight.

You are not enough.

The strange thing is nobody else seemed to hear him.

The drummer didn’t.

The guitarist didn’t.

The fans certainly didn’t.

Only the star.

The manager followed them everywhere.

Backstage.

Hotel rooms.

Interviews.

Even the quiet moments when everyone else had gone home.

Especially then.

—

Months had passed.

The band’s success grew.

So did the manager.

He became taller somehow.

Louder.

More demanding.

Every achievement became another reason they weren’t good enough.

A sold-out show?

Could've sold more tickets.

A hit song?

You will never write another one.

Thousands of screaming fans?

Wait until they realize who you really are.

The star stopped sleeping much.

Stopped recognizing themselves in mirrors.

Some days they would stare at their reflection and feel like they were looking at a stranger's face.

Who am I when not performing?

The question terrified them.

Because they didn’t know the answer.

—

One night after a concert, the star sat alone in a hotel room. The city’s lights reflected through the window. The hotel room was silent besides the loud hum of the air conditioner. The star sat on the floor of the hotel room still wearing half their stage makeup.

The manager's voice filled every corner of the room.

”You embarrassed yourself out there tonight”

”They are getting tired of you.”

”Soon they will see who you truly are.”

Star scratched at their wrist until it bled, focusing on the sharp pain instead of the noise in their head. For a moment it drowned everything out. The manager had gone quiet. The room stopped spinning. It felt good. But the relief lasted only seconds before the emptiness had only lasted seconds, heavier than before. 

The star looked down at their wrists, seeing old blood be replaced by new. They were exhausted. No matter how many times they tried to escape themselves. The feelings never stayed gone.

They got up and went over to the small lonely bathroom in the hotel room, turning on the faucet and running water over the new self inflicted wounds. The star grabbed a washcloth and ran water over it before putting it on their wrist. They looked themselves in the mirror and standing behind them.

The manager.



[cosmo-starzies]

PEAKEST EVER