IdkAnymore

i might post random thoughts

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Does anyone have tips for threading a Sunbeam 1818? I'm getting frustrated that I can't find anything videos of this specific sewing machine that can help me as they are either too low quality to watch or they have horrible explanations, I'm just having trouble getting thing to thread, any help or feedback will be appreciated fr 🙏 😭

(A bit of background, I got the Sunbeam SB1818 off Facebook Market Place minimally used by the owner, it didn't came with it's bonus sewing and accessories, it only came with the machine itself, the foot pedal, the plug, one bobbin (i brought 4 more bobbins, so i have 5 bobbins), and the manual, but my low iq brain simply can't understand the instructions because the pictures it comes with has no color, this is my first time owning a sewing machine too, i really wanna know how to use it properly 😭)

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I ate a pierogi

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I HATE TESTS, I'm already getting gray hairs thinking about it, I already miss my friends that graduated from highschool, I realized that next year I'll be in 10th grade, I feel old already, but at least summer break is closer which means I can finally finalize my Planes/Cars AU based on my last post and feedback 👍

Anyways have some doodles from my midlife crisis since it's been awhile since I've posted anything

Anyways I'll probably not post for another month, like always 🥲👍

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I have been tripping over this small thing, this thought... (Planes/Cars related obviously-)

If a car or plane "dies", do they relive if they get restored? And if they do, do they remember their past life?

This sounds crazy (I'm literally having two to four cups of coffee per day and managing not to go mentally insane- of course I sound crazy-), but it's literally the most logical way they would survive so hear me out, when planes retire (irl) they usually go to a boneyard, basically that's where the end of the road seems closer for the aircraft but that's where fate decides if the aircraft is going to be scrapped, reused, sold off, and or restored (the same goes for cars too- somewhat-). Now if we apply this knowledge to the Cars/Planes AU, it seems a little more screwed up since you're basically deciding this living organism's fate but this is where my questions thrives in my small brain, If a vehicle gets restored would it remember their past? If they get sold off, is that trafficking? If they get scrapped, are the salvaged parts like a transplant? So many questions but not so many answers, I could say I'm overthinking it but whatever, I might make it as my headcanon since I overthink it to the point I believe whatever I just yapped about, and probably at some point I'll answer my questions with my personal theory like a delusional dumbass I am 👍

Thanks sincerely if anyone read through this random nights yapping with a professional delu yapper

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Yk I started watching Initial D (currently on stage 4, act 1, I think) Ryosuke was hard to draw but yk what it was much more fun to draw him and Takumi as cars (I also drew Ryosuke in his little chibi/plushie form) 👍

Ryosuke is my new obsession rn, I LOVE THIS NERDY CAR LOVER 🤭

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RANDOM SMALL DOODLE DUMP except some of it drawn in pink, Green, black pen, a pink highlighter, and mostly drawn in mechanical pencil (and most of it is Blade Ranger doodles)

Don't question the bottom half of the third pic cuz I was paid 10 dollars to draw my favorite character (Blade) with a bit of spice, I regret drawing this but since I was bored and calculated how many honey buns I could get with 10 dollars I decided to take up the offer 🥲

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is it acceptable to eat snow on the job?

If so, Dusty is eating lots of snow rn or he probably crashed, honestly it hasn't snowed this much in years since almost 10 years ago, so of course I had to goof off a bit

Then I made a miserable looking helicopter out of snow before going back inside my house cuz my hands were too cold

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(I'm posting this draft bc I was looking through some drafts out of boredom, this from last November and I forgot to post it)

I went to the USS Yorktown as a field trip (it's HUGE, never underestimate the size of a place until you are there because I was so humbled- anyways-) I wanted to show y'all some of the things I saw

SO MANY AIRCRAFTS, I'll make another post if y'all want to see some of the pictures I took from the inside of the Yorktown cuz I can't fit all the images I wanna show 👍 but it was like heaven walking through and looking at many things, I used to be very obsessed with learning about WWII cuz it was so interesting, so having the opportunity to walk and see was so cool, also if the cam quality or angle is a bit goofy it's because I was excited to look around that I fumbled my phone 😭

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So basically I finally thought of a name for my C-17 Globemaster III OC

His name will be Charlie "Delta"

Basically the reason why I picked this goofy name is because I was randomly looking at my school's Instagram posts because I heard they took a picture of me when they were taking pictures around the AFJROTC room and I saw one of the pictures was showing the rank boards that showed everyone that was a commander officer, I read through the list of flight names and I thought, "Charlie and Delta sounds like good names" because my flight has the goofy ahh name (Alpha- cough cough), I couldn't decide between the two names so I decided to go with "Charlie" being his actual name and "Delta" as like a middle name or nickname, but he'll mostly be referred to as "Delta" most of the time.

Honestly i did the same thing when I was naming Rocky too, basically lil Rocky's real name is "Beximi" (got her name from me butchering someone's name) but I decided she should be referred to as "lil Rocky" 🥲

I swear I will be taking so long to name my OCs but yet I refer to them by their nicknames 😭

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(forgot to post this when I opened my presents on Christmas day)

I GOT LIGHTNING MCQUEEN AS A CHRISTMAS GIFT, THIS IS HIM COMPARED TO DUSTY

It's cool that Lightning doesn't need batteries to work, he can drift, move his eyelids (he looks zesty if his eyelids are down), honestly the best toy I got this Christmas (Lightning is the only toy I got for Christmas, my sadness is through the roof but whatever 🥲)

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IM FREED FROM TESTING, AND I MADE THIS RANDOM THING AFTER I FOUND OUT I PASSED EVERY TEST (if i have the chance I'll make another cuz I'm going to study more for my next goal 👍)

Rocky being a goofball with her new C-17 Globemaster friend (who I forgot to name while creating but I'll figure out something)

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Honestly I've been busy with finals, I've been studying for a long time this whole month, then I went on a field trip, and had a concert, this whole month was busy for me

Anyways have a few drawings I did but forgot to post on here

My favorite goofballs, me and my older brother's gf had been joking about Blade looking scared to death or spooked honestly I'm glad I didn't mess up the painting part tho, also I don't know what I was doing with Chase's design, I was bored in class and just drew him randomly, anyways I'll disappear again 👍

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Yesterday was so emotional, I actually can't believe I'm 15, the second I asked my dad to have a daughter and father dance, I saw him trying to not cry, when he started dancing with me, I heard him sniffling, I wish I could never grow up because I just want to be his little princess, I hope he he's my dad in every universe because he is the best, he changed himself for the good of my family, and I love him for that

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I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M GOING TO BE 15 TOMORROW ‼️🗣️🔥 MY PARENTS PLANNED MY QUINCEANERA, IT'S GOING TO BE SMALL BUT IDC 🤭

Anyways, more doodles of Blade as a Transformer to celebrate 👍

The left is supposed to be him after crashing, his rotors are bent, I just saying cuz my friend told me it looked like he has bendy straws as rotors 🥲

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Screw it, DUSTY CROPHOPPER ON A FLUTE CASE ‼️🗣️🔥

(I'm so bored of practicing but I have to continue, he is half the size of the case) 🥲

Anyways have my sad attempt to make Blade Ranger into a transformer (I use Rescue bot Blades and Heatwave as a reference)

I think I made the mistake of drawing him near the spiral of my doodle book 😭

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AHHHHH, I'M SO IN LOVE WITH THAT GUY, AND I THINK HE ALSO HAS THE SAME FEELINGS TOO, BUT HE'S SO CUTE THO I JUST WANT TO HUG HIM SO BADLY, TODAY HE SHOWED ME HIS PLUSHIES BECAUSE I SHOWED HIM MY PLUSHIES, HE'S LEGIT SO CUTE I'M FINNA CRY BECAUSE HOW DELUSIONAL I AM, BUT HE CALLED ME CUTE AGAIN FOR SAYING I LOVED MY SMILING PINEAPPLE PLUSHIE 😭

(I'll show the picture of pineapple plushie because why not)

I LOVE HIM---^

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So today, me and my irl friend agreed to draw each other's favorite characters from transformers,I decided to draw his favorite characters but the TFP version of them because he was doing my favorite characters but in a different version

Anyways I tried, I could have done better but I feel like not spending a long time with it since tomorrow we are supposed to trade it

I might just fill in the empty parts with their names or something (also the reason why Soundwave had blue instead of purple is because I don't have a purple pen, I also don't have a red pen and I used pink for Shockwave 🥲)