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𝒾𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘥𝘶𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝓅𝘰𝘴𝘵 : 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘳𝘺 ᢉ𐭩

ᛝ 2007. s/her. chococat. music. the vampire diaries. fairies. cats. minecraft. flowers. singing. manifesting. witchcraft. astrology. ( doing ) poetry. journaling. ( making ) fashion. watching shows + movies. concerts.

will post abt poetry, astrology, fashion, & fandoms im in.

NO ai of any sort, ed stuff, gore, 18+ posted here.

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#aesthetic #lana del rey #gloomy coquette #melanie martinez #the vampire diaries #astrology #girlblogging #girlhood #this is a girlblog #manifesting #loassumption #digital diary #diary of a teenage girl #chococat #twenty one pilots #kpop bg #be my friend #tumblr moots #looking for moots

𑣲𝐚𝗽𝗁𝗋𝗈𝖽𝗂𝗍𝖾'𝘀 𝐬𝗶𝗋𝖾𝗻 ʚɞ

black beauty - lana del rey / cinnamon girl - lana del rey / billie bossa nova - billie eilish / halleys comet - billie eilish / moonlight - ariana grande / supernatural - ariana grande / high school sweethearts - melanie martinez / bittersweet tragedy - melanie martinez / silver swan - solya / is this love?? - solya / moral conscience - kali uchis / i wish you roses - kali uchis / dream of you - elita / heavens night - elita. fineshrine - purity ring / grandloves - purity ring / end of the earth - marina / the state of dreaming - marina.

"you have no room for light, love is lost on you"

#lana del rey #billie eilish #ariana grande #melanie martinez #solya music #kali uchis #elitaharkov #purity ring #marina #marina and the diamonds #dream pop #gloomy coquette #baroque #alt pop #diary of a teenage girl

𝒅𝑒𝑎𝑟, 𝒍𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑎𝑏𝑦 — 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺

gilded blood bred into the silver spoon cult. a heart of gold smithed by whatever god there is out there, your dreams cradled by your mothers love. your mothers love given to you unconditionally because she has the ability to give it all, so you are handed all it is you want & whatever else you can handle too. well, i singlehandedly crafted my own heart with porcelain to be the perfect vessel of all this worlds intentions. & my dreams were formed just a little bit outside my lines, away from my reach. i had to break the boundaries set against me to even be able to dream. you will never know what i know, you will never see what i see. i can show my soul to you & you will sympathise, but you will never feel it too. should i apologise for holding your privilege over your head since you never really asked for it, even though you unknowingly do the same to me with passing conversations & subtle actions? why should i mercy you when your mercy to me is just considered charity? i just cant feel your authenticity. maybe im the only one blinded by it, it means nothing to you altogether. youre completely unspoiled by ur spoiled upbringing of noble behaviour. & with a simple personal connection, you can be roped into any single place. while i rely on connections of the constellations to see if my dreams are tied into my fate, or if i was just born to be. a vessel that finds escape in my dreams.

𝓈𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝒹𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴 — 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺

#poetblr #poets on tumblr #poetry #writers and poets #writeblr #literature #diary entry #pintrest girl #diary of a teenage girl #girlblogging #digital diary #dark academia #gloomy coquette #aesthetic #my diary #dear diary

𝒅𝑒𝑎𝑟, 𝒍𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑎𝑏𝑦 — 𝘴𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘴

there is pollen traveling through the winds, into my lungs, into my eyes, into the flowers im running from. pretty flowers flowing in the wind, just being near them makes my skin itch. but running is still a defeat, since they travel through the heat. the heavy heat of the winds, it makes me feel sick, but in a sickeningly sweet kinda way. maybe its my mind knowing that something is missing, you arent here this spring. ur no longer filling my life with a sweet honeyish feeling, ur no longer on my side to breathe what it is im breathing. u tainted all my happy memories with ur leaving, leaving me with this sickly feeling. but that is okay, everything is okay if i let it be. its time to let the dirt of the past tracks mix with the rain, forming mud that solidifies over things that dont serve me these days. although i still feel sick when i wake up, i can still find it in me to go outside. maybe if i stare at the clouds long enough, i can find a shape in perfect size to replace u. but the wind really knows how to turn both me & the sky a solid blue. so maybe i can make some dandelion wishes instead, & finally use the spring winds to my advantage. accept the fact we've held eachother before, respect the fact of that never happening again.

𝓈𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝒹𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴 — 𝘴𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘴