𝑘nuckle‎ ‎ 𝑣elvet.

𝑒very drop of blood,‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝑖s love i don't get back.

[covnant]

AN [𝑖]NDEPENDENT, private + selective portrayal of ryan whelan from the film, leviticus (2026), DIR. BY ADRIAN CHIARELLA, adopted into the genres of gothic horror at-large. multi-verse + highly au friendly. please be advised, as themes including body horror, religious trauma, homophobia, and other triggering topics will be explored here. DD:DNE. STANDARD RP RULES APPLY, with more in-depth rules beneath the read more. send prompts? also found at my multi-muse @paraeble. musings sideblog @rwhelans.

¹ˑ information. ²ˑ the entity. ³ˑ headcanons. ⁴ˑ musings. ⁵ˑ pinterest.

basic rp etiquette applies, minus reblog karma. i don't mind if you rb from me or the source. please only interact with my posts if we are mutuals. i will not write with any muns that are under the age of 21.

eternally sporadic activity, characterized by bouts of inspiration. my mind is constantly bouncing somewhere, but in no way does it indicate a lack of interest for threads and connections. i also work full-time and am mostly active on weekdays.

no zionists, antisemites, transphobes, islamaphobes, racists, nazis, fetishizers— the list will go on and on. just don't be gross. no vagueposting either. call real shit out or handle it yourself. str/nger things or h/rry potter muses, even if 'removed from canon' never interact, you will be blocked. i will also not follow back mcu-based blogs + vivziepop media.

this blog will feature mature content, specifically in terms of body horror / gore, violence, religious trauma, homophobia and allusions to conversion practices, nsfw, substance use, self harm, mental illness, and more. all will be tagged as 'trigger tw'.

i softblock liberally and in no way is it personal. i will only hardblock if i am sure that i do not have any desire to interact or if you fall under the dni criteria listed above. please hardblock me if you do not / no longer wish to interact so i know it wasn't accidental and won't continue to re-follow, as i'm very forgetful about that!

open to plotting via ims or disc, but the primary way to kickstart interactions is via memes. i tend to be very slow with getting back to people and prefer to just write! please feel free to send memes of any kind, even if it's testing the waters of antagonistic or romantic.

[covnant]

ok not to get on my soapbox or anything but i fear the inevitable miscommunication that me having dd:dne means i write like inc.est and romanticized sa and shit but i assure u i do not and it's just like a blanket way of saying "oh here's a warning of my blog that deals with horror elements and other nsfw themes bc sometimes that shit might get bad and i am warning u!"

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sta.cy claus.en's becoming ryan playlist on the official neon spotify is mostly edm with a sprinkling of tame impala but u can't tell me that boy didn't find a scratched up cd of an album by the breeders or veruca salt and have it change his life

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why am i being targeted by tumblr staff phishing scams

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this quote is so mutant!ryan i just need to figure out the logistics.

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getting you all to somehow imagine an older ryan while i won't let myself use heath as an fc you can still have the vibes here...

[9e978e]

via

[redheid]

ah raise an eyebrow just tae be a cunt, who kens why. must be a monday. — you askin everybody that looks vaguely homeless or have ah just got one ay those friendly faces? then ah look at him aw sideways for a second. no even in a hostile way, really. just tryin to work out whit exactly he's at. the way he's standin, like he's here but no really, like if he keeps his heid down enough the whole world might forget he's in it. ah should be nicer. — could probably point you in the right direction.

[covnant]

a single moment of levity, or maybe an offhand comment indicating actual offense— either way, it was probably the first time in weeks ryan's been able to just breathe, spluttering out laughter that verged more on surprise. " nah, you're just the only one who hasn't looked at me like a cunt. " would it kill anyone to have some hospitality? his shoulders settle, looking smaller now that they're not at-attention, thick canvas of his jacket now pooling around his frame. " thanks, mate— 'preciate it. think y'could point some of these other people in that direction, too? 'm starting to think everyone's head's too far up their own arse here. "

[covnant]

SPOKEN. " you are not quite what you were, if that is what you aim to be. " —@dhufeainnewedd, as ishtar atta isil.

the issue lied in this: ryan doesn't know who or what he wanted to be, and only knew what is... or, was? he didn't have time to think about that, not until now, with introspection as a luxury not afforded by those whose priority is survival. only, he did know that the boy who was — sticking to the shadows, skittering in fear of what could be — was someone he vowed himself to never be again. where there was bloodshed, battered and bruised by a life hardly predisposed to people like him, freedom stood at the end of the tunnel.

" i don't want to be like that ever again. scared; like me just existing was wrong. but, i'm still scared of what i could be. "

[covnant]

ryanisms...........

[notmorbid]

widow's bay: season 1.

dialogue prompts from the first season of widow's bay.

don't act like you're better than everyone else.

i don't want any gossip. not today.

apparently there's no age limit on syphilis.

what town doesn't have a checkered past?

there are some people who want to be miserable.

i don't know how to get through to you.

you cannot keep sneaking out at night. do i have to put bars on the windows?

god, _____ used to make me laugh.

you were the best surprise of my life.

i just want to keep you safe.

you just cannot stand someone else being in charge, can you?

there's misogyny in the air. more than a whiff.

they'll drag you down with them, if you let them.

don't you raise your voice at me.

where are you headed? can i offer you a ride?

whatever weird tale you're about to tell me, i don't want to know.

i can't believe i let you into my head again.

i can't imagine what that must have been like, all on your own.

i shouldn't be asking you. it must be so hard to talk about.

i don't need your negativity today. just be supportive.

why are you always so nasty to me?

i know that you asked me to be supportive, but i have my qualms.

you can't just lock me in here.

i can see you calculating how much you think you can get away with in 30 minutes.

were you going to tell me?

you like to watch other people, see into their business.

you are our only hope against this darkness.

frightened men will do desperate things.

you know i've always been on your side.

it's what you promised.

fuck me? fuck you!

i will never understood how the fuck you got your job.

i wonder what my last words will be.

you old dog.

i seem so cold, but i have a heart.

things are gonna be different from now on.

i'm fine, i promise. it's just a flesh wound.

you need to learn to knock, cowboy.

you know what they say: the family that swims together, drowns together.

i thought you had forgotten about me.

i'm sorry, i didn't realize you went to medical school.

how about some tea?

i got a joint. let's smoke it.

it shouldn't be that way, but it is. there's no way around it.

you can't control the bad things that happen in life.

we live in a perpetually burning building, and what we must save from it all the time is love.

life is a house of horrors. you should know that better than anyone.

i've always worried about you. you avoid the truth.

i don't understand why i didn't just listen.

you're a good person. you don't deserve this.

it feels so good to finally say all of this out loud.

the pull-out method just doesn't work.

you are always lying.

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ᝰ🚬 𝚉𝙰𝙲𝙷𝚁𝙿 .ᐟ RANDOM SUGGESTIVE DIALOGUE + ACTION PROMPTS. CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY. SOME MATURE THEMES MAY BE PRESENT. SEND "REVERSE" TO SWITCH THE ROLES OF SENDER AND RECEIVER.

DIALOGUE

come here, i just want you closer.

don't rush. i want to feel this.

you feel so good inside me.

i've been thinking about this all day.

tell me what you want.

you drive me absolutely insane.

i love it when you look at me like that.

don't stop, please.

i need you right here.

you're doing that on purpose, aren't you?

i can't stop touching you.

you feel perfect like this.

stay with me tonight.

i want all of you.

you make it hard to think straight.

look at me. keep your eyes on me.

i love the sounds you make.

you're being dangerous right now.

i missed you.. missed this part of you, too.

let me take my time with you.

you're warm. you're real.

i don't want this to end yet.

come closer. closer than that.

you feel like home.

don't tease me unless you mean it.

i like it when you lose control like this.

you're everything i want right now.

you're breathtaking when you're like this.

stay still, let me.

i love how responsive you are.

you're making this very difficult for me.

you don't know what you do to me.

say my name again.

can i come inside? please..

you feel even better than i imagined.

i want to hear you.

you're intoxicating.

i could touch you forever.

don't hide from me.

you're mine tonight.

you look incredible like this.

i love being this close to you.

you're shaking, i've got you.

you taste amazing.

i want you exactly like this.

i'm not letting you go yet.

you're taking me so well.

tell me if this feels good.

i love how soft you are.

breathe, you're doing so well.

i can feel your heartbeat.

i want to make you melt.

you're so beautiful it hurts.

stay right there.

i love when you get needy.

you don't have to be quiet with me.

you feel incredible under my hands.

i've wanted this longer than i'll admit.

you're all i can think about.

i want to savor you.

let me show you how much i want you.

you're making me weak.

i love being tangled up with you.

don't pull away.

i could get addicted to this.

you feel even better pressed against me.

you're driving me absolutely feral.

stay. just like that.

i love how you react to me.

i want to make you feel good.

you're mine in this moment.

you feel so right.

let me kiss you again.

you're intoxicating this close.

i love your hands on me.

you're impossible to resist.

don't stop touching me.

i love when you pull me closer.

you make me feel wanted.

i could stay like this forever.

you're everything i need right now.

i want to hear you come.

you're so warm.

let me take care of you.

i love when you relax into me.

you feel incredible against me.

i'm not done with you yet.

you're making this very tempting.

open up for me..

you're perfect right here.

i want you to remember this.

you're all mine tonight.

i love when you lean into me.

you make me ache.

don't hold back with me.

you feel amazing when you're like this.

i want to feel every part of you.

you're driving me crazy.

i love how close we are.

i don't want to stop touching you.

you're exactly where you belong.

let me feel you breathe.

you're making me lose focus.

stay with me a little longer.

you're everything i want right now.

i want you slow.

you feel incredible wrapped around me.

you're so responsive.

don't rush this.

i love when you look at me like that.

you make this feel so easy.

i want you close when you fall asleep.

you're intoxicating like this.

i love your warmth.

stay right here with me.

you make me feel wanted.

i want you to feel how much i want you.

don't go yet.

you're making me want more.

i love being like this with you.

you're everything in this moment.

let me hold you.

you feel so good against me.

i want to remember this.

you're breathtaking this close.

stay tangled up with me.

i love how you fit with me.

you're making me soft.

i want to stay right here.

don't stop touching me like that.

you're incredible.

i love how needy you get.

you feel perfect right now.

let me keep you here.

you're everything i want.

i want to make this last.

you're making me melt.

stay close.

i love your closeness.

you're intoxicating.

don't move.

i want you exactly like this.

you make me feel alive.

i love being wrapped up with you.

you're so easy to love like this.

you're everything to me right now.

i don't want to rush this moment.

you feel so right.

i want to fall asleep like this.

you're mine tonight.

ACTIONS

( fingers ) : for SENDER to lace their fingers with RECEIVER'S.

( lean ) : for SENDER to lean in until their breaths mingle.

( trail ) : for SENDER to trail their fingertips along RECEIVER'S arm.

( slow ) : for SENDER to press a slow kiss to RECEIVER'S mouth.

( waist ) : for SENDER to pull RECEIVER closer by the waist.

( body ) : for SENDER to press their body against RECEIVER'S.

( neck ) : for SENDER to nuzzle into RECEIVER'S neck.

( murmur ) : for SENDER to murmur softly against RECEIVER'S skin.

( cradle ) : for SENDER to cradle RECEIVER'S face in their hands.

( linger ) : for SENDER to linger close without speaking.

( back ) : for SENDER to stroke RECEIVER'S back slowly.

( firmly ) : for SENDER to hold RECEIVER'S firmly in their arms.

( guide ) : for SENDER to guide RECEIVER'S to their lap by the hips.

( forehead ) : for SENDER to rest their forehead against RECEIVER'S.

( sigh ) : for SENDER to sigh softly against RECEIVER'S mouth.

( cup ) : for SENDER to cup RECEIVER'S cheek gently.

( jaw ) : for SENDER to trail kisses along RECEIVER'S jawline.

( arms ) : for SENDER to wrap their arms around RECEIVER.

( tug ) : for SENDER to tug RECEIVER closer by their clothing.

( temple ) : for SENDER to press a kiss to RECEIVER'S temple.

( skin ) : for SENDER to linger with their lips against RECEIVER'S skin.

( chest ) : for SENDER to hold RECEIVER close against their chest.

( thumb ) : for SENDER to brush their thumb over RECEIVER'S lips.

( deep ) : for SENDER to kiss RECEIVER slowly and deeply.

( nudge ) : for SENDER to nudge RECEIVER closer with their knee.

( curl ) : for SENDER to curl around RECEIVER protectively.

( rest ) : for SENDER to rest their hand at RECEIVER'S lower back.

( lap ) : for SENDER to pull RECEIVER into their lap.

( collar ) : for SENDER to kiss along RECEIVER'S collarbone.

( hips ) : for SENDER to hold RECEIVER'S hips firmly.

( hair ) : for SENDER to brush hair away from RECEIVER'S face.

( press ) : for SENDER to press slow kisses along RECEIVER'S neck.

( nuzzle ) : for SENDER to nuzzle closer, seeking warmth.

( stroke ) : for SENDER to stroke RECEIVER'S thigh absently.

( still ) : for SENDER to hold RECEIVER still beneath their hands.

( kiss ) : for SENDER to kiss RECEIVER'S until they both breathless.

( trace ) : for SENDER to trace small circles on RECEIVER'S skin.

( heart ) : for SENDER to rest their hand over RECEIVER'S heart.

( brush ) : for SENDER to brush their nose against RECEIVER'S.

( wrap ) : for SENDER to wrap their legs around RECEIVER.

( hold ) : for SENDER to hold RECEIVER after climaxing.

( savor ) : for SENDER to kiss RECEIVER slowly, savoring it.

( cuddle ) : for SENDER to pull RECEIVER into a tight cuddle.

( cheek ) : for SENDER to rest their cheek against RECEIVER'S shoulder.

( pull ) : for SENDER to pull RECEIVER closer until there's no space left.

[ohisms]

✱˚｡⋆ ↪ THE 𝐒TAGES OF 𝐈NTIMACY.   a collection of various action prompts centered around the varying stages of intimacy.  feel free to adjust as desired. heavily mature content, dni with this post if you are under 18, & DO NOT use these prompts for non-con scenarios.  )

SETTINGS.

[01.] finding privacy in a cramped dressing room.

[02.] cramming into the backseat of a car together.

[03.] slipping into the lonesome alleyway behind the bar for "time alone".

[04.] pulling them away from a party after hours of relentless teasing.

[05.] getting handsy under the table at a fancy dining establishment.

[06.] taking the long way home and pulling over on a dark stretch of road.

[07.] staying behind at the venue after everyone else has left.

[08.] the hotel room door barely clicks shut before hands are on them.

[09.] a tent in the middle of nowhere where no one can hear anything.

NEW TERRITORY.

[10.] finding yourself staring at their mouth and getting caught.

[11.] pulling back from a kiss to look at them, then immediately going back in.

[12.] memorizing the shape of them for the first time with your palms.

[13.] that exploratory first kiss, reserved and shy.

[14.] a gentle first kiss that morphs into intense want.

[15.] feeling the shape of their body through their clothes.

[16.] asking for permission to remove one of their garments.

[17.] finally succumbing to the thick tension & colliding feverishly.

[18.] fumbling with buttons or zippers because your hands won't stop shaking.

[19.] admitting out loud that you've been thinking about this for a while.

HEATING UP.

[20.] pulling them into your lap in the midst of a heated kiss.

[21.] discovering that they're wearing [ GEAR / LINGERIE ] under their clothes.

[22.] kissing away from their lips, down the length of their neck.

[23.] desperately grinding on them through layers of clothing.

[24.] dirty talking directly into their ear to turn them on even further.

[25.] pushing them onto a piece of furniture before straddling them.

[26.] lifting them onto the countertop while making out.

[27.] tugging their hair to expose more of their throat to your mouth.

[28.] the wrecked way they say your name for the first time.

[29.] fabric tearing because neither of you has the patience for buttons.

[30.] removing an obstacle of clothing with your teeth.

UNRAVELING.

[31.] biting down on their shoulder to muffle how good it feels.

[32.] the sound they make when you find the spot that undoes them.

[33.] begging without any trace of pride left and meaning every word.

[34.] their composure cracking for the first time, they finally stop holding back.

[35.] repeating "don't stop" like it's the only language left in their mouth.

[36.] leaving possessive marks in places only they'll see.

[37.] whispering "look at me" right before you take them apart.

[38.] trying to be quiet and failing, so they clamp a hand over your mouth.

[39.] flipping positions so fast neither of you remembers who initiated it.

[40.] their nails dragging down your back hard enough to sting later.

[41.] being told to open your mouth and doing it before the sentence is finished.

[42.] having your hands pinned above your head.

[43.] the desperate scramble to get closer when there is no closer to get.

COMING DOWN.

[44.] fingers lazily tracing the marks they just left on your skin.

[45.] pulling the blanket over both of you without being asked.

[46.] that silent, dazed smile when they catch your eye across the pillow.

[47.] the shaky laugh when neither of you can remember where your shirt is.

[48.] going to get water and bringing a glass back for them without asking.

[49.] lying chest to chest, feeling their heartbeat slow back down against yours.

[50.] the quiet "hey" that means something completely different now.

[51.] "come here" said softly — not urgently. just wanting them close again.

[52.] the reluctant moment of untangling.

[covnant]

i think having a good but doomed sibling relationship whether biological or found family esque would heal ryan

[covnant]

said i was going to write but the headache curse got to me unfortunately you will all need to wait another day

[freakytikigifs]

Boyd Holbrook as Peter Kristo A WALK AMONG THE TOMBSTONES

[covnant]

FILE UPDATE, THE ENTITY. if you see anything that looks like me, don't go near it. please be advised for talks of: religious trauma, homophobia, conversion therapy, and general horror themes.

while the film intentionally leaves out the specific denomination of christianity practiced by the parish, i'll heavily be leaning on practices from the pentecostal denomination of protestantism, especially within the concepts of deliverance.

pentecostal deliverance can be defined akin to spiritual warfare, the act of casting out evil spirits via another conduit (i.e. deliverance healers) as well as inner, personal methods of spiritual healing.

at face value, the deliverance healer looks nothing more than your typical exorcist (as they would be called in the catholic faith), but they differ from christianity vs. catholicism in the sense that they are typically informal processes, not ordained in a bureaucratic sense, and can include added support from the people of the parish itself. tl;dr, the catholic church's form of exorcism require institutional clearance and specific certifications and processes, while deliverance relies on the belief that anyone of the faith can perform these rituatls.

ENTER RYAN. after being caught with another member of their community, the pastor's son, hunter, his parents were advised by rod (their pastor) to put ryan and hunter through a deliverance ritual, in which this healer will cast out the evil spirits beckoning both of them to lean into their supposed perversion and impurity.

ryan, being the guy he is, thought it was bullshit, or at least acted out the bravado and masculine naivete expected of a young boy. in reality, he was scared shitless, as the fears instilled in him, those of which are told to god-fearing children in order to keep them alive, suddenly became real.

THE RITUAL GOES AS FOLLOWS. the deliverance healer, aided by the power of fire, binds ones soul to the flame. in that moment, the physical sensations of the receiving individual are similar to that of physical paralysis but complete emotional awareness — it's suffocating, choking, all the while your mind is highly aware of all the faces upon you and is begging to come out. you have no choice but to obey, to follow the light.

" BY THE POWER OF YOUR HOLY FLAME, MAKE NEW WHAT WAS DEFILED— two fires, o' lord, one to defile, and one to reform. "

the moment the flame dies out, your body drops: seizing, contorting, aching every joint while your esophagus is twisted into this new shape; others think of it as the spirit leaving your body, the same way as others may throw up bile or blood the moment a demon is casted out. only, it's the opposite: you're marked, now walking through the world as prey with an entity looming near, stalking, waiting for you to be alone.

the entity takes the shape of who you desire the most— love does not matter to the entity, nor the purity; all of it is seen as temptation, as lust, as perversion. the more you're near the individual whose form it has taken, the better the entity knows you. it not only feeds on your fear, but also your love, your desire, and each word and touch exchanged between two only trains it how to know you better. for all intents and purposes, it smells, acts, speaks, touches, and looks like the target of your own desire.

it's primary form of attack is through general brute strength, wielding its own hands or whatever objects may be near to bludgeon, break, mangle, and destroy.

while it can show up while you are near others, the entity relies on you following it into a place that is secluded.

the ritual has been used on others aside from ryan and hunter, specifically queer individuals either whose parents directly contacted the deliverance healer themselves, like naim's mother, arlene, or those who have been advised by their church to do so. two girls, marnie and jessica, were also known victims of the entity after they were caught together at summer camp.

only the targeted individual can hear, feel, and see their specific entity— it is no different than the real person, not the mask worn by the entity, being right there in front of you. until it begins to attack, there is no reason nor indication, other than you two being alone that may signal it's the entity, that they are not the real person themselves.

right now, the entity's known weaknesses are: fire, as seen through naim using the flame of a lighter to repel the entity and free himself from its grasp, as well as catching the entity off guard in momentary gestures of tenderness.

the entity itself has a very jaded form of love— it relies on lust and sexuality to lure, trap, and kill. sex and death are intertwined in its methodology, so the moment it is shown tenderness, the entity sort of short-circuits, in a way, giving the chance for reprieve or escape.

THE ENTITY CANNOT BE KILLED. as of right now, there is no cure, no undoing this curse, nor getting rid of the entity. you can stun, trap, and escape from it, but it will always come back, and you just need to keep running.

OTHER KNOW VICTIMS. hunter lastnametbd (deceased), jessica rowe (alive), marnie hocking (deceased), naim reid (alive), unknown woman in redbay (unknown status), unknown man in harvey (alive)