the tortured han solo department: the archives

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DICLAIMER/PLEASE READ:

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✶ my works aproach a lot of taboo subjects such as Rape/Non-con, SA, elements of Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Gore and many more. if you find these things triggering/don’t wish to engage with such themes please leave now. I will not take part in any discourse surrounding the contents of my fics: remember, the taboo subjects I write about/include in my works≠my real values and morals regarding such subjects

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✶ list of ships that I write/may write about:

hanleia: this one's loud and clear

han'ra/ fox and hound: Han Solo/Qi'ra

skysolo: again, loud and clear

leii'ra: Leia Organa/Qi'ra

crimsonkiss: Qi'ra/Lennor (OCxCannon)

tomialteeth (tag created with @mitotruco): Garris Shrike/Han Solo (NOT in a romantic pattern! we tag this as a ship due to the nature of their relationship)

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we’re far from the shallow now

Rated T | Leia Organa/Han Solo | 5K | ONE-SHOT | AO3

Written for @joybirdsworks as a birthday gift!

She felt beyond tired, both physically and mentally speaking, and the wisest choice would have been to let him take care of this matter as she tended to her own wounds. But Leia had long ago understood that she was a much more complicated being that she had initially thought, especially in the fields of emotions, and that often she couldn’t explain certain wants and needs of her own: it had started with Han, of course, the cause of so many of her problems yet the solutions to half already existent. The spark in the dark that lightened her tar black skies and the wrong-colored piece in the puzzle of her life that somehow fit in just right. And oh, no matter how much he would drive her insane, cursing and damning him so many damn times through the past years, she always found herself following the red thread back to the gentle touch of his arms and the soothing warmth of his presence.

Leia and Han share a moment after their escape from Jabba's palace.

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a Heaven Is A Place, This Is A Place story

(Don’t) Sink In Me With Your Dog Teeth

Rated E | Leia Organa/Han Solo | ONE-SHOT: EXTRA | 10.7K | AO3

“You’re dirty.’’ the brunette swallowed dryly, suddenly remembering the hand she had left buried in his boxer, gripping at his cock. “You’re dirt and you make me feel sick.’’ she barked out frustrated, spit staining the man’s left cheek. Han laughed, his lips twitching into a sick smile as he tilted the woman’s head back, then ran his tongue across the length of her neck then down her collarbone and between her breasts. “I may be dirt, sweetheart, but you’re the one who likes to roll in it.’’

An extra smut chapter from Heaven Is A Place, This Is A Place, taking place somewhere between chapters 26-28.

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triassic love song

Rated T | Leia Organa/Han Solo | ONE-SHOT | 3.6K | AO3

First, there was the silent, almost mute crack of the ice. The pressure of their boots onto the frozen ground and the hard snow breaking under their steps. Nothing remotely suspicious or unusual, no sign of alarm or panic. She only heard the loud, heart-stopping breaking of snow and ice blocks when it had already been too late.

or what happens when Han and Leia get stuck inside an ice cave on Hoth, eight cellars under the surface level.

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Value of the Heart

Rated T | Leia Organa/ Han Solo | 5.6K | TWO-SHOT | AO3

Written for HanLeia Holiday Exchange 2025 for @bb8mangoes

“I could use you being less stubborn!” she shouted in a sole breath, her voice trembling and eyes on the verge of drowning in her own tears, a tight knot forming at the base of her throat. Han stopped, one foot already inside the carriage, gloved hand gripping onto the door handle as if his life depended on it. Still,he did not turn around. Another sorrowful chuckle escaped his lips, and all the little droplets of hope left in Leia’s heart died as he shook his head in disapproval. “You could use a good kiss!”

A scandal erupting during Countess Naberrie's birthday soiree leads to a hard time between Leia and Han as the strings of their affair are slowly unweaving.

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All The Necessary Evils (Of Loving You)

Rated T | Leia Organa/Han Solo | 2.7K | ONE-SHOT | AO3

Leia knew, from the moment that Han left, that he would either return with their son or never come back at all. She did not expect a body.

An alternative ending for The Force Awakens everybody deserved.

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do you regret bringing me (back) to life?

Not Rated | Major Character Death | Garris Shrike & Han Solo | 2.4K | ONE-SHOT | AO3

a short Halloween one-shot and an early birthday gift for @mitotruco

He kneeled down by his side, taking his drenched hand into his bony hold – those hands, those damned, ugly hands that molded him, that made him into this; his palm, the womb he had grown in – the divine crypt in which he had been shaped from mud and meat. He had concepted and carried him and endured the pains of bringing him to life. And his long, graceful fingers. Branches of the tree of life, the claws that pulled him out of the undead and into the land of the living and ultimately threw him into the open mouths of starved wolves. His mother, his father. His creator. His cursed, cruel, miserable God.

A drabble of Han Solo and Garris Shrike's twisted relationship in a Frankenstein-ish AU

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champagne problems

Rated T | Leia Organa\Han Solo | 5.7K | ONE-SHOT | AO3

written for HanLeia Appreciation for Day 7: FREE DAY

“And too think that he was such a handsome groom at first sight.’’ (. . .) “Such a shame for the bride, too. (. . .) It’s a good thing both her and the prince were drunk, though. (. . .) They really deserve each other. What a shame they’re both fucked in the head.”

Prince Han Solo of the Crown of Corellia has been arranged to marry a woman he’d never met and clings to drinking as a copying mechanism. Yet things take an unwanted turn on his very wedding day. . .

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Heaven Is A Place, This Is A Place

a Gothic Horror Star Wars fanfiction

Mature | Leia Organa/Han Solo | WIP | AO3

After the destruction of the Death Star, Leia’s safety is once again on the edge of the knife as Vader is keen to recapture her. When the Rebellion decides to hide her from the public eye for a while, Han is assigned to help her disappear as soon as possible, and what better place to hide someone wanted by the Empire rather than right under their own nose?

Accompanied by their Wookie friend and a Tatooine farm boy turned pilot, the Princess and the Scoundrel set course for Corellia to look for shelter. As they find an oasis for themselves in his abandoned childhood home, Han relives the memories of his early years for the first time in forever and twists the knife in his own wounds once again.

(or Han is tortured by his miserable childhood on Corellia as he navigates through another impasse in his life, reopens scars unhealed, is haunted by the memory of his mother and slowly falls in love.)

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To Love Me Is To Suffer

Rated E | Rape/Non-Con | Leia Organa/Han Solo | 5.7K | TWO-SHOT | AO3

Cold is the tip of the knife of the butcher as it enters him, cold is the blade that licks his skin like the hungry, starving wolf chewing onto the skin of the rabbit. The rabbit was him. A fragile, still, mundane being, consumed by the wretched, vile animal that took advantage of his weakness and stripped him off anything close to being human again. He was a rabbit and he was nothing. Nothing but the bones and the disgusting bits of chewed meat hanging from his lifeless ribs. (. . .) This was not Han. This was only the corpse he left behind, the rotting remains of someone he would no longer be. This body was not, and would never be, his anymore.

Disguised as Boushh the Bounty Hunter, Leia enters Jabba’s palace to rescue a frozen in Carbonite Han Solo — or so she expects. Things take an unexpected turn when she faces the man she loves living, breathing, and in a position unlike everything she’d ever imagined.

or a reimagined scene from Return of the Jedi with a darker touch.

NOTE: the rape/non-con tag does NOT apply for the main pair!