noot noot

block dont rp. mentally unstable but im a bit less toxic than i was 2 years ago 🥰🥰

[craftydreamtidalwave]

hey so this is important

block me if you find my blog triggering or anything. dont report. i dont wanna lose it, thanks <3

[hexhomos]

ok now imagine jayce watching his frankenstein bf grow big and strong as he takes copious notes ✒️✒️✒️

which you may be seeing soon over here

[srvphm]

Dissociation feels

everything is happening 0.5 times too fast

numb

everything but a little bit to the left

Numb™

it feels like Monday the 17th at 3:31pm but also like Saturday at 4:57am

….. existing?

hahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

why are the end credits playing I didn’t even hit play

Current emotion is coma

I need to self-harm but I physically cannot move

feeling panic rising up inside but being too numb to physically react

Must Do Thing. Do Not Know What Thing Is.

N҉͏̖͇͕̥ư̷̭̪͇͉̰̱͢ͅḿ͝҉̠̬̘͇̫͇͍̘͜b̴͓͍̱̣

everythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingevery

…I should start a religion

I A M G O D

*vibrating softly* everything in the world is my fault

Numb

Existence Is Fraud

Do I still have legs?

[craftydreamtidalwave]

this was today. i kinda dont know whats going on here? why does it seem like there are 2 rhythms🙃?

hb916.m4a

[craftydreamtidalwave]

guys life just happened. so sorry if im not replying to private messages or posting new files. ill probably still be lurking, but ill resume posting audios when this gets better

[tearthatcherryout]

Cruel Intentions (1999)

[heph]

Mouse MD 🐀🐁🐀🐁

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

please stop forgiving my sins I worked so hard on those

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

"your sins have been forgiven my child" bitch do u know how much PLANNING--

[craftydreamtidalwave]

about to blow up this place with fetish content, im too lazy to make a whole new account for it 🤧🤧 moots who follow me for sfw reasons, feel free to mute ☺️

[marciaillust]

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

This applies to writing also

[saltedume]

😭😭😭 real

[brian-kinney-apologist]

I had to do this guys

[craftydreamtidalwave]

possibly my first audio here! so sorry about the sound quality, i struggled so much for a decent record. enjoy ☺️☺️☺️

[valtsv]

thinking about how when you punch a mirror so that it cracks and fractures into multiple shards reflecting your own visage back at you, you're really just ironically surrounding yourself with more of the self you loathe in your quest to attain self-destruction. the grotesque reproductive quality of gouging pieces from yourself in order to lessen the burden of existence, and in the process only proliferating more individual aspects of You, shedding them as you go. much to consider.

[valtsv]

something like this

[craftydreamtidalwave]

im trying so hard to pressure play with my heart and my breasts keep getting in the way damn it

[hoziersong]

[sexwithstilinskiandhale]

you're laughing. The umbrella academy's final season destroyed every character's personal growth and semi-healed traumas, left huge plot-holes, completely abandoned some of it's most beloved side characters that were crucial in previous seasons and you're laugh-oh. You're crying. My bad. Go ahead. Let it out. Understandable.