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independent & private mara jade skywalker from the star wars expanded universe. headcanon based and canon verse available . loved by kore ( she / her , 21+ ) i do write her and luke as the main ship on this blog but au ships are available in different verses. i write her as demi sexual and demi romantic, so it’s going to take plotting. canon divergent for some aspects of legacy of the force.

a study in: finding yourself after a lifetime of conditioning, and building a path toward the light .

#rules #pinned.

small sc mayhaps

#ooc // this is your captain shouting #you’re mostly gonna find me on rhaenyra these days but oh boy #do I love one space mom / former assassin

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#ooc // this is your captain shouting #hi

mitchellwrites

deathless ♚ sentence meme

You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast.

You are going to break your promise. I understand.

You’re lonely too.

It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be.

I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable.

I am your servant.

I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased.

For you alone I will be weak.

I belong here, and you will not deny me.

I say these things, and the world listens.

I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. I have tried.

In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold.

I will not let her speak because I love her, and when you love someone, you do not make them tell war stories.

I moved the earth and the water for you.

You will always run away with her.

You will always lose her.

You will always be a fool.

You will always be dead, in a city of ice, snow falling into your ear.

You have already done all of this and will do it again.

No one should be judged for loving more than they ought, only for loving not enough.

We look terrible to you, and severe, and you see our blood flying.

What we carry between us is hard-won, and we made it just as we wished it to be, just the color, just the shape.

There need never be any rules between us.

Let us be greedy together; let us hoard.

Do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me.

I am selfish. I am cruel. My mate cannot be less than I.

Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight.

I can’t abide a poor liar.

You look like a winter’s night. I could sleep inside the cold of you.

Oh, quit that. Blushing is for virgins and Christians.

Scold me; deny me. Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me.

Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing.

In his own country, Death can be kind.

What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists?

Men die. It’s practically what they’re for.

I am no one; I am nothing.

Nothing in me was not made by you.

A revelation is always the end of something. It might even be cause for grief.

Just tell yourself a story that’ll satisfy you and pretend he told it.

Forever isn’t bright; it isn’t like that. Forever is cold and hard and final.

I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived.

If you want to kill yourself, do not use us as your knife.

What did I do wrong? Was I boring? Did I ignore you?

Don’t you dare speak to me like that.

I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.

I have fought all your battles for you, just as you asked me.

I have learned not to cry when I strangle a man.

I have learned to watch everything die.

I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too.

Are we not devils?

No one is now what they were before the war.

I have not seen you without your skin on.

Close up your head; your brain is getting loose.

We obsess. It’s in our nature.

I’ve a devil of a habit for being right.

In war you must always choose sides.

If you try to be a bridge laid down between them, they will tear you in half.

We are all dead. All equal. Broken and aimless and believing we are alive.

My old bones will follow yours soon enough.

It is better to be strong and cruel than to be fair.

I will see him with his skin off before I agree to fall in love.

After love, no one is what they were before.

I have survived, but I have not been spared.

In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you.

Frighten me, make me cry, only come back.

It’s not so bad, my darling. Being dead. It’s like being alive, only colder.

You’ll think it’s love, while he dines on your heart.

You will be so beautiful when you are old.

I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.

You will live as you live in any world…with difficulty, and grief.

I look at you and it is like my throat being cut.

She said you’d come and I swore to eat your heart.

I still want to kiss you.

My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it.

What happens to anything beautiful?

I have to know, I have to or else you will just rule me until the end of everything because you know and I do not.

#meme //

rotblut

JUNG HO YEON Squid Game, 2021

#vis. as long as i’m fighting i’m not dying

littlelovelymemes

( * &. ━ SANTA CLARITA DIET SENTENCE STARTERS

* potential trigger warning : this post contains a lot of murder and possible spoilers.

‘ no more doing things separately. from now on, we fuck everything up together. ’ ‘ i’m not doing cocaine. i just have a feeling i would be unbearable. ’ ‘ what, you hear that? that’s the sound of the tables turning. ’ ‘ i just wanted your vomit. why’d you have to make it weird? ’ ‘ our kitchen looks like the inside of a shark. ’ ‘ i had such a good day at the asylum. ’ ‘ kidnapping. why don’t governments do more to stop them? ’ ‘ we’re hand models and we have to protect our assets from sun damage. ’ ‘ killing people is hard. i used to think that was a good thing. ’ ‘ he worships you. you’re the queen of his spank bank. ’ ‘ sweetheart, you bought a car and now you’re grinding on the neighbors. this is not who you are! ’ ‘ i’ve been wanting one ever since this morning! ’ ‘ i feel like whatever i say is going to make you push harder against my vagina. ’ ‘ i really want to make this work. ’ ‘ sometimes you do shit you never expected for the people you love. ’ ‘ oh god, you’re in to sports? this relationship is getting even more untenable. ’ ‘ what a cute, weird couple you make. ’ ‘ i like not killing people – i’ve always liked it. i just forgot how much. ’ ‘ killing people is hard. i used to think that was a good thing. ’ ‘ we’re not good at murder. i happen to think that’s a positive quality. ’ ‘ oh no, my finger’s oozing again. ’ ‘ no, he’s fine, he just saw something on television and now he’s living his life by it. ’ ‘ i think he spent too much time in a hot car. ’ ‘ you could’ve slapped bloody hands on who knows how many dead asses. ’ ‘ whoa, hey, wow, look at your face! ’ ‘ you look amazing! like a sexy raccoon! ’ ‘ i am not a murderer! okay, technically i am. not even technically. literally. but i refuse to be defined by that one time i murdered somebody. ’ ‘ you bailed so you don’t get to have an opinion, okay? ’ ‘ nobody likes a backseat arsonist. ’ ‘ yes, it’s fun to be carefree and spontaneous and less hirable in a depressed job market. ’ ‘ oh my god, are you serious? you’d kill me with a bat? ’ ‘ you know what’s cool? i’m never surprised anymore. ’ ‘ i feel like a bus station shit in my mouth. ’ ‘ well, we can’t start killing people. ’ ‘ we’re getting life back to normal and killing people isn’t normal, sweetheart. ’ ‘ i love this idea. you’re an evil genius. ’ ‘ act casual. ’ ‘ you see? i’ve known you, what, five minutes and already i’d rather have you kill me. ’ ‘ new lesson: if at first you don’t succeed then blast his ass with tear gas. ’ ‘ just because something’s changed doesn’t mean it’s not still beautiful. ’ ‘ if you miss eating pizza, eat a man who just at pizza. ’ ‘ i just threw up. like a fair amount. ’ ‘ i know we have to kill somebody today, but we have to be parents every day. ’ ‘ i just stuffed a man in a meat freezer. cross that off my bucket list. ’ ‘ i am so glad this is not one of those diseases that dries your skin out. ’ ‘ here’s a solution: let’s all stop talking until i can think of what to say next. ’ ‘ god, there’s so many ways to mess up your children. ’ ‘ everyone is afraid of change, but when life is screaming ‘this is your new truth,’ you need to accept it. ’ ‘ be bold, be brave, and live your new truth, no matter what it is. ’ ‘ how do you have so much testosterone without balls? ’ ‘ i’ve just been lying here, successfully throwing a ball up and down. ’ ‘ i mean, he’s giggling a lot now, so that’s new. ’ ‘ i’ll let you do the math because he couldn’t. ’ ‘ you keep talking shit about us and i swear to god i will drop kick you. ’ ‘ try it and i will kick your twat so far up your throat that you’ll get pregnant giving blow jobs. ’ ‘ we’re gonna kill people, sweetheart. ’ ‘ we’re gonna kill people so you can eat them. ’ ‘ we’ve been us since high school. i’m not gonna bail on you now. ’ ‘ would it be weird if i took his watch? ’ ‘ don’t come at me with that weak tea. ’ ‘ whoa, buddy, there’s a lot to unpack here. ’ ‘ i’m panicking so my lizard brain is making a lot of the decisions. ’ ‘ well……. bye! ’ ‘ i started thinking about that nervous smile of yours. ’ ‘ you gotta stop saying that to people. ’ ‘ nice try blending in, you handsome, thick-haired, son of a bitch. ’ ‘ ‘i love you very much’? what the fuck is that supposed to mean? ’ ‘ sometimes i feel like you’re batman and robin and i’m… alfred. ’ ‘ damn, you still have that new baby smell. ’

#meme //

force wise ? she’s firmly on the light side of the force. morally ? if murder is the only and easiest way to solve the problem she WILL NOT hesitate

#ooc // this is your captain shouting #genuinely it’s so interesting how whenever luke slips she’s the one pulling him back #ie when she gave birth to Ben #but she has #no qualms of committing murder

small starter call ✨

#ooc // this is your captain shouting #boops yall on the nose #muse ? who is she #I have some now

shoutout to the academy students having to watch mara and luke flirt for ten fucking years

#ooc // this is your captain shouting #‘ is master skywalker pining again ‘#‘ …..’#‘ Mara’s here so yes ‘

Mara:

anyone actually: why aren’t you doing the jedi thing

#ooc // this is your captain shouting #leave her alone she just WANTS TO SMUGGLE IN PEACE

kyp disagrees with luke publicly and mara’s like ‘ wow I should’ve killed him years ago’

#ooc // this is your captain shouting #Luke’s little ‘ what side are you on’ after she sees the logic in kyp’s plan