sup

it’s all good in the hood

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dear theodosia

yes i also miss our talks. stop doing drugs

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i’m just full of half finished ideas

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GUYS OMG

my fav thing to do is tell people i don’t have ribs and for some reason literally everyone gets really upset and offended about it and idk why. like they will literally start poking my ribs and be like “yes u do!!!!” and try and fight me and i’m like haha no i don’t those are nonribs

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it’s cute that you’re still thinking about me, after all this time. thanks for letting me know everything i’m doing wrong, because it made me realize that losing you as a friend was one thing that i did right

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inner me: pop the bubble wrap

me: i don’t wanna, i might need it for a package

inner me:

pop

the

bubble

wrap

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me, already crying:

if you’re gonna talk about me say it to my face

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i love you

you don’t know me

i don’t know you

but i love you

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self love

•take a bath: throw in some bubbles and epsom salts, put together a little food dish of pretzels, apples, etc, listen to music or watch tv, go on your phone or read a book

•lay in the sunlight: take a nap, read a book

•do a facial: watch netflix, read a book, listen to music, do homework, or meditate while you’re waiting for it to dry

•write: music, poems, stories, anything, whether it’s good or bad

•bake: put on some music and dance around the kitchen while baking, be careful!

•clean: do a little tidying up, with or without music, maybe an audio book or a podcast, or just hum to yourself

•sit and look at the stars or clouds: make shapes or constellations

•draw or paint: whether it’s good or bad, draw or paint different things, let your heart feel

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i really like this video but don’t know what to post it on so enjoyyyy

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i think one of the saddest things is when you realize how little your friendship means to someone you thought cared

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Do you ever just go to text “I’m fine“ because someone upset you but you don’t want to say anything about it but there’s tears rolling down your face and you stare at the send button thinking if you should send the text or not, and as you click send you feel a shiver go down your spine because everything’s not fine but it’s come too far at this point to say anything?

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I want friends

I want friends who don’t bail on you for something you’re obviously really excited for, who don’t do things that you’ve talked to them about because it makes you feel bad, who don’t make you feel like crap almost everytime you hang out, who love and accept all of you, who ask you to hang out rather than you always asking them, who make you feel like you’re not just “there” and like you’re not being left behind

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I will be flowers

Lovely and kind

Softly swaying in the wind.

You make a mistake

I'm filled with regret.

I will be rain

Drizzling at first

Drenching you in a downpour.

You make a mistake

I'm filled with regret.

I will be ice

Freezing you out

Slowly thawing but leaving you with frostbite.

You make a mistake

I'm filled regret.

I will be fire

Burning you down

Until all that remains are ashes and soot.

You are no longer my problem.

For I have destroyed you

From my past, present, and future.

You are dead to me.

Yet suddenly,

I am very much alive to you.

You realize that I am flowers

Lovely and kind.

You make a mistake.

I take no notice.

You are filled with regret,

I sway in the wind.