Shhhh its a secret

TRIGGER WARNING! I don't promote anything. Hi I'm Monica, I'm 22 and this is my hidden blog where I can blog about my depression, anxieties, and desires without my friends finding out. So shhhh...

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Requested red thinspo 💋

Follow for daily thinspo 🌸

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Collarbone Thinspo pt.2

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Legspo

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Curly hair thinspo for my curly girls 😘😍😘😍

*found on weheart it @ajselxd1

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More here ⭐️

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Slow kissing and ass grabbing

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6 Exercises for Leaner Inner Thighs…VIDEO

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Size 14 vs size 0

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You’re better off being alone than being with someone who makes you feel alone.

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Weightlossmotivation

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Things I want him to fix.

Pay attention to me

More sex

Clean up after himself

Follow through with what he says he will

Have more passion. Treat me like you're lucky to have me, because you are.

Dates that don't involve sitting on the couch.

Run with me again.

Cook with me

Save money

Stop making me feel like I have to beg you to want me.

Grow away from his family. I dont mean leave them or cut them out of his life but don't talk to your mother every damn day. Its weird.

Stop letting her call you her beautiful baby boy and kiss you on the mouth, you're an adult man for gods sake.

Stop making me act like someone I'm not to please your family.

Be on my side too.

Be spontaneous.

Be adventurous.

Read a god damn book with me.

Build each other up in our careers.

[crawlingthroughlife]

I moved to a new place this week.

I can already tell that the stress of my crumbling life is affecting my eating. I mean, I'm back here aren't I? I haven't looked at this in so long, I gained so much weight I can't even look at myself. And now I'm without my boyfriend, I'm in a new city, I don't have a job, I have a degree I don't know what to do with, my loans are coming due soon, and I just can't eat. I don't want to eat. I want to be thin and my life to fall back together and it will if I stop eating.

How fucked up is that? I need to remember my meds every day again. I'm a mess. But I want to be a skinny mess. I want him to see me for the first time again and say "bae, have you lost weight? Are you okay?"

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fat lasts longer than flavour.