Toxicity
November 23, 2020
TW: Referring to toxic relationships.
You’ve hurt me right down to my core.
Now I have to deal with emotions I’ve never thought of before.
Emotions that I’d rather ignore.
Just tell the truth, it’ll be alright.
Your lies have fully consumed my life.
You make me question if what I remember is right.
Your words constantly fill me with fear.
You yell and scream which makes me afraid to come near.
You make me wish I could rip my ears out, and never hear.
Will my future lover treat me the same?
Will they constantly put me to shame?
Will they then turn around and leave me to take the blame?
Or will I become the monster that makes people afraid?
Will who I am eventually decay?
And become the person who makes people want to stay away?
I reflect upon a lot of my old poetry, and wonder how the hell I managed to write most of them...
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