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progress, not perfection

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As soon as I saw her in this outfit, I just thought THERE’S NO WAY I’M NOT DRAWING THAT SHIT.

I am still clearly in love with Seo Yeji, yeah?  She's so beautiful. 😭😭😭 A late tribute to the badass kween, #komoonyoung ❤️

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Haikyuu!! (2012 – 2020) by Haruichi Furudate

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Saw this badass photo of seo yeji from her 2018 photoshoot. Couldn't resist drawing her. 😍 (Music: With You in the Morning by Carl Storm)

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a fantasy

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A little doodle to remind myself that forgiveness is part of self-love.

Photo by ChengFeng. 

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Redrew my first fanart of Namjoon (2015). Reminiscing the release of 'Too Much'. Those were sad times, both in the fandom and my personal life. I was as conflicted and angry as Namjoon was when he wrote that song. Today, things are a lot brighter.

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A huge part of getting over a heartbreak from someone you barely know is recognizing that you merely fell for the idea of him and not him per sé.

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A little late to the fanart party cos I’ve been drowning in work, but here’s my take of our cool guy yoongs. :>

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I feel like when this fades, I'll look back at this moment and laugh at myself for ever feeling this way towards the one person I thought would never make my heart flutter.

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“6 months, 2 weeks, 4 days, and I still don’t know which month it was then or what day it is now. Blurred out lines from hangovers to coffee Another vagabond lost to love. 4am alone and on my way. These are my finest moments. I scrub my skin to rid me of you and I still don’t know why I cried. It was just something in the way you took my heart and rearranged my insides and I couldn’t recognise the emptiness you left me with when you were done. Maybe you thought my insides would fit better this way, look better this way, to you and us and all the rest. But then you must have changed your mind or made a wrong because why did you leave? 6 months, 2 weeks, 4 days, and I still don’t know which month it was then or what day it is now. I replace cafés with crowded bars and empty roads with broken bottles and this town is healing me slowly but still not slow or fast enough because there’s no right way to do this. There is no right way to do this. There is no right way to do this.” ― Charlotte Eriksson

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Maybe it was all in my head Maybe it wasn't The only thing I'm sure about Is that you changed your mind so quickly

my head at 3AM

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I feel like the amount of alcohol I consumed this month is more than the total amount I consumed in the past 23 years of my life. 

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Re:live

Some heartbreaking questions I got recently.

"Why are you trying to master drawing now? You've either been a bookworm, a writer, a graphic designer, or a video editor all your life. Why are you trying to be an "artist" now??"

"Why are you studying Japanese and Korean? What are you using them for? Why do you need formal classes when you aren't gonna use them for your career in the future?"

Am I not allowed to learn things just because I WANT TO? BECAUSE DOING THEM MAKES ME HAPPY? BECAUSE I WANT TO FIND MYSELF? BECAUSE I WANT TO HAVE FUN?

I just want to feel alive again. 

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My favorite song from Eric’s album!

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Drunk words are sober thoughts.

Inspired by one of my intoxicated tweets, those I don't remember typing. Lol. Wrote 'I miss you' with my left hand for that i-mumbled-this-while-drunk effect. Haha.

Materials: - Simbalion Watercolors - The Craft Central Round brushes - soti time sketchbook - Kuretake Zig Cartoonist Mangaka Flexible - Sakura Pigma Micron 05

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My son, Kotaro. 😍 So cute and fluffy. ❤️ If you guys haven't yet, watch Gakuen Babysitters and let your worries wash away cos of Kotaro's cuteness. ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ

Materials: - Kuretake Zig Drawing Pen 0.1 - Sakura Pigma Micron 005, 05 - Simbalion Watercolors - The Craft Central Round Watercolor Brushes - The Craft Central Watercolor Paper