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solvatochrome

if we used to talk and don’t really anymore

chances are i miss the hell out of you

but i’ve assumed that you dislike me and that’s why we stopped talking

dash-digital

behance

#countdown to darkness

kogami

#mindless questions

I could have...

I must have been kidding myself, thinking the mess wasn't just going to follow. Much like dangling fresh meat in front of a starving lion and not expecting the lethargic beast to lunge. Maybe I was partially hoping these lions were too weak. Someone said to me once "hopes die last"; and just when hopes become my last resort, the reaper shows up on my doorstep with my hour glass. Patiently waiting for that last bit of sand to hit the bottom. I truly was screwed from the day I was born, but I did have one chance to choose a different life. I never liked things to be easy. Obviously because I've saturated myself in gasoline and handed out zippos to my enemies.

I could have gone down a better road. This always becomes my first thought when death is at my doorstep; I could have been in Venice. When I was fourteen, I could have built a space station for NASA but instead I robbed a bank and put a powerful man in jail. I could have gone to Africa and built wells and fed starving children, but instead I killed that powerful man’s brother who put my mother in a coma. I could have became a ambassador or took a seat on the united nations. Instead, I build really big weapons, sometimes blow stuff up; and expect zero consequences.

So today I stand in this corporate lobby and stare at the car that’s been sitting in that parking lot for three weeks straight; then to the coffee shop across the street, and lastly to the ball cap wearing men who walk pass this facility every day at variable but noticeable times. I stare at my consequences and I finally realize that these people are idiots if I chose another road, if I became that ambassador or space station maker; I would be really, really bored.

#--#shoulda coulda woulda #thoughts #[NOW ON TO THAT STARTER