#sort of vent

[agony-dealer]

cold

[mlmshark]

Caine is for the people who lowkey wish they were never born but now feel like they have to make up for it and prove that they were worth it just to be annoying and an inconvenience to everyone around them

[corvyskreacher]

[eatfeet69]

I fucking hate the word "cunt" for genitalia and for some reason it is very very popular to use for trans men in writing. not a big fan of that

[plut0-plan3tzz]

The word sysmed is the most obvious example of ableism in the endo hate group. Not only because it's implying that real systems are pushing them down which implies that they have a CDD too. But also because it is based off of transmed, meaning that endos think being a system is the equivalent of transitioning, transitioning into a system. Like they're freaking transIDs atp. "We're not claiming to have a CDD!!" Yet you use CDD exclusive medical terms like system, alter, fragment, headmate, etc and you compare traumagenic system to literal identities. Endos are PURPOSELY watering down systemhood and there is nothing, and I mean NOTHING that can change my mind about that. First they invaded our spaces, then they stole our terms, and when we call them out they play victim while creating us a slur. A hate group waters down terms, a hate group gives their victims slurs, a hate group destroy or take over their victims safe spaces, a hate group makes it impossible for someone to get a real genuine diagnosis because the doctors are to afraid their patient it someone pretending. I hate endos and I wish that hate group never existed. I wish they weren't the reason of so many System's suicides, I wish they weren't the cause of so much discrimination towards CDDs, I wish so much that they didn't make so many people with a CDD feel self-conscious just for being a normal human, and I wish I didn't have to wake up every day wondering why being a system isn't the "identity" endos make it out to be.

[m4rs-bug-23]

earlier today our sister commented on how slow we walk (as she always does despite knowing of our chronic pain <33) and she said "stop limping" or something and it made me sad uhm. i don't really care now i just wanted to get it out

queen i CAN walk faster but it hurts and i was already dizzy and hurting all day gurl i do not want to like. fall over love you but i'm not risking falling over

she was probably just bothered from school anyway

[tweeker-tincel]

New medication - one a day, two could kill

It’s scary, having something so powerful next to my bed..

I fear the day I have a panic attack and have too many, especially since my daily dose is already so high..

I’ve only had these for a few hours. Only used them once. But I can’t leave my Tincel, not yet.

[depressedtoasterwhoshigh]

Vent sort of?

My boyfriend has made it clear he wants kids, and I do not want them. I'm actually terrified of the concept of pregnancy and have had multiple nightmares about it. But the thing is he's so excited about the notion of starting a family and has sort of unintentionally been pushing me to try and have a family with him. I don't want to disappoint him by telling him how I feel, even though I know he'd be understanding.

NOT TO MENTION I don't want kids bc I have a lot of trauma+abusive mom and don't want my kids to have to deal with that