Feral Child

[creepfreakkk]

I've been off my meds and made a big mistake!

[creepfreakkk]

I've been pushing him and everything else to the back of my head since our break up. I've refused to face the reality of everything until now, so now everything is sinking in and I don't like where it's at. I've been crying all night and it doesn't look like I will stop anytime soon

[creepfreakkk]

Welcome back to tumblr, I'm real sorry to hear about you and your boyfriend and I sincerely hope you feel better soon. I hope you find someone infinitely better than him

I'm just at such an awful place right now. I keep avoiding my feelings and it's starting to come back and slap me in the face. thank you for your support

[creepfreakkk]

my boyfriend and I broke up and now I am so sad

[creepfreakkk]

I went pretty psycho yesterday

I’m all good now, but now I know i’m not “all better” and still have to take my meds

[popobana]

teatime

[cinema-enigmatic]

HEAT-HAZE THEATRE (aka HEAT SHIMMER THEATRE) (Seijun Suzuki, 1981)

[creepfreakkk]

I need a better way of coping than imagining all the ways I could die

[creepfreakkk]

It's my birthday!

[creepfreakkk]

I'm the happiest I've been in my whole life!

[creepfreakkk]

My boyfriend is too good and pure for this world. I have the constant urge to wrap myself around him and kiss every inch of his body. I'm so proud to date someone who is so ambitious. He is so smart, he literally teaches me something new every day. Even if I stumble over my words, or say something dumb, or don't understand something simple, I never feel like he holds it against me. He says I am precious and delicate, but I always want to protect him. Nothing I've ever felt feels like the way that I love him.

[ardensirens]

[creepfreakkk]

I wish such a great band like The Growlers didn't remind me of such a shitty person...

[creepfreakkk]

I'm sure I failed my design class. Look, I don't care if I like my career anymore. I'm not detrimental to society. I'm just done being a failure.

[urada]

[creepfreakkk]

I know my boyfriend loves me, there isn't a doubt in my mind that he cares about me so much I just don't deserve it

[creepfreakkk]

there is an immense beauty and sadness about you. anytime I see you post something personal I feel like you somehow put a lot of yourself in these posts without saying much. if I say I love you it may sound bizarre because we don't know each other, and I really mean it in a harmless way. you are beautiful and I understand you are sick but you are not you're sickness. you have much beauty to offer those around you. please don't ever give up your existence. PS I truly hope things go well for you🙂

Reading this was incredibly encouraging, thank you very much. I'm not sure what I have to offer the world but hopeful it's something I can be proud of. You are a very kind person to be so sincere and thoughtful to me, a stranger. 💕I hope the world is being just as kind to you.