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that guy...vincent valentine. trying different rendering styles.
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who you were matters; what you did has shaped what you are. if you are to atone, atone for the blood you spilled, not the agency you failed to usurp. Vincent Valentine. Turk. Dogsbody. Assassin. Kidnapper. Torturer. Before SOLDIER, before the Wutai war, the Turks shaped the world of corporate espionage, eliminating ShinRa's enemies by whatever means necessary. Who better to become the vessel of Chaos?
One half of my contribution to @vinvalenzine
breathofthearth:
The crimson cloak around her, concealing her, is a very real weight that she wishes would swallow her, make her disappear. She’s never been one to shy away from anything, facing everything head on with a zeal that seemed uncomparable. She doesn’t like how she’s overthinking things, or how she’s silently questioning everything as if she’s uncertain.
Until he says her name and Aerith stops.
Before this moment, they were once companions that found one another and were bound to a common goal. And maybe that had been a lifetime ago, but it still happened and as she stands here, in this petrified place that is both in a standstill or dead, locked by time, she feels vestiges of that certainty coming back to her as she steps towards him.
Towards Vincent, holding out an offering for her to stay.
Her lips are still tingling, and maybe there’s a slight flush to her paler than normal cheeks, but she doesn’t shy away as she comes back into his space, looking down at the brush he’s holding, the one she’d used to tame the mess of that midnight mass that was his hair, now pleated nicely and neatly in a braid.
She wants to stay.
So she does.
Every step she took back to him, distance not being much between them, was sure and purposeful. It reminded her of when she first arrived at this place after she had come to the decision to leave everyone and make her own way here. The stones she had touched leading down to the hidden city speaking to her, telling her everything they had recorded with voices of people she would never meet were all so overwhelming, but it was her own resolve that kept her going.
A resolve that would not, could not, waver.
She stands here, in front of him, with that same feeling, except there seems to be something more now. The only way Aerith can describe it is like she’s being pulled.
That feeling doesn’t subside, even when she’s near him, but rather it evolves into something that can almost be akin to completeness.
“Promise to be gentle?”
There’s a lilt in her voice where she can’t help but reveal that playful side of her. Even after death, that has not changed or gone away. There is relief coursing through her as the tension she’d been carrying abates in knowing she’s not made things awkward.
“…can you braid my hair, too? I feel like I’ve got a lion’s mane.”
Resolve makes her sidestep him to sit where he’d been kneeling and plopping herself onto the ground, the cloak more than enough to conceal her as she sits facing the water’s edge. The lake is placid, even still, as her eyes take into the cool darkness of the now purified waters. Pure as it may be, it was still so cold.
There’s still that somewhat kiss they had that’s mulling through her brain. Aerith can’t decide if she wants to talk about it or leave it be, but she doesn’t want to pretend it never happened.
Secretly, she wants it to happen again. His lips against hers…it felt nice, just like how she leaned against his back and soaked up his warmth, but better. So much better.
Beauty can be cold.
Often is.
The glittering facets of the Great Glacier. The vast, winking darkness beyond the trees, stars enshrouded in the galactic arms’ glow. The flashes of bioluminescence in deep water.
It can be lethal just the same.
But it does not need to be, not always lethal, not always cold, airless, lightless. Vincent understands that even if he has been distant from it. He watches as he is wont, observes as a matter of skill-becoming-instinct, nature or second nature from his life before, his half-life now.
They met in dire and dark circumstances. As potential enemies at first, but for the promise of confronting Hojo. The wretched thing that emerged from the coffin-prison in Nibelheim manor was barely human, a vengeful wraith haunting their shadows, hungry for retribution. He wished to avenge himself and shrouded it in atonement, because the notion of avenging Lucrecia was delusion.
He can see that now, here on the other side. Shelke shattered the compartmentalization of his trauma, of decades of torture. A lifetime relived, condensed into moments. It still haunts his eyes, just underneath the surface, and it is enough to embolden him to focus on the moment.
Here and now.
Together, Avalanche faced no less than the end of the world. A few scant weeks - months at the most - spent under duress, under crisis, were not enough to really learn, to really know.
He wants to know.
Wanting. What a novel concept, even if the brush of affection was at once anomalous and accidental. Nevermind, nevermind.
Easing down onto the ground behind Aerith, Vincent settles genuflect, knees spreading for balance. He did not answer her prompt for a promise with anything more than a slow blink and a canted smirk, but he is gentle, precise, working through tangles with clawed and human fingertips, weight lifted up off of her scalp as not to pull.
It’s meditative. Rhythmic.
Aerith has quite a lot of hair. He takes his time with it, eventually smoothing to long strokes of the brush, gathering it up into the clasp of his right hand at the base of her neck.
There, then, a low hum exhaled, thoughtful, at this impasse.
“...pardon,” he murmurs, flowing forward, chest pressed to her back as he releases her hair. His chin hovers just over her shoulder as he winds his arms around, reaching out and down to one of the hems of his cloak. Within her sight, within proximity, he protracts his left thumb-claw, leveraging it like a knife against obdurate fabric.
The cloak is voluminous enough. A strip pared away won’t rob her of warmth or of coverage.
“If you would prefer pink...”
Well, he can always remove the ribbon she so kindly secured to his braid, but he is in no particular hurry to move, looking down with a vague flicker of humor.
Moonlight is simply a reflection of the sun, after all.
breathofthearth:
Despite the warmth, despite the proximity, the vestiges of that cold water still cling to her like the dampness inside an old house. But it’s more than just wanting to escape the cold.
When she closes her eyes, Aerith can see herself surrounded by dark water—not the same darkness as when Kadaj corrupted the lake in search for JENOVA—but the darkness that comes with being so far from the surface; so far from the sun, even if sunlight can’t breach the canopy of dead trees of this place.
A darkness that brings with it a torrential wave of loneliness, but she’d been conscious enough to know she didn’t want to be alone. She didn’t want to be in that place, surrounded by the cries of the Planet and encompassed by a might that would have devoured her, made her become one with the countless other souls of all that was once alive.
I’ll come back when it’s over.
Her reflections are cut short when she can feel Vincent shift ever so slightly, telling her he has a ribbon she can use to tie off his braid. When she feels his head turn towards her, nose brushing against her cheek, she instinctively turns to look at him.
The gesture is minute, barely moving at all, but it comes with a surprise as she’s just at the right height to see the colours of his eyes for that one split second until her lips meet his.
Everything stops. The sounds from around the lake have become muted, whatever breeze passed through this petrified place has stilled, and the only things she can make out are the beating of her heart and the roaring blood in her ears; however, she doesn’t pull away.
From the briefest of moments, she can taste the cinnamon on his tongue and it makes her want to have more. A silent battle ensues as she tries to decide whether or not to push forward, to seek more of him out or to stay like this. The latter seems to be her choice, but Aerith won’t deny the thoughts that are running rampant through her mind at what it would be like to really kiss him.
When she pulls back, it’s with a soft gasp and muted words that she can’t seem to get out, no matter how hard she tries. After several attempts, she reaches for the ribbon he’s procured from his belongings and slides back behind him, her face heated and her lips still tingling.
She works in continued silence, parting his hair and brushing through each section until it’s silken midnight when she cards her fingers through those dark tresses, and begins to braid, keeping herself focused until she ties off the end with the ribbon.
Aerith may not have been alive back then to see them wearing it around their arms in remembrance, but she knows what it signifies.
“All done,” she announces, a slight breathiness to her voice as she gets up, wincing as the feeling gets back into her legs. She keeps the cloak tightly wrapped around her. “Guess I’ll leave you to it?” She had wanted to ask if he could do the same for her, brush out her hair, but perhaps not now.
As she begins to walk back to the path she had taken, looking behind her almost every step of the way, she wonders if she hadn’t messed up their plans to head to Icicle Village. There’s a very real sense of fear that she’s made things awkward between them now.
This place is petrified. A moment in time, frozen, crystallized in perfect clarity, undisturbed for centuries until visited, until tainted with spilled blood and crowning sorrow. Forgotten, like the name of the city that sleeps beneath the elemental shield below. Forgotten, like the shores of this lake, like what lingers under the surface, untouched by mortal hands. Silent. Numinous. Waiting.
Forgotten, like the warmth of contact, motes of sunlight brushed like embers to innervated skin.
Perhaps this place is less petrified as in a basilisk's gaze and more calcified in unmitigated longing. If not the place, then its itinerant inhabitants. Not dead. Not dead. Anything but.
Lips brush lips. Gentle, soft, warm. An accident of awkward movement and stillness, a moment frozen in time.
Crystallized.
Silent.
Lingering.
And so what if his lips part ever so slightly? So what if he inhales, scent-tastes the essence of what makes her human, what makes her other-than, what makes her her?
So what if he does?
It is happenstance. Surely. Just as unexpected as tenderness afforded a self-isolated monster. Just as unexpected as gentleness in kind from a walking WEAPON.
Vincent does not say a word, pliant and stable as Aerith plaits his freshly cleaned and detangled mane. She recoiled. Or did she? He does not know, except that she seems determined to finish the task she volunteered herself for, and he, shamefully (or perhaps shamelessly) basks in the simplicity of that contact, where the only snarls have nothing to do with the sleekness of hair and everything to do with questions.
Passing curiosity.
Nothing more.
Better that way. Better for her not to linger in the embrace of death since she already returned from it.
Beat. Heartbeat.
As she turns to leave, he looks back. He continues to look back, meeting her eyes step for step, the mutilated charcoal of his fingertips lifted to touch his lips as if to capture questions, answers, memories, motes of warmth to hoard for later. He sweeps his braid out over one shoulder then, inspecting its weight and heft. As it falls against his back, he rises to his feet, to his full height, with a fluid grace that belies his potential for unfettered violence.
Barefoot and shirtless and scarred, he looms on the shore, tempted. Tempted to pursue, but that is better accomplished with communication. Vincent is anything but innocent, anything but inexperienced, even with the distance of lifetimes.
Just a matter of remembering, of actualizing. He opens his mouth as if to speak, fangs pale on pale.
"Aerith."
A start, but what to do that does not sound disturbing or demanding?
"You weren't interrupting."
More.
"Did you need...?"
The brush is in hand, tilted in such a way as to echo the question in his voice and in his posture. A simple yes or no could be the answer, and if she decides to return to the conch structure, then so be it.
breathofthearth:
Her arms are heavy, the brush harder to hold as she has to constantly readjust her grip so it doesn’t fall. Yet, she carries on because watching his long, long hair fall smoothly against the pale of his back is so mesmerizing.
It takes her a moment to realize the sounds she’s hearing aren’t coming from around them—they’re coming from him. With his head bowed, she’d not noticed how his chin was tucked into his chest and how she needed to stand up to reach the crown of his head in order to get the bristles to brush through his hair.
She stops for just a moment, not even a full minute, and strains her ears to listen. Snoring? No…
It takes a lot of effort on her part not to ask if he’s actually purring. And, for the most part, he gives her an out where she doesn’t need to—at least not right now. “As much as I’m enjoying brushing your hair, it needs to be braided. My arms are gonna be so sore tomorrow.” She can’t help but sigh again, pretty put-upon like this is such an ordeal, but just as she can catch the hints of amusement in his tone, she thinks he’ll be able to do the same.
“…but I don’t have a ribbon, so we may need to improvise.”
She does not, however, take into consideration, how a ribbon or even an elastic band, might be near impossible to find. While there is a plethora of belongings left behind, finding something specific, and in such a large space, would be like trying to find a needle in a haystack.
She’s since knelt back down on her knees, her arms too heavy to continue brushing his hair, so she opts to run her fingers through the midnight mass of it instead until she’s close enough that she can feel the vibrations of his purring against her hands. Now that she knows they’re coming from him, it’s all she can hear and listen to.
Aerith can’t deny how there’s a soothing quality to them, though something tells her they’re anything but. Even so, she can’t help but lean forward and press into him, his cloak still keeping her wrapped up and secured. She can feel the vibrations through the thick crimson fabric; it spreads through her body like a live current, never-ending and constant.
The warmth she felt emanating off him before is stronger now as she rests her chin upon his shoulder. Her arms are tucked in between her chest and his back, hands spread out to keep her balance, but never applying any pressure.
“You’re warm,” she murmurs, her eyes getting heavy. “I like it…”
It continues, that sound. Low, oscillating, a vibration at the pitch of bone, more felt than heard. Inhale, exhale. Unbidden, with each breath. Perhaps outside of his control. Hidden to Aerith, his face, down-turned and shadowed, has pinched. Brows knit, lips pursed, eyes squinted. He searches his reflection in the clear water before him, uncertain, frankly ridiculous.
But then Aerith mentions a ribbon and presses to his scarred back so...comfortably. Even knowing what he is. Even hinting at glimpsing what he has done.
Brittle like bones, a shard of cinnamon bark cracks in his molars, clenched taut, then easing. The purr only pauses for a split second as he swallows.
Vincent is a comparative furnace, infernal, relentless, chthonic. Through the folds of the cloak, Aerith’s warmth is different from his own. Vital, living. Alive against all odds.
He does not know how to respond. Not immediately. Even with her arms crossed against his back, she is a persistent presence. He lingers there, looking at their outlines in the muted light from the glowing trees that ring the lake, listening to the sounds of proximity.
Her chin is on his shoulder and her lips are close to his ear. He does not need to strain to hear the shift, much less feel it. Breath, heartbeat. Almost overwhelming. Almost.
“...I have one,” he thrums, turning his head, nose to Aerith’s cheek, eyes hooded and angled down to the neat pile of belongings at his flank. Breathing. Scent, light and life. Cautiously, slowly, he moves in such a way as not to disturb the way she leans. He releases the almost bruising grasp atop his own thigh, uncoiling his tension.
Clawed fingers brush against the fabric and leather with intimate familiarity and exacting accuracy. From one of the pockets he plucks a strip of cloth.
Well-worn but still sturdy, clearly cared for, the woven texture retains its color.
Pink.
A familiar shade of it.
Everyone who was there at the City of the Ancients, everyone in the small Avalanche cadre who marched forward to the end of the world, donned a memorial band. He is no different.
But perhaps it is no longer necessary. Not for that. He holds it up within view, a touch pensive.
breathofthearth:
If there’s one thing she’s gained from her time in the Lifestream, it must’ve been patience. When she needed to find a way to warn Cloud about Sephiroth’s plans—what he intended through the remnants he created—she needed to bide her time while sorting through everything that was coming at her at an overwhelming pace.
Life lessons learned in death. The irony is staggering.
She hums contentedly when Vincent doesn’t shy away and retreat, that same smile turning into a grin as she rises up to her knees rather than rest on her haunches. Even kneeling before her, he’s still too tall and Aerith figures she may as well stand up at some point. The earth, while not as ragged as it is in some places, is hard and cold against her skin. There is still a chill within her bones that has not yet left, and she has to wonder if it’s something that will always be there.
Is it the faint echoes of death that still cling to her?
“Mhm, yep and it was easy to manage, too,” she says, her voice carrying the tone of someone thankful for being brought out of their deepest thoughts. “It wasn’t always braided, you know. Used to just have it up in a ponytail, but then my mom twisted it into a braid once because my hair just got out of control.”
Her voice grows fond when she thinks of Elmyra. Aerith remembers when she was brought to her home in the Sector Five slums and how there’d been moments where Elmyra felt way out of her depth, yet she remained determined to keep her promise to Ifalna.
A strong pang of overwhelming emotions washes over her so quickly it has her expelling a breath that she masks as a sigh.
“Vincent, your hair is so…” she grimaces as the bristles get stuck and she does her best not to wrench her hand back so as to not hurt him. “Okay, new tactic,” she mumbles loud enough so that he can hear her. Parting his hair, as much as she can, she sections his hair into three parts, two of which rest over either shoulder while she focuses on the one down his back.
Gripping the section from the middle, she takes the brush and gently brushes the bottom part, doing her best not to pull and tug. By the time the lower part of that section is done, her hand is cramping and her arm is sore.
“What am I gonna do with you, Vincent?” She huffs but he’ll be able to hear the smile in her voice as she tuts again, running the brush until one section is smoothed out and there aren’t any more tangles.
She does the same for the other sectioned parts of his hair. By now, she’s grown quiet, enjoying the small sounds she can hear inside this forest. The last time she’d been here, there wasn’t much time for her to explore or to even listen to what may have made a home here. It’s still a far ways away from being a place where life can thrive, but the distant birdsong makes her hopeful.
The repeated motions of her brushing his hair make her feel like she’s entered into some kind of trance. The sound of the bristles now brushing through untangled hair, the sheen of it as it falls against his back like a waterfall of black ink—she’s always gentle when handling him, running her fingers through his hair, at times massaging his scalp, softly tucking strands of hair behind his ears.
It’s so calm, so meditative, that Aerith no longer feels the chill in her bones anymore.
Death can be a teacher.
Vincent has become intimately familiar with that notion--in a previous life, and in this one. It is an equalizer in many ways, at least to most. The cycle is not broken for most.
One is an outlier. Two signifies possibility. Three, more, indicates the beginnings of a pattern. He wonders, silent and solemn as he stares out over the perfectly clear-cold water with the last lost-and-now-living Ancient at his back, if the pattern will continue.
He does not make a sound as she contends with the layers of his hair, does not move except by her direction as she brushes. His hands remain planted atop his thighs, fingertips pressed to leather and muscle in a grip that pulls his forearms taut and balances him against tugs, snarls and snags. Woefully unkempt, if somewhat detangled from his cold-water wash. Even preternatural creatures are subject to the forces of wind and gravity while traveling in a rush aloft.
The notion plucks a faint thread of amusement as brushstrokes smooth.
And before long - or perhaps after a long while - he finds himself tucking his chin down toward his scarred chest, a cyclic rumble resonant in his throat. Bestial, inhuman. Something that walks on two legs should not be able to purr, not like this.
Inhale, exhale.
The reverberation does not abate even when he becomes conscious of it, not as nimble fingers card through raven-black silk long enough for him to sit on, not as soft-curved nails strum over his scalp.
Somewhere in the interim, his eyes have fallen closed, the tension in his hands eased - just a natural counterbalance of his posture, still genuflect.
“Do I pass muster?” he asks in a basso thrum, soft and resonant, without turning his head, without any attempt to look back.
As if he might somehow break a spell.
For the life of him--or lack thereof--he cannot recall the last time he had someone at his back and did not feel the simultaneous urge to observe them at all times. How long has it been since he experienced prolonged contact that did not come with the threat of inescapable pain?
Idle, passing. Just the briefest of considerations. He dares not move lest he somehow discourage this... this. This whatever-this-is in this liminal space.
breathofthearth:
She stares. It’s hard not to, and she feels terrible about doing so.
Having been around Hojo and others in the Science Department, what she could glean from her mother after each time she returned when called away from her, she was smart enough back then to understand certain things.
Despite Ifalna doing her best to protect her daughter, there were things that still managed to bleed through.
It’s not pity that overcomes her, but she’d be lying if that wasn’t there. There’d been many theories about the Lifestream, some even believing that the Planet’s energy current could be divided by a clear binary between good and evil, light and dark; a dichotomy wherein those who were good were granted eternal rest, to merge with the Planet and begin the next journey; the other would remain in torment, anguish, unable to find their final rest.
Having experienced it firsthand, Aerith had come to understand that, above all else, the Lifestream carried memories. The threads of one’s life she knew could be picked out with ease, and it hadn’t been a surprise that, whether by her own curiosity or the Planet’s will, showed her the memories that once belonged to Hojo. A man so vile, Aerith had to wonder why she even bothered, but she looked and saw and wished she hadn’t.
It’d been like looking on as a spectator as history’s past events unfolded like one watching a film reel.
“You’re not a fright,” she says, her voice hoarse—surprising her, sounding exactly when she was about to cry. Clearing her throat, Aerith approaches closer to the lake’s shore. There is no desire on her part to go into the water. She can still feel the chill clinging to her bones, unable to relinquish its hold, despite the layers and the fire that’d been going moments ago. It’s a chill that will probably stay with her for a while to come.
The chill, that coldness, that comes with death.
“‘Sides, we sort of match now.” Her usual self is coming back in increments; there is a sense that coming to terms with all of this—coming back from death—will take its time, and she’s in no rush to figure that out. For now, the voices are quiet and she’s not bombarded with the same urgency as she’d been before; however, knowing that they’ll be leaving here tomorrow and heading towards Icicle Village does have her excited.
“—And before you say anything, I know you sort of had to, otherwise I would’ve died from hypothermia or something. I don’t think whatever forces that brought me back would be too pleased that I died because of that.”
She’s not susceptible to the image of some powerful deity sighing in frustration, pinching the bridge of their nose—if they had a nose—at having to send Aerith back to the mortal plane and finish what she was sent back to do.
“Anyways, you look like you do need some help with that,” she points to the tangled mass of dark hair that looks like it can possess a will of its own. The brush, along with his belts laid out neatly, haven’t gone unnoticed. “I’m pretty good with brushing out tangles, and it may not look like it, but my hair is really curly. So, consider me an expert.”
She picks up the brush and kneels down, mindful to keep everything covered with the cloak, and giving him enough space to sit in front of her.
He can hear the rasp in Aerith’s tone. How can he not? Whether from fear, from horror, or from pity matters little in the end, for all that the words are at odds with the way she speaks them. Vincent glances back over his shoulder, following her movement in his peripheral vision while his hands come to rest atop his thighs.
Gripping. Tightening against the urge to get up and move. Against the urge to coil up, conceal himself, wander off barefoot into the crystalline woods and disappear for a while.
But that would be retreating. Running from something uncomfortable. The truth is rarely comfortable, and his perceptions do not dictate others’. This inward struggle leaves him silent for a time, tongue curled against his palate, sharp teeth locked together. Tense. Tense and ready for something.
Anything.
But then, there she is. Kneeling and shrouded in crimson, pushing forward and pushing through, headstrong as ever. It is one thing to recall impressions of someone formed over a few weeks or months of travel. The nature of their trek necessitated close quarters, of course, and there was much to glean from observation, but he was barely human enough to interact, much less forge anything meaningful. So he thought.
It is one thing to recall impressions and another thing entirely to face the truth and intensity of them.
“Ah.”
He breaks his quiet with a slow exhale, looking from her face to the way her arm emerges from the voluminous layers of red, the way she holds the brush with a certain competent comfort.
What has changed, what remains the same? Could he even begin to pinpoint?
“No need to spare my feelings.”
It’s soft. It’s deadpan. It’s--
Delivered with the faintest twitch of a smirk.
With that, with a quiet sigh, he unfolds to stand and step over his other accouterments, only to settle back down where Aerith indicates. Crouching first, then kneeling, then sitting on his heels with his hands resting atop his own legs. It feels strange to be giving anyone his back. Stranger still to be doing it here. He does not fear Aerith in the slightest, for all that she has always been percipient. Instinct remains instinct.
But his hair is a mostly air-dried mess. She has the right of that. At least he had the opportunity to clean it.
“Curly hair expert, hm? I don’t doubt it.”
Aerith was generally the one to fill the quiet--along with Cid, Yuffie, and Barret. The least he can do is try to engage. “You tended to keep it in something of a braid,” he observes, looking down at the ripples in the water. “Consistent protective hairstyle was the first hint.”
Small talk. It’s awkward, but it is something.
breathofthearth:
His formality in saying Tifa’s name—her family name—almost makes Aerith laugh. She doesn’t, though, but more so a soft wry chuckle leaves her as she settles further into the cocoon made of cloak and leathers and various other items to help retain warmth and, above all, comfort.
She’s reassured by the fact that, come tomorrow, they’ll be on their way out of here and towards answers. If there’s one thing she’s noticed since her return it’s that she doesn’t feel this sense of great urgency anymore to constantly be on the move. Back when she’d been travelling with the party in their pursuit of Sephiroth, more than once Cloud had to be reminded that not all of them were enhanced in ways that would permit them to keep going on for days. His acquiescence always seemed to come with annoyance, but the majority of their party were just ordinary people thrust into extraordinary circumstances.
To hear that Cloud and Tifa are doing well…as well as can be, and that Marlene is with them, which means Barret can’t be too far behind, does her a world of good. She knew, back when the Remnants proved to be an issue that needed to be dealt with, that Tifa had found a way to rebuild, but Cloud had chosen to remain in the Sector Five church…
…there’s no reminder needed for her to remember what it felt like when she could sense Geostigma brewing. It was sent out as a message, one where the signal proved to be too great at times to find a weak spot where she could break through. It all worked out in the end, she knows this, as all things tend to do.
One way or the other.
Sleep lulls her with the continued warmth of the hearth as she settles further into her makeshift bed, but that slumber is eventually interrupted when she can sense the absence of a presence.
When she strains her hearing long enough, she can make out the gentle splashing of water not too far from here. Still quite naked beneath everything that was piled atop her, Aerith wraps Vincent’s cloak around her body. The crimson material nearly swallows her, almost like she could be a magician’s assistant readying for a disappearing act.
A disappearing act.
The thought makes her snort softly as she considers this. They’ve not yet talked about her return or the implications behind it, and Aerith is keen to learn more of Vincent’s insights about this and how he managed to locate her when he did. She’d sensed him, a few times, when he made his way to the Forgotten City. Whether in contemplation or to simply disappear in the forest of dead trees, she could never discern his reasons, but his intentions were clear enough when she felt the injured Tseng and Elena being brought here, as well as when Kadaj lured all those children to drink from the corrupted water.
Carefully making her way towards Vincent, following the sounds as they get louder the closer she approaches, she can see him tending to his leathers and his washing. It almost feels like she’s intruding on something private, like a ritual, but Aerith pushes forward, making her presence known.
The cloak hangs about her body like it has a mind of its own, and she stands out like a vibrant flower in the midst of so much death, defying her surroundings with her very existence.
“Need any help?” Even her voice, despite the length of time she spent travelling the planet, has not lost its cadence. She approaches the shoreline, kneeling down close enough so that the ends of his tattered cloak touch the surface of the water. It’s clear, like it was always meant to be.
No trace of the corruption remains.
No trace of Geostigma taint remains within the crystalline waters. The memory, however, is still fresh. Jenova's memetic legacy will never die, not completely, no matter the will of the Planet or its people. Perhaps there will come a time, or perhaps the sleep of eons will coalesce it once again, beginning the cycle anew.
One thing is for certain --
Vincent will live to see it.
No trace of alien matter darkens the waters, but corruption is another matter altogether. His is a different taint, devastatingly mundane beyond the eldritch entity merged with his tattered soul. Humans have been killing one another since the species took its first steps, after all. Maybe the Cetra warred, had their petty disputes and political ambitions, each tribe a nation. They recorded some of their history, but not all, and he has an uncommon insight into the nature of bias and propaganda and things lost to time.
Odd musing in near-silence, thought left to flow as the currents do.
He hears Aerith stir. Difficult not to, given the nature of this place, and given his unnatural senses. He does not consider, however, that she might want to come looking for him.
When she approaches, he ripples tense, caught between the urge to recoil and the urge to remain still, present.
Time adopting some human rhythms has served him well. He is no longer wraithlike, translucent flesh wrapped around attenuated muscle, but he is still a horror.
Exit wound scars bloom from the center of his back, punctuation that ended his life as a Turk, silvery and dusky like the surgical marks littering his flanks. The enormous vivisection carving him from clavicles to navel is the unanswered 'Y.'
Then there is his left arm, an outgrowth of mottled scales and leathery skin from a seam of scars. A riot of violet-black veins overruns his scapula and branches toward the base of his neck. At a distance it may look like a human limb, but up close it is anything but--taloned, finger-padded, monstrous.
Dexterous, too, given the way he flicks his scrubbing cloth, straightening in his genuflect. Glinting eyes follow Aerith's movement from beneath sable bangs, then drop down to the fabric he'd been spot cleaning. At least he still has pants on, even if his many belts are all laid out neatly with the rest of his equipment.
"Am I such a fright?"
Deadpan, vaguely amused, because he knows. He knows he is; his hair is a thick sheaf nearly long enough to sit on. His next consideration for washing, given the brush and other grooming accouterments by his right knee.
"Apologies. I can relocate. Didn't mean to disturb your rest."
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She snorts softly at his hidden treasure remark, catching the amusement in his voice even if it was deadpanned.
There is a contented hum that leaves her when the cup is refilled with more soup but she takes care all the same to drink it down slowly. The Planet might have given her life back—to what end, Aerith still isn’t certain—but she doesn’t think she’s exempt from future ailments or accidents. Truth be told, she wouldn’t know what immortality would feel like, but the thought plays across her mind as she remembers those strands of memory she witnessed when surrounded by the Lifestream.
Vincent is immortal, but that was never a choice he made.
The images of those memories—from him, from Lucrecia, even from Hojo, still play out in her head when she continues to dwell upon it. A life is a life and that energy coursing through them is the same energy that keeps this Planet alive in the vastness of space.
Not yet fully absorbed by the Planet, Aerith had gotten a glimpse of what that vastness was like. It was like lingering on the precipice of the void, the edge just a hairline fraction away from where she remained and she could’ve tumbled into it.
Even with what she knows now, or what she thinks she knows, Aerith wouldn’t be able to tell what would await her if she’d fallen in. All she knows is that she’s not ready to find out; the Planet is not yet for her to find out.
When he pulls away, she’s missing that contact. It shows in the way she nearly cants forward, almost losing grip of the mug again and would’ve spilled its contents all over the floor. She catches herself, just in the nick of time, and, somehow, manages to keep the cloak still wrapped around her.
“Cloud and Tifa visit, huh?” The names of their friends brings a small smile to her lips as she averts her gaze and focuses on the coals keeping the pot warm. She’s thought of them, of course, when she’d been doing her best to work things out from where she was. “Are they doing okay? Is Cloud still being Cloud?”
The mention of the Turks isn’t surprising, though she truly wished they would leave her life alone—even if it seemed that Shinra was done with chasing Cetra history and theories. “…not really surprised about the Turks visiting. Guess they’d still be snooping around, hm.”
She’s always been too forgiving for her own good.
Aerith takes a few more sips, finishing off what was left in the mug and sets it aside. She’s had enough for now, and focuses on the feeling of warmth that comes from the cloak, having eaten, and the fire. She’s more than happy to have been taken away from the lake’s shore and somewhere dry.
She’s happy to be in the company of someone she’s missed.
For a moment, as she leans back, Aerith closes her eyes and nods along with what Vincent is saying, though the words are only partially registered. The whole ordeal of being brought back to life has done its number on her. “I’m sure I’ll have more questions…I never doubted that,” she says, her voice drowsy and her head nodding off as her chin is tucked into her chest.
“…still want to go, though. Can we leave tomorrow?”
That sense of urgency, adrenaline even, has abated and only added to her exhaustion as soft snores can be heard from where she’s slumped in the pile of leather, a heavy cloak, and all the pillows that could be found in a place that hasn’t had anyone living in it for a very long time.
Aerith catches herself--and remains covered--and the notion of wanted contact does not occur to him. Preternatural reflexes are swift enough to support, prevent a fall to the hard floor, but she handles it.
Headstrong.
Just as she was headstrong absconding into the forest, leaving them to hunt for a Lunar Harp for safe passage. She could not have known Jenova would seek to seal the Cetra’s extinction. Whether it was Sephiroth himself or the unknowable alien force wearing his face, it seemed...like a detour. One meant to cripple the sole force opposing apocalyptic ambition. It was unnecessary. It was too late, just as they were too late to stop her demise.
And now she is here, living and breathing again. The Planet has a personality, it seems. Fickle, pernicious, the picture of neutrality, beautiful and terrible.
“Cloud is still Cloud,” he thrums, “and Tifa is still Tifa. They are functional in their dysfunction, inasmuch as Marlene keeps them on a keel. Miss Lockheart has rebuilt her bar.”
With all that entails.
The Turks are still snooping. Vincent slants a look Aerith’s way, ember eyes at half lid, a glimmer of something knowing there that does not quite breach the surface. It does not take a mind-reader to deduce Tseng’s reasoning. From what he’d come to learn, Verdot placed Tseng in charge of Aerith’s monitoring, capitalizing on the younger Turk’s genial appearance and surviving empathy. Tseng, meanwhile, still clung to a stubborn reverence for the Cetra, for the Planet, through everything. Likely the only reason why the ‘of her own volition’ clause stood, a barrier of years between Hojo’s exploitative reach and Aerith’s continued survival.
Perhaps Tseng would have worshiped at Aerith’s feet if she allowed him to. He still might. Impossible to know.
“Tomorrow,” he echoes.
Not that it is a simple thing to count the hours or tell the flow of time in this ancient place. That is part of the attraction--the stasis, poised, waiting, potential energy in bated breath.
It is as rejuvenating as it is unsettling to most who walk these abandoned paths.
As sleep claims her, he finally moves, extracting the empty cup from her grasp to set aside. She is fairly well nested in the cloak fabric, so he does not further interfere with how she’s pillowed herself in the nook basin. Silent as anything, he feeds more fuel into the fluted hearth, then withdraws, scooping up his go-bag in the process.
The lakeside is not far, close enough out the carved calcite steps that he can monitor any changes to the tenor of the hovel.
Choosing a likely spot, he moves to slough his gunslinger’s leathers--boots, gauntlet, gloves and all--for maintenance. The water is clear, clean, cold. Even if his ablutions are bracing, they, like other rituals, are a connection back to what was.
Reclaimed life.
The Planet has a serial killer’s sense of humor. Vincent finds he can appreciate it in his wry way.
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She almost forgets the limitations of her movement—not necessarily by the cloak that weighs her down, but more so from the weight of her limbs after having found her way back to the land of the living. This is a reminder she’ll not soon forget, but she almost had when Vincent hadn’t denied her request—or, perhaps, demand—to head to Icicle Village.
The fire is nice and compels her to remain seated, if still antsy and wanting to leave as soon as possible, but she doesn’t resist when he offers her a mug of something that’s hot and smells delicious. Another factor of her impatience, even after being returned, is that she nearly forgets that the contents of this mug are hot and burning her mouth isn’t something she wants to experience.
Aerith knows she’s been through enough pain to not want to seek it out, yet something tells her that there is more pain yet to come.
“‘S good,” she says after having taken a sip and her words are genuine as she goes in for another, and another—until half the mug’s contents are gone. There is a consideration in asking for seconds. She’d never thought that coming back would leave her feeling this hungry, but there’s no effort on her part as she forgoes the hot liquid and finishes it before handing the mug back to him with an hopeful and expectant expression on her face.
“…can I have some more?”
Memories of when she’d been with him and the others on their journey across the Planet come back, and she’s reminded of a particular one where they’d been sidetracked into going to Wutai to chase Yuffie down after all of their materia had been stolen. The encounter with the Turks and Don Corneo was not expected, but after scores had been settled—at least some—she was more than happy to find out that, for their troubles, they would be treated to some of the best food Aerith had ever tasted.
It’d been a relief to know that they needn’t have paid for anything that day, otherwise there would’ve been a hefty bill to cover.
The levity of her thoughts, however, can only mask the severity of the situation for so long.
“…I’d hear them talking, sometimes—the Science Department. Those who were assigned to work with Hojo. They’d keep mentioning stuff about an “event site,” and even my mom…I heard her talking about it, too, whenever she’d come back from…” she stops there, not wanting to finish that train of thought, yet the image of Ifalna, worn and pale, and struggling to stand as she made her way back to their shared quarters, is burned into her memory and it’s such a stark image that it makes it difficult to remember her before all that.
When her mind wanders to the Northern Crater, it’s like a warm breeze can be felt brushing up against her skin—like she’s somewhere outside in an endless field where the horizon is boundless, limitless. If she closes her eyes, she can see herself in that field, surrounded by flowers and weeds; it’s almost like she can feel them against her as she continues to walk forward, towards that horizon. Every step leading her closer and closer to the edge feels like Gaia speaking to her, telling her that this is where she’s meant to be—where she’s meant to go.
“Winter gear…right. I don’t have any money,” she says, matter-of-factly, and looking at him head on. Then, without missing a beat, she snorts out a laugh that nearly has her spilling the contents of her refilled mug.
“Hm. No secret treasures, then?” he deadpans, although the humor is there in the glint of his eye. An attempt, anyway.
Again Vincent reaches out, steadying Aerith’s hands with the barest touch of fingertips to the backs of her palms. It is preferable that she consume the contents of the cup than burn herself wearing it. Natural as breathing, this gesture of caution, and it is as brief as anything else.
He does not presume that she desires contact of any sort. Not from him. Not from anyone.
It is not a matter of fragility but a matter of intensity in the immediate. Reanimation can be taxing on perception, he knows intimately. As every sense comes alive again, as nerves ‘remember’ and reconnect with the brain, the physical world is saturated with color and sound, scent and taste and sensation, and it can become overwhelming. Better that she is here in this place of stolid silence, peaceful abandonment; better that she is in this whelk home waypoint, surrounded by history and connection.
Better that than the alternatives. Many of them.
Better than in the exploitative hands that wished to rend the secrets from her flesh. Better than in a tomb.
Better than being surrounded by curious and awe-filled faces, the images of grief and wonder and the crush of questions, demanding answers that may be out of reach. Better than the expectations of a pedestal, when beyond the mysticism of her perceived birthright and onus, she was - is - a vibrant individual, persistent against hardship and sorrow. Human. Deeply so.
With the cup refilled and more in the pot, Vincent withdraws his hands and sets them down atop his leather-bound thighs.
“There are ways to manage. Few or many, depending on how open you wish to be about your condition.”
Your return, he likely means to say, still pursuing the vague thread of mirth couched in equally vague practicalities.
“Avalanche ensured that the house in Icicle was preserved. Tifa and Cloud insisted. They visit it occasionally. So do the Turks.”
A thing he can only know if he visits too. Wistful, passing like ships in the night at times. It is reassuring to know that they have begun to rebuild their lives - or in some cases, build from the first and most harrowing journey they ever experienced.
“What you see there may have some answers. It may drum up more questions. I can’t promise that you will like everything that you find, but the beginning is a fine place to start.”
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It’s still slightly unnerving.
The fact that Vincent rarely blinks, the shine to his eyes, the perfect symmetry of his classically attractive features. A stillness that is unearthly and yet hides the presence of something almost primordial. Ancient and unknowable, yet also easily recognized by sheer magnitude of presence.
He does not know the depth of Verdot’s sins, why he left someone he cared for underground for decades and never came to his aid. Abandoned, yet still remembered- Set as the golden standard for which Jae and his later generation of new agents desired to reach. So strange, but it was not his place to ask such probing and personal questions.
He is grateful for the words spoken, even if they feel strangely hollow. It’s difficult to change one’s narrative, even if it indeed proves to be a false one.
“Verdot saved me.”
“Without Verdot, I don’t want to think about what could have happened to me.”
“He’s the reason why I’m alive.”
All these statements had a grain of truth to them, but failed to encompass the entire picture. The nuance of the actual events and choices made. Did the elder male really save him? Or did he take advantage of an opportunity, even going so far as to test a traumatized victim of human trafficking to see what would happen.
There’d been no time to think. He’d just wanted Masa dead, wanted to free himself from the cruel mockery of a life being ‘sheltered and protected’ by his abusers. Would that he knew that murdering one’s pimp didn’t exactly merit replacing his master in terms of power or influence, he still would’ve picked the switchblade up and sawed into muscle and skin. If not for anything else, then because he desired it. Everything that had come after? Half and half.
If nothing else, Verdot had never taken sexual advantage of him, even back when Jae-hyo had been more than willing to act upon his misguided hero-worship. The man had tried to be a good mentor.
Keyword: Tried.
As emotionally limited as he was, Jae could now recognize that he hadn’t simply imagined kindness there, but he also had no man to answer to where his autonomy was concerned.
An answer well earned.
“So, what brings you to my neighborhood? Is there something I can assist you with, aside from hosting a lavish meal- That is.”
“It may be a question of how I can assist you,” Vincent answers with a slow roll of spiced smoke from tongue to lips, a slow blink as sable lashes touch pale skin.
Eating, drinking, sleeping, breathing, blinking--human rhythms are a conscious effort. I am becoming less human might have been an ominous declaration at the time, when in truth it was observation of a process. He is the man he was in his past life, and he is not. Beyond the entities intertwined with his physical form and with his soul, beyond the torture of the binding, hanging at the precipice of death and denied its dissolution, time presents unavoidable change.
Physical. Emotional. Psychological.
Standing like a stone in the flow of time is impossible even for him, because beneath his feet and all around, erosion and deposits shift the landscape no matter how much he might desire to keep pieces of it - beyond his own youth - in stasis.
Adaptation is key. Purpose. Some semblance of it.
“You’re doubtless aware that I observed in the vicinity for a time.”
Calm, quiet. Matter-of-fact. Turk methodology demanded awareness of strategy, knowing who was entering and leaving an area, when, how, why. It demanded an awareness of people, reading them to discern surface motivations, how to leverage them as an asset or contend with them as an enemy.
Vincent knows that he was observed in kind. Jae may no longer be a Turk - the department was officially dissolved with the ‘death’ of ShinRa - but the scars and the habits remain. Perhaps they were there even before he became one, and the Department was simply the crucible to smelt and ingrain it into instinct.
It serves him well in this changed world.
“More specifically, I observed you. I haven’t attempted to reach out to other Turks since the Geostigma crisis.”
His eyes slant open again, and then he tracks over Jae’s shoulder as if sensing movement in the shadows cast by candle and lantern light. The restaurant din has faded around them, these two overdressed killers lording over the remains of a sumptuous meal.
Perhaps Jae’s customers are aware of the monsters in their midst, perhaps not.
“Something is clinging to you, although I suspect it is someone. You aren’t the only one tethered to echoes, but seldom do they have a face.”
Another slow blink. He resumes eye contact - polite, poised.
“Yulyeong, yes? A young woman.” Gloved hands unfold, palms up. “I realize it may sound mad, and I am prepared to offer a demonstration.”
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Can’t wait to become even more unhinged when Vincent finally shows up in remake
Jae used to be more rangy, an alley cat slinking along the shadows. The man before Valentine is still sleek but with a pampered softness- Not fat, but hair the glossy sheen of raven feathers after rain, craggy and scarred hands made less leathery by lotions and routine manicures. His hair is slightly longer, swept back from the attractive vulpine features of his face yet untouched by wrinkles and age despite the stress and the smoking. Eyes forward rather than slanted away and narrowed, hooded and possessed by a clarity of intention and purpose. A self possessed charm and confidence that exudes from his relaxed person in waves like the ebb and flow of a tide.
No more need to become something that he is not for a man who is now dead to him.
“Of course it’s an honor. We owe so much to you, after all- Even if we have formally disbanded…” Jae replies easily, dragging the bottom of a wide mouthed spoon against the rim of a porcelain cup containing his chawanmushi. It makes a slight but glassy and clear sound, while keeping the contents from dripping messily against the plate and tablecloth.
“And we both know that if you wanted me dead, I would be and this conversation would be a moot point.”
The hyungnim gives a snort when Vincent thanks him for the meal. Seems he did have manners after all.
“You gave me a goal to aim for. A dream, even if it was unrealistic. At a time when I could barely stand to be inside my own skin- smell that stink of blood, gray water, and rotten sewage following me wherever I went. Even under the perfume, people know it’s there. They can sense it. Almost like we manage to feel each other out in the darkness, lured by some silent freakish mating-call.”
Like lemmings herded themselves towards a sheer cliff, like ants swarmed over a corpse in the sun.
“We took bets every time we went to the range, talked big. None of us could hold a candle to your record, not even close.”
A distant and far-away look mists his eyes, made them appear brittle like a layer of thin ice over a quiet, bottomless lake. Washed of any kindness beneath penciled and plucked brows. Older now, yet still so young. Frozen in time. Not preserved like the legend sitting before him, but abruptly stilled and halted by something he’d seen. Had survived. Had long rimed over the soul.
An underripe cherry bought with rotten money.
His dark pupils contract and fixate on that cruel beauty, a face and a body like the Gods had chosen marble instead of meat to sculpt into their image, carving and buffing out the hard and arch handsomeness. Hating their creation’s perfection so much, it just had to be defaced.
“We walked in the shadows of someone else’s memories because we didn’t have anything else. No one wanted nor needed us. No one except each other.”
He’s glad that Ruluf isn’t present to hear him speaking like this. The other man would have been better in the military, honestly. He’d just had the rotten luck of being born in the wrong place, the wrong situation. If it wasn’t Jae-hyo, he’d be under someone else’s thumb, by someone far worse.
The meal is superb. Savored in companionable quiet. In good company.
In another life, Vincent gained an appreciation for food. His youngest years rarely saw a dearth of supplies, though there were lean times in the cold northern climes that necessitated survival protocols. Rather, distance left him hungry for other intangible things, pieces that never quite fit, a different sort of privation.
The better to fill with other notions. Other pursuits.
He understands, intimately, the power at play when it comes to an invitation to the table. One can learn a tremendous amount about an individual from the way they cook, the way they serve. Palate, presentation, personality. What they choose to display, what they choose to conceal. The same follows for how they eat - prioritization of flavor, whether or not they savor, whether or not they rush.
Listening has always been second nature. He listens, his attention altogether undivided even if his senses are at work.
"Interesting," he thrums to Jae's assessments.
Rare is the day when Vincent is effusive. Today is not that day, it seems. He watches Jae watching him, eyes hooded - not lazy, not relaxed, but at ease in the way of a beast comfortable navigating the ins and outs of another's den.
How strange it is to be known by someone who is as yet unknown to him.
If not known, then remembered.
Ambient light glints gold in crimson, pupils a flicker of lucidum reflection as he glances over his host's left shoulder, studying the space there in the shadows.
A pause for consideration, a deep breath. He reaches again for his long-filtered cigarette. Blue smoke wreaths, honeyed spice joining the incense haze around them.
That, and a flash of predatory eyeteeth in a brief, bitter smile.
"It is somewhat unexpected to have been used as a point of reference. I suppose Verdot could better control a memory than a thing he left buried thirty years too long."
Monotone, almost. Not quite. Vincent is an old hand at minding his expressions, muting them, controlling them, but at the moment - at the moment there is less need, even if he is aware of and makes the attempt to keep his own fangs to himself, even if his hands remain gloved.
"You owe me nothing. Whatever images and whatever goals you crafted, those were of your own make. Credit where credit is due; you survived, and you made something of yourself, for yourself."
Regardless of Verdot's interference or assistance. Regardless of the pieces the other shared throughout the years, disconnected - as if all that was useful of Vincent was as a fragmented lodestone kept secreted away. Though the path was slick with blood and paved with bone, it was nevertheless a stepping stone into an unknown future.
Perhaps better than the alternative. Jae is a locus of stability for migrants struggling to recover as their world shattered around them. More than once.
A slow blink, and then Vincent inclines his chin. "I am grateful for the perspective."
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“You’re going to disappear, Jae.”
A fun new game to play, ones that always involved sweat and blood and screaming.
Except his mentor was cradling a rifle to his chest, fingers reverent on the grain of the stock and fondling the cold blue steel. Slid a brassy round into the chamber, snapping it closed before bringing the scope to his craggy face.
Verdot’s eyes never blinked, like a walking corpse. Like death, himself.
“Run.”
The recruit took off like a spooked gazelle, flying across the hillocks and the dead, fallen trees. Dust kicked up from his boots, river water splashed around his ankles and oozed inside and soaked his woolen socks to the bone.
“You have five minutes.”
What can he do in five minutes? Keep running? Hide? Piss himself?
The rocks beneath his feet gave way and Yoon sank chest-deep into the water, shivering and grimacing as he fought the current.
The thunderous crack of a gun shot rang out into the clear, dry air. The bullet whizzed by his left ear, embedded itself into the bone-white bark of a birch tree on the muddy bank he was swimming towards.
There weren’t even words to describe the feeling.
“That was a warning shot, try harder.”
He’d crawled onto the grass and rocks before dirt flew up into the air mere centimeters from where his hand had just been, shaking and trembling in the mire. Jae ran until his lungs burned, the pulse of his neck so heavy and hot, it was almost painful to feel.
He found a small warren beneath the roots of a skeletal, rotting tree and hid for a time, waiting until the sun began to dip low on the horizon line and turned the sky radioactive orangeish-pink. He kept moving, even when each step felt like knives in his soles and the cold night air threatened to turn his wet clothes misty with hoarfrost. Until days had passed and Veld finally came for him with fresh clothes and food, began teaching him fieldcraft and the art of camouflaging.
He remembered the grainy footage of a tall, taciturn man with dark hair. The quiet confidence of a trained killer in his element, hands a blur as he assembled a gun from so many pieces and mechanisms spread out along the ground. The neat little ring of holes where someone’s heart should be, their brain. So handsome and terribly deadly. He was everything Jae wished he could be and aspired to become.
His Sous produced the lighter with a conjurer’s grace, a gentle flame licking at his cigarillo with the same easy elegance. The room was warm with spices, smoke, and savory aromas that were enough to make anyone salivate.
Jae wore fragrances light, subtle, the way it would grace someone’s nose and disappear like a sigh in the breeze. A drop inside each wrist, between his collarbones. The aroma of his skin an iconoclastic marriage between zesty pink pepper, almond, neroli oil, rum absolute and tobacco. His cigarillo was woodsmoke and burnt sugar, swirling like incense around him in a hazy halo.
“I must say, this is a surprise,” he admits, sliding a spotless and gleaming plate of braised brisket, rice, and stir-fried water spinach across the table. The sauce was rich with cloves and star anise, shrimp paste and brown sugar. Jae’s lips closed around a silken spoonful of egg custard and stewed chicken, salty-sweet umami coating his tongue to lavish effect.
“To what do I owe the honor?”
“Is it?”
The nights are darker now in their settling world, fringed with the light of the great skeleton hanging just beyond the outer reaches of the atmosphere. Omega’s carcass reflects like moon-glow in clear skies. The reactors are gone, their industry silenced, the pall of smog washed away with seasons of rain.
It will be there, like the scars ShinRa left. It will be there in the ground water, a lingering poison--Midgar’s own Stigma, banal and everyday, no less insidious.
What is the half-life of callous indifference?
How long does cruelty remain radioactive?
Life continues. It moves on. Grows despite hardships, against all odds. Weeds break through asphalt and concrete pitted with decades of acid rain. Flowers have spread beyond the remains of the Sector Five slums. A piece of Haneul has sprouted up under Jae-hyo Yoon’s watchful guidance.
Ash and bone enrich the soil. The sweetest fruit is often watered with blood. Death begets life.
“A surprise or an honor.”
Vincent is as he was thirty years ago: a tall, lean blade of a man who moves with an unselfconscious grace that belies his true capacity for devastating violence. Even in smart dress boots, his stride is silent, each step calculated for precision.
He has reclaimed some aspects of humanity, even if he never will be. Trading his burial shroud and his father’s leathers for something that was always his felt like a natural evolution rather than a devolution.
Shattered mirrors of memory slotted together piece by piece, and he is the wraith in the reflection.
Pale, not corpse-like, but not quite right. Long, long sable hair swept back into a tail still frames his face in a fringe, crimson eyes blood-drop bright and keen. In the right light, in the wrong light, a glint catches in his pupils - almost lupine.
His is not a Turk’s suit, but it is. It was. An artifact unearthed from surviving caches, time capsules. A dark greatcoat, split-tail, over an embroidered vest over a black shirt. Deep red tie, pocket square. Subtle threads of color and texture throughout. Black gloves, the left capped at the fingertips with matte brass, recalling a prosthetic. It moves far too organically.
Details. Like the red-face silver wristwatch, self-winding, around his left wrist. One he was rarely without in his archival photos.
Establishing human rhythms has its benefits beyond the satisfaction of reclamation. He is no longer starved, attenuated, gaunt, sallow. He looks thirty years old.
Clean, now. Agarwood, myrrh, and aged ambergris oils with the barest hint of tuberose dabbed to pulse points and behind his ears might be overwhelming in excess, but he used only enough to invite (dare) a closer breath. Overlaid with the honey-black tea-clove spiced sweetness of his long kretek cigarette, perched black and gold in his lips, mingled with a breath of cinnamon, it all paints a picture.
Layers. Layers for Turks current and former are like ablative armor.
Vincent receives the offering of supper with a tip of chin, gracious, grateful, as smoke wreaths bluish between them.
Oblation to spirits unseen.
“Your hospitality is unexpected, though I suspect you’ve long grown accustomed to diplomacy when it comes to ghosts old and new.”
A bite of each flavor combined, then. A pause to appreciate them as parts of a whole, with a low rumble of approbation.
“Thank you.”
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No name offered. A mutual connection, perhaps. He does not possess the clarity of memory to draw up an exact, and surely very short list of candidates. Someone who would have gone out of their way to find Sephiroth himself.
One of the Turks, maybe? But then, that conflicts directly with avoiding joint activities with the WRO.
For now, he does not press. This trusted party will likely reveal himself in time, just like he has to trust that Sephiroth is just Sephiroth.
Vincent is as communicative as he wants to be at any given moment, with nearly full overlap of not really communicative at all.
Not as though Cloud thinks himself any better.
He does not know what sort of answer to expect. This day has already been an entire sequence of unexpected events, so he can hardly manage to uphold any expectations. What he does have is a mixed bag of realizations. Bad, good, things in-between. Vincent turns his question against him and Cloud finds himself taking too long to answer– better to not answer so quickly. To not seem overly earnest in response. The question feels pointed.
Whether the attempt is as covert as he hopes or whether he is as obvious as green grass in the desert, Cloud thinks he’d rather not know.
“Yeah. I do.“
Cloud looks back at Vincent then, fighting internally over potentials…Not an invitation, exactly. An opportunity. Leap of faith, to provide the information and see what comes of it.
“I make regular mid-month deliveries to Cosmo. Books, mainly. I stick around a few days sometimes. If you’re in the area…” Cloud trails off, shimmies into his pants and zips up his sweater while he latches onto the courage to continue, “You’ll probably find me there. Could say hi to Nanaki too.”
The potential for crossed paths, with or without an excuse.
Silence between them is a comfortable shroud, broken only with the clink of buckles and the lisp of fabric. The quiet of their bearing has rarely been uncomfortable, even when the apocalypse hovered red and angry in the sky. There is no Meteor bearing down on them now. No Omega.
Only lingering threats and the march of Time. Steady. Inexorable. He can no longer remain a stone in the river. Not if he hopes to forge new memories. Not if he hopes to keep watch, to choose the kind of monster he is.
Vincent rolls to his feet, dressing smoothly, listening without staring directly - only in peripheral, at least for a while. They see one another outside of the haze of fury and lust. The room’s dim light might pose a challenge if they were not who - and what - they are.
That’s the thing about heirlooms, about histories, the mantles they carry. They still linger, try as their owners might to be naked. Not so naked now, clothing concealing skin, trapping the lingering heat of marks between flesh and fabric. They may not linger for long, but their memories will remain, messages in confidence.
Yes gives Vincent pause, surprise a flicker in crimson as he turns his attention directly to Cloud, mid-retrieval of shirt. He takes it in. Maybe is covert, maybe not.
“I will try,” he answers, leaving for you, because you asked, unspoken but present in the timbre of his tone.
Grateful for the open door. The potential, for all that it is surprising considering circumstances. Considering everything.
“...and if you call,” if you call, “I will answer.”
breathofthearth:
Darkness resides in her peripheral vision, a pressing reminder that her body will need rest one way or the other. Crawling out from a lake after having been revived by the Planet—for whatever purpose—does not exempt her from rest.
She doesn’t think she’s been turned immortal. If that were the case, then the wound dealt to her by Sephiroth wouldn’t hurt as it does. Or perhaps it would, and the dull ache is its reminder of the second chance she’s been given. If this is to be her second chance, then she thinks Gaia to be cruel that she would be given this and not so many others. Aerith thinks of her mother and how she wishes she were here. Ifalna would know the right words to say to soothe her daughter’s worries and make the pain go away.
The firelight from the hearth brings forth a memory she had when she’d been a child and the two of them were in their shared room; Ifalna brushing and braiding her daughter’s hair and telling her stories of the Cetra and what it meant to find true happiness and their Promised Land.
She knows her mother cannot be reached, not anymore.
The thought makes her want to heave with a sob, the kind that she’s been holding onto for a very long time.
When Vincent looks at her after she’s alluded to seeing—or sensing—the firelight makes the glow of his eyes hard to avoid. Even from where she lays, she can see the red of his irises and the unique colours of his pupils. It makes her think of a cat’s eye when reflected light upon it, but it does not bring her discomfort or unease.
She watches as he removes his coat, the black of his claws also glinting in the firelight, then the process of removing the items and weapons he carries there. Aerith knew him to be tactical when he was in their party, ever precise with each shot he fired towards their enemies. She’d witnessed the memories of his previous life through the souls of others.
Aerith takes the offered makeshift pillow and moves as economically as she can so as to not let warmth she’s accumulated out. She notices the faint quirk of his lips and can’t help but return one in kind.
At the mention of Hojo’s labs and information about her, her mother and Professor Gast—she swears she remembers that name from somewhere—Aerith perks up like she’d just received an electric shock. The cloak nearly falls away from her, or it would if half of it was pinned beneath her, and the makeshift pillow he made falls to the floor, coming undone from its neat fold.
Her eyes are wide and she feels a sense of urgency coursing through her, like she needs to move, except her limbs still feel too heavy and even just bolting upright has taken a lot out of her.
“That name…I know that name…why do I know that name,” she says this last part like a mumble and turns her head, averting her gaze as her brow furrows like this could help her remember. Aerith knows she heard that name numerous times when she and her mother had been living in the Tower…she remembers Hojo saying it a lot, but there was nothing cordial in his tone when he did.
“I want to go there,” she says after she turns back to look at him. Her eyes express an urgency to leave as soon as possible.
Vincent cannot know what flickers behind Aerith’s eyes. He is - was - a trained spy, a trained interrogator. He operated for years in ShinRa’s bloody shadows, not just as a dogsbody or hired gun, but as a face others could trust. Perhaps some of those he spared yet live into their sunset years. Perhaps not.
But of course, the memories of monstrosity ebb and flow through the Lifestream, an indelible mark. Aerith likely already knows. I know what happened, she said. It still echoes. It could mean anything, but it feels counterintuitive to ask at the moment.
Vincent does not know if Aerith’s mind is entirely intact or present. Awakening whole from an amniotic cocoon, however cold, is traumatic.
That he understands intimately.
Smooth and silent he reaches out to his packs, peeling open a foil pouch to drop a couple of dark cubes into the water pot at a simmer beside the fire. Clink, clink of a knife he produced seemingly from nowhere marks the rhythm of stirring, clockwise, counterclockwise. The smell of something savory suffuses the small enclosure before long.
In his peripheral he sees the way she sits up, the way she jostles her wrappings, tumbles the makeshift pillow onto the floor. It is warmer in here than it was, but...
Another stir, and he pours the broth off into a large camp mug, sloping closer to press it into her hands.
“Gast Faremis. Your father.”
What memories linger from the Lifestream, and what was denied to her? Vincent simply does not know. He has no way of knowing, but he can perhaps intuit.
And use information as leverage. For good this time. He hopes.
“Sip this, and I will... attempt to answer your questions.”
He holds eye contact, does not look down to the peek of skin bared with skewed crimson fabric. Certainly not with any lascivious intent, not as he angles to carefully and gently draw his cloak closed around her again. A buckle here and there, and she ought to be able to have her arms free, even if she swims in soft-lined red.
Better than nothing. It is a start.
“We’ll need to secure some winter wear for you for the trip.”