-Independent Fandomless Original Character. Crossover Verses in Arcane, Final Fantasy, various animanga series, other video games, and varied media lore.-
This blog will be dealing with themes such as: the creation of 'monsters', a nuanced look at Asian organized crime, death and rebirth of the self, man-made Gods, pack mentality, tearing and clawing out meaning for oneself in an unkind world ruled by wealth. Dead Dove: Do Not Eat- Curate your own space and DNI and/or Hardblock as you need.
King Kkeungi or Kkeungi (he/him & they/them), 30+, Pacific Standard Timezone (UTC -8). Korean-American with dual-citizenship, do not default the mun to 'white'/'white adjacent' (I'll cry). If you believe that pointing out racism in the RPC is "drama", hardblock.
Please do not follow/interact if you are under 21+: I am Olde™ and perpetually exhausted.
I go through cyclical periods of being very chatty and active, then straight up nonexistent for awhile due to personal life and work stress.
I am a human being. Not your source of constant OOC positivity and roleplaying attention whenever you decide to demand it, so if me existing in the real world and having understandable struggles with my job/physical and mental health is considered 'too much' for you personally, hardblock.
-MORE INFORMATION BENEATH THE CUT-
[TRIGGERS]
I do make serious effort to tag anything sensitive/heavy in terms of content and am completely open to adding tags for my mutuals, if needed.
However, always take tags literally- Like as in Dead Dove: Do Not Eat. If the tags say 'organ harvesting', expect literal organ harvesting.
'trigger mention cw’ or 'trigger mention tw’ generally means in-writing mention of past events containing listed triggering subject, not the triggering subject playing out in graphic detail.
Full-stop, do NOT attempt to shame me for what I choose to write, I don't owe anyone access to my personal life in order to write about *insert subject here*.
I personally have very specific triggers, so they don't even come up in writing at all (they've proven to be visual/auditory ONLY).
I always write trigger tags as 'trigger tw or 'trigger cw' since that is the easiest way Tumblr Savior can accurately recognize them.
[ACTIVITY]
I'll post my schedule once it becomes more regular, but in general I'll probably have more time to write during early morning and at night.
I initially send requests to plot over DMs in Tumblr since I personally don't like giving out my Discord handle to someone completely new and feel like other writers tend to do the same. If we seem to connect easily, I generally give it out anyway.
Discord RP is totally fine. If we're already threading on Tumblr, moving them to Discord is also fine.
If I follow you, I want to write with you.
Constructive criticism is always welcome when I ask for it (i.e., post OOC asking for it or reblog a concrit meme). I heavily dislike Love Bombing as a practice and I also do my best to offer objective and constructive advice to my close friends who ask for it from me. I want to eventually publish my own fictional works, so improving upon my style and understanding of writing is something that I actively work very hard on.
Hate will always be erased and the IP address hardblocked. If you use a VPN, I'll just block you again- I don't play those games.
Tracking the tag: #saengjonja
I take awhile to respond. Feel free to remind me every now and then or check in, but I don't really work well within specific and rigid time limits to follow back or even interact once we're mutuals. I have limited spoons and personal time, so I will actively distance myself from muns who display entitlement over my attention.
[GENERAL]
Mutual respect is necessary if we're going to write together.
Power Gaming is super boring to me. I prefer doing a 'Blow by Blow' where we leave each response open to the mutual as to what their muse acts upon and is affected by. I also don't mind loosely plotting it out beforehand.
I do not do 'Follow for Follow'. Sometimes my mouse also misclicks on the Dashboard, mobile will make me randomly Follow a blog I'm only checking out, or 'Like' a post TWICE in succession- This is NOT an attempt to 'get your attention'. I will always reach out to apologize in DMs and explain so there's not any misunderstandings. Feel free to buy me a new mouse though- *IS SHOT*
My Ask Box, Discord IMs, and Tumblr DMs are always open for clarifications, questions, and requests to edit my posts.
I love plotting. It's not necessary all the time, but even a few basic details generally help me get a better idea of what to lead with. I will offer ideas and expect the same, I dislike feeling as though the effort is one-sided.
If you're unfollowing, I'd prefer you either hardblock my URLs, or just be polite OOC if I forget you softblocked- I have a shit memory and Tumblr never works like a functioning website.
[SHIPS & NSFW]
I always tag with #◈ NSFW and employ cuts/'read more's. I would just use a standard tag, but seeing as this site had gone Puritan, I would rather not have my blog flagged.
I'm Multiship in general, unless all mutuals involved in the thread discuss that our muses can recognize established relationships in the RP- even then it's sure to be exceedingly rare.
[FORMAT]
You never have to match length or speed of replies.
My only thing I expect to match is providing content we both can work off of- If the vibes aren't there, I'll reach out about it OOC. If nothing changes, I will more than likely drop the thread.
I can write long replies and forget to use cuts, just message me if it's making your Dash awful.
I use icons when I even remember to use them, they're honestly just for fun- Never required.
Small Text is fine, but whenever I seem to reblog and edit to reply on Tumblr- small text format will break in the draft, randomly? So I probably won't be using it at all.
An important distinction to make, later Gens (looking at you fuckers, Z & A).
Also I really wish this bloatware attached to my Lenovo would fuck off because IDK how to get rid of it without taking 8 hours and it's interrupting my rotation during FFXIV dungeons really badly.
I really dislike having to talk about personal stuff, but I have been in a horrible place for the past few weeks and really haven't had time to write let alone fucking breathe in my own space for the longest time, so I figured I'd just do a little summary of what the fuck I've been dealing with.
TL;DR- Family life is a nightmare, but I'm hanging in there, thank you again for your continued patience and understanding.
My stepmom is in denial about how badly my father has deteriorated due to Alzhiemers & Dementia and so we are CONSTANTLY fighting about what's best for his well being, I'm still physically disabled due to almost dying from sepsis/two back to back surgeries in less than 6 months break ongoing health recovery and looking for part-time or (if I can find it) full-time work in order to move out and help my father get care WITHOUT being fully cleared by my PCP because that's just the shithole economy we live it right now.
My step-brother is a alcoholic and fully denies that I am disabled and mentally ill and truly believes I am simply 'lazy and had everything I ever wanted handed to me and threw it back in my parents faces', which if any of you know me on a personal level could not be ANY further from the truth- I have had to do everything on my own and almost got kicked out/disowned repeatedly for wanting my stepmom to help me go to community college after barely graduating from high school.
I'm Bipolar & Schizophrenic on top of things and despite being very proactive about my mental health by literally paying out of pocket for my main psychiatrist (who has been treating me for 10+ years and has since gone private practice) since I haven't found a in-network replacement for him as of yet, I am dealing with an extremely fucked up and toxic home environment that causes me tons of stress and makes me acutely suicidal, or filled with resentment and that turns into extreme rage. And we're still trying to figure out how to deal with that medication wise, since we can't fix the actual problem: my fucking family.
I was in group therapy and since I started improving and wanting to actually live, my family turned on me and said I was 'tearing apart the family dynamic' and things swiftly went downhill from there and that's basically why I've been too acutely suicidal, majorly depressed, and day to day busy just trying to keep my shit together without like, going insane and setting the house on fire.
Nobody owes me interaction or follows, but if you're gonna write me off and then brag about it on dash because you assume any Korean OC 'has to be part of the K-real person RPC' or whatever is trending, you're peak brain-dead and your generation is doomed.
