crimsongrden

24/intj

[thoughtkick]

“I hope you fall in love with someone who never lets you fall asleep thinking you’re unwanted.”

— Unknown

[academic-vampire]

𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡 𝔠𝔩𝔞𝔰𝔰𝔦𝔠𝔰

[crimsongrden]

You were supposed to stay with me, see me triumph. Be there once I received my diploma. You are not here now, but know I will forever keep fighting for you, to make you proud, wherever you are. I will always have you in my heart.

[remanence-of-love]

[armandology]

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

[crimsongrden]

the harsh truth

[academic-vampire]

[academic-vampire]

𝔴𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔴𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔡 𝔶𝔬𝔲?

[crimsongrden]

We live in the shadows of bigger ghosts just waiting for the last call to be done upon us.

[crimsongrden]

I have been away for a while, but since I already have this whatever you wanna call it and I also have a deep love for learning languages I think I will merge both here.

I have been trying to learn languages for a while. I mean I have been trying to learn French, Japanese and Russian and as much as I know a lot, I am still not even close to be fluent, so I am in day 4 of my 30 days of I will either make it or die trying challenge. And maybe you are the kind of person who likes to try to learn things quick, so I thought of sharing some of my journay.

Basically it goes like this

Day 1

Present tense in target language

2 verbs and 8 nouns

Day 2

8 nouns

2 verbs

We going easy nothing too crazy, also if you need to learn the alphabet in the target language (cyrilic, kana, etc) this is the moment cuz now we going Hard.

Day 3

Pronouns

16 nouns

4 verbs

Day 4

Present negative tense

4 verbs

16 pronouns

This is where i am at, come tomorrow for day 5.

Also if you would like tips for learning comment and i will address as much as i can

[die-rosastrasse]

Sky & Clouds painted by Théodore Gudin ☁️

[shisasan]

𝙷𝚎𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚗 𝙷𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎, 𝙳𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚊𝚗 (𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟿)

[89words]

“Take me to your trees. Take me to your breakfasts, your sunsets, your bad dreams, your shoes, your nouns. Take me to your fingers.”

— Margaret Atwood, In Other Worlds  

[bookofjudith]

A change, change, change is gonna come, but when, when, when?

Townie, Mitski // Dead Poets Society (1989) dir. Peter Weir

Pt. 1 / Pt. 2

[crimsongrden]

Dont know why i hurt myself this much

[crimsongrden]

I hate that song, that reminds me of you. I hate the way it perfectly describes the way we use to destroy ourselves. It aches my heart to sing to it, but I just can't help it. In every lyric I remember your face, the way your eyes used to look into mine, the butterflies that your smile left when you walked out the door, the chills you gave to my body just by holding my hand, the way you used to protect me from everyone and everything, how you could start a war for me. You made me feel complete and I thought that fire igniting in us was love... and I was wrong. I thought we could overcome everything, then your smile began fading, your eyes stopped shining, and when I realized you were the one hurting me... and still I ache for that feeling, feeling like I was your everything and you were mine. What a fool I am...

-crimsongrden

[aearthetic]

Renaissance and Ironmen.

[crimsongrden]

The boys, the girls

They all like Carmen

She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes

She laughs like God

Her mind's like a diamond

Audiotune lies

She's still shining

Like lightning

-Lana del Rey

[crimsongrden]

Remember when we made a wish at 11:11? We were just kids thinking our problems were so big, dreaming of having everything together once we grew up. Now I don't know what happened to you, I guess it was my fault, it always is. I already grew up and everything is still in pieces. Now 11:11 doesn't fix anything, now I forgot how to wish.

-CrimsonGrden