Fair Game (part 1) - fem!nonmc x l.i, a snippet of valko x fem!nonmc
wrote up this idea and finished it after seeing the new full trailer for valko
This part is mainly focused on nonmc and the guys, but I wanted to set this up because I will do a part 2 to this focusing more on valko and our girl
tw: slightly suggestive if you squint enough, depression mentioned i think (if i am missing anything please let me know)
Tears blurred your vision as you tried to read his text at work
Your stomach dropping as if it was falling into a never ending abyss
A push and pull that had begun to twist a sharp wire around your lungs, heart, and mind leaving you in agony
Damn him, damn you, and damn everything that had led to this moment
You ran into your work’s restroom, all while the tears that began to spill slightly smudged your mascara
The screen taunting you to text back, taunting you return through typing the rage, grief, and shame of living a delusion that he would finally see and choose you
“Truth is I don’t think I can do this”
“She needs me, and I still need her”
He took the cowards way out again
As if you didn't wake up in his arms this morning after sharing a bed for a little over half a year
Letting you believe the delusion that this time he was yours for sure
After he gotten on his knees, professing feelings that truly didn’t exist swearing this was real to him
Lovely lies pouring from his lips with such ease, it made you question if you were real sometimes
A real human with real feelings that mattered
It made you nasouses looking at yourself, a damn fool
But something felt this time it would be different, more final
It had to be for your sake
The club music vibrating through your body filled you with a sense of excitement and freedom you had been aching for the past eight months
Your friends couldn’t stop gushing how amazing you looked tonight
All dressed up, makeup done, a living and thriving version of you staring back at you
A version of you that wanted to feel alive
No more giving others second chances, no more sitting around for life to happen to you
No more waiting for his cursed name to show up on your screen
You did everything in your power to let that version of yourself die
So as the alcohol you began sipping earlier finally began to flow through you, you danced to your heart's content to the rhythm of the music
Ahora quiere' pórtate mal
The song that you had been obssesed with started blasting through the club
The song that gave you this feeling that maybe it was finally time to play this game
Music that you had heard him complain about before, saying it was too loud too much
You smiled at the memory, you probably were turning into everything he probably hated
The purple and blue lighting gave you a gorgeous glow, your smile bright and alive
He was across the club, stunned at seeing you out like this
You looked more beautiful than ever, but the tightening of his chest snapped him back to reality
The grip on his phone his tightened as he found your new Moment's account, your story reshared by a common friend who you totally were close with
It was the first time he had any contact with you since he dumped you
He felt guilty each time he did this to you
But that guilt stung more so like getting a bruise that when you touched hurt, but you could easily ignore and set it aside
He knew what he had been doing was cruel but he couldn't help it
Your devotion made him feel seen, that maybe someday mc could return those feelings, could see him how you did
Made him feel worth something
As he stared at you, he caught the glance of someone approaching you
Tall, red messy hair and golden piercing eyes coming up to you inviting you to dance
He was ready to walk up to you with the full confidence you were going to blow this guy off except you didn’t
You not only accepted, you put your own arms around him
You took this guys hand, twirled yourself around until your back was facing him and pressed your bodies together
Your lips inches away from each other, looking at each other as if you were ready to devour each other into a kiss
Everything felt like a blur
As you were lost into these golden eyes that looked at you with hunger and something more, you felt someone reach out and pull at your hand
"What the hell are you doing ?"
"What the fuck are you doing here?" You retorted with indifference
His jaw tightened, eyes darting between you and this guy behind you
Your dance partner intervenes, "Do you know this guy? Do you need me to make him leave?"
You tell him it’s fine and walk off with the bastard who suddenly decided to appear tonight
He pulls you, his grip still set on your arm but you pull away as he began his sermon
"What the fuck was that y/n?"
"I’ve been trying to reach you for weeks thinking something was wrong but clearly I was wrong"
HIs jealousy blinded him, leading him to confront you rather than try to reach for you
"I can barely even recognize you?"
"Since when you act this careless do you even know… "
You cut him off with your voice loud and unwavering
"Who the fuck do you think you are?" You're looking into his eyes with such intensity you could feel him backdown a bit
"Who the fuck do you think you are showing up here?"
"No one wants you here, I don’t want you here"
He glares at you, "Oh, so I can’t worry about you?"
Your self-control shattered in real time, your words filled with anger and malice
"No, you can’t. Since when do you care abut my well being? About my feelings ? Let me guess, she left you again. "
Your words felt worse than a slap and left him slightly speechless, because you were right
"Stay the fuck away from me", you said as you began to walk away
He grabs you arm again, "What so you can go back with that guy?"
"Because I do, especially with a stranger like him"
" No, you don’t", tears started to fill your waterline
"If you did you wouldn’t of led me on for years. You knew how much I loved you, how much I adored you. How hard I wanted this and you humiliated me every single time."
"You will always choose her. Fine go to her, but I don’t want to see you ever again."
You tug away from his grasp, walking away wiping away your tears
but with a slight smile growing on your face once your back was to him
You found your red haired dance partner who whispered into your ear if you wanted to leave
As you agreed, you could feel his stare across the floor while the song that gave you the guts to finally let go finished
Your phone began to blow up twenty minutes after your departure
One quick glance at your screen told you who it was
Messages from a new Moments account, a new phone number, three missed calls
Valko turns to you, "Everything all right my moonlight "?
"Yes of course", you replied as he held your hand and placed a tender kiss on it while he drove you back to his place
You got him right where you wanted, and this was only the start
p.s: i am valko obsessed right now so I am sooo looking forward to getting part 2 of this going especially before July 9. I will most likely pull for him in multi's and this upcoming myth bc my mains are already draining me of diamonds. Fun fact, the text I wrote was inspired from a real breakup text i got once.
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