aaron

mentally drained

[cripplingaaron]

hopefully when i'm found dead by my parents they will realize i wasn't ok...and that they will regret helping me and believing me when i told them i wasn't ok

[cripplingaaron]

so i'm trans as most of you know...and i don't like shaveing my legs or my pits because the hair makes me feel masculine...and right now my mom was talking about needing a razor than my dad said that he would need a lawn mower to shave my legs even though the hair isn't even that long...and my parents were just laughing about my leg hair and how i need to shave my legs and it just made me uncomfortable because the hair that i had gave me so much body euphoria but now...that's just gone

[cripplingaaron]

i relapsed again

[cripplingaaron]

so hi...hello people who read my posts for some godly reason...i just wanted to vent...i just felt like i would be heard here out of all places i could vent...i don't know if you know but i have issues with my father...i will call him father and nothing else...he is nothing to me...i struggle with anxiety...and depression...medically digniced...aswell as getting adhd testing...(waiting for results)...today during dinner i started talking about people bullying me...and all the hardships i go through...(venting to my parents)...and my dad completely shuts me down starting to talk about his "success" and his "struggles" in life saying that they are nothing compared to mine...he has said he has had one panic attack and it was awful...while i have panick attacks and anxiety like if it's normal...and every time i try to talk about myself he shuts me down and starts talking about himself...he started lecturing me saying that i surrounded myself by evil and that if he knew that the lgbtq club i joined would have "changed me" then he wouldn't have let me join cause they made me evil...and he said when we get to (where i live now) he is going to "fix me" and send me to doctors and force me to go to church cause i'm crazy...and i'm just scared ya know...

[cripplingaaron]

I need to borrow an exact-o knife

uh...no

[cripplingaaron]

JUST TIE THE NOOSE AND TAKE THE CHAIR AWAY 💔

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[deathinfire-blog1]

[cripplingaaron]

JUST KILL ME

[boysaresuicidal2]

When I’m silent this is the reason

[cripplingaaron]

Why...Why don't you just not hurt me in general

[imawitchywitch]

Made a comic 💙💕☁️💕💙

Instagram - Deviantart

[cripplingaaron]

[cripplingaaron]

Just leave me here to die

Why can't you just leave me here to cry, to die. I'd rather be left to die...Then have you abandoned me and make me hurt even more...JUST LEAVE ME...BEFORE I HURT YOU WHEN I DIE

[cripplingaaron]

Spread awareness

[my-rainy-dayss]

What’s the point?

Nobody cares about me

Nobody likes me

Nobody loves me

I hate myself

I’ll never accomplish anything

I’ll never get a job

No one can help me

And I’m only a burden to everyone

I’m just a worthless piece of shit

So what’s the point of me being alive?

I should just go kill myself right now...

[my-rainy-dayss]

I have been very suicidal lately

It hasn’t been this strong for a long time.  I’m constantly thinking about it, every minute of the day I wish to die.  I go to bed hoping that I do not wake up the next day.

I don’t know how long I can keep going on like this, I’m done.

[cripplingaaron]

I love you