Untitled Musings

Just a writer gal born in an unaccepting world with a fire everyone wants to contain...

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Sometimes the guilt of not wanting this life is so damn overwhelming. Like okay, universe, I already feel like shit, no need to cram guilt down my throat!  

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“I will be stronger than my sadness.”

— Jasmine Warga, My Heart and Other Black Holes (via books-n-quotes)

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The road I paved...

If I wasn't living it I would think there'd be no way someone would choose to live like this... it's a petty thing, wanting to hear nice things, complimentary things, I know. Still, the heart wants what it wants and mine wants to hear that I'm wanted, that someone needs me in their life, that they don't regret me, that they can't breathe without the very thought of me, that somewhere in their heart they think I'm beautiful. Feeling unloved makes you feel ugly...

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Finding Her Time

Found on bookemon.com

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For what purpose?

Wish I could be selfish enough to treat myself better. My sanity has gone, it's left, I'm lost, surrounded by many but suffocating. The hands of loneliness grasp me tightly, ever-clenching at my neck. There are a few shreds of my younger selves' dreams left, swimming in this abyss of self-doubt. I think I'll try on a few capes and see if they can be saved... don't think that'll be a wager I end up making, though. How do I bet on this life when it constantly knocks me down and out? Maybe I'll make use of my witchy ways and fly far, far away...

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“I wish that photographs were physical spaces, like tunnels; that you could crawl inside them and go back.”

— Lauren Oliver, Vanishing Girls (via books-n-quotes)

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The question then presents itself... go back to where? When would going back be enough?

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It's almost amazing...this profound sadness and loneliness.

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“People were created to be loved. Things were created to be used. The reason why the world is in chaos is because things are being loved and people are being used.”

— Emmanuel Torres, Shapes of Silence (via books-n-quotes)

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Yep

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Unfinished books...

Anyone else ever abandon a book simply because you just couldn't face that the ending was coming?? I always give in, of course, but it's painful to let go...

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“How can you call it love when it hurt you so badly? It was love because it was worth it.”

— Jay Asher, The Future of Us (via books-n-quotes)

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Truth

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I’m with you. No matter what else you have in your head I’m with you and I love you.

Ernest Hemingway, The Garden of Eden (via books-n-quotes)

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Sometimes I think that I could forget about being different if they didn't always remind me that I am.

Cris Facundo, I’ve Got A Not So Secret Secret

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Sometimes I think that there's a sign on my forehead that reads, "She's different, go away!"

Cris Facundo, I’ve Got A Not So Secret Secret