A Last Reflection (Probably)
I just started a new job, and it’s made me think about how social media posts often come back to bite people who are in prestigious positions. I wouldn’t consider my new job to be a “prestigious position” per se, but I decided to go back through my tumblr and “curate” it for posterity. I didn’t want to delete the account, because I’m actually really happy with what I’ve written, and even though I have copies of everything on my own computer, I’m much more likely to re-read it myself in its original blog form.
Anyway, as I was going through, I was actually kind of surprised that I didn’t cringe (very often, anyway) at what I had written five years ago. I thought I would (see this comic - and don’t forget the alt text), but I found that using soft and tentative language, which I think is important when it comes to reflective and critical thinking, really buffered the posts against self-criticism. It was kind of a neat lesson. I did delete a few posts, though. Mostly ones where I said something I thought was too harsh, or if I ended up “debating” with someone online - it’s not that I regretted those posts; they just left me feeling kind of uncomfortable, and it felt better to delete them.
I was also surprised at how often the ideas I’d written here had become an important part of something else I had written or done later, without me even realizing it. A couple of my posts ended up being subconsciously incorporated into a short article I wrote, and another one was the entire basis for an educational video game demo I worked on. And reading some the reflective posts (i.e. the year-end review for the first, and only full, year) reminded me of how useful an exercise this blog was.
I don’t know if I’ve said this before, but the main reason I started this blog was to “empty out my brain” so that I could focus on my PhD. In the short term, it probably distracted me a little bit from graduate work (i.e. the 2012-2013 year was definitely my least productive - a classic “doldrums” PhD block), but in the long term, I know that a lot of my important thoughts are fleshed out and written down (and where other people *could* read them no less), so I don’t have to worry about incorporating them into my “real-life” projects, unless they’re particularly relevant (in which case it’s great that I’ve already thought them through).
Well, I probably won’t post again, but I’ll try to log in once in a while. If, for whatever reason, and I know this is extremely unlikely, someone wants to re-read something that I deleted, you can contact me and I might give you a copy from my computer. Haha.
Oh yeah, I’m a dad now. Happy critical thinking!












