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Just let go.

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PSA! I will be currently overhauling my blog theme so until that’s done (with revised rules etc) I will be dash only in the mean time until then! 

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owo whats this? I live?

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       “ Since when t’ ell’ ——  was every one gettin’ married? Didn’t no one teach ya’ t’ take it nice an’ slow or? “

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          DON’T REBLOG.  Despite how much you try and hide, your faults are all on show.

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critsnipe replied to your post: critsnipe replied to your post: ...

i also love how we all have different interpretations and honestly all of them are so valid.

reload, don’t reblog. ^^^^^^^ this though.

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critsnipe replied to your post: reload, don’t reblog. Another thing that just came...

its like babysitting one whole man but on a subconscious level im laughing

reload, don’t reblog. I’m laughing thats like...pretty much the whole blog summed up.

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Go on ANON and tell me what you think of me. I do not want to know who it is, at all. Don’t tell me who it is, don’t give me hints, don’t say your screen name. Tell me exactly what you think of me. Don’t sugarcoat things. Don’t lie. If you hate me, tell me why. Tell me what I’m doing wrong. If you like me, tell me why. Tell me exactly what you think of me.

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reload, don’t reblog. Do you remember about all those jokes with roxas, xion etc residing in Sora’s heart - like their just playing video games together and such? Imagine that with Xigbar and Luxu - but Luxu is just properly in a room surrounded by books or something and has a ‘ X days since Xigbar last slept ‘ type thing for numerous things just so then he can keep tabs on Xigbar. 

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reload, don’t reblog. Every seen a man so beautiful you cried?

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reload, don’t reblog. Another thing that just came to mind - even though Luxu pretty much got shut out by Xehanort during the span of those ten years / 358/2 days and such. Luxu could still on a very subconscious level influence Xigbar. This usually was more so like - get up / you haven’t eaten today go grab something - including even reminders. As such there may be times Xigbar just randomly pops out with something - suddenly goes off to do something else. Because of Luxu reminding him to take care of himself / something he should know but has forgotten because of his memory issue.

Another example being like Xigbar’s in the middle of a conversation and pauses for a second - before he goes off again with whatever he’s talking about (e.g. if he forgot the word for something but then Luxu just sorta nudges him with like ‘ this is that word your looking for. ‘ )

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reload, don’t reblog. This properly sounds confusing but - Xigbar will act like Luxu towards and around the foretellers - which will properly extend to everyone else. He may however make exceptions and ‘ drop the guise ‘ around anyone close / he trusts...though thats a BIG maybe I imagine in interactions with other Xigbars and such he’d properly drop it and come clean if need be that he’s still xigbar / Braig and Luxu is just bunking down with him. Before being like “ Luxu says hi. “

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My muse has been pushing themselves too hard, forgoing sleep for days… and has just momentarily passed out because of it. Send me    ‘ I’ve got you! ‘     for my muse’s reaction to yours catching them before they hit the floor. 

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                      DON’T REBLOG. Give something up for the sake of another.                      Your use to this by now - but this time, it’s by your own volition.

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Your art is amazingly beautiful!

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DON’T REBLOG. Some kh3 feat. spoiler doodles under the cut

     “ Guess I’m with you for th’ long haul kid. “  Even without a voice, a body to bend to his will. Fate has a funny way of working out in the end. For one still has a way to SEE things unfold...

“ Heh. Still can’t believe ya’ been with me all these years. Guess we got some catchin’ up t’do though huh? “ The freeshooter retorts, towards this  —— ‘ guardian ‘ of his.

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reload, don’t reblog. Alright so... (spoiler stuff under the cut.)

I will keep my post kh series verse - but update it to list it as being canon-divergent / AU (i’m still hmm about how no one seemed to react to Braig not being around in the kh3 ending cinematic in radiant garden.)

I think I will roll with the idea of Luxu and Xigbar / Braig being too entity’s in one body. Luxu’s heart can to residue within Braig’s body a little after his parent’s death however Luxu didn’t realise the extent of the damage  / only took note of how easy it would be merge with the kids heart. Back then Braig mistook Luxu for his father which is why he was willing to accept it in the first place.

Luxu stabilised Braig’s heart which initially allowed Braig to “ snap back to normalcy” but there was an issue in which if Luxu tried to replace  Braig’s heart out and what not - Braig’s body would of died because his heart was fading away in the first place and it is possible Braig’s sadness was too great for Luxu. 

I’m sure I could better describe this but  in a way Luxu’s heart merged with Braig’s but because of the circumstances surrounding it and a clash of wills in a way (think something sort of like very similar to Terra and Xehanort.) Luxu sort of ended up “stuck” and fell silent.

So Luxu remained unknowingly within Braig. Think similar to the events in kh3 in which someone needed a “spark” / a “connection” in order to return / find their way (e.g. Ventus with Aqua / Roxas with Xion and Lea / Axel.) This “ spark “ was when Braig had first heard about the keyblade war from Kairi’s grandmother (whom of which he was a family friend and never minded lending a helping hand whenever Kairi’s grandmother had her / babysitted and such.)

I feel like what this caused, was for Luxu’s will / heart to stir and trigger something  - because of the mentioned circumstance as to how Luxu residues in Braig - and a difficulty in merging with Braig’s heart / replacing it altogether he and Braig are still two different entity's in a single body.

You could say because of Braig’s stubbornness and “ locking his own heart “ it’s in turn keeping Luxu at bay and so sort of stuck. However because of the fractured nature of Braig’s heart (and because Luxu assisted in stabilising his heart) Luxu can influence Braig. Whether that be his will / memories and such bleeding into Braig’s. 

Like I said - I may portray it similar to Yu/gi & ya/mi from y/u-g/i-o/h as thats the best example that comes to mind “ After Yu/gi solved the Millennium Puzzle, Yami resided in Yu/gi's body. After Yu/gi became fully aware of Ya/mi's existence, Yu/gi could voluntarily give control of his body to the Pharaoh; occasionally before one would give control to the other, they would, as souls in the mind of the one controlling Yu/gi's body, converse with each other, usually about their options of what to do when in difficult situations.  “

Either way, thrust allowing Braig to know things he otherwise wouldn’t / suddenly say something (sort of like how Sora sometimes suddenly talks like Ventus or Roxas.) Even if at first he didn’t properly understand it / perhaps shrugged it off.  Luxu properly only had short  windows of times as to when he could “ come into control “ explaining why they were able to write those secret reports / commit to doing certain things but usually stopping before it put too much strain on Braig’s heart.

Luxu sort of got further shut out once Xehanort secretly planted the shard and because of his influence / the overwhelming nature of his darkness Braig’s heart took to it (the circumstance being different from when Luxu arrived back when Braig was but a boy.)

But by time Kh3 rolls around Braig / Xigbar has become properly aware of Luxu’s presence and so willing act’s in his stead  / voluntarily seeing things through.  He and Luxu are able to converse by means of their will (think of that one scene between Terra and Xehanort talking between one another within Terra’s body.) This may be in thanks to his defeat as a nobody / becoming a somebody again  (maybe??)

Luxu’s heart / presence is the reason braig was worthy - capable of wielding a keyblade of his own...however Luxu is not able to wield his own keyblade / Braig’s for that matter (partly thanks to the fact Xehanort has his keyblade.) Either way I feel like describing it as being Luxu sort of ended up taking up a guardian roll of sorts over Braig  and going along with things till (hopefully) came the day things would go back on track. 

Aka it’s STILL Braig / Xigbar at the end of KH3 but like I’ve briefly mentioned Xigbar acts in Luxu’s stead / isn’t bothered by whether someone calls him Xigbar / Braig or Luxu. Xigbar maybe does have some of Luxu’s characteristic's and memory’s  but bits and pieces really (besides being filled in on stuff by Luxu properly. Which is why kh3 timewise Braig is aware of the box / is aware of Luxu’s mission coming to an end.)

I will be primarily focusing on Braig / Xigbar and may stick to my 358/2 days verse and anything before the ending of KH3 as my main verses and perhaps won’t be writing any verse concerning a union cross verse (aka verse where Luxu was Luxu / when the foretellers were around.) I may drabble in some headcanons for Luxu but otherwise yeah.

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