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Muna • 21 • Canada

[crookdteeth]

“i give myself five days to forget you. on the first i rust. on the second i wilt. on the third i sit with friends but i think about your tongue. i clean my room on the fourth day. i clean my body on the fourth day. i try to replace your scent on the fourth day. the fifth day, i adorn myself like the mouth of an inmate. a wedding singer dressed in borrowed gold. the midas of cheap metal. tinsel in the middle of summer. crevice glitter, two days after the party. i glow the way unwanted things do, a neon sign that reads; come, i still taste like someone else’s mouth.”

— Warsan Shire, “Residue"  (via doorwaydance)

[sniffling]

[sheabutterbitch]

Tylynn Nguyen

[hateorloveus]

[theroomisonfiree]

[sheabutterbitch]

I’m so good at turning grief into productivity; study harder, work harder, exercise more, tire myself out so that I drift off to sleep before 10pm. Sometimes this only prolongs the healing, sometimes you need to feel for a while.

1. Immerse yourself in the reason for which you ache

2. Put this aching to good use

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

There was a lot I needed to finally heal from: my own self-destruction and ill-health, my past and memories.

Chelsea Wolfe, from an interview conducted c. October 2017 (via violentwavesofemotion)

[rai-r]

[jiniretdoll]

https://instagram.com/p/BgkocU0BXjS/

[sheabutterbitch]

It’s wild but, it’s no coincidence that life gets harder for you when you’re doing the right thing. Keep going.

[driflloon]

kiran kandola

[so-not-the-norm]

Jorja Smith for Paper Magazine 2017

[allyouryeahs]

https://instagram.com/p/BR4NdPeAAc1/

[onetwo-t]

He Got Game (1998) dir. Spike Lee

[jpegfantasy]

The dazzling Beverly Hills penthouse of artist Miriam Wosk, rennovated by Frank Gehry, photographed by Grant Mudford, courtesy House & Garden, Interior Design 1988. 

Scanned from my personal collection.

[pegasus-astrology]

I recommend constructing a detailed image of who you want to be and how you want your life to be, down to all the details (love-life, work, money, your home, day to day life, etc). Flesh it out fully and let your heart and desires govern the whole thing, don’t hold back at all, create your ideal life. And everyday think about it - and feel it. Feel it as if your life is already that way. And make all your decisions according to its ultimate fulfillment. Get in touch with your values, what’s really important to you, and let them guide you.

[crookdteeth]

I’m done with being abundantly vulnerable for thepeople I love.