Crooked Nature

Sadness. Happiness. Confusion. Illusions. Love. Lies. Dreams. Cries. Beautiful Eyes.Writing. 

[blukcattalking]

[crookednature]

waves

sand patches live in untouched places 

seas of crowds with familiar faces

id go back but it wont be the same

splintering skin at the sound of your name

i want to hold you like when we were new

before the grain went against you

before my brain would attempt to 

ignore the pain i went through

how slowly we dried like the tear from my eye

how lightly it stung before i saw why

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sleepy eyes, painful cries

pancaked on your mattress entranced by your lies

cool blue desert nights, love between fights, texting you between sorbet clouds on flights

letting me go but i was floating in your orbit

i didnt just like it, i adored it

and id bite it if i could afford it

the smell of your skin and the nights in the dark

hellish grin, walking your dogs in the park

i loved you i loved you there was no one above you

you chased me, i chased you until i was forced to erase you

i praised you, i protected you and could never replace you

[crookednature]

soft summer evening 

orange glowing skies as the sun dipped beneath the mountains and the skyline

our hot skin in tshirts, jackson pollock painted freckles on your face

your legs caged me in and i was caving in

im in love with the smells with the room with the air

in in love with your eyes with your skin and your hair

shiny hardwood floors and bare tanned feet

cooking in tshirts and laughing at the tv

ill never know a love like this ill never find you again

hiding in the memories because its the only place i want to stay

im in love with your bruises, your sadness and your soul

i could barely see you coming until we spun out of control

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falling

i have these dreams where im falling

into that night that you wouldnt stop calling

were still in this same room despite rearranging

stay the same even though were changing

you cover yourself in a white silk suit

but inside of you its always blue

i wouldnt know you if you were standing right here

only know how you appear through eyes full of tears

our memories of laughter 

were so charred by what happened after

poison leaked through your venomous skin

and seeped inside of me because i let you in

if i need to hold on to something true 

its that the inside of you was always blue

[eliminated]

[maheaf]

[theincompletechronicle]

[flowrr]

[sonderin]

ig: wiwoos 

[crookednature]

back to black coffee ice water and the basics

you could follow the road back to you if you traced it

i wish i could look at your picture but i erased it

i get so nervous thinking about what will be

i guess i always thought it was just you and me

i know its going to be ok and were better off anyway

some days make me wonder what it would have been like to stay

its just that i have these secrets that only you know

ive tried to bring it back but my heart follows everywhere you go

youre going so fast im dancing in slow mo

[crookednature]

death is

take me with you

i wanna be alone

just us no scrolling into darkness on our phones

i want to spend the rest of days laughing til four am in your dark cave

now its nothing in the end though

distanced from your sexual innuendo

god sometimes in my mind i pretend oh

youre still here and again no

we were just getting started

dearly departed

cant create nor destroy our energy

its always here its just meant to be

[sadviolences]

[its-just-kennedy]

[sonotdisposable]

[crookednature]

i have to change 

i love you and i dont know why

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certainty

i just feel like you are so capable of becoming everything so im quiet but i want to shout

that youre in pain, and that youre to blame

you just think ill give you everything, because time has made this fire so much harderr to put out

and were insane, we play these games

but were ok, were alright

youre up to no good but a part of you is always mine

and i dont want you to change

youre even better than the way you act online

electricity in the rain, against the grain

but  were ok, were alright

just lay with me, under covers, right now is forever with you in my pores

i used to distract with other lovers and thats fine but now im all yours

and youre in pain, but youre to blame

all this time, we stayed in our lanes

but it couldnt sustain

alright. just hold me tight, its alright