i keep showing you doors

27 | london | she / her

[yaynotgaybutbi]

noah kahan is so fucked up, wdym he wrote "we aint angry at you, love, you're the greatest thing we lost " and then wrote a whole fucking album about everyone being ANGRY about others LEAVING AND GROWING UP

[expressions-of-nature]

Göttlin, Germany by Tommy Kah

[marcidstars]

FLIP A ROCK, SEE THE BUGS, SLEEPING SOUND

HEY, THAT'S US

YOU AND I WILL BE FOUND

[ipromiseimawriter]

"the album could've been cut down" wrong. i'm a freak and i love a good hour-plus long album. ESPECIALLY when i experience every emotion known to man during it

[pop-squeak]

this probably the realest thing in this entire album

[yeehawpim]

I can be shaped by more than the things that hurt me

[onetimemacaroni]

Me and the girlies on our way to get nuked for saying trans women are deserving of basic human dignity and respect

[werewolf-transgenderism]

a world without trans people has never existed and never will

prints

[lesbinewren]

we need to make using chatgpt embarrassing bc sorry it really is. what do you mean you can’t write an email

[mothprincess]

stop trying to be palatable, stop trying to be palatable, stop

[mothprincess]

i give u full permission to be weird. i am signing your permission slip

[ashstfu]

x / raymond carver

[ashstfu]

GOOD CHANGE GOOD CHANGE GOOD CHANGE GOOD CHANGE GOOD CHANGE GOOD CHANGE GOOD CHANGE GOOD CH

[charl0ttan]

they should invent venting but without having to explain all the bad things that are happening

[crookedndelicate]

the irony of you holding me while you’re the reason I was crying to my boy as much as I did, and still no self awareness in sight as to how much you hurt me.

[honeytuesday]

um. locked in my own head again. does anyone have The Password

[vacillator-deactivated20250323]

not to alarm anyone but is anybody else worried about how everybody is fucking stupid

[crookedndelicate]

just venting don’t mind it

i’m so fucking sick of feeling like this. i’m fucking sick of being told that no, he doesn’t come first, no, I don’t know, I think I like you, no, you have no reason to feel this way, no, it’s okay, and then watch while you’re making plans with HIM on the weekend that I was supposed to come see you without even telling me that hey, I might not be in after all

And I’m sick of your “I didn’t know” and “I didn’t think” and “I thought I got it right” because you could’ve just asked what dates instead of not telling me until it was finalised. and I’m sick of feeling like even though you’re not saying it you’re always going to go for the mediocre white boy because you’re too much of a fucking coward to actually take a risk once in your life and it’s fine, I’m reclaiming my own life and I’m going out and I’m trying to do what’s right for me but it still fucking hurts and if I tell you that all I’m gonna get it “I didn’t realise” or “I didn’t think” because you never fucking do.

I’m just sick of feeling like this man. I don’t want it to hurt, but it does. I don’t want it to feel like you’ve made it very clear what you think, but it does. and more importantly I don’t think I wanna hear the words “I don’t know” or “I didn’t think” ever again. I’m sick of feeling this nauseous I’m sick of being angry I’m sick of feeling like rolling my eyes every time you call me your invisible string because I don’t feel like you really mean it anymore. I’m sick of this man. All of it.

[lomltaylor]