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whendidmythoughtsgocrazy

And if I'm meant to be alone, please take away my desire to be loved.

k.b. // unknown

allthingswhumpyandangsty

#see i'm mostly fine when i READ it #it's only when i POST it that it's like. oh this is garbage actually

crossdressingdeath

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Fallen Hero Series - Malin Rydén Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Herald/Sidestep (Fallen Hero) Characters: Herald (Fallen Hero), Sidestep (Fallen Hero) Additional Tags: happy (late) birthday danny have a deeply uncomfortable conversation Summary: Daniel comes home from his birthday party to find a gift—and an unexpected conversation—waiting for him.

IT’S DONE! AND NOT STUPIDLY LONG FOR ONCE! Anyway happy birthday to the boy, just ignore how I’m over a week late.

#srb

sizzlingcandyjellyfish

NEVER be vulnerable. FLUSH your medication down the toilet. LIE when people ask how you’re doing. SUPPRESS your feelings. ALWAYS be irritable and abrasive. MAKE SURE you push away anyone who’s close to you. CANCEL your therapy appointment.

#...#sidestep

birdplushie

torture the character some more. put her in her worst nightmare and don't let her out

#me with morgan constantly

I'm looking at my post-guilty ending fic and it's occurred to me I have created a situation where Morgan's apartment has to have a full-length mirror (so she can punch it from a wheelchair, you understand). Ah yes, mirrors, a thing Sidestep famously loves. I guess it could've come with the place.

#actually there is something rather upsetting in the thought of morgan having a full length mirror in her apartment #which she would absolutely keep covered but not get rid of in the vague hope that one day she'd be able to just look at herself #also so that she can triple check that none of her outfits show any skin

Morgan's scar is outside but she absolutely has a strong puppetmaster streak. It's a situation where she easily could've gone either way but she ended up with the outside scar... mostly for the telepathy boost during the Heartbreak flashback, if I'm honest, but the puppetmaster streak is still there!

#fhr #oc: morgan becker #i would argue the two actually play off each other very well #feeling like they don't belong with other people combined with outside scar sidestep explicitly struggling with derealization?#well it's not that far from there to treating the people around them like puppets!

butchselkie

One thing about me is that I will always be a little in love with my friends’ OCs. I am normal and can be trusted with them I promise

There is a universe out there where Morgan goes full "well fine if no one is going to love me on their own then I'll just make them love me, that's basically the same thing" and starts telepathically forcing people to care about her. It's probably not the canon path she'll end up taking, but like. she could.

#fhr #oc: morgan becker #listen you give someone enough telepathy and enough feelings of crushing isolation they start doing Bad Shit #she could at any moment start forcing people to love her and they probably wouldn't even notice she was doing it!#this option is going to start Haunting Her in the days after the guilty ending #if she did go down that path it would also make her even weirder about ortega since she couldn't do it to her #she could twist everyone ELSE'S minds to make them love her unconditionally but ortega? her best friend in the world?#nope can't do shit to HER brain. morgan would just have to live with ortega hating her!#which. i mean messing with the brains of everyone in ortega's immediate social circle would not help with that

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Fallen Hero Series - Malin Rydén Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Herald/Sidestep (Fallen Hero) Characters: Herald (Fallen Hero), Sidestep (Fallen Hero) Additional Tags: happy (late) birthday danny have a deeply uncomfortable conversation Summary: Daniel comes home from his birthday party to find a gift—and an unexpected conversation—waiting for him.

IT’S DONE! AND NOT STUPIDLY LONG FOR ONCE! Anyway happy birthday to the boy, just ignore how I’m over a week late.

#fhr #flystep #my writing

Welcome to the "that will fucking do" stage of fic publishing...

#the title? not great. the summary? also not great #it's FINE don't WORRY ABOUT IT i'll post it in a sec

...Summary.

#'i love writing' i say while bitching and moaning about every part of the process

Crane Wives my beloved, you might think it's for their music (...that too) but it's more for the banger fic title opportunities.

#i feel like this one might be a little dramatic for what the fic is but it will DO

baddbyrne

okay not to ocpost again but the worst thing about having an oc is sometimes they become The Character to you. and you need to talk to someone about it like wow I can’t stop thinking about The Character… but in order to do so you have to like sit them down and explain everything about your oc first. and then it’s just you explaining your writing ideas. i need to talk about them the same way i would talk about any random character i love to someone.

r2x2

The Amnesty International report that JK Rowling is trying to censor through legal threats.

It can also be found on Google Drive here and on Bluesky here.

cbarc

Please save and share this info where possible. This report has since been removed by Amnesty International due to legal threats of libel from JK Rowling. This information is no longer easily accessible.

crossdressingdeath

Oh god titles.

crossdressingdeath

Guess what I didn't figure out while I was at work.

#the evil and intimidating title and summary boxes...

t4timekeeper

yeah i just love it when a character is in an escapable torment nexus for a huge portion of their life and it defines every aspect of their existence forever. also whats cptsd

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